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I am dead.

Block the bullet for Song Li.

I don't regret it, I just worry about grandma.But Song Li will definitely help me honor her, more considerate than me.That's how he is, abusing good people, being extremely stupid, and believing everything he says.

He will miss me forever.I know that I am very special in his heart, if I am lucky enough to survive, I will be pampered into lawlessness.

It was this indulgence that made me "love" him.Although I don't know what love is, it seems that only this word can describe it.

I am hypocritical.

Since I was a child, I know how to make people feel pity and love, and make people feel compelled to let their guard down.

I am numb.

I have seen so much suffering and bullying, lust and betrayal, I don't know what trust and sympathy are.

Human emotions are always ever-changing. One moment the love is as deep as the sea and the heart is as rocky, and the next moment it provokes doubts and looks ferocious, repeating crying and laughing madly.Silly and easily exploited.

I don't need this thing.

But without this thing is like a puppet, it is difficult to be accepted by the human world, and grandma will be unhappy.

Grandma is my nurturer, the reason I exist, and I value her.

So I made one of myself.

Filial, kind, and well-behaved, Zhao Wenle is in line with the favorite of the elders.Soon I discovered that Zhao Wenle like this was too difficult in the slums, and would be treated as snacks by the mice, so I added indifference and calculation.

I can laugh carefree in the sun and set a trap in the shadows.

Like a fish in water, it can be easily converted.

I can't even tell the difference.

But what does it matter, as long as you live.

Until I met Song Li.

He saw it!

He was always unexpected, and all the reactions made me happy, like God came here just to seduce me.

He is powerful, doting, and considerate everywhere.

Never blamed or questioned me why.

excited.

At that time, I was sure that I wanted him!

Gunshots rang out, Song Li could have teleported to save the boy, but hesitated.Because of this distraction, the bullet penetrated into the boy's chest, and the boy collapsed to the ground, spreading a pool of blood.

The man with the gun screamed in pain, it was an extremely intense emotion.

Seeing that the man was about to kneel down and kiss the boy, he cast a curse in displeasure, the space froze and time stood still.

Carry the boy from the cold floor to the sofa, and guide the boy's soul carefully.The young man shouldn't have died, at least not for himself, at this time, so the little ghost will not come to recruit, the time has not yet come.

A fragile cloud of gray mist glowed in his hands, and he couldn't help but be in a daze. The human soul has three souls and seven souls, with mixed colors and different shades, each representing the seven emotions and six desires, but it shouldn't be like this... Chaos?

It reminds people of children who are just beginning to babble, doing things based on instinct and preferences, without restraint, and regardless of black and white.

Just as he was about to absorb Xumijie to save him, the gray mist drifted slightly and dodged away.

"You don't want to?" Song Li was surprised. Most of the undead were ignorant, so they could be taken away safely.Is it because this death is not expected and Yangshou is not over, so he still remains conscious?

The gray fog flickered, and the mental power fluctuations spread.

Song Li's spiritual sense reached out, and the boy's voice sounded almost noisy in his mind: Brother Song, Brother Song!It turns out that we have known each other for a long time!Brother Song, Brother Song, we are destined!

I remembered?Song Li was surprised, "Don't resist."

The spiritual power and the gray mist merged, and then the other party's memory swept in like a flood.

——Yuzhong's soul turned into a human being, and he met himself by chance when he went down the mountain to practice, and was trapped by love for thousands of years.

He originally wanted to find out how much memory the boy had recovered, but he had an unexpected harvest.Combining the memories of the two, the traces of the Heavenly Dao became clearer.

"I see."

Gray Fog was still very excited.

She smiled coldly, "Oh...brother, you must have loved me for a long time."

The gray mist trembled slightly, and the mental power spread the embarrassment, shyness, and happiness of being exposed.I hid for thousands of years and hoped for a lifetime, but finally, he liked me too, and promised to accompany me for life.

"But I seem to...only like Brother Xu."

'What's the meaning?Isn't that me?It's just one life! '

"I thought so too." Song Liyu apologized and said ruthlessly, "But it's not right."

The same soul is reincarnated, isn't it still the same person?

wrong.

Every life is a new life, another life of different individuals, different identities, and different personalities.

In the reincarnation of this life after life, apart from the same soul, they are clearly two different people.

"I only love one, Xu Wenle."

It is not the senior brother who has been with each other for hundreds of years and is cold and hot, not the domineering and lovely young master Qiao, not the cold and shy killer Xiao, not the scheming Zhao with a pure appearance, but Xu Da who is smart and strong, ruthless, and dotes on him alone. guy.

I thought the one I liked was the senior brother, all of you.

Turns out I wasn't.

But love the house and the crow.

Only you, Xu Wenle.

'So what, he is just me in the past, I am Zhao Wenle now, whether you admit it or not, we are the same soul! '

"Heh... Brother, do you still remember why you went down the mountain?"

The gray fog subsided.Tianlinggen. He was originally favored by aura, and he was born with a cold heart and a smooth journey. He only felt his heart for a day, and knowing that the time for karma has come, he asked his teacher to resign and go down the mountain to practice.

Then... inexplicably lost memory?Then he met Song Li, and everything after that was beyond his control.

"Sure enough, you and I have been deceived... Brother, don't blame me..."

The darkness was broken, thousands of years of memories slowly emerged in Zhao Wenle's mind like giant whales lurking in the deep sea, and they were clearly arranged like long film rolls. The screen is erased one by one.

'No---!stop! !my memory!Stop ----" Gray Mist yelled in disbelief.

