Maybe what Shen Liangyue has been pursuing is just an illusory appearance-the perfect love of childhood sweetheart and consistent life is just a dream and does not exist in this impermanent world.

He thought he was a little soft and cool moonlight in his heart, longing to be properly preserved, cared for and treasured by his lover, but he didn't know that He Mingfeng was a misty spring breeze, blowing past him, lifting his temples, and blowing his blush lips, and then drifted to the next destination, he was just a stop on his journey, not a destination.

The spring breeze is gone and the autumn rain is continuous. Shen Liangyue sits by the rainy window and lights a slender cigarette.The hand that was more slender than a cigarette held the white jade cigarette holder with unskilled movements. He didn't really smoke it, but just watched the smoke slowly drifting away.I heard that incense sticks can enlighten the mind, and maybe tobacco can, otherwise, how could so many people find comfort in the smell of nicotine?

Shen Liangyue doesn't smoke, but he used to love to peek at He Mingfeng's appearance when he was smoking, whether it was frowning slightly when he was thinking about the smoke, or smiling softly and naughtily at him with a cigarette in his mouth, or being sexy on the bed Satisfied and sighed, he likes and is so obsessed with everything.

Probably he still needs a lot of cigarettes to remember his first love. A clean break is always easier said than done. He Mingfeng occupies too much of his life. Playmate, brother, fiancé, lover, 18 years old How could he get rid of feelings and expectations all at once?

When the rain stops, I won't think about him today.Shen Liangyue closed her eyes, listening to the sound of "tick tick tick" rain splashing on the window, every bit was sad.Time is a good medicine for all pain, and when it rains, maybe he won't be so sad again.After rain after rain, he will forget him completely one day.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it didn't stop until nightfall. Shen Liangyue fell asleep in a disturbed state.In the pouring rain, a black shadow flashed into his room like a ghost, with cold and wet hair brushing against Omega's warm neck, Shen Liangyue was shivered by the ice, and suddenly woke up from a light sleep.

"You..." Before he could speak in astonishment, another person recklessly swallowed his words, his lips were tightly blocked, and the kiss was eagerly stuck.

That person smelled like rain, or he was the wind and rain itself, which came without warning, torrential down the ground, and chilled Shen Liangyue's exhausted heart.

How could He Mingfeng be so unreasonable and do whatever he wants?

Shen Liangyue filled her chest with anger, asked in a low voice angrily, struggled to resist with all her strength, but Alpha didn't answer, just buried her head in touching him over and over again, and kissed him like crazy.

In the darkness and the sound of rain, Shen Liangyue couldn't see his expression clearly, but could only feel the coldness of the rain and the heat of his chest.In this hot and cold hell and heaven, a kind of pain spread, his waist arched and fell, like a swaying residual flower falling powerlessly in the rain and wind.

For the first time, Shen Liangyue knew that the pain of this kind of thing was far greater than the joy. Alpha played with him domineeringly, just like playing with a snow-white and weak cat.He quickly fainted, this was no longer a party, it was insult and destruction, it was venting and persecution, the rose was destroyed in the tyrannical wind and rain, and it was as broken as a broken heart.

He Mingfeng slept soundly for the first time in a long time. Since that day, he has suffered from insomnia for more than ten consecutive days.He wanted to look for Shen Liangyue, but he had no face to look for him. Chu Fei was still in a wheelchair, so what could he promise Shen Liangyue?For now, he can only hope that Chu Fei will get well soon so that he can restore the marriage contract and love that he is about to lose.

He opened his eyes, and what he saw was a thick and elegant four-poster bed. He Mingfeng was dazed for a moment, and then he saw Shen Liangyue, who had her back to him, wrapped in a quilt and shrank into a ball. Alpha was completely dumbfounded, he pinched his thigh in disbelief, why is he here?Is this a beautiful and cruel dream? !

"...Is this the reason why you lied to me against your will and didn't want to break up?" Shen Liangyue struggled to get up, and the soft quilt slid down, the traces on his body clearly showed He Mingfeng's absurdity.

