On the first snow day, Shen Liangyue covered her silver hair with a black gauze, and was escorted by the butler to the Emperor Star Cathedral.The old butler watched him closely, and when he noticed that someone was looking at him too much, he was about to draw his gun.Because of that kidnapping, everyone's nerves were tense, and the cathedral was checked and cleared in advance. He could no longer be the same as before, mixing in the crowd and praying with everyone. In the lonely and empty church, there was only his own echoing footsteps. , The ethereal singing and reciting disappeared without a trace together with the years of innocence, never to return.
Most people in the interstellar era no longer believe in God, and the universe is no longer mysterious. There are only faint galaxies there, and there is no omnipotent God.But Shen Liangyue has always liked the atmosphere of the church, it made him feel peaceful here, he had imagined countless times exchanging rings and making vows with He Mingfeng in the hymn, he was obsessed with this sense of holy ritual.But who would have thought that when he stood under the dome of the church, there were no flowers, only graves.
On the day of the first snow, there are bones under the white snow.Shen Liangyue clasped her hands and knelt in front of the statue. He bought a tombstone for the child, and only the date when he lost him was engraved on it.The light shines on his pale and clean face through the colored windows, like a statue made of marble. His beauty is classical and elegant, but because of this, there is always a bit of old-fashioned inappropriateness—just like he always treats Marriage promises anticipation, or the pursuit of a committed love.
He paid a heavy price for his innocence, and finally fell into reality from the illusory clouds piled up by those fairy tale books.After losing her child, Shen Liangyue thought a lot during the days when she was recuperating in bed. He used to think that he was living soberly, but now it seems that it was just childish superficial views and self-hypnosis.
Although he was determined not to have children, Shen Liangyue was still heartbroken when the lump of flesh and blood left his body.After waking up from his lethargy, he found that Xueqiu was gone. The butler led people to search for a long time but still found nothing, as if some secret hinted that he had to bid farewell to everything about He Mingfeng.
He thought of his careful management in the past, and his vague attempt to prolong the enthusiasm of alpha, but now he just feels that it is stupid, what he insists on is empty joy, what he insists on is useless, the false balance and sweet illusion are meaningless, he should go The people who can't stay in the end.
Buried under that tombstone is not only the child and their dead feelings, but also the past Shen Liangyue.He is no longer the same as before, secretly praying to the gods to bless him and brother He to grow old, he came here
Here, what I seek is no longer the blessings of the outside world, but my own peace of mind-God is not in the universe, but God is in everyone's heart.
Growth is always accompanied by labor pains. Fortunately, the moon's shadow is beautiful, and its darkness is for the next full moon to be more dazzling.The black veil covered his cheeks, and Shen Liangyue knew that it was time to leave, so he raised his hand and crossed himself on his chest, silently bidding farewell to the child, the past, and Emperor Xing.
His behavior still retains a noble sense of ritual, emotional failure can easily destroy a person, and the complete denial of self-worth is the most painful sequela of a broken relationship.Shen Liangyue used to always want to ask He Mingfeng, what's wrong with him?In fact, what is not good enough is He Mingfeng's hesitation and wavering and weak and selfish human nature.
Now that he no longer loves him, Shen Liangyue has ushered in the rebirth after the death of her heart. He struggles to break free from the emotional confusion, let go of what should be let go, and keep what should be kept.
His parents are waiting for him on the spaceship. They will embark on a cosmic journey with an indefinite return date. The white swan flies to the vast sky. The Andromeda nebula must be very beautiful, but he can actually see it by himself.
The snow fell harder and harder. The butler held an umbrella and helped Shen Liangyue open the car door. The door of another car not far away was pushed open, and He Mingfeng got out of the car.They passed each other and turned away in this snowy day. How many people who thought they would live forever ended up not knowing each other?
There were very few people in the church today, He Mingfeng stood where Shen Liangyue had just stood, and took out a small velvet box from his arms.Inside the crimson box were two dazzling pairing rings. He looked at them for a long time, then picked up one of them and put it on his ring finger, and took out the other and put it on his lips for a deep kiss.
No one could have guessed that that day when they returned to the Duke's Mansion from the narrow alley next to the palace, after He Mingfeng put the tired omega to sleep, Zeng secretly measured the circumference of Shen Liangyue's ring finger with a thin thread like a thief.In fact, he never forgot the vow he made when he was a child - "When this straw ring fits in your hand, I will take your hand to the church and give you a real ring!"