The owner of the hand was unmoved at all, like wiping an outdated blackboard newspaper, resolutely ruthless.In the end, only the vague Lei Jie and the hazy Tayue Peak remained.

The gray fog was silent.

A clear voice sounded in the darkness, "Tell me, who are you?"

The icy male voice seemed to wake up from a deep sleep, '... Junior Brother?Are you accompanying me in reincarnation? '

Just now, he seems to have spent his whole life with his junior.

"...Well, I'm helping senior brother find the spirit root."

'Thank you. '

Song:

This is a conspiracy of heaven.

The saints are all ants, and there are still countless kalpas in the prehistoric world. Cultivators who cultivate immortals make clay sculptures of mortal wombs, how can they live the same life as the world.

Ever since the consciousness was born from the soul of Hanxuanyu, both myself and my senior brother have been under the calculations of heaven.

Objects and spirits are not supposed to be sentient. Even if they become humans through acquired cultivation, they do not have six roots, and they cannot understand love and hate.

But the senior brother was scrupulous by the way of heaven, and when he came out of the broken jade, he caught a glimpse of himself, and was planted with love roots in his ignorance, one of which is thousands of years old.

In order to repay the cause and effect, the brothers went down the mountain to practice, and the way of heaven used this to break through the obstacles, nothing else but the tribulation of love.

If you cross the catastrophe of love, you can see through the fate of the world, and then the road will lead to the sky.

But he couldn't avoid it.

The roots of love that have been planted have taken root and sprouted.

If when I was a child, I picked up my senior brother back to the Song Mansion, that was the beginning of my love root, and later I thanked my senior brother for following him up the mountain, that was the beginning of my senior brother's disaster.

The way of heaven weaves a web of emotions, luck, and disasters, which are intertwined, trapping Cangyan firmly, and dragging himself by the way.

Heaven succeeded.

Not only did his senior brother die in order to help him cross the catastrophe and become a fairy, but he also gave up the journey of immortality to repay his senior brother for his sacrifice.

Two carvings with one stone.

If in the cycle of reincarnation from generation to generation, even if you finally reshape your spiritual roots and cultivate your spirit and soul, you will not be able to escape the way of heaven, which will try its best to set up obstacles everywhere.

Then no one can escape.

So I chose to confess, and then went back to the beginning on my own initiative.

Erase the traces of cause and effect, and seal the memory of reincarnation.Brother still remembers to take me up the mountain, but forgets the cause, still remembers to stand in for me, but forgets the consequences.

Love was born because of Lei Jie, the substitute of senior brother, and love was born because of Xu Wenle.

Without Xu Wenle this time, will there be affection in the afterlife?

"Ai Wu Ji Wu" is true, but it was not certain at first.

When facing Xu Wenle, he only said that he was a Taoist priest and went down the mountain to practice.He didn't want to take the cause and effect of the past to affect his life in the slightest. At that time, he was ignorant and ignorant at the beginning of his love, and he had learned to treat Xu Wenle and Cang Yan as two completely different people.

When he met Qiao Wenle, the gap became more and more clear, so he directly entrusted everything in the way of novels----I like you, just because you are that person.

It's better to say pampering Xiao Wenle than loving him.

The appearance of Zhao Wenle makes the hidden feeling ready to come out - he is only in love with that specific Xu Wenle.

There are always people who say in the book that if you love someone, you will love all of him. No matter what that person changes, you will love every aspect of that person, and what you love is that soul.

He found it wasn't.

Emotional bonds should depend on meeting someone special at a specific time, and then continue through the days and nights of joint participation.

So there will be long-term forgetting, and there will be long-term love.

Brother, in the last life left, no matter what you choose in the end, Song Li will be by your side, as you wish.

Song Li put the gray mist into Xumijie, and this time it was a matter of course.Cang Yan didn't ask himself how he died in this life, whether he had any other relatives, what kind of world this is.Only cultivate silently in the sea of ​​consciousness.

Song Li, who has gone through several worlds, sighed secretly, senior brother is really cold-hearted and cold-hearted, such a heart has nothing but firm will, and the future is boundless if the world is broken.

It is said that not only are there more and more powerful gods in the upper realm, but they are also becoming more and more rampant. All of them take it as their mission to change their lives against the sky, and they do not hesitate to travel the universe and interstellar incarnations of lower intelligent races, learning technology from different planetary civilizations, just for enlightenment The way of heaven will be broken later.

I can't blame Tiandao for seizing the opportunity to lure and suppress practitioners everywhere.

Looking at the people who were as still as sculptures, Song Li thought for a while, unlocked the frozen space, time flowed, and a ray of spiritual consciousness entered Zhao Wenle's mind accompanied by the copied memory.

The world moves.

Brother Hu bent his back and lowered his head, put his hand on the young man's cheek, and said in a sad voice, "Lele, it was Brother Hu who was wrong, Brother Hu was just scaring you..." No matter how hard steel is, it has a melting point.

Song Li narrowed his eyes slightly, wondering what would touch a real senior brother?

The lifeless young man on the ground suddenly coughed and choked out a few mouthfuls of blood.Brother Hu was stunned.

"If you don't save people, you will really die." Song Li stepped forward to pick up the boy on the ground and ran towards the hospital in a steady pace.

Brother Hu glared at him ferociously, but finally followed him quickly.

In the forgotten corner, Yingchun broke free from the loose rope, looked complicatedly at the pool of blood on the ground, and gritted her teeth, "Zhao Wenle, there will be no next time..."

Stagger away.

The author has something to say:

Finally wrote a dark series.