Floating in September

Some people say that it only takes three seconds to remember someone, but it takes three lives to forget someone.

12 month.

Winter came much sooner than imagined, and the snow had buried the entire F High School, only the thick pine tree was looking into the distance with half of its face exposed.

It was still math class, Bai Chuan sat behind the desk and stared at the blackboard in a daze, she pressed her chin on the homework book, completely unable to listen to those crazy calculation formulas, she rubbed her temples, and did that strange thing again last night Dreams, no, not just last night, since Gao Zequan disappeared, she has often had such dreams, and she will try her best to recall these dream fragments, but it is a pity that she can't remember clearly in the morning. Fortunately, the more time passes, this dream It became clearer in her mind, she saw herself crying, and also saw her long-lost mother, many people in black clothes gathered together like walking corpses, crows in twos and threes on the branches were crying, Bai Chuan Seeing a flower in my hand...

"Ah... no, I really can't remember..."

Bai Chuan sat up straight and twisted back and forth on the chair. Ge Yi behind him leaned on his chin and fell asleep soundly, as if he had successfully dreamed of a handsome guy. Otherwise, the corners of her mouth would not be slightly raised. No way, the math teacher in front of the podium He was transferred from the class next door. Although he is a first-class old man in academics, his cough sound like he has lung cancer makes people uneasy, and what is even more unacceptable is that his voice is like It was mosquitoes beating their wings, and most of the students were drowsy from the extremely low frequency.

Bai Chuan pressed the hot water bottle on her lower abdomen. Since Gao Zequan explored the treasure of her maiden's land, she found that her menstrual period has become more tormenting. The blood volume caused her to drink brown sugar water non-stop at this time. Otherwise, every time she stood up from the chair, her eyes would go dark. In addition, she found that she also had dysmenorrhea.

The clock hanging above the blackboard is ticking and racing against time. Bai Chuan does not expect either of the two to win. Whether she wins or loses, it is a good thing for her, so that she can get out of school quickly and end the boring Friday. Come and sleep comfortably on the bed at home on Sunday...but the plan is always destroyed by changes, because Friday is the day when the literature department goes to the library to summarize the work of the week, which is nothing, it is disgusting The reason is that the library teacher on duty is a person who likes long speeches. She can explain things in 10 minutes, but it takes at least 30 minutes. Her skills are evident, and she can definitely be compared with that annoying teaching staff .

After school.

The corridor was full of students, and the stuffy space made Bai Chuan feel as if he was about to suffocate, but Ge Yi on the other side still had a relaxed look, and she searched for any boys around him who could be described as handsome by the Chinese character.

"Aren't you afraid that your boyfriend will be jealous?"

"Don't be afraid! He knows that I belong to him no matter what... Oh! People like you won't understand, and you have never been in love." Ge Yi sneered, his eyes still searching in the crowd.

"How do you know? I talked about it!"

"Don't be brave, you know? You'll lose face if you do this. Tell me, what's the name of that person, and I'll see what you think."

"Gao...Gao Zequan!", the moment Bai Chuan uttered the name buried deep in his heart, he realized that even though he was far away, this love cannot be let go.

"Oh? The name does sound familiar...I think...you...don't you?"

"what happened?"

At this moment, the corridor was completely empty, only Ge Yi and Bai Chuan were left stunned in place. It was the first time Bai Chuan saw Ge Yi nervous, and she shivered in awe.

"I know the name, but it can't be the same person, right?"

"Isn't it possible to have the same name? My elementary school classmates and I have the same name... When we are asked questions in class, the two of us always stand together."

"It's true... what does that Gao Zequan you mentioned look like?"

"It's just that the hair is very short, and I often wear boys' basketball shoes..."

"Anything else?"

Bai Chuan finds it ridiculous. In fact, there are still many words that can describe Gao Zequan's characteristics, but she hesitates when she comes to her mouth, because she can't describe it at all. Gao Zequan has disappeared from her world for a long time. At this moment, Gao Zequan is just a stranger she used to know, "She joined the tennis club when she was a sophomore in high school, and she won No.1 in the city competition. She used to have long hair up to her waist, she likes to collect books, we like to walk on the tree-lined path on the way home, holding hands... Oh, by the way, she has a small mole under her right eye."

Time froze in Ge Yi's hands - she opened her mouth but couldn't make a sound.

a long time.

"No wonder you used to talk to yourself on the way from school..."

"what are you saying?"

"Bai Chuan, I also met Gao Zequan, in the math class just now..."

"Wait... wait! What are you talking about!" Bai Chuan froze, she couldn't believe her ears, Gao Zequan had passed away three months ago, why did he appear in front of Ge Yi now?

"Where did you see it?" Bai Chuan couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart.

