Symbiote Ninth

The scene in front of him fluttered for a while, and calmed down for a second or two, but soon, the beating frequency picked up again. The program suggested that he shut down the machine and wait for maintenance, but he refused with all his might.

You cannot lose consciousness at this time.

He barely sat up, stretched out a slender index finger, and slowly inserted it into the hole on his jaw, Link grabbed his wrist in fright, and said sharply, "What are you doing?"

"There's a broken thread inside... it's hooked." Caesar's eyes were wet and he couldn't see anything clearly due to the pain. He pushed his fingers inward another centimeter, his eyesight began to loosen, and the veins on his wrists were all swollen. It's bulging, it's still a little short, one centimeter——Caesar thought numbly in the endless pain, one centimeter...

When it happened, Caesar reluctantly reconnected the broken and wrongly touched lines. Link didn't dare to move, and stared straight at the back of his hand.

After a while, Caesar relaxed. He slowly took out his fingers, and suddenly felt that his behavior could be filmed and cut into a cult movie, which is really disgusting.

The scene in front of him finally stopped beating, Caesar slowed down for a while, and asked Link, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Link turned around with a stern face, not knowing what he was thinking. Caesar stared at his back. Looking at him, Caesar suddenly felt a lot of grievances growing in his heart. Why did Link insist on doing this to himself? What about indifference?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help lowering his head slowly.

"I was a little scared just now." Caesar said: "Your brother said, I will be smashed into pieces, I feel so painful, and I don't want to be seen by you in pieces."

"...Don't talk about it." Link said distractedly, "I don't want to hear it."

Caesar's tears fell on his pants. He wiped his eyes with his sleeves, and the sleeves soon became wet. He felt that if it was the past, he would not be able to cry, and maybe he would not say anything when he saw Link. Stab him—why don't you trust me?

But now he doesn't think about it at all. It's his business that Link doesn't trust him, and it doesn't affect his love for him.

In the face of life and death, he finally realized who is the important person, because Link is very important to him, so he will forgive him forever.

He cried silently, the only sound in the aircraft was the rubbing of clothes and skin. After a while, he couldn't help letting out a small sob. Link heard it, turned around suddenly, and held him tightly. hugged.

"Why are you crying?" Link's voice was low and his tone was very severe, "Stop crying!"

With Caesar's face pressed against his chest, he cried even louder. He couldn't tell what he was crying for. What was there to cry for?But the more he thought about it, the more he cried. Link was at a loss, and pulled his chin to make him look up, "If you cry again, I will throw you down."

Caesar was still crying, and Link covered his mouth unbearably, "Why are you crying, do you feel wronged? Let me tell you, I just saved you because I didn't want you to suffer those tortures, it doesn't mean I agree Your thoughts, don't think that the matter of acting like a baby to me will pass! This is different, you know?"

Caesar pulled his hand down, looked at him with red eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "Then you don't like me?"

"I'm not discussing this issue with you." Link tried to keep himself awake, "It's not a matter of liking or disliking."

"But don't you come to save me because you like me?"

"It's not because I like you—"

"Then you don't like me?" Caesar was dizzy and insisted on asking this question clearly.

Link choked, and just about to speak, Caesar leaned over to kiss him, with wet lips and warm breath, Link froze for a moment, not daring to move, after a long time, he hugged Caesar Frustrated, I said, "I like you, but that doesn't mean I forgive you. I can't fucking explain what I'm doing. I'm crazy. You win, okay? If you cry again, I'll kill you immediately." You throw it down and don't care about you anymore, do you hear me!"

"Oh..." Caesar wiped his tears with the back of his hand, "Or you can go back by yourself, I won't die, they—they have no evidence to prove that you did it."

"I'll go back." Link said irritably: "Do you think they are all stupid, and they can't do anything about me without evidence? Forget it, it's none of your business, I will find a way."

"Are you really unable to go back?" Caesar asked again, "Then what should you do if you have nothing to eat?"

Link laughed angrily at him, "Don't think I'll forgive you for pretending to be innocent, you'd better be honest with me."

Caesar's logical thinking was finally able to function normally, and he thought to himself that since Link can't go back, can he tell him the truth?After telling him?What would he do, and what would he do?

He hesitated to speak, but Link pushed him away, got up and walked to the cab.

"Link." Caesar stopped him.