He Mingfeng knew that Shen Liangyue was very much looking forward to holding a real wedding in this church, and under the witness of God, they would exchange the vows they had already memorized when they played house.Shen Liangyue has always kept the straw ring, and He Mingfeng has already made a real ring, but why do they still miss each other?The grass ring turned into dust, and the real ring never had a chance to be given away.
"Mingfeng, you are really here...
"
He Mingfeng turned around excitedly, the person who came was not Shen Liangyue whom he had been thinking about, but Chu Fei who was sitting in a wheelchair.He smiled, showing his dimples and canine teeth, "The nurse accompanied me to the treatment room today, and saw your car on the road...why haven't you come to see me recently?"
He Mingfeng looked at him for a while, then sighed suddenly, and said slowly: "Xiao Fei, I'm sorry..."
"Ah, I just asked casually, why are you so serious?" Chu Fei scratched his head, looked around and said, "This place is really nice, quite suitable for a wedding..."
As soon as the words came out, he felt a "thump" in his heart, and then saw the ring in He Mingfeng's hand, Chu Fei's heart beat faster and faster involuntarily, and he began to stutter, "You, why are you here? I want to, I want to..."
He Mingfeng looked at his instantly flushed face, feeling ironic and sad, his ambiguous attitude misunderstood Chu Fei to such an extent, what about Shen Liangyue?No wonder he didn't believe his confession at all, all the good things were ruined by his preoccupation and hindsight!
"I'm sorry because I lied to you." He Mingfeng said in a deep voice under Chu Fei's surprised eyes: "I said that many things are not what you think. Before God, I can no longer lie, even if you Hate me, regret saving me, I must tell you too..."
"Stop talking!" Chu Fei interrupted He Mingfeng's words abruptly and loudly, his eyes fluttered and his expression was extremely flustered, "I know, I know you have been lying to me..."
He Mingfeng said in surprise: "...you know?"
"Yeah, I know," Chu Fei forced a smile, his chest heaved and he said hastily: "Isn't it that I might never be able to stand up again? Oh, I knew it a long time ago. As long as you treat me well, I will Don't be afraid, really..."
Chu Fei clenched his fists, pretending to be strong and forced a smile. He subconsciously wanted to evade what He Mingfeng wanted to say. In fact, everything was not without traces, but he didn't want to accept his fate—could he have given everything, but he was still inferior to Shen Liangyue ?Can't you get He Mingfeng's love?
He Mingfeng was silent for a moment, and he suddenly realized that his so-called "unbearable" before was just a cheap self-impression, which not only failed Shen Liangyue, but also felt sorry for his own feelings, and what Chu Fei got was nothing but an illusory lie. It's not fair to anyone.
He looked directly at Chu Fei's eyes that kept dodging, and said word by word: "Xiao Fei, I will take responsibility for your injury to the end, and I will never let you go. But I must tell you, the person I love is not you —never was you."
The blood on Chu Fei's face faded suddenly, and what he had been worrying about finally happened!Rather than saying it was an accident, it would be better to say that the nightmare came true. In fact, Chu Fei had always had this feeling in his heart. Because of this, he was easily bewitched by He Zhijie and tried his best to hold He Mingfeng tighter, but even so, he still He couldn't keep him, and he was still beaten back to his original shape.
Drops of tears rolled down uncontrollably, and Chu Fei yelled hysterically: "So, you are going to tell me now that I took half my life for someone who never loved me, and I might lose it." permanent disability?"
"Why didn't you say it earlier? Or, why didn't you continue to lie to me and lie to me for the rest of your life?" Chu Fei covered his heart, choked up and said, "I have paid so much for you, and even turned into me for you." The kind of person I hate the most!"
"I'm sorry," He Mingfeng pursed his lips, stared at the bright ring in his hand, and said in a low voice: "I shouldn't lie to you, and I can't lie to myself either. I love Liangyue, and I never thought of wearing the ring until in the hands of others."
Chu Fei wailed loudly regardless of his image, like a child who lost his beloved candy. In fact, he never got that candy, and all the sweetness was his imagination, "You don't like me, everything, everything is my own making Passionate! Then when I asked you, why did you say that you like me? At that time, before the accident, what exactly were you going to say? "
"What I was going to say is, actually, I like Liangyue very much," He Mingfeng murmured the words that were too late, "The relationship between us is not bound by a marriage contract...I love him."
