Captain Tu and her Doctor Shen

Consolation, sometimes the most powerless, Tu Fei forgets some things every day, this is an unchangeable fact, more cruel, there is no effective means for medical students to heal for the time being.

Zhu Xiuyun has long been paying attention to this matter in private, but most people have no feasible means, and they do it more from humanistic care, such as talking more about the past with Tu Fei.

Such methods have little effect.

The thing had already happened, denying and avoiding it was useless, Zhu Xiuyun forced herself to face this matter, and the next morning, Zhu Xiuyun seriously talked about her thoughts with Tu Fei.

To what extent Tu Fei's "amnesia" will develop, no one can be sure, whether he will even forget how to dress, eat and walk in the future...It is not certain that he will degenerate into a child, Zhu Xiuyun did the worst in his heart plans, but want to be the best prepared.

The worst plan Zhu Xiuyun didn't tell Tu Fei that she didn't want to increase the pressure on the child's heart, she only said the best preparation.

Zhu Xiuyun plans to make a name tag and hang it on Tu Fei's bag. She is not sure which day Tu Fei will suddenly forget everything. The better it is, but it’s still just in case, in case you get too tired from using your brain one day and suddenly can’t remember your mother, with such a famous brand, someone will help you find me.”

Zhu Xiuyun tried his best to use euphemistic words, but these words made people feel sad, as if Tu Fei was about to suffer from Alzheimer's disease, Tu Fei listened blankly, without much expression.

"Tu Fei, mom does all this just in case, mom believes you will get better and better." Zhu Xiuyun can only encourage herself, she is only one daughter, she must take good care of her daughter no matter what, "you promise mom , don't tire yourself out."

Life seems to be eight or nine times out of ten unfortunate, but misfortune always happens to one person frequently, Zhu Xiuyun is sad, she wants to bear everything for her daughter.

Zhu Xiuyun's eye circles were slightly red, Tu Fei heard her mother sniffing her nose, she regained her senses, pulled herself together and said, "Mom, I believe everything will be fine, I'm telling you all this in the hope that you will be mentally prepared in advance, In case..." In case one day I really forget everything, that's not what I want.

Tu Fei's eye circles were sour, and tears rolled in her eyes. She lowered her head, took a deep breath, and pretended to be relaxed: "I think my body is getting better and better, and my amnesia will stop. Just forget, as long as I live, I will have new memories."

The two mothers each comforted each other. Before going to work, Zhu Xiuyun hugged Tu Fei at the door and said softly, "Don't tell your aunt, if she finds out, she might give up everything and come back."

Tu Fei didn't have time to think about how to deal with the relationship with Shen Qingqian, but she had already thought about it before telling Shen Qingqian.

Tu Fei lowered her head, her moist eyes were buried on Zhu Xiuyun's shoulders, she didn't want to hurt Shen Qingqian, she wanted to have a good relationship with Shen Qingqian, but God was taking her away.

Tu Fei couldn't imagine that she would gradually forget about Shen Qingqian, she would forget that she once loved someone deeply, people in her world were kept away, her world became more and more desolate, and in the end only herself was left, maybe even herself in the end. Not left.

Tu Fei smiled and bid farewell to his mother, and the moment he closed the door and turned around, tears rolled down his face.

Zhu Xiuyun stood in front of the window, it took a while for Tu Fei to appear downstairs, she raised her hand to wipe away maybe tears.

Tu Fei got into the car, lay on the steering wheel, and cried heartily.

Life still has to go on, Tu Fei forced herself not to think about amnesia, she hoped that she would be busy, and her mind would be full of the case, so that she would forget the sadness.

Tu Fei turned the car around and went to work. Zhu Xiuyun was at the stairs, sighing softly. She had to think about how to handle the relationship between the child and the junior sister.

Zhu Xiuyun had expected it at first, but she didn't expect that Tu Fei would really lose her memory. At that time, she wanted to let Shen Qingqian go out to study, so that the two of them could separate and calm down. If the junior sister still likes Tu Fei when she returns to China, she will watch it at that time...

Right now, Tu Fei lost his memory and disrupted the rhythm.

If Tu Fei's amnesia has become a fact, if it does not affect Shen Qingqian's continued study abroad, she needs to consider it. When Tu Fei gradually begins to forget, Shen Qingqian will not be unaware, unless...

Unless Shen Qingqian perceives all this, the two of them will no longer contact each other.

What should I do then?Zhu Xiuyun stood under the rising sun, his heart was really cold.

