Obsessed

After standing at the door for a while, Wen Shao opened the door and looked at him, "Come in."

Chen Ye walked in with a calm expression.

The bedroom is dark. Originally, this room was the most ventilated and sunny in winter, but because Wen Shao kept pulling the heavy curtains, no light could come in.

Chen Ye saw the chair leaning aside, but he didn't seem to see it.

He went over to straighten it, and put the rope on the ground away, and put it in the drawer.

Wen Shao went in to wash up, and Chen Ye followed, "You change your clothes and go for a run."

"Now?"

"Well," Chen Ye looked at him, "wear more, it's cold today, I'll wait for you downstairs."

After saying that, he walked away.

Don't wait for his reaction.

Five minutes later, Wen Shao changed into a pair of sportswear and went downstairs.

He didn't wear a hat, Chen Ye asked him to get it, Wen Shao shook his head and said, "No hat, it's fine, I'm not afraid of the cold."

Chen Ye walked over and handed him his hat, "Put it on, it's cold outside."

Wen Shao wasn't used to being taken care of like this by him, so he frowned and wanted to refuse, but he saw Chen Ye holding a hat and putting it on his head, his brows and eyes were cold, as if he couldn't refuse.

When he got close, Chen Ye saw the tired look in his eyes. Maybe it was because of his addiction last night, he thought, but he didn't ask anything, he just said, "Let's go, go out and exercise for a while."

The two jogged along the lake without much conversation.

Chen Ye deliberately slowed down and jogged laps with him, but after only two laps, Chen Ye felt that he was a little out of breath, and looked at him with concern. Wen Shao smiled at him and whispered, " It's okay, let's continue."

Chen Ye was surprised that he was so cooperative today. He was told not to come here yesterday, but he came today, and he didn't want to drive people away anymore, and he even agreed to come out for a run.

After insisting on running for almost two hours, Chen Ye obviously felt that he was exhausted, so the two sat by the lake to rest for a while.

After returning home, Wen Shao went upstairs to take a shower, and Chen Ye was also covered in sweat, sticking to his clothes, making him uncomfortable.

Wen Shao asked him to take a shower in the next room, and brought him his own clean knitted clothes, "There are no new ones, you just wear them."

Chen Ye took it over and said with a smile, "It's all right."

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After that day, Chen Ye would go to the villa to run with Wen Shao every morning on time.

Not only in the morning, but he spent most of the day with Wen Shao. Apart from running, he also accompanied him to do physical training, push-ups, sit-ups every day. Shao no longer resisted, as long as Chen Ye said, he would do it.

Chen Ye found that he began to learn to accept, to accept the facts, to accept his own imperfections, and he no longer had the previous rage and irritability.

But only when he was addicted, he didn't allow Chen Ye to accompany him, that was his final bottom line, and Chen Ye had to compromise.

Every time he heard the hoarse voice coming from the room, Chen Ye had to smoke hard to suppress his beating heart.

After getting through, he cleaned up the mess in the house for him, and watched Wen Shao lay motionless on the bed with his eyes open, only the heaving and falling of his chest reminded him that this person was breathing.

He walked over and hugged him tightly, whispering like a whisper, "It's over again, Wen Shao, it's okay."

Wen Shao's body and face were covered with sweat, he buried his head into Chen Ye's neck as if he was thirsty, and absorbed the strength from him. Only at this time, he allowed himself a little weakness, and hugged Chen Ye tightly. , as if he wanted to burn him into his body and blend into his own blood.

Chen Ye frowned and struggled, but he didn't push him away, he just said, "Wen Shao, you hug him too tightly..."

"Are you uncomfortable?" Wen Shao said in a low voice, exhausted after the battle, he didn't even have the energy to speak, but he still didn't let go of Chen Ye.

Chen Ye forced a smile. He was only wearing a thin sweater. Chen Ye gently stroked it up and down, and said, "Your bones hurt me..."

Hearing this, Wen Shao laughed hoarsely, and kissed the corner of his mouth subconsciously.

The tenderness in Chen Ye's eyes suddenly froze, and it was only then that Wen Shao realized what he had done.

The two were embarrassed for a while, Wen Shao suddenly let go of his arms, raised his eyebrows and touched the tip of his nose.

I was a little apprehensive for a while.

In fact, he felt Chen Ye's connivance and compromise with him, and because of this, he became more and more dependent on him, and after becoming dependent, he wanted to get closer.

Although that kiss was just a glimpse, it was like a feather, constantly stirring his heart and making him restless.