He Mingfeng stared at him dumbfounded, his brain was completely shut down, he couldn't explain the current situation to Shen Liangyue - he didn't know when he came to the Duke's mansion, and how he turned into Shen Liangyue's bedroom, and he was so messy with omega Come!

He has no memory, no impression at all!

Seeing that he was silent, Shen Liangyue thought that He Mingfeng was guilty and acquiesced, grievance, anger, unwillingness, and pain mixed into an emotion that had nowhere to vent. He grabbed the pillow and slammed it at He Mingfeng, shouting sharply: "Because Chu Fei was injured, I can't be satisfied. You, you came to me? What do you think of me?!"

He Mingfeng couldn't argue with anything. He didn't dare to resist. After being hit like this, he was confused and stammered, "No, that's not the case! I just miss you very much, I don't know... I don't know how it happened! I never Never touched him!"

"...Then you really cherish him." Shen Liangyue's eyes were red with anger, and she said tremblingly: "You put

The feelings are given to him, let me deal with your desire..." His throat choked, and he couldn't continue, the dignity being trampled on and the shame of being reduced to an alpha tool to vent/desire almost drove him crazy, This is an insult, a contemptuous insult!

"Tell your father, my parents will return to Emperor Star next month, and I will officially break off the engagement with you!" Shen Liangyue crouched and covered her face, the bitter and sour waves in her heart were surging, her eyes seemed to be burning with fire , "Now, get out of here! Get out of here immediately!"

He Mingfeng couldn't speak, he picked up the scattered clothes on the ground in a trance, stood by the window for a long while, and finally squeezed out a sentence: "I... I'm sorry..."

He turned back and forth through the window step by step, and couldn't help but think of Shen Liangyue holding his hand by the corner of his clothes, and gently telling him not to take any more risks.But now, Shen Liangyue probably wished that he would be killed by those wolf dogs at the back door!

"Bastard!" He Mingfeng stood firm on the ground, he raised his hand and shook his mouth several times, "You are such a big bastard!"

Distraught, he returned to the hospital. Outside Chu Fei's ward, he heard cheerful chatter and laughter inside, pushed the door open, and it turned out that He Zhijie came to visit again.

"Zhijie, you're here."

"Brother," He Zhijie stood up and joked, "Why, do you think I come too often?"

He Mingfeng laughed dumbly and said, "How could that be!"

"I heard from Xiao Fei that you have an appointment today, and you are going to the Royal Hospital?"

"Yes, I made an appointment for the treatment room." He Mingfeng paused, looked at He Zhijie and said, "If you are free, would you like to come together?"

The smile on He Zhijie's face deepened, "Of course! I'm happy to accompany you."

The three of them came to the Royal College of Medicine, He Mingfeng ran up and down with the staff, and asked He Zhijie to accompany Chu Fei to rest in the waiting room.In fact, he did not need to do those things himself. Chu Fei was pushed into the treatment room by the medical staff. He Zhijie approached He Mingfeng and said with a light smile, "You are too obvious."

"what?"

"Intentionally match us up, huh?"

He Mingfeng was silent for a moment, "Xiao Fei is very cute, and you like him quite a bit, he is the kind of omega you admire, isn't he?"

He Zhijie touched his chin, raised his eyebrows in thought, and said, "But he likes you."

"I've already had a cold moon." He Mingfeng patted him on the shoulder and said with a sigh: "If you like him, you must try your best to fight for it. It's really... a pity to miss someone you like."

He turned and walked upstairs, He Zhijie looked at his back thoughtfully, and suddenly laughed "puchi" after a long while.

Chu Fei was lying in the treatment cabin. His spinal nerves were damaged and his legs were numb. The repair rays shone on him, reflecting a red, blue and blue light.He felt a little bored. Through the transparent mask of the treatment cabin, he could only see the huge and gorgeous royal family emblem on the snow-white wall above his head.