After Tu Fei parked the car and didn't come down immediately, Chen Guanghui suddenly slapped on her car window. I haven't seen her for a few days. Chen Guanghui smiled happily, but Tu Fei couldn't.

"What's wrong with you?" Chen Guanghui noticed that Tu Fei's eyes were red, "Is there anything wrong at home?"

Tu Fei shook his head, Chen Guanghui suddenly asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Tu Fei still shook his head, but Chen Guanghui was puzzled and didn't dare to ask any more questions.

Tu Fei ate very little at noon, and was depressed all morning. Chen Guanghui saw it, and couldn't help but contact Zhu Xiuyun in the afternoon.

At Shen Qingqian's farewell dinner before, everyone could see that Shen Qingqian cared about Tu Fei, and everyone was willing to care about Tu Fei. As her colleague, Chen Guanghui also treated her like a younger sister.

Zhu Xiuyun's heart was heavy, she had to say hello to the people around her in advance, and she had to ask everyone not to talk about this matter with Shen Qingqian.

Zhu Xiuyun calls everyone who can think of in private, and reminds them one by one. She especially reminds the people who were at the breakup dinner, don't mention it to Shen Qingqian. She will discuss with Tu Fei what to say in the future. Please keep it a secret from Tu Fei.

After a round of phone calls, Weng Xiaoxia had the most intense reaction, and she cried directly on the phone.

Que Ningning's heart was heavy, and her guilt surfaced again. If she hadn't gone to the chemical plant alone, Tu Fei wouldn't have been hurt.

Lin Mei comforted Zhu Xiuyun not to worry, she believed that everything would be fine, she also said repeatedly that she would try to ask as many people she knew as possible if they had particularly good medical skills.

Qiao Xi couldn't believe it, but her heart ached but she was powerless. She felt sorry for Tu Fei, but also for Shen Qingqian.

Wu Weiwei felt sympathy. She still remembered that the little boy called her Wu Weiwei a few days ago. Could it be that she will never hear her call her sister or Wu Weiwei again in the future?Why is life always tormenting people?Thinking about it this way, Wu Weiwei's depression almost drowned her like a sea, sometimes life really has nowhere to go.

Chen Guanghui and Xing Sibo didn't make a sound after listening, saying that nothing can change the reality. Xing Sibo worried that Chen Guanghui should pay more attention to Tu Fei. If Tu Fei's amnesia had affected his normal work, he would have to take measures.

Chen Guanghui said again and again: "Boss, Tu Fei loves this job the most. Don't deprive her of her last happiness unless it is absolutely necessary. She is very serious every day now, and she has to write a lot of notes every time."

Of course Xing Sibo didn't want to take this step. As a leader, he had to think about it, "I originally wanted to let her investigate the rape case with you after this busy period. Let's talk about it after we see it."

There was already a tag on Tu Fei's backpack, and it said on the front: Tu Fei.

On the back is Zhu Xiuyun's contact information. Tu Fei took it from her mother and pinned it on herself. She silently looked at the name and smiling face on the label, and she also curled up and tried to smile.

Tu Fei didn't know that the people she was in contact with often knew that she was slowly losing her memory. She would look through her notes from time to time every day, and she was afraid that she would forget something.

Tu Fei wasn't looking forward to the weekend video meeting with Shen Qingqian as much as before, Tu Fei even started to bear the burden, she was looking forward to but afraid, her heart was like an ant on a hot pot.

Zhu Xiuyun watched the child's mood getting more and more depressed. After careful consideration, she said to Tu Fei, "Mom has a friend who is..." Zhu Xiuyun pursed her lips and said with a smile, "He is a very good psychologist."

Tu Fei frowned, she could never hide her little emotions, she couldn't hide them before, and now she can't hide them even more.

Zhu Xiuyun gently took Tu Fei's hand, but Tu Fei turned his head away and remained silent.

"Tu Fei, mother is looking for a psychiatrist for nothing else. Mom knows that you are a good boy. You don't want to cause trouble and burden to anyone. Mom hopes that you can have someone to confide in and vent to." Zhu Xiuyun tentatively lightly He hugged Tu Fei gently.

Tu Fei froze and didn't move, her chin rested on Zhu Xiuyun's shoulder, her eyes stared blankly at the white wall in front of her, her memory would eventually become a white wall with nothing but blankness.

Zhu Xiuyun caressed Tu Fei's back, "The doctor said, it is more difficult to completely forget the past, and when you completely forget it, just..." This sentence is fine, Zhu Xiuyun can't say it anyway, how cruel it is Zhu Xiuyun hugged Tu Fei tightly and said in a trembling voice, "It will all pass."

