I have special whitewashing skills [Quick Transmigration]

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However, Duan Chenyuan didn't seem to care about these at all, he just stayed in Chenghua Hall all day long.

All the imperial physicians in the imperial hospital had visited, but because they couldn't find out what the specific poison was, the ordinary detoxification prescriptions only cured the symptoms but not the root cause, so Chu Xinze's body collapsed at a speed visible to the naked eye.

In order to make people feel better when they wake up, Duan Chenyuan even sent someone to Guangling to pick up the Chu family's parents, hoping that seeing his relatives would be beneficial for his recovery.

"Ayu, I have received your parents. They are very happy to know that your prime minister's mansion has been repaired, especially your father. He knelt down in front of the ancestral tablet happily and said that the most proud thing in his life is that he gave birth to you. son."

"Ayu, your mother was found happy. It has been three months. She insisted on coming to the capital with your father. She said that she wanted you to name the younger brothers and sisters in your belly, and said that if you gave them Name them, they will be promising in the future."

Seeing the bed collapsed, eyes closed and coma again, the man who had long since lost the elegance he had when he first met, who was so thin that he could almost break at the touch of a touch, Duan Chenyuan tightly held the man's hand in his palm, letting every minute and every second feel like a knife in his heart , but still forced a smile on his face.

"Ayu, I know you will wait for them, you will wait for your younger brothers and sisters to be born, then you will watch them grow up, teach them enlightenment, teach them to read and write, teach them to be a learned man like you A talented person, right..."

"..."

Gritting his teeth firmly, he pressed his palm to his forehead, and the man with his eyes closed let the tears flow down from the end of his eyes, dripping onto his clothes.

"Ayu, Ayu, Ayu...I beg you...wake up..."

Duan Chenyuan has never regretted it so much before, he doesn't know how he can make it up, he doesn't know what he should do to turn back time, kill those people, and save this person's life.

Until the person who poisoned was tortured to death, he didn't say what kind of poison was in it. He only said that Chu Huaiyu deceived the emperor's heart, and he deserved death. Being accused by thousands of people, but Ayu is the biggest victim, and Ayu is the most innocent person.

Everything is calculated by him, everything is his fault, if God wants to repay, it should be repaid on him alone, why should he hurt his Ayu, why?

God couldn't hear Duan Chenyuan's voice at all, nor could he hear his edict, Chu Xinze's body was still weakening day after day, getting sicker and worse.

He was like a trapped beast, stuck in a dead end, couldn't find the exit, and his head was bleeding when he bumped into it, and even now he didn't understand why things got out of control to this point.

He clearly just wants to get along well with A Yu, why is his emotion always so uncontrollable, the dark side in his heart gets bigger and bigger, and in the end he even hurts the other party, making people hurt by those who care about him, and it becomes what he is now appearance.

She said that as long as he becomes the emperor, he can get everything, and he doesn't need to hide his preferences anymore, the whole east is his, but he feels that he is still as useless as he was when he was the prince.

He could only walk according to the steps she set, even if she died, the people she left behind would hurt the most precious person in his heart.

Duan Chenyuan always remembered that when he first remembered, that woman told him that he should not put all his emotions on his face, and when he was incapable, he should not put his favorite things on the bright side, because the enemy would take advantage of him .

At that time, he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence until she killed his most beloved thing with her own hands.

Faced with his constant crying, she just told him cruelly that this is putting emotions on her face, and this is the result of putting what she likes on the bright side when she has no ability.

So since he was a child, he learned to hide, hide everything, emotions, hobbies, habits... everything, including his feelings for this person, never dared to show it on his face.

Finally he became the emperor, he thought that his power was strong enough, he thought he could finally put the one he liked in the sun.

However, he still failed to protect this person.

"I'm sorry, Ayu, I'm sorry..."

Ever since I was a child, no one has taught me what love is or how to love. I wanted to learn, but I found that I missed it.

So whenever something happens, I rely on this instinct to hold on to the precious you tightly, and I can only hold on to you forcefully again and again, paranoid and irrational.

I know I shouldn't force you like this, but I don't know what to do, what to do is right.

I am afraid that you will leave, if you leave me, I will go crazy, I will die.

When a person thinks about a person day after day, it will become an obsession with no clear path. When this obsession goes deep into the bone marrow, it can no longer be erased from life.

And Ayu, you are the biggest obsession in my life.

