Lady's Love Letter GL

The road from Beijijuchang to Jingfu is probably the longest time I have ever spent in my life. Every moment is a kind of purgatory torment for me. The faster the horse goes, the more uneasy I feel. In the end, I couldn't help repeating, "She will be fine, she will be fine, she will...", as if I would never see her again if I didn't say that.

I ran to her room almost like crazy, the door was closed, I had never been so scared, I reached for the door tremblingly, and saw a broken water tank standing in front of me, the water flowed all over the floor, A yellow talisman was hung from the beam, on which was written the horoscope of Wang Yin's birthday I told her and some symbols and patterns that I couldn't understand.

"Bai Xuanwei!" I yelled loudly without seeing her, "Bai Xuanwei, where are you!"

No one answered.

"Bai Xuanwei!"

I stepped in and looked around while shouting, until I turned around the screen and saw a frail figure curled up tremblingly in the corner.As if she had just heard the movement, she turned her face away with slack eyes, with wet blood stains hanging from the corner of her mouth, and tried her best to squeeze out a bleak smile.

With just one look, I can barely breathe.

I won, I finally put a knife in this man's heart, I finally dragged this man from the clouds to the mud.

I also regret it, I suddenly don't want to care about her, she can live as she likes, as long as she is well, as long as she can still be by my side.

Just staring at each other blankly, she suddenly coughed violently and spit out a pool of blood.

I bent down and half-kneeled to the ground, and hugged her tightly.

She was crooked in my arms, smelling of alcohol all over her body, and it was only then that I noticed the wine jug that had fallen behind her.She kept rubbing my cheek back and forth, and murmured vaguely in my ear, "I'm sorry, you forbid me to drink, I didn't listen to you. I was wrong, I shouldn't do what you don't like I won't do anything that you don't like..." The tone of her voice was soft and dependent that I had never heard before.

I often say "no" to her. She is not allowed to have a playful face, she is not allowed to talk back to me, and she is not allowed to be indulgent.The only thing I didn't tell her was not to drink alcohol.

Bai Xuanwei never drank alcohol.

At that moment, all kinds of memories of the past flooded into my heart like a tide.

She said, you are so beautiful that I am not willing to die.

She said, except that Wushan is not a cloud.

She said, please take me in.

She said she was a sinner.

Her initial entanglement, her full of affection, her consistent tolerance, her cruel silence, and her almost pious cautiousness.

Also, Pingting's face is similar to mine.

A huge figure suddenly lay between us.

That woman, the woman who raised her, the woman who wanted to leave her for the first time, the woman who can't be with her now, the woman who made her chase after a bubble in the vast crowd.

But what about me?

It was so heartbreaking, I burst into tears instantly.

"Forget it, forget it all, as long as you get better, I beg you."

She was too weak to answer my call.

Bai Xuanwei had a high fever for two consecutive days and was unconscious.Every time she convulsed, she twisted her body in pain on the bed, slurring her mouth, sometimes talking about that person, and sometimes talking about me.I waited by her side in disheveled clothes, but she didn't get better at all. What's even more ridiculous was that I couldn't give her anything except my clothes. I didn't even dare to ask a doctor for her at this juncture.

She was sweating profusely again, and while wiping her body, Ji Ling walked into the room with small steps, quickly closed the door and came to me to report.

"The news came from Jiashu, saying that Wang Yin managed to save his life, but his lower body was completely broken. I'm afraid he won't be able to stand up again in the future. The Wang family has mobilized all their strength to investigate the three people who wanted to harm him. What's more, two people were killed in the shooting field that day, Li Sizheng and Xia Shilang, and more than a dozen others were injured. It is said that people from the Taishi Bureau and the Ministry of Punishment have intervened in the investigation."

"How did Xia Xianchun die?"

"He was drowned, and the first one was just fished out of the pond. Besides, there seems to be some rumors about the master. We sent people here to check this morning, but we stopped them. Miss, you have to make plans early."

"Where is my father now? The Xia family?"

"Yes."

"The Xia family is weak, and now the head of the family has left again. My father can't get away for a few days. People from over there will still stop him. Even if there is a conflict, it doesn't matter."

When we were talking, Bai Xuanwei coughed again, I hurriedly helped her straighten her body.

"Send someone to the other courtyard to send all the dozen or so people I train on weekdays. You go to the back kitchen to find Madam Ma and ask her to prepare a carriage for transporting vegetables and food. She will naturally know what to do. You don't need to explain more " I freed up a finger to point to the cabinet on one side, and continued, "There is a drawer of gold in the second compartment. Later today, you take Bai Xuanwei and go to the opposite building with the carriage, and give the silver ticket to Ping Miss Ting, tell her that the doctor can't invite people from Chang'an City, and you must be careful in everything."

Jiling didn't say anything else, took the banknote and returned it directly.

Bai Xuanwei was in my arms, twitching intermittently. I looked at her tightly furrowed brows, and I couldn't help reaching out and rubbing her back and forth, even though doing so couldn't alleviate her pain.

"No, don't leave me." Her voice was as thin as a mosquito, and this was the most she said in the past few days.

"I will never abandon you in my life. Don't even think that I will give you up to another woman." I don't know if she can hear me at this time, but I feel that my words are too heavy, so He changed his words, "You go to her to recuperate first, and I'll come to you soon. Don't be too hard on yourself, it's not your fault, it's me, I'm not reconciled."

I just hugged her like this, rocking her back and forth from time to time, like comforting a baby in a swaddle.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a commotion outside the door, and Siqi stumbled in and said in a panic, "Miss, Aunt Hu is here."

I gently put down the person in my arms, and said in a deep voice, "Don't panic, is the person from the other courtyard here?"

Siqi shook his head and said, "Should be meeting again, Ji Ling just came and said that the kitchen's chariots and horses are all ready, and I'm waiting for you to send Mr. Bai there."

"Stay here and take care of Bai Xuanwei for me. She is weak. When someone comes, you must be careful not to bump and hurt her."

Siqi heard the sound and stepped forward, standing beside the bed.

I got up and left, knowing that I couldn't delay, but I couldn't help but look back at her a few times.

After leaving the room for a few steps, I met Aunt Hu face to face.

I restrained my tired face and said, "Did San Niang come to look for me?"

Aunt Hu said proudly, "I'm here to look for Mr. Bai. My cousin's porcelain shop is about to open. I would like to ask Mr. Bai to choose an auspicious day."

"What a coincidence, Mr. Bai has been away for the past few days, and I don't know where to go to have fun. You know, she has such an unruly temper. When she comes back later, I will tell her to let her go to your place." Just take a walk."

"Are you going to let me stand here and talk? Your father usually praises you for being educated and reasonable. Why, why didn't you invite me, a mother, to come in and sit?"

I leaned towards her, lowered my head and said, "San Niang misunderstood me. When I came back from the shooting field that day, my daughter was still in fear. She didn't go out for the past few days. I just wanted to go to relax when I ran into her." You, if Sanniang wants to chat with me, why not go out for a walk together, just change the place, and I will also change my mood."

Aunt Hu snorted coldly and was unmoved.

I leaned down a little bit, and said, "Didn't Sanniang always want to go to another courtyard? That property was my mother's dowry. My father took pity on my mother's early death and never took you there. I think There is nothing to hide, my mother is gone, and I will rely on your love from now on." After speaking, I suppressed my nausea and raised my head to look at her, then turned sideways to make room, raised my hand and said, "Of course, San Niang If you think the road is too far, you can just sit here for a while."

I thanked her with such a humble gesture, and she said with a smile, "Then go and have a look."

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The short story "Earth Binding Curse" about the woman guiding me is also a very suave person