If he had said those words at the time, would everything have been different?A ray of sunshine after the snow reflected on the lonely ring that no one accepted——love is love itself, it is sacred and pure, and has nothing to do with pity, responsibility, or kindness.
"So you just pity me..." Chu Fei's tears dried up, he wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, and said softly, "You should have said it earlier, sir."
He shook his wheelchair and walked out, the last voice echoed in the cathedral: "I will get better, don't pity me, and you don't have to see me again." With his way of life, illusory things are meaningless, and he should have returned to the reality after breaking his imagination.
"—You lied to me, and in fact, I lied to you too. We're even."
Disillusioned, he lost the support to defeat Shen Liangyue, and he was still the commoner who had nothing, in the beautiful high
The noble Empire Moon will never be able to lift his head up, and the selfishness and inferiority engraved in his bones make him keep silent about Shen Liangyue's suffering.This is his last malice towards Shen Liangyue, just like weeds are jealous of flowers, ducks are jealous of swans, he is jealous of Shen Liangyue and finally got He Mingfeng's heart.
The world was vast, and He Mingfeng hurried to the Duke's Mansion after the snow stopped, but there was no one there, only the silent snow and ice.
The author has something to say: Chicken and egg fight!congratulations!
Farewell to the age of innocence, I hope everyone will grow emotionally.
Chu Fei is not a big villain, but he is indeed selfish and limited by his own perspective, he puts labels on too many things,
This kind of selfishness where he is weak and reasonable comes from the inferiority complex in his heart. He can only forgive himself for playing tricks, and he cannot see others taking advantage.
He is more lenient than himself and harsher than others. His so-called equal rights are just a slogan to seek more benefits for himself, and the essence is still jealousy.
——It’s just a supporting role, just a few random biography of the characters, not to pave the way for the following 233 He may only have a few reshoots and no more scenes.The director shouted stuck 233
[The stalk of the Andromeda Nebula, in Chapter 28]
When writing the chapter, the bgm in my mind is:
just pass by
if it is destined
why bother to meet you
why do you love me
just pass by
don't i love you enough
My throat is about to burst
some words too late to say to you
Hahahahahaha, are you revealing your age? ! !
感谢在2020-06-2019:58:04~2020-06-2200:14:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Congratulations to the coffee in the old tofu block; 2 stone, Qianlan, old city farewell to the old snow, and never talk about it in a lifetime;
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Atlantis 21 bottles; 20 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Most people in the interstellar era no longer believe in God, and the universe is no longer mysterious. There are only faint galaxies there, and there is no omnipotent God.But Shen Liangyue has always liked the atmosphere of the church, it made him feel peaceful here, he had imagined countless times exchanging rings and making vows with He Mingfeng in the hymn, he was obsessed with this sense of holy ritual.But who would have thought that when he stood under the dome of the church, there were no flowers, only graves.
On the day of the first snow, there are bones under the white snow.Shen Liangyue clasped her hands and knelt in front of the statue. He bought a tombstone for the child, and only the date when he lost him was engraved on it.The light shines on his pale and clean face through the colored windows, like a statue made of marble. His beauty is classical and elegant, but because of this, there is always a bit of old-fashioned inappropriateness—just like he always treats Marriage promises anticipation, or the pursuit of a committed love.
He paid a heavy price for his innocence, and finally fell into reality from the illusory clouds piled up by those fairy tale books.After losing her child, Shen Liangyue thought a lot during the days when she was recuperating in bed. He used to think that he was living soberly, but now it seems that it was just childish superficial views and self-hypnosis.
Although he was determined not to have children, Shen Liangyue was still heartbroken when the lump of flesh and blood left his body.After waking up from his lethargy, he found that Xueqiu was gone. The butler led people to search for a long time but still found nothing, as if some secret hinted that he had to bid farewell to everything about He Mingfeng.
He thought of his careful management in the past, and his vague attempt to prolong the enthusiasm of alpha, but now he just feels that it is stupid, what he insists on is empty joy, what he insists on is useless, the false balance and sweet illusion are meaningless, he should go The people who can't stay in the end.
Buried under that tombstone is not only the child and their dead feelings, but also the past Shen Liangyue.He is no longer the same as before, secretly praying to the gods to bless him and brother He to grow old, he came here
Here, what I seek is no longer the blessings of the outside world, but my own peace of mind-God is not in the universe, but God is in everyone's heart.