Everything will pass, everything will pass with the disappearance of memory, Tu Fei will forget what kind of pain he used to be, it might not be a kind of new life.

However, there is no way to jump during the whole process. Tu Fei needs a little bit of suffering from amnesia, and Zhu Xiuyun loves her child so much that she still can't help crying.

When Zhu Xiuyun's body trembled slightly, Tu Fei hugged Zhu Xiuyun and breathed a sigh of relief, "Mom is right, it will pass, I will see a psychiatrist."

Tu Fei also realized that a sickness began to appear in her heart. She was unwilling to accept it, and she resisted amnesia, but she was powerless to change it. Sometimes she would persuade herself to see all this, but more often she would be immersed in sadness and couldn't extricate herself.

Forgetting Shen Qingqian was the most unacceptable thing for Tu Fei. If her mother knew it, she would definitely feel chilled. She didn't even feel sad for forgetting her mother, but felt that she couldn't accept forgetting Shen Qingqian.

Tu Fei didn't know why she thought this way, she thought it was wrong, but she couldn't change her opinion, so she fell into another vortex of self-condemnation.

Tu Fei asked for leave with Shen Qingqian this weekend, and she didn't make a video call with her. She said that she had something to do in the bureau, but she was actually seeing a psychiatrist with her mother.

"This is Doctor Qin." Zhu Xiuyun introduced, "Doctor Qin Wanqin."

"Call me auntie if you don't mind." Qin Wan took the initiative to stretch out his hand. The small inch head in front of him was a little hedgehog with thorns all over his body. There was resistance and impatience between his brows and eyes. violent.

Qin Wan privately told Zhu Xiuyun after the first meeting with Tu Fei, "It's right for you to take the child to see a psychiatrist. She didn't say it now, but she didn't digest herself well in her heart. Look at the photos for comparison. The words are obvious, and there is gloom and violence between the eyebrows."

Qin Wan is older than Zhu Xiuyun. After careful calculation, she is the best friend of Senior Sister Zhu Xiuyun's senior sister. She is a few years older than her and is a top-ranked doctor in psychology in China.

Qin Wan's personality is as gentle as water, and she is full of beauty and charm in dealing with people. There is no one who doesn't like her.

Tu Fei's prickly emotions were wrapped up in Qin Wan's gentleness, she suddenly seemed to have lost the power to attack, and sat blankly in front of Qin Wan in a daze.

Qin Wan didn't bother Tu Fei either. After Zhu Xiuyun withdrew, Qin Wan gave Tu Fei enough time and patience. She gently flipped through the book in front of her, seeming to enjoy it.

The afternoon sun shone in, and the room exuded a lazy warmth. There was a pot of beautiful flowers on the table. Tu Fei couldn't name them, but the elegant blue flowers smelled very good.

There is a cup of hot milk next to the flower plate. If you smell it carefully, the air is filled with the fragrance of milk.

Qin Wan occasionally made a soft brushing sound when turning the pages of the book, and the fragrance floated above the milk cup. Behind the fragrance was Qin Wan who was reading a book with her chin resting. The curved face is somewhat similar to that of Shen Qingqian.

Tu Fei recalled the days and nights she spent with Shen Qingqian, her vision gradually blurred, she seemed to see Shen Qingqian sitting in front of her, her tears finally couldn't help falling down, she lowered her head and wiped her tears and sobbed softly.

Qin Wan got up and walked around to Tu Fei, took her hand lightly, and said softly: "It's okay, cry out loud, there are only us here, and this will only be a secret between two people, I won't tell anyone, you Can be completely your own."

Qin Wan hugged Tu Fei, like an elder caring for a younger generation, every word touched Tu Fei's heart.

"Silly boy, you are so hard on yourself, I know you are exhausted."

"You are at a loss for all this, it doesn't matter, I am here, I am always with you, you are not alone."

"I'm always here, as long as you open your eyes, I'll be in front of you, as long as you turn around, I'll be behind you, I'll always be there, don't be afraid~"

"You are a brave and good boy. You don't want to cause trouble to anyone, but you are also a child. Children can rely on adults. I will accompany you."

"You are so tired now, you need to rest well."

"I have answers to all your questions, so don't be afraid~"

……

Tu Fei was tired from crying, and finally fell asleep in Qin Wan's arms. She dreamed that she was in Shen Qingqian's arms. : "Auntie, I love you~"

Ah~ This child has a girl in his heart.

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Although she is a psychiatrist, the aunt who is still very angry when she thinks about the cub being hugged said that she must kiss and hug her high and turn around in circles, lick her mouth and hit her forehead to calm down.