In the outer hall, Duan Chenyuan personally took care of the soup on the stove. Ever since Chu Xinze was poisoned, Duan Chenyuan's suspicious temperament appeared again. Any servant in the palace was close to Chu Xinze, and even the pots for decocting medicine were purchased by herself, and the decoction was done by herself.

In the past few days, Chu Xinze woke up at about the same time, and he always boiled and fed medicine at this time every time.

As soon as he picked up the medicine jar, he was pouring the hot soup into the bowl, when suddenly he heard Ah Gui's panic-stricken crying from the inner hall.

"Young Master, Young Master, Young Master... Woo... Your Majesty..."

Regardless of whether the medicine pot in his hand was hot or not, Duan Chenyuan put it down abruptly, and rushed in with big strides. As soon as he turned in, facing the strong smell of blood again, Duan Chenyuan was almost covered by the blood all over the bed, Stimulating body chills.

Agui was terrified, kept crying and shouting, and kept wiping the blood gushing out of people's lips with a silk cloth, but even if the whole silk cloth was dyed red, the blood in the person's mouth remained the same. Throwing out, as if this time, he wanted to vomit all the blood left in his body at once.

Holding the man who was vomiting blood halfway, Duan Chenyuan, who was trembling all over, turned his head and shouted angrily at Agui with red eyes: "Go, invite the imperial physician, immediately invite the imperial physician!!!!"

Because Chu Xinze never vomited blood again during this time, and the imperial physicians couldn't find out the poison in him, so he could only stay in the imperial hospital for twelve hours to find a solution, drinking soup and medicine on time every day. Poison, but I don't think that poison broke out today.

Clutching the blood-stained cloth tightly in her hand, Ah Gui, whose face was full of tears, rushed out immediately.

Holding the person who finally stopped vomiting blood, Duan Chenyuan wiped the blood from his mouth with his sleeve tremblingly, and kept saying: "It's okay, it's okay, Ayu, bear with it, the imperial doctor will be here soon, It won't hurt soon, bear with it..."

Feeling the trembling hands of the man, Chu Xinze suddenly raised his lower lip to him, as if he wanted to smile, but he couldn't. There was an indifferent color in those two-way bright eyes, as if he was interested in the upcoming The coming death is accepted with ease.

Understanding the color in those eyes, Duan Chenyuan gritted his teeth suddenly, his red eyes seemed to be soaked in a pool of blood, he shouted at people: "If you think you are dead, I will let you go, you Don't think about it, let me tell you, I will haunt you even to the death..."

Chu Xinze just looked at this person quietly, and said softly: "Then you don't want to be the emperor in the next life... okay?"

I still miss the time when you were the prince. How good the three of us would be, with a pot of tea, a gun, and a pen, each occupying one side, how happy we would be.

However, Duan Chenyuan shook his head vigorously, he said: "No, I want to be the emperor, I want to be the emperor."

When he said this, he was extremely stubborn, but there were countless broken crystals in his eyes.

"Being an emperor is so tiring, being an emperor is not good at all, being an emperor..."

"I want to be the emperor, I must be the emperor, because..." He pressed his forehead tightly, his voice was painful and sad, "If you don't become the emperor, you can't be with Ayu."

"I don't want to be an emperor, so I don't even have the qualifications to like him. If Zi Le is as good as you are, you will probably be like everyone around me. You only see and like Zi Le, but you can't see me."

"I don't know how to love, I don't know how to love, I want to learn, but I can't, I have read everything, except this throne can hold you back, I don't have anything that can hold you back."

Tightly closing his eyes, tears finally fell from his eyes, and there was too much trembling that had been suppressed in his voice, "I won't please my father like my fifth brother, my father said I was bored; I don't She will smile brightly like Zi Le and be praised by her mother, who will only keep asking me and always say that I am not good enough; I am destined not to have the heart of a child like Zi Le. I like it, even during those three years, you will only see his goodness, and you will never know, I am right behind you, watching you quietly for three full years."

"It's not easy for me to have a throne. Because of it, you are willing to be with me. Because of it, I am qualified to be with you."

And I don't know how to keep you when I lost it and have nothing.

So no matter how hard it is, how difficult, how tiring, as long as you are still here, I will definitely be the emperor.

Raising his hand with difficulty, Chu Xinze caressed the face of this man who had repressed the past and shed tears in front of him for the first time since he had known him for many years, and wiped the tears on his face with distress.

Yes, he doesn't know these things, there are too many things, he doesn't know, this man is always used to suppress all things in his heart, maybe