Rebirth of the Dead House

When Ren Tan sent Chen Chulan downstairs, the two officially broke up.

There is not much communication, just like the previous dates, but this time, it is the last date.

Chen Chulan let out a long sigh of relief, and didn't plan to go upstairs anymore, but planned to wander around.

Before she knew it, she walked into the park. The grandpa and aunt who danced in the square every night were still there. She subconsciously searched for Lin Ming's shadow in the crowd.

Soon, he saw a familiar figure from behind.

Chen Chulan still didn't quite understand Lin Ming's behavior of dancing in the square, she felt that it didn't suit her at all, it was very funny.

It didn't take long for Lin Ming to discover Chen Chulan's existence, and trotted forward, "Why are you here today?"

"Well, I just came back from outside." I don't know if it was an illusion of occupational disease, but when I heard Lin Ming say this, it seemed like I was paying attention to whether I came every day, and I knew it well.

In fact, it was true. The instant discovery was not because of a tacit understanding, but because she was paying attention to the people around her every night, all the time, looking for her figure among them, for fear of missing her.

There were really too many people in the square dance, and the voice was still loud, so Lin Ming took Chen Chulan to the bench under the tree and sat down.

"...going on a date?"

Lin Ming hesitated for a long time, but still asked the question he cared about most.

"Well, but..." Chen Chulan paused a little: "But we broke up."

Lin Ming was very surprised and asked, "Why?"

Chen Chulan was in a complicated mood. For her, these three love experiences made her feel even more unsuitable for dating each time.

In fact, she rarely talked with her friends, especially about emotional problems, but when she saw Lin Ming, she didn't know why she wanted to tell her and let her listen.

The relationship with Ren Tan was not an unforgettable experience, but from this relationship, she gradually realized that she really had a problem and was a little at a loss.

Because the family education is very strict, coupled with the relatively submissive personality, there is no chance to fall in love until I go to college.At first she was quite curious, but after the two relationships passed, she completely lost her thoughts.

From before, that kind of ordinary love doesn't seem to happen to me.There is no feeling of heartbeat, and I don't want to depend on it at all.

If you look at the game, everyone likes different types, she tried it a few times, and she accepted the first suitor out of inner curiosity and the instigation of her roommate.

But it was completely different from what she had imagined.

She feels that the reason for this so far is all because of her relationship.

A woman who is about to go to three is in a state of almost no understanding of emotional injuries. Three love experiences are equivalent to nothing. In such a situation, it is absolutely abnormal.

Chen Chulan and Lin Ming talked about many things, until the number of people in the park began to decrease, and the square dance team dispersed.

Lin Ming had been listening silently until she finished speaking, and learned from her the past and what happened in the university.

After listening to her, Lin Ming could well understand Chen Chulan's conflicted mood, because he was in the same state as her before.It can't help but remind her of her own life, they are very similar, and they are extremely slow in dealing with feelings.It's just that her situation is much worse, because she has nothing and feelings are unnecessary for her.

After graduating, I stayed at home because I was lucky. I could make money by staying at home with a computer, so I didn’t have to worry about food and clothing.

The work of live broadcasting was enough for her to support herself. Until she died, she had the mentality of taking one step at a time.The accident happened that night, and it was also the moment that changed her life.

No one in her life can appear as an important person. It was not until Chen Chulan's appearance that she understood what love is.

Sometimes when she calms down and thinks about it, all this can't be explained, and she even feels that she is having a dream.If there is one thing that scares her now, it is that one day she wakes up from the dream and everything is false.She is still that otaku who has derailed from the society, but she is an international movie queen who never even dares to think about it.

But she is very sure that this is not a dream, and the things in her memory are not her own imagination, and the Chen Chulan in front of her is proof.

Although their identities are different and their personalities are also different, the only thing that remains the same is that face. Logically speaking, they are two completely different people, but she feels very familiar, she is her.

"Actually, have you ever thought that maybe you like women?"

From Chen Chulan's words, she could tell that Chen Chulan didn't love those men at all, or that she didn't feel moved. Then there was one possibility. Could it be that she liked women, but she didn't realize it?

