Symbiote Ninth

"Don't move." Lei Guo said, "I don't want to press it. Really, let him go, Link, let's go."

"Go away." Shi Yiyi struggled a bit, blood flowed down his neck, "Lei Guo!"

Lei Guo's hands trembled visibly.

"I don't want to hurt them, Shi Yiyi, they won't kill you, you won't have any loss, let them go."

"Leiguo!!" Shi Yiyi said, "You fucking bitch, are you forcing me?"

"...I forced you?" Lei Guo was dumbfounded, "I forced you?"

"Rego." Caesar said softly, "What happened to you, can you tell us?"

He stared at Lei Guo's trembling hands. Those slender and fair hands were bruised and purple from the cold, full of cracks, and would touch the small dot on the communicator that flashed every few seconds at any time.

"...I don't want to say it." Lei Guo's eyes quickly turned red.

"Don't you fucking tell me, right?" Shi Yiyi roared: "If you don't tell me, I'll tell you, you fucking bitch is on our turn, if you dare to let them go today, I'll send out the evidence, kill them!" It’s useless to me, I set it up earlier, don’t you still want to go back to District [-]? Don’t you still want to wait a few years to go back and let them see how good you are? You don’t want to be famous in this way first Bar?"

Lei Guo stood still like a statue, she recalled the details time and time again like obsessive-compulsive disorder, the longing and excitement after being brought in, the sleepiness after eating the first full meal, and the sudden acceptance that she thought she would die before. Will not accept everything.

She paid the price for her gullibility and innocence, she thought she was not afraid of anything, she wanted to break free, she wanted to be free, she wanted to fly away to a place where no one could hurt her, she wanted to protect herself with a gun, but Just like a meteorite hitting the earth, many things in this world are completely unreasonable. Bad luck will hit you without warning and without consideration.

She used to think that she would rather bend than bend, but she is human after all, survival is a human instinct, she will really die if someone else does something that makes her not want to live, even when she completely loses her mind and the whole person is silent When she screamed, the first thing she thought of was the ambition she had when she walked out of the occupied area, as if every nerve and every cell in her body was howling "I want to live, I want to live I want to live - stop this, let me live."

Seeing Caesar, she saw herself at that time again in a trance, burning like a fire, fearless, and felt that the world was at her disposal, but now she understands that the world is not like this, the world is a monster that can eat people, One day everyone will be swallowed up.

All, none spared.

After Shi Yiyi yelled at her, everyone fell silent. Xiao Canglan looked at Lei Guo blankly, and Caesar did too. She stood precariously, holding the communicator in her hand that could determine the life and death of everyone.

The cold wind started to blow, and Lei Guobao's blue hair rose and fell, like a small, incomplete flag. She looked at Shi Yiyi, then at Caesar, and forced a smile on Caesar.

"Caesar, it turns out that there is no real freedom in this world." She said softly, "I was born in this world—not for you to find freedom, can you understand? Those who made you will let you understand Don’t think about living a free life and pursuing what you want, those things don’t exist at all, do you know why we all die, because we shouldn’t be alive.”

Her throat was choked up, and it was very difficult to say these words. This is what she was thinking at the moment. Nothing is meaningful. The world will not stop turning. People are so worthless. Yes, those great malice, those accidents in life, those fates that were predestined long ago, the unbearable pain in life, including life itself, are completely complete and worthless.

She shouldn't exist.

After thinking through this verse, Lei Guo felt unprecedentedly relaxed again. She suddenly felt that she would get rid of all this soon. What does it have to do with how people think of her afterward?

Everyone has everyone's monster waiting at the end, and no one would have escaped.

Her hand stopped shaking suddenly, and she put it down very slowly. The small communicator flickered one after another. Caesar should have breathed a sigh of relief, but for some reason he became more disturbed. Shi Yiyi saw clearly in a blur. Lei Guo's movements, struggling to shout: "Lei Guo! You fucking——"

Link slapped him across the face with terrifying force, almost knocking his soul out, and he finally shut up.

Caesar stretched out his hand, very slowly, he wanted to hold Lei Guo's trembling hand in his hand, but Lei Guo firmly dodged it, Caesar withdrew his hand, looked into Lei Guo's eyes, and said softly, "Don't be afraid".

"Why don't you be afraid?" Lei Guo choked up, "Tell me, how should I live so that I am not afraid?"

