Self-denial System [Rebirth]

The person to kill, not yourself?

Xu Mu was slightly surprised.

But seven years ago, in the woods on the outskirts of Liu Town, there were only three people.

If the person he wants to kill is not himself or that Ober, then there is only one option left——

Gu Jingyin.

Xu Mu suddenly raised his head.

Su Boling smiled softly, "That's right."

Xu Mu never expected that the truth would be like this.If it is now, he wants to kill a strong enemy, so that's fine; but back then, Gu Jingyin was only a young child, and Su Boling had no grievances with him, so why did he kill him?

Xu Mu subconsciously stepped back one step, as if he felt that by doing so, he could get closer to the person behind him and keep him in a safe place.

"Young Master Xu, you don't have to be nervous." Su Boling raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and still said softly, "Even if I wanted to kill, I would have missed the best time. Now, I don't have a [-]% chance of winning. So, I won't do it. "

"Why did you kill him?" Xu Mu asked in a low voice, staring into his eyes.

Su Boling didn't answer immediately after hearing the words, but looked at him with great interest for a while, and then said: "There are thousands of things in this world that you don't understand, do you still have to figure them out one by one?" Su Boling straightened up, and suddenly said a word that seemed threatening, "The more you know, the more dangerous you will be. You may live a long life if you live in a daze."

Xu Mu looked at him, unable to say a word.

Both of them stared at each other's face, Xu Mu paused for a moment, and then said: "You'd better give up this idea, Su Boling, if you hurt him, I will never let you go."

Su Boling laughed out loud when he heard the words, and his voice raised a bit, as if he didn't care whether Gu Jingyin, who was a few steps away from the two of them, would hear him: "You won't let me go? Young master, are you joking?"

"Do you care about him?" Su Boling smiled and said again, "Master Xu, don't lie to him or yourself anymore. Feel your heart and think about it, do you really care about him?"

Xu Mu didn't answer.

"You don't at all. Nothing you do for him is from the bottom of your heart. It's all just to accomplish your own goals."

"It takes seven or eight years to tell some lies, how tiring it is."

"You and I are just average. The acting is so deep that even I believe it's true."

Su Boling finished speaking slowly one sentence after another, and curled the corners of his lips, as if mocking.

After listening to him quietly, Xu Mu raised his head and replied, "Yes, what you said is correct."

Su Boling laughed more and more wantonly when he heard the words, and said, "Mr. Xu, this play has been performed for almost ten years. Don't you feel tired? Do you want to continue acting?"

Xu Mu didn't answer this time, after a while, he turned around and looked at Gu Jingyin who was standing in the shadows.

Gu Jingyin raised his head, his eyes seemed to be calm.The two stared at each other in silence for a moment before Xu Mu slowly said, "Did you hear everything?"

Gu Jingyin's normally clear eyes were as dim as the surrounding night.It's just that he didn't answer this question, but walked up a few steps with his head down, took Xu Mu's arm, and said calmly, "Let's go back."

"Where are you going back?" Xu Mu looked at him.

"Follow me. Get out of here."

"Jing Yin," Xu Mu moved his arm and said, "Go back."

Gu Jingyin stopped in his tracks, and said in a low voice: "Come back with me, let's talk about this when we go back, okay?"

"Didn't you just say that it's the same everywhere, so it's better to be here..."

"It's different." Gu Jingyin hurriedly interrupted him, "I don't want to know anymore, I don't want to know about the past, I don't care about the past, let them pass, okay, let's start now, Start again."

"Jing Yin." Xu Mu lowered his eyes and looked at him.

"I'm here." Gu Jingyin raised his head.

"Some things, if you know, you will understand thoroughly, and you will feel that it is not worth it."

"Brother..."

"It's not worth it, and you won't be reluctant to part with it anymore."

"Do not……"

"I always thought it was right to hide it from you, but if you keep hiding it, it would be cheating."

"No, it's not cheating, it's not. I don't care about the truth at all, I just believe what I know. I know everything, I know what it's like, and I don't need other people to say it." Gu Jingyin held his hand tightly Arm, although the voice is calm, but the words are incoherent.