Growth is always accompanied by labor pains. Fortunately, the moon's shadow is beautiful, and its darkness is for the next full moon to be more dazzling.The black veil covered his cheeks, and Shen Liangyue knew that it was time to leave, so he raised his hand and crossed himself on his chest, silently bidding farewell to the child, the past, and Emperor Xing.
His behavior still retains a noble sense of ritual, emotional failure can easily destroy a person, and the complete denial of self-worth is the most painful sequela of a broken relationship.Shen Liangyue used to always want to ask He Mingfeng, what's wrong with him?In fact, what is not good enough is He Mingfeng's hesitation and wavering and weak and selfish human nature.
Now that he no longer loves him, Shen Liangyue has ushered in the rebirth after the death of her heart. He struggles to break free from the emotional confusion, let go of what should be let go, and keep what should be kept.
His parents are waiting for him on the spaceship. They will embark on a cosmic journey with an indefinite return date. The white swan flies to the vast sky. The Andromeda nebula must be very beautiful, but he can actually see it by himself.
The snow fell harder and harder. The butler held an umbrella and helped Shen Liangyue open the car door. The door of another car not far away was pushed open, and He Mingfeng got out of the car.They passed each other and turned away in this snowy day. How many people who thought they would live forever ended up not knowing each other?
There were very few people in the church today, He Mingfeng stood where Shen Liangyue had just stood, and took out a small velvet box from his arms.Inside the crimson box were two dazzling pairing rings. He looked at them for a long time, then picked up one of them and put it on his ring finger, and took out the other and put it on his lips for a deep kiss.
No one could have guessed that that day when they returned to the Duke's Mansion from the narrow alley next to the palace, after He Mingfeng put the tired omega to sleep, Zeng secretly measured the circumference of Shen Liangyue's ring finger with a thin thread like a thief.In fact, he never forgot the vow he made when he was a child - "When this straw ring fits in your hand, I will take your hand to the church and give you a real ring!"
He Mingfeng knew that Shen Liangyue was very much looking forward to holding a real wedding in this church, and under the witness of God, they would exchange the vows they had already memorized when they played house.Shen Liangyue has always kept the straw ring, and He Mingfeng has already made a real ring, but why do they still miss each other?The grass ring turned into dust, and the real ring never had a chance to be given away.
"Mingfeng, you are really here...
"
He Mingfeng turned around excitedly, the person who came was not Shen Liangyue whom he had been thinking about, but Chu Fei who was sitting in a wheelchair.He smiled, showing his dimples and canine teeth, "The nurse accompanied me to the treatment room today, and saw your car on the road...why haven't you come to see me recently?"
He Mingfeng looked at him for a while, then sighed suddenly, and said slowly: "Xiao Fei, I'm sorry..."
"Ah, I just asked casually, why are you so serious?" Chu Fei scratched his head, looked around and said, "This place is really nice, quite suitable for a wedding..."
As soon as the words came out, he felt a "thump" in his heart, and then saw the ring in He Mingfeng's hand, Chu Fei's heart beat faster and faster involuntarily, and he began to stutter, "You, why are you here? I want to, I want to..."
He Mingfeng looked at his instantly flushed face, feeling ironic and sad, his ambiguous attitude misunderstood Chu Fei to such an extent, what about Shen Liangyue?No wonder he didn't believe his confession at all, all the good things were ruined by his preoccupation and hindsight!
"I'm sorry because I lied to you." He Mingfeng said in a deep voice under Chu Fei's surprised eyes: "I said that many things are not what you think. Before God, I can no longer lie, even if you Hate me, regret saving me, I must tell you too..."
"Stop talking!" Chu Fei interrupted He Mingfeng's words abruptly and loudly, his eyes fluttered and his expression was extremely flustered, "I know, I know you have been lying to me..."
He Mingfeng said in surprise: "...you know?"
"Yeah, I know," Chu Fei forced a smile, his chest heaved and he said hastily: "Isn't it that I might never be able to stand up again? Oh, I knew it a long time ago. As long as you treat me well, I will Don't be afraid, really..."
Chu Fei clenched his fists, pretending to be strong and forced a smile. He subconsciously wanted to evade what He Mingfeng wanted to say. In fact, everything was not without traces, but he didn't want to accept his fate—could he have given everything, but he was still inferior to Shen Liangyue ?Can't you get He Mingfeng's love?