The muscles on her face trembled visibly, as if the monster hidden inside was about to break through her skin and rush out. Caesar's anxiety became more and more serious. He tried his best to look kind and tried to grab Lei Guo again. hand, "We will take you away. Before we leave, we will wipe out all the evidence, everything—everything that can hurt you, I, or Freesia can do it. There is no need for Shi Yiyi to tell us where he put the things." Where."

Lei Guo burst into tears, her whole body was like a stretched bow, she stepped back while crying, the strange gray clothes she was wearing were blown away by the wind, and her lively short sleeves could still be vaguely seen inside. She suddenly reached out to snatch the gun on Chenghe's back, and slapped the gun to her forehead. Her lips trembled uncontrollably, as if she was about to collapse, and the gun was dangerously pressed against her forehead. Caesar quickly reached out to grab it, but she screamed with her eyes tightly closed: "Go away!"

The veins on the back of his hand bulged, and Lei Guo was about to pull the trigger. Just when Freesia was about to take the gun away, Lei Guo suddenly opened his crying eyes, turned his head and looked back. look.

She was looking at the small room where the Independence Army kept their explosives.

Seeing it, she froze in place, as if she had received some oracle, with a bright and crazy light in her eyes - just shoot there, just shoot, everything can be wiped out, Sin does not exist, betrayal does not exist, ugly souls do not exist, truths that do not want to be known do not exist.

What is the relationship between past and future and her?

She raised her chin high, and turned the gun without hesitation. Caesar's back felt cold, and he rushed over, crushing her to the ground.

With a loud bang, Lei Guo's gun pierced through Caesar's shoulder, and was next to his previous gunshot wound. Caesar didn't care about the pain, he just felt shocked and frightened, and Lei Guo howled in pain as if he had collapsed. With a sound, the royal blue hair spread out and mixed with the dirty snow on the ground, and soon became filthy. She bit Caesar's arm like a dog, and Caesar let her bite, and she cried after biting Come out, no matter howl and howl.

Caesar couldn't see any light from her eyes, and he suddenly had a feeling of being pulled away from his soul, because Rego's eyes were so familiar, just like another himself.

The self who was tortured to death while lying on the operating table.

"...Come with us." Caesar stretched out his hand, "Don't be afraid, it's fine, really."

Lei Guo crawled on the ground like a dog that had been kicked by someone. She realized with bewilderment what she had just done. She didn't dare to go to see Caesar, she didn't dare to go to see anyone, not even Dare to look directly at yourself.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." She said vaguely, "I'm sorry..."

Caesar tried to pull her up without saying a word, and she just crawled on the ground. Soon, her lips turned purple and her face was pale, obviously from the cold. Caesar took a deep breath and tried hard to pull her up. She pulled up, she struggled crazily as if she had been frightened, her thin body unexpectedly burst out with frightening strength, Caesar and Freesia almost failed to hold her down.

After finally controlling Lei Guo, she trembled on the verge of collapse. Caesar looked at her like this, as if a big rock had been crushed in his heart. He looked at Lei Guo as if he was looking at his future self, and he would also beg others Give yourself a shot?

Link escorted Shi Yiyi to Lei Guo's side. Shi Yiyi was so nervous that he couldn't see clearly, his legs were shaking, and he was falling like he was going to die. Link looked at him, then looked again Lei Guo said to Shi Yiyi expressionlessly, "Where did you put your things?"

Shi Yiyi: "I—you let me go first."

"Of course you'll be let go." Link's voice was indifferent, "Don't talk nonsense."

"Why should I trust you?"

"Because you are not qualified to negotiate conditions now, do you understand?"

"..." Shi Yiyi was very upset. He spoke harshly for a while, and begged without dignity for a while. Link ignored him. After a while, Shi Yiyi finally couldn't bear the pain in his eyes. Frustrated, "Okay, you take the knife away first, is this okay? You are forcing me with a knife like this, I am afraid, I can't remember where I put the things."

Link took the knife away casually, and Shi Yiyi pointed in a direction. Link led him in that direction, and he stumbled. Suddenly, Shi Yiyi staggered and fell to the ground uncontrollably. Link didn't stop him. He, he put his hands on the ground, coughing and cursing.

Link was about to lift him up, but he suddenly gave a rough laugh, and slapped something tightly.

It was the communicator that Lei Guo had just thrown away in the chaos, and no one cared to pay attention to it. Shi Yiyi happened to step on it when passing by, and his always slow, rusty and insensitive brain directed his fingers to make a A snappy response.

He just pressed the flashing button.

Link's pupils constricted instantly.

He subconsciously wanted to snatch the communicator from the opponent's hand, but he reacted instantly - it was too late.

That's too late.