"Jing Yin, knowing the whole story, it's good for you and me. Listen to what I tell you..."

"No, I'm going down the mountain now." Gu Jingyin suddenly let go of his hand and interrupted him, "Didn't senior brother tell me to wait for you at the bottom of the mountain? I'll wait for you at the bottom of the mountain. What's the matter between you two?" If you want to say, just discuss it here, I don't disturb, I don't participate, I don't want to know anything. I'm waiting for the senior brother at the foot of the mountain." After speaking, he turned around and walked along the steps without staying for a moment.After walking a dozen or so levels, he suddenly turned around and said, "I'm waiting at the foot of the mountain. Brother, you will come to me."

Xu Mu and Su Boling stood side by side on the stairs, the cold wind blowing their robes fluttering.The face in the wind seemed to be blurred in the thick ink of the night, like smudged ink, and nothing could be seen clearly.

Gu Jingyin just finished speaking on his own, before waiting for Xu Mu to answer, he quickly turned around and walked down the mountain.

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"You tm better tell me quickly, what the hell are you doing?!"

"Same as you." Su Boling still smiled after hearing what he said.

"cnm! Who tm is like you!"

"Is it different? Then let me ask you, you have endured so much here, isn't it just to return to your original world one day?"

"Don't change the subject with me, tell me the truth, what do you want my soul refining orb for? You don't want to continue to indulge the undead wandering back and forth in this world!"

"Why do you treat me so badly? Logically speaking, I have saved your life." Su Boling was still gentle and polite.

"Yes! Thank you so much!" Xu Mu turned around and said, "So? You want me to repay you?"

"It's not enough to repay your kindness. Su has never had such an idea. He just hopes that the young master can cooperate."

"Cooperate? How can I cooperate when you do this kind of unconscionable thing, wishing to kill the whole world? Help you kill people together? Then let's become two frightening big devils who roam the world? It's cool? It's cool." fun?"

"It's not like that..." Su Boling wanted to explain.

"Also, even if you did save me twice, don't forget that you also wanted to hurt me. Even if it's even, I don't owe you anything. I just hope that you and I can draw a clear line in the future. connection……"

"Muchen, you must have a basis for what you say. I never thought of hurting you."

"...don't get too close."

"If I wanted to hurt you, how could I have rescued you when you were in distress in southern Xinjiang two years ago, and healed you day and night in the empty curtain cave? How could you not understand."

After hearing this, Xu Mu didn't care about his other meaning at all, but frowned and said, "How did you know where I was back then?"

"Where is the son's soul refining orb, I know where the son is. Over the years, you can use the golden cicada to deceive everyone, but the only one you can't hide is me."

Xu Mu raised his eyes to look at him, and said, "Then why didn't you explain it to me earlier? It caused me to hide here and there for a few years, avoiding you for the first two years, and avoiding him for the next two years. This has nothing to do with your killing I'm almost there, too."

"Master, he hid when he saw me for several years. The number of times he saw me was only one or two, and he ran away as soon as he saw him. How can I explain it?"

"You don't have to pretend to be kind to me here, I will remember the words you threatened me. You'd better tell me now, what do you want to refine the soul orb for? Also," Xu Mu said here and paused for a moment.

"What else?" Su Boling asked.

"Also, what kind of enmity between you and Gu Jingyin, why did you want to hurt his life?"

When Su Boling heard this, his expression suddenly became gloomy.After a long silence, he replied, "These two questions are actually one."

Xu Mu frowned: "Speak clearly."

Su Boling smiled and said, "Is that why you care about my affairs?"

"Care about an egg! I'm not interested in your business at all! I don't care at all! I just care about mine..."

"Your? Who is yours? That good junior of yours?" Su Boling took his words.

Xu Mu didn't deny it: "If you don't get his ideas, we can barely be ordinary friends. If you still want to kill him, then we can only be enemies."

"Muchen, if you do a fake show, you will suffer."

"It's not your turn."