"What?"

"Do you really think that I am that kind of person?" Caesar lowered his head, not daring to look at his expression, "You believe what I said in court is true, don't you?"

Link walked over slowly, remained silent for a moment, and asked hesitantly, "What do you mean?"

"Actually... I didn't do those things." Caesar said: "I didn't kill the people in the store, and I didn't plan to blow myself up. The video is fake."

Link was silent for a long time this time.

"I know you don't trust me, you always think I'm bad." Caesar's voice was muffled, "But I'm really not as bad as you think."

"If you didn't do it, why admit it?"

"Your brother said, you are a very important person, you can't have anything to do, as long as we get rid of the relationship and let others believe that everything is my fault, you will be safe."

Things that can be explained clearly in one sentence, but Link couldn't digest this fact for a long time. He stood still, and Caesar was a little nervous. He barely stood up and walked towards him, but he pressed his shoulders violently. On the bulkhead of the aircraft, in the darkness, Caesar couldn't see Link's expression clearly, he only felt that Link's hands were shaking all the time.

"Even if what you said is true—why did you agree to him?" Link asked.

Caesar rightly said, "Because I want to protect you."

"Just because of this?"

"Then why?"

After Caesar said this, he felt unable to stand up, and he couldn't restrain himself from falling. Before he fell to the ground, his eyes crossed the window, and in a trance, he felt that he saw a dim meteor, which flashed across The dark night sky.

……

When he saw the light again, the outside was a vast expanse of whiteness. Caesar got up clutching the hole in his jaw, not knowing where he was. He was about to climb to the cab to check the map when the cabin door vibrated. Caesar was alert Looking back, it was Link who came back with a chill all over his body.

Seeing Link, Caesar relaxed, "What did you do?"

Link said, "Go for a walk."

He looked indifferent, sitting at the back with his head down, not knowing what he was thinking, Caesar couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, did he not believe what he said yesterday?So how will he prove himself?

There was silence in the aircraft, and the atmosphere was sticky and deadlocked. Caesar wanted to talk to him, but no matter what he said, it was better than being silent like this. After thinking for a long time, Caesar said, "Link."

Link didn't speak, but Caesar said again, "Link, I'm talking to you."

Link still didn't speak, Caesar reached out to touch the hole in his jaw, frowned and said, "It's just the two of us, you can talk to me."

"I don't want to say it." Link closed his eyes, "You should have a good rest."

"Why don't you want to say it? You still don't believe me?"

"I don't believe you...let me be quiet for a while."

"But it's boring to be quiet. What are you thinking?" Caesar's mood brightened. Although he was in such a situation, he still unconsciously thought of being able to be alone with Link and away from the terrible death. feel happy.

"Nothing." Link was indifferent, "Turn around."

Caesar turned back, and after a while, he couldn't help getting up and hugging Caesar from behind.

Why do you believe those words?Why do you not suspect that the video is fake when you know that the video may be fake?

Because there was no need to induce him at all, he subconsciously believed that Caesar could do those things.This is a very, very scary realization.

It turned out that even after going through so many things, he didn't believe in the person he loved at all.

He didn't trust this man who was willing to die for him at all.

He thought of Lin Yitai's vague words, thought of Caesar's strange eyes in court that day, thought of Caesar's triumphant expression when he walked up to him with the rabbit in his arms and threw the rabbit to him casually, and thought of Caesar lying naked on the seat Come on, open your arms for him to hug.Everything is emphasizing this fact - he has never given such a person [-]% trust from the beginning to the end.

But before he could say anything, Caesar read his mind and said, "Are you blaming yourself? Don't blame yourself, I won't blame you."

"……why?"

"There is no reason." Caesar said, "If it is you, you can forgive me."

Link didn't know what he was thinking, and he was afraid that he was holding back some big moves, so he smiled wryly and said, "Didn't you almost kill me last time because of this?"

He thought that the last time, just because he said a wrong sentence, Caesar was so angry that he wanted to get out of the car like crazy, and was tied up in the car by himself all night.

"Ah... maybe it's because I know I'm going to die this time." Caesar looked at the dazed Bai Xue outside the glass, "Only when I'm dying, will I know what's most important. I just thought, it’s good for you to live, nothing else matters, anyway, I’m dying to get angry with you, so let’s stop it.”