In the lower right corner of the badge, there is a blooming rose slanting out sideways. Looking at that romantic and beautiful flower, Chu Fei felt even more uncomfortable.Rose is always high above, covering and suppressing the small and ordinary Chu Fei, why should he be on top of him?He can die for He Mingfeng, can Shen Liangyue do it? !

Chu Fei hates the Royal Academy of Medicine, and it feels depressing here—his inferiority complex is infinitely magnified, roses are painted on the royal family emblem that has been passed down for hundreds of years, and he enjoys the praise and worship of thousands of people, but the grass is nothing and nothing. No.

He was thinking wildly, when he suddenly heard the sound of footsteps approaching from far away, he was overjoyed and called out, "Mingfeng?"

"It's me," He Zhijie tapped the lid of the treatment chamber lightly, "How do you feel?"

"So it's you..."

"So disappointed? He's upstairs, saying that a friend is looking for him."

"Oh, that's it..." Before the words finished, Chu Fei suddenly said "Hey", "I, I seemed to feel the heat on my legs just now! I seem to have a feeling!"

"Then congratulations." He Zhijie leaned against the wall beside him, playing with a lighter in his hand.

Chu Fei excitedly said: "Go and call Ming Feng for me, okay? I want to tell him the good news as soon as possible!"

"Xiao Fei," He Zhijie sighed, "If I were you, I would keep this news a secret from him."

"...why?"

"You are so stupid..." He Zhijie looked at the dancing flames and said word by word: "You don't know where he came back from in the morning?"

He walked over and lay down on the treatment cabin, stared at Chu Fei's face through the transparent part of the treatment cabin, and said in a low voice, "He smells like roses all over him."

Chu Fei was shocked, his eyes widened in the treatment cabin, and he murmured, "How...why?"

He Zhijie laughed again, he seemed to be in a particularly good mood today, "Little fool, do you think Shen Liangyue is beautiful? Alphas are animals with lower body parts, such an omega offered to come to your door, there is no reason to refuse."

"But the person Mingfeng likes is me! He said it himself!"

"Innocent child," He Zhijie brushed his fingers across the transparent hatch, as if he was gently stroking Chu Fei's face, "There are many other things in this world besides liking,

For example, family background, social circle, wealth and power, what can you give him? "

"Look at it," He Zhijie pointed at the royal family crest above his head, "You don't think you can defeat Shen Liangyue just because of that little liking?"

The huge family crest that covered the sky and the sun was pressed down in an instant, and Chu Fei felt that his whole body was shrouded in gloomy shadow. The royal family crest opened its huge crimson mouth viciously like a monster formed by cultivation. , I want to swallow him in one gulp, not even bones left!

A sense of suffocation swept over, Chu Fei panted a few times, and a layer of mist covered the transparent hatch cover, "Then... what should I do?" He looked out of the cabin blankly, but couldn't see He Zhi clearly. festival face.

"So, don't tell him that you might get better." There was a hypnotic charm in the soft and low voice, "make him feel guilty about you, make him feel sorry for you, make him unable to leave you... .”

"You...why do you help me? Why are you so kind to me?" Chu Fei's heart beat a little faster. He Zhijie's appearance was a bit like He Mingfeng's. A sword ready to come out at any time, or a snake watching.

"Fool, don't you understand?" The water vapor receded, and He Zhijie's face was revealed, his expression was so generous, sincere, and willing, "You get what you want—and I get what I want gone."

"You mean, when you regained consciousness, you were at someone else's house?"

"...Yes."

The young expert frowned and looked at the inspection report in his hand, "Did you have the habit of sleepwalking before?"

He Mingfeng rubbed the center of his brows, and said helplessly, "Of course not."

"You're being too vague, I need more specific information, trust my work ethic and I'll keep it a secret - like, where did you go? Who did you see? What did you do?"

He Mingfeng pursed his lips, and said after deliberation: "I went to a place that I have always wanted to go. That person...is someone I have always missed, but we haven't met recently. As for what I did... .No comment."