Su Boling smiled to himself: "You don't have to stare at me like this. As I said, if you miss your chance, you will never have another chance. Now that things have developed to this point, I have no chance of winning, let alone the strength to kill him. You Why worry about it?"

"Okay, since you said so, I will believe you once."

"It's just that, son, don't think that if you don't worry about this matter, you can really have nothing to worry about. Don't forget your purpose."

Xu Mu didn't answer.

"Ten years will come soon, when your system enters sleep mode, and you will live here by default, then your whole life will be spent here." Su Boling said here, with a strange tone, "Just like me. "

Xu Mu said, "You can shut up now."

Su Boling said: "Muchen, you don't have to target me like this for everything."

Xu Mu raised his eyes: "First of all, you do such morally depraved things; second, you never tell me the purpose of your doing these things. In conclusion, how can I have a good face towards you?"

Su Boling said: "It's not that I don't tell you, it's just that there are some things you don't need to know, you just have to do what I tell you."

Xu Mu said, "Where's your face?"

Su Boling's expression darkened when he heard the words: "Xu Muchen, I saved you because you are still valuable. If you continue to be uncooperative like this, don't blame Su Mou for being cruel."

Xu Mu said: "Anyway, you have been ruthless for a day or two. If you want to kill me, draw your sword now. You must be suffocated to death every day!"

"I won't kill you. If you don't cooperate, I can only force you."

"Fuck Nima!"

Does everyone in this world like to force me? !Is labor and capital born to be forced by you? !Don't labor and capital have the right to free choice? !

"What do you force me to do?" Xu Mu was furious.

"Your soul refining orb is in my hands, but do you know that the more undead your soul refining orb absorbs, the more debts you have, and the more it runs counter to your mission, the more points you will deduct. "

"what?!"

"But my purpose happens to be to collect thousands of dead souls in this world. I'm afraid that one day, you will die because of it."

"Fuck you, uncle! Give it back to me!"

Su Boling smiled deeper: "So, you have to cooperate with me to save your life. Not only can you save your life, but we can also make profits together."

"Profit of profit!"

Su Boling withdrew his smile and said, "Muchen, you're not so naive as to think that if you occasionally help others and do some good deeds, you can reach the level and open the world's boundaries?"

Xu Mu held his breath and said, "Just say what you want to say."

"Do you know what method was used by the only person in your system records who was granted permission to open the limit?"

"what way?"

"kill."

When Xu Mu heard these two words, a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

Su Boling smiled: "You actually expected it a long time ago."

Xu Mu didn't answer.

"You just guessed it, but you dare not prove it, so let me prove it for you. You know very well in your heart how important it is to save a life."

Su Boling stepped forward, and slowly said beside him: "But the premise is that you need to kill enough people."

"That's why I said, in this world, only the two of us can achieve our goals together."

Xu Mu still didn't say a word.

"Of course you can't do this, so I'll kill you for you, how about it as the reward for lending me the soul refining orb?" The gentleness in Su Boling's brows became more and more intense, "You lend me the soul refining orb, and I will help you." You get what you want. The best of both worlds."

Xu Mu stared at his eyebrows and said in a low voice: "Su Boling, don't think I don't know, don't try to lie to me again."

"What a lie." Su Boling was surprised.

Xu Muqian laughed, and said: "You just tried that bullshit statement in front of me two years ago, right? If those people can really be saved, how can you achieve your goal? You asked me to save them." They are just empty shells like walking dead, without their souls, what is the difference between them and being dead?"

Xu Mu continued: "At the end of the day, they are still dead. What you did is ultimately a matter of killing someone's life."

The gentleness on Su Boling's face suddenly disappeared, leaving only a trace of cruelty.

"Xu Muchen, who do you think you are? Do you think you can negotiate terms with me? I'm helping you. Your soul refining orb is in my hands, and your life is equivalent to being under my control. My business, you There is no way to intervene; your business, you have done it, it will not benefit me at all, but if you don't save them, they will really die, so what does it have to do with me?"

"You are not afraid that I will kill you right now." Xu Mu was so angry that he didn't know what to say.