He Mingfeng was silent for a moment, and he suddenly realized that his so-called "unbearable" before was just a cheap self-impression, which not only failed Shen Liangyue, but also felt sorry for his own feelings, and what Chu Fei got was nothing but an illusory lie. It's not fair to anyone.
He looked directly at Chu Fei's eyes that kept dodging, and said word by word: "Xiao Fei, I will take responsibility for your injury to the end, and I will never let you go. But I must tell you, the person I love is not you —never was you."
The blood on Chu Fei's face faded suddenly, and what he had been worrying about finally happened!Rather than saying it was an accident, it would be better to say that the nightmare came true. In fact, Chu Fei had always had this feeling in his heart. Because of this, he was easily bewitched by He Zhijie and tried his best to hold He Mingfeng tighter, but even so, he still He couldn't keep him, and he was still beaten back to his original shape.
Drops of tears rolled down uncontrollably, and Chu Fei yelled hysterically: "So, you are going to tell me now that I took half my life for someone who never loved me, and I might lose it." permanent disability?"
"Why didn't you say it earlier? Or, why didn't you continue to lie to me and lie to me for the rest of your life?" Chu Fei covered his heart, choked up and said, "I have paid so much for you, and even turned into me for you." The kind of person I hate the most!"
"I'm sorry," He Mingfeng pursed his lips, stared at the bright ring in his hand, and said in a low voice: "I shouldn't lie to you, and I can't lie to myself either. I love Liangyue, and I never thought of wearing the ring until in the hands of others."
Chu Fei wailed loudly regardless of his image, like a child who lost his beloved candy. In fact, he never got that candy, and all the sweetness was his imagination, "You don't like me, everything, everything is my own making Passionate! Then when I asked you, why did you say that you like me? At that time, before the accident, what exactly were you going to say? "
"What I was going to say is, actually, I like Liangyue very much," He Mingfeng murmured the words that were too late, "The relationship between us is not bound by a marriage contract...I love him."
If he had said those words at the time, would everything have been different?A ray of sunshine after the snow reflected on the lonely ring that no one accepted——love is love itself, it is sacred and pure, and has nothing to do with pity, responsibility, or kindness.
"So you just pity me..." Chu Fei's tears dried up, he wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, and said softly, "You should have said it earlier, sir."
He shook his wheelchair and walked out, the last voice echoed in the cathedral: "I will get better, don't pity me, and you don't have to see me again." With his way of life, illusory things are meaningless, and he should have returned to the reality after breaking his imagination.
"—You lied to me, and in fact, I lied to you too. We're even."
Disillusioned, he lost the support to defeat Shen Liangyue, and he was still the commoner who had nothing, in the beautiful high
The noble Empire Moon will never be able to lift his head up, and the selfishness and inferiority engraved in his bones make him keep silent about Shen Liangyue's suffering.This is his last malice towards Shen Liangyue, just like weeds are jealous of flowers, ducks are jealous of swans, he is jealous of Shen Liangyue and finally got He Mingfeng's heart.
The world was vast, and He Mingfeng hurried to the Duke's Mansion after the snow stopped, but there was no one there, only the silent snow and ice.
The author has something to say: Chicken and egg fight!congratulations!
Farewell to the age of innocence, I hope everyone will grow emotionally.
Chu Fei is not a big villain, but he is indeed selfish and limited by his own perspective, he puts labels on too many things,
This kind of selfishness where he is weak and reasonable comes from the inferiority complex in his heart. He can only forgive himself for playing tricks, and he cannot see others taking advantage.
He is more lenient than himself and harsher than others. His so-called equal rights are just a slogan to seek more benefits for himself, and the essence is still jealousy.
——It’s just a supporting role, just a few random biography of the characters, not to pave the way for the following 233 He may only have a few reshoots and no more scenes.The director shouted stuck 233
[The stalk of the Andromeda Nebula, in Chapter 28]
When writing the chapter, the bgm in my mind is:
just pass by
if it is destined
why bother to meet you
why do you love me
just pass by
don't i love you enough
My throat is about to burst
some words too late to say to you
Hahahahahaha, are you revealing your age? ! !
感谢在2020-06-2019:58:04~2020-06-2200:14:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Congratulations to the coffee in the old tofu block; 2 stone, Qianlan, old city farewell to the old snow, and never talk about it in a lifetime;
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Atlantis 21 bottles; 20 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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