"exist……"

"I'm so anxious, tell me quickly!"

"In...the book..." Ge Yi said, opening the schoolbag, and took out a yellowed book from the schoolbag full of snacks. Look up to see if there are any handsome guys..."

Bai Chuan quickly snatched the book from Ge Yi's hand, and she flipped through the book from beginning to end...until...

"No! Impossible! I don't believe it!"

The book fell to the marble floor in an instant and made a dull sound. She left Ge Yi alone, and rushed out of the teaching building by herself. She ran while crying, and while running, she took out her mobile phone and searched for Gao Zequan's phone number .

It's snowing, it's snowing.

"The number you dialed is an empty number..."

"It can't be so!"

She stood under the street lamp where Gao Zequan kissed her for the first time on that day. The twilight of December had fallen earlier, and the street lamp standing in the cold north wind emitted a dim light, throwing the snowflakes under it Plated in gold, Shirakawa can still recall the unique smell of Takazawa Kwon and the warmth of Kwon Takazawa's lips to this day.

"Hush! Don't you think the sound of the rain sounds like the beating of my heart?"

Bai Chuan lowered his head and sobbed, his tears formed a hard pearl on the phone screen.

"Floating Life in September"

This is the ID used by Gao Zequan on the website that sells used books. The avatar is gray, showing that her last login was in September 3 years ago...

In this way, everything is clear.

Gao Zequan passed away exactly three years ago.

Now Bai Chuan finally understands, no wonder Gao Zequan said "no one can hear what I say", because no one can see the existence of Gao Zequan except herself. Talk to yourself...

The contents of the book did not deceive Bai Chuan. The name of the book is "F High School Incident Record", which indeed records everything that happened, and there are many photos attached to it, including the one that wrote "Save me" A photo of the desk in blood...

That is, in September three years ago, Gao Zequan's body was found buried in the woods behind the tennis court. The body was dismembered and his death was horrific.According to the police investigation, it was learned that this was an attempted murder and dismemberment. The case happened in the club activity room, and the prime suspect in this case was the math teacher Jiang Sen.Jiang Sen originally had a bad record and was suspended for a period of time because he once molested a student. However, due to a series of problems such as personnel dispatch and academic professionalism, the school had to let Jiang Sen return to work. Unexpectedly, Jiang Sen did not learn his lesson and became more rampant. , after Gao Zequan's murder case was found out, just when the police were about to arrest Jiang Sen, Jiang Sen committed suicide on the overpass at the corner of the street before he was arrested... No wonder the murder in the school will be hidden, so the truth will be revealed.

"A reappearance of the role swap? Is she just wandering here as an ethereal for a long time and feels lonely? That's why she told me that she wanted me to be by her side? Or is it simply because I used it by accident? The table with the blood on it? But if it were someone else, would she say the same thing?"

Bai Chuan couldn't calm down at all. She kept running along the endless road. In fact, she still had a little luck, even if it was just a short hallucination. She just wanted to prove that Gao Zequan really loved her...

So Bai Chuan ran back home panting, but the reality was not what she had expected - Hiroshi Rimori's "Poetic Killing Intent" disappeared from the bookshelf.

She shrunk her pupils to the smallest size and searched every corner of the bookshelf, and every corner of the room, even under the bed, she still didn't miss it.

Just as Bai Chuan was turning around, the middle school textbook under her feet tripped her to the ground.

When she fell to the ground, the book was kicked by her and circled in mid-air, and finally fell in her hand. Her name was written on the slightly opened cover - "Jiang Chuan".

"what!"

The sharply rising blood pressure made her brain burst, she screamed and finally recalled the unbearable past - that dream.

Her father is a teacher, a math teacher, yes, her father is Johnson.She remembered that when she was in junior high school, she attended her father's funeral. She cried a lot that day because she heard that her father died in a traffic accident on the way home from work... It was not the case, no wonder that day At Ri's father's funeral, everyone's expressions were filled with contempt, and she was the only one who didn't know the truth of this matter.

Later, my mother married my current father, and the two of them lived together in a distant city, leaving only Bai Chuan here. The reason why Bai Chuan was called Bai Chuan was because he inherited his stepfather's surname.

"How could I forget such an important thing? It's just that I don't want to believe that my father is such a person."

She stopped choking.

She could imagine Gao Zequan's despair before his death. If this is the evil result of the causal cycle, she has nothing to say.

Now she is very calm, not sad, not sad.

Even if she knew the truth, she did not regret her choice.

Bai Chuan knew that this kind of love would never happen again in his entire youth, or even the rest of his life.

"It's raining! It's raining!"

I didn't have time to look back, everything changed.

My youth will be shattered, and at that time,

It will definitely tell you in a broken army,

"But at least I loved it."