The expert couldn't help but rolled his eyes, gave up the consultation, went to look through the medical report again with a "crash".He looked back and forth several times, and suddenly snapped his fingers, "The report shows that your pheromone level fluctuates abnormally, and your pheromone level exceeds A level, which is a rare S level...the person you are looking for , is your Omega, right?"

"...Yes."

"You have no memory of what happened during that time, you have no idea how you got there, and what you did

What, you can't recall it afterwards, can you? "

"Yes, but judging from the situation on the second day, I did something terrible and unforgivable." He Mingfeng said hesitantly, "I don't know how it happened. control..."

"This is homing behavior." The expert put down the report and said affirmatively: "It's also called mate-seeking disorder. You know, among the three sexes, alpha and omega are deeply affected by pheromones, lack of security, or Omega will build nests, and alphas will also return to nests to find mates."

"You haven't combined with your omega for a long time, and you lack emotional comfort recently, right?" He saw that He Mingfeng was silent, and then said: "During light sleep, the burst of pheromones controls your body , So, you can't help but want to get close to and hug your omega, just like a magnet attracted. At this time, the alpha's physical function is even better than usual. In order to find a partner, they can do everything, let alone over the wall, just It may be possible to split stones with bare hands."

"...Then how should this disease be treated? Do I need to take medicine?"

"Generally, there is no need to treat it!" The expert said in a low voice: "The root of this disease is that alpha has not taken in enough omega pheromones. The primary sex-seeking disorder, as long as you go back and sleep with your omega, naturally there is no medicine And heal."

"Is there really no medicine?" He Mingfeng pushed back his drooping forehead hair irritably, and said angrily, "My omega doesn't want me to touch him."

The young expert looked at this tall and handsome alpha in surprise, then blinked and said with a smile: "I understand, omega's innocuous temper? A trick to play hard to get? Oh, omega is such a cute little thing!"

"..." How he wished it was what the experts said!

He Mingfeng went downstairs worriedly, and He Zhijie pushed Chu Fei out of the treatment room as well. He calmed down, stepped forward and asked, "Xiao Fei, how do you feel?"

"I don't feel anything," Chu Fei said in a low mood, "I don't like this place very much..."

He Mingfeng sighed secretly, it seems that the treatment chamber is useless for Chu Fei's injury, what should he do?He was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "It's okay, as long as you persist in the treatment, there will always be results." I don't know if he is comforting himself or Chu Fei.

In the afternoon, He Mingfeng was urgently recalled to the military headquarters. Since the last attack, the empire and the alliance have retaliated against each other, conflicts have continued, and the situation has repeatedly escalated. As the strongest combat force of the empire, the Hurricane Legion has been preparing for battle and is always on standby.

He worked till night,

Dragging his exhausted body back to the military dormitory, hot water flowed through Alpha's beautiful muscle lines, He Mingfeng remembered that when he bathed Shen Liangyue, the omega always loved to cling to his body, holding his hands with those hands playing the piano Neck, leaning close to his ear and whispering, the breath of roses is as lingering and gentle as water.

"Liangyue...Liangyue..." He Mingfeng called his name in a low voice, and the sound of water in the bathroom took a long time to stop.

He wiped his hair carelessly, lay on his back on the bed in his bathrobe, squinted his eyes and looked at the moon hanging high outside the window, took out the prepared handcuffs from the bedside table, and with a "click", he firmly cuffed his right hand to the bed. bedside.

He is a tired bird eager to return to his nest, but because he flies too far, he can never go back to his "nest".

The author has something to say: "Mate-seeking syndrome" has also appeared in many abo articles,

But I have never seen the term "homing behavior". It is a name I named myself, which is symmetrical to "nesting".

Perhaps other wives have the same idea, or it may not be original, let me explain.

感谢在2020-06-0903:39:12~2020-06-1023:59:46期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: the widow does not go up to one;

Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: 3 from Yishanguanlan; 2 from the old city of farewell to the old snow;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Awei; 1 bottle of Keke Kezi, Mingyue Qingfeng Xiaoxingchen;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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