Chen Ye walked towards him time and time again, knowing that it was just guilt, and he only walked towards him because of Chen Di, but he just couldn't restrain himself.

He thought about what Jinguan said that day for a long time alone, and Chen Ye also told him that no one would mind, maybe he was indeed too tired to live, but after so many years, he was used to this kind of life, used to being in front of others. Proud, so he couldn't let go of it for a while, and couldn't accept the current self.

He thought that Chen Ye must have lost his heart after saying that sentence that night, but he didn't expect that he would still appear in front of him the next day. He understood his heart and was grateful for his kindness, so Wen Shao chose to accept it, even if this It was a difficult process, and just because it was what Chen Ye hoped, he didn't want him to be disappointed in himself again.

But Wen Shao is not Liu Xiahui, nor is he a gentleman. People who think deeply about him appear by his side every day. If he doesn't have any unreasonable thoughts, even he himself will feel abnormal.

So after that, he practiced sweating profusely in the villa every day, took medicine, and when a doctor came to give him an injection on time, he gritted his teeth and survived, because as long as Chen Ye was with him, the occasional meeting of eyes would make his heart feel like a warm current.

No longer restless, no longer worrying about gains and losses, as long as you turn your head and see Chen Ye's eyebrows and eyes, see his trusting eyes, with gentle comfort, he seems to have endless courage.

Chen Ye had never shown such an expression in front of Wen Shao, half of his deep eyes were flames and half were sea water, the flames burned his fighting spirit, while the sea water soothed his soul.

Once, when the two of them were running, he suddenly became addicted, and his nose and tears kept streaming down. Chen Ye held him tightly in his arms and felt him trembling all over. His gentle voice sounded like it came from hell , he said, "Chen Ye...I'm cold..."

There was no one around, and even the sun had just come out. At five or six in the morning, Chen Ye took off his down jacket and hugged him tightly, but he still couldn't stop shaking, as if there were beasts crawling all over his body. Biting, countless ants drilled into the internal organs and gnawed frantically, but the source of the piercing pain could not be found at all. Wen Shao couldn't bear it and bit Chen Ye's shoulder. Chen Ye endured the pain and kept on Rubbing his skin with the other hand helped him warm up.

He was so irritable that he pushed him away, Chen Ye used all his strength to hug him from behind, no matter how hard he struggled, he would never let go, holding his arm with both hands to keep him from moving, "Wen Shao! It's okay! You insist Stay! It's okay, Wen Shao! I'll be with you!"

"Ah..." Wen Shao closed his eyes in pain, tears could not stop streaming down...

"Ah...Chen Ye..."

The yelling made Chen Ye's heart bleed, but he still gritted his teeth not to let Wen Shao leave, and tied him tightly with all his strength, "Hold on to Wen Shao! You fucking hold on to me !"

That morning, after Wen Shao finally survived, Chen Ye was also exhausted, as if he had exhausted all the strength in his life, he hugged Wen Shao's hand, trembling afterward.

Later, every time Wen Shao had an attack, he never left again, and Wen Shao never said anything to tell him to go away. On his arms, there were big and small teeth marks left by Wen Shao.

When Wen Shao became irritable, he would throw things. Losing his mind, he picked up a stool and threw it at him. Neither Chongguang nor Jinguan was in the room at the time, so no one could hold him back. The moment Shao was stunned, Chen Ye rushed up and hugged him, not even caring about his injuries.

As the attack time became shorter and shorter, he didn't want to tie him up with a rope, but chose to hug him tightly to let him go on. Wen Shao had to rely on willpower to go on.

Afterwards, Wen Shao looked at his wound in great pain, and asked him sadly why he didn't run away, or just tie himself up, but Chen Ye played it lightly, and simply disinfected it with iodine and put on a band-aid, and he came back to see him again There was surprise in the eyes of the wound. After all, the wound was deep, so he advised him to go to the hospital. Wen Shao also advised him, so Chen Ye had to drive to the hospital for treatment.

After Chen Ye left, Wen Shao went upstairs without saying a word. Guilt and remorse made him feel uneasy. He felt sorry for Chen Ye, and hated himself even more.

He has to get better quickly, Wen Shao has never burst out with such a strong desire like now, this idea is like a fire burning in his chest, he can't go on like this, he completely collapsed when the drug addiction broke out, this time luckily In the corner of his eyes, he couldn't imagine the next time...

If he still can't control himself, if Chen Ye is hurt by him again, he would rather go to a drug rehabilitation center than let Chen Ye take care of him again!

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