With such anticipation and joy, she asked.

But Chen Chulan shook her head when she heard it, "I'm not a goose, can't I even tell my own thoughts clearly?"

"It's true..." Hearing Chen Chulan's answer without hesitation, she smiled, a little disappointed, "Then have you ever liked a man?"

"Yes." Chen Chulan nodded affirmatively this time, "When I was in kindergarten, there was a little boy I liked very much."

Lin Ming was stunned, "You don't seem to be counting..."

"That should not be..."

Being asked this question, Chen Chulan also recalled it a little bit. Indeed, in her memory, she did not have such emotional impulses. Even her life is similar, because her parents are teachers, and she also thinks there is nothing wrong with being a teacher. So make that your goal.

"Talking to you, it seems to be a little better." Chen Chulan let out a long sigh of relief, only to realize that there were not many people in the park. Thinking that Chen Ruoqin was at home by herself, she got up and stretched, "Let's go along the way Let's go back."

"it is good."

The answering voice was very low, Lin Ming seemed to be thinking about something, and was absent-minded when he got up.

Even though there were street lights, Chen Chulan turned on the flashlight to shine on her feet. There were not as many people in the park as at the beginning. Most of them had gone home, and there were only two or three people on the road.

There was no words all the way, Lin Ming still sent Chen Chulan downstairs.

"Be careful on your way."

Just when Chen Chulan was about to turn around and enter the corridor, suddenly, Lin Ming stretched out his hand to grab her and made her face him, "The question just now..."

Chen Chulan looked at her puzzled, "Which question?"

Lin Ming didn't answer her question, but took her hand, interlocked his fingers, and asked her, "Do you hate it?"

Looking down, Chen Chulan thought for a while, then shook her head.

Lin Ming's back was facing the light, so she couldn't see the other person's expression clearly, but after answering, he put one hand around her waist, making the distance between them a little more.

"how about this?"

In the quiet atmosphere, Lin Ming's gentle tone came over.

Close at hand.

The current situation made her unable to react. When Lin Ming shortened the distance between them, these four words came out first.

Chen Chulan hesitated for a while, but still shook her head. Lin Ming looked at her, and suddenly smiled, "As for that question, I think you can think about it more carefully."

"What do you ask..."

Chen Chulan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized what Lin Ming was referring to.

Seeing her frozen in place, Lin Ming leaned over and pinched the tip of her nose, smiling happily, "She's clearly a goose..."

"I'm not..."

When Lin Ming stretched out his hand, she subconsciously closed her eyes, and only after feeling the tip of her nose being pinched, she muttered.

Lin Ming restrained his smile and thought about it for a while, looking a little serious, "No matter what the reason is, I hope you can go on dating with someone on the premise that you like him. It's already late, hurry up, if you have something, you can WeChat Find me."

Chen Chulan was pushed into the corridor by her, and she watched her get on the elevator before leaving.

And Chen Chulan, who was forced into the elevator, couldn't understand Lin Ming's actions today. Lin Ming was too strange tonight, no matter what he said or what he did, in various aspects...

but……

She looks so delicate...

Especially the facial features, which are exquisite and three-dimensional, and the face is also small.

From the first time she saw Lin Ming, she felt that some women were just good-looking, very ordinary good-looking, but Lin Ming gave her a different feeling.Very eye-catching, with a tall and straight figure, and a perfectly proportioned figure. Although his appearance is a bit more heroic, his hair is very sexy when he falls down.

"But what do those words mean..." Chen Chulan fell into deep thought, and carefully tasted Lin Ming's words.

Is she using real contact to let herself feel how she feels about women?

In fact, she thinks it's superfluous, because she really doesn't hate being touched by the same sex at all, because isn't that normal, female friends hug each other.

Although it feels a little weird...

The elevator has arrived.

Chen Chulan walked out of the corner of the elevator and took the key to open the door. What happened today made her completely exhausted, and she didn't want to have extra energy to think about these problems at all.

She put it all out of her mind and put it back when she was more energetic the next day.