"Xu Muchen, since I met you ten years ago, I have never harmed you. Until now, I have tried my best to help you. Why do you hate me so much?"

Xu Mu looked at her, took a breath, but didn't know how to answer.

"Don't tell me, you are for your so-called justice." Su Boling's smile turned into a mockery.

After Xu Mu heard this, his mind was in chaos.

"This world has nothing to do with you. You are not a passer-by. The life and death of people in this world has nothing to do with you? They will die sooner or later, right?"

Xu Mu remained silent, but pulled out the sword at his waist.

Seeing this, Su Boling said: "Mr. Xu, I always thought you were a wise person, but now you would do such a stupid thing?" The more Su Boling talked, the deeper his smile became, "You don't even look, whose land is this? Who are they all?"

"That doesn't stop me from killing you with one sword."

"It doesn't matter. I have seen Mr. Xu's swordsmanship before, but even if you kill me, you can't change your fate." Su Boling stepped forward slowly, almost whispering into his ear.

Xu Mu's eyes trembled, and his vision was a little blurry.Just as I was about to say something, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my head.

A piercing voice reverberated in my mind like a sharp alarm, and it sounded one after another: [Warning: If the current points are lower than zero, punishment will be imposed for three days, and your right to rebirth will be deprived after three days. 】

"You..." Xu Mu's forehead was instantly covered with sweat, and his voice began to tremble.

Su Boling didn't seem to notice the strangeness of the person opposite, he still smiled and said: "My lord, I have merged my own soul refining orb with yours, if you don't believe me, you can check your remaining points now , to see if it is a negative number."

Xu Mu had a splitting headache and didn't have time to talk to him, so he knelt down holding his sword.

Su Boling hurried forward, carefully helped him up, hugged him in his arms, and said softly: "It's okay, it will pass in a while."

Xu Mu said in his heart: "cnm! Three days in your mouth is tm for a while?"

Su Boling leaned over and said in a low voice: "I advised you to come to Cangxue Mountain with me two years ago, but you refused. But now, you have no choice but to stay."

"Stay in Cangxue Mountain, I will not only help you save your life, but also make your wish come true."

"Under the peak of life and resentment in Cangxue Mountain, there are countless souls who have just died every day, and the number of those who have just died is countless. Didn't you listen to me two years ago in Konglian Cave, and exchanged the system?" If your pain value is reduced, then I won't let you suffer a little bit of pain, and I will help you achieve what you want."

Su Boling read one sentence after another, slowly and softly.It seems to be persuading, and it seems to be distracting him.

Xu Mu held his sword tightly, seeing chaos in front of his eyes, sweating like a waterfall, and said with all his strength, "Why, why is it me, why do you torture me..."

"Young master, do you still think I'm torturing you? What did I do that wasn't for your consideration?"

Xu Mu didn't want to listen to him at all, secretly moved his right hand, and a pale silver light gradually ignited in his clothes.

"Su Boling...you are really the most unbelievable person I have ever met..." Xu Mu said intermittently.

"You just don't understand people in this world," Su Boling smiled gently, "If you can see their hearts, you will find that everyone is incredible."

"Then we will die together, what do you think?" Xu Mu smiled at him.

Su Boling smiled and grabbed his right hand, and said, "How can Su Mou be able to trade your life for it?"

"That's right, it's not worth it at all." Xu Mu lowered his hands again upon hearing this.

Su Boling also let go of his hand, put his right hand on his shoulder, stood up, and said: "I will personally help you to go up the mountain to recuperate, don't worry, I won't let you suffer, three God, enough for you to reach..."

It's just that before he finished his sentence, he suddenly stopped and couldn't support the people beside him anymore.The next moment, dark red blood soaked through the green shirt, and several streaks of bright red flowed down the corners of his mouth.

"You..." Su Boling turned his head, his eyes were filled with astonishment, but he couldn't speak a complete sentence.

"You know it hurts too?" Xu Mu looked at him and said word by word, "You killed so many people, when they died, it hurt more than you."