Floating in September

The night is never dark, and the hearts of the people are disturbed.

Night is the prologue of day.No matter how charming the night is, it will still run away in a hurry. Time is like this. Whether you pay attention or not, it will make you who are waiting in place feel lost.

Now, Bai Chuan stands on the roof of the teaching building and looks down at the small and noisy people below. In fact, she has never seen this guy since she stepped out of Gao Zequan's house that day. She was very worried and tried various things In this way, there is still no news about Gao Zequan. At this time, people always like to think wildly, such as: nothing will happen to this guy, right?

Bai Chuan stroked his hair. Today's weather is not good. The sky was already quite gloomy. Standing on the rooftop, the wind made it even colder.

The matter of Dai Jia also disappeared, which is no wonder. Thinking of this, Bai Chuan sighed. She did not expect the cause, process and result of the incident to be so ridiculous, maybe she just thought it was ridiculous.

The prisoner surrendered himself on the third day after the murder.

No one expected that the perpetrator of this incident turned out to be Bai Chuan's math teacher, but no matter how you look at it, that slim beauty didn't look like she would kill and dismember her body, and just a few hours before she surrendered, Bai Chuan also talked to her a lot.

Such a brutal murderer turned out to be his teacher, Bai Chuan probably couldn't believe that the murderer was so far away and right in front of his eyes until she took out the murder tool.

"It's really strange that you come to the office to find me!"

Bai Chuan squatted down and huddled in a corner, she began to recall the previous conversation with the teacher.

"Teacher, what do you think love is?"

"Why would you think of asking me this kind of question? It's not good for the class teacher to know that puppy love is not good?" Today, the teacher braided her flowing long hair into a long fishbone braid, which made her look younger, and she was still the same A long black seductive dress wraps her round hipbones.

"No... just a little bit concerned about this issue... I've heard the saying 'Like is love at first sight, love is long time'. Is this true?"

"Maybe……"

"Teacher, do you have someone you love?"

"Of course, whose youth hasn't turned pale?"

"Are you together?"

The teacher picked up the exquisite coffee cup and took a sip, then picked up a tissue and dipped it in the corner of her mouth. The light pink lipstick dyed the tissue the same color. After drinking the coffee, she was not in a hurry to wipe it. I swallowed the steaming coffee, but let the bitterness linger on both sides of my tongue for a while, "That year, I just graduated from college, even though he was five years older than me, I still loved him, but unfortunately my parents didn't Agree that we can be together... But at that time, I was young and full of energy. After studying in college for a few years, I felt that I should dare to love and hate like San Mao, and be a romantic person... But maybe you don't know the writer San Mao? ? I really like "Rolling Red Dust" written by her..."

The office was quiet, Bai Chuan kept a silent attitude, but this charming woman kept talking about the past, perhaps because there are only two of them in this square room now, women are so comfortable, Sitting behind her desk, she no longer had the sharpness of the classroom, but was replaced by delicate vocabulary.

"So I arrogantly thought that this man was the one who was destined to be worthy of my vigorous love, and then I did the same. I gave him the best years and everything, and we were together for two years , I decided that we would definitely stay together forever... Two years passed quickly, and then I graduated from university and went to work in a city far away. At that time, my work was very smooth. The life I've been living for will come, and I've been waiting for this day to come..."

Bai Chuan tilted her head, and she couldn't help interjecting: "Teacher, what kind of life do you envision?"

At first, the woman didn't answer, but the corners of her mouth raised slightly. It can be seen that now when she recalls that kind of life, she will still show a sense of happiness, "I want to have a home of my own, and there is one waiting for me at home after work every day." people... But, no one will wait for me anymore..." In the middle of speaking, Bai Chuan saw that the corners of the woman's eyes seemed to be glistening with tears.

"Did you end up not together? Did you stop loving him?"

"Love, I still love him to this day..." The woman hesitated for a while and continued: "It's just that he is dead..."

The woman didn't continue with what she said, and Bai Chuan didn't ask, everyone has pain in their hearts that can't be shown, and Bai Chuan also understands this.

Later, after school, the woman turned herself in. The school suppressed the spread of the incident and used the term "transfer" to avoid public opinion. This idea really worked. Even Ge Yi felt sorry for it. Such a good teacher said Leave and leave, which disappointed her for days.

The wind on the roof gradually subsided, but the coolness only increased. Bai Chuan pulled the zipper of the uniform to the highest point of the neckline, and took out the letter that the woman left for her before he left from his pocket. The letter was whistling in the wind. The ground twitched, and Bai Chuan could smell the sadness of mourning through the envelope. Bai Chuan opened the envelope and read it from beginning to end.

"First of all, thank you very much for your willingness to listen to my story, so that at least someone will remember my years, so thank you, no matter whether you remember it or forget it in the future, I still have a lot of things I want to say to prove that I have been in this world I just graduated from university that year, when my job started to improve, that person told me not to contact him again, he would die soon, because he had cancer, terminal stage. At that time, I resolutely resigned from mathematics Research work, I want to go back to him and accompany him through the rest of the day, he once said that he wants to travel, and also wants to try skydiving... When I came back with his dream in the dust, he was Holding another woman's hand and standing in the most sacred place of the church, it turned out that I was cheated... It turned out that he didn't love me at all. When I ruined his wedding and questioned him in front of all the guests, He hesitated for a while and told me coldly, 'I don't love, it's just for fun.' I left, and there are only two ways to remember a person, love or hate, I didn't forget him because I hated him. Later I Became a math teacher at F high school, I heard they had a daughter, it made me hate it even more, every time I think about the promise he gave me, I gnash my teeth even more, I hate... until recently I didn't listen Said that his daughter is also in F high school, her name is Dai Jia... I did kill her with a machete, at first I thought I had revenge on that man... Unfortunately I was wrong, I just found out yesterday that he had He died within the third month of marriage, he didn't lie to me, all that was just a farce fabricated to make me forget about him, the wedding was fake, the oath was fake, the child was fake... The girl named Dai Jia was originally a child of his younger brother's family. I was so stupid, everything turned out to be fake... Now I can't forget this man even more. It's not hate, it's love. If you love someone, you You have to believe that that person really loves you. Love will indeed make a woman lose her mind and become a fool, but if his love for you can be learned from time to time, you should love him without hesitation, life Only once, don't wait until you miss it and regret it, love can't wait."

For some reason, Bai Chuan's eyes turned red when he looked at it. How much will such love cost a woman?Are the best years of youth not enough?She couldn't stop her tears from choking up.

"Why are you sad?" A familiar hand rested on Bai Chuan's head, she knew that she must be ugly with tears and snot all over her face.