The Third Rose

Chen Xingze rejected Lu Hao.

He had forgotten exactly how he rejected him. It seemed that the whole process was just going out physically to deal with him, and his soul automatically pulled away, hiding in a corner where he couldn't see Lu Hao's disappointed expression.

Lu Hao asked in a low voice: "I thought you liked me too, didn't you hug me to sleep that day at the winter camp?"

Um, so he's a selfish jerk.

Chen Xingze scolded himself in his heart, and then said to Lu Hao, "I'm sorry."

Lu Hao: "I don't want to hear sorry."

"I'm sorry..." Chen Xingze seemed to only be able to say these three words.He thought that Lu Hao might get angry with him, might cry, might become distraught.But Lu Hao didn't have any, he was just disappointed, very disappointed, it was all written on his face.

Chen Xingze felt that although Lu Hao was sad for a while, he would be fine one day.He was glad that summer vacation was coming soon, and Lu Hao was going to be taken abroad by his mother. He sincerely hoped that Lu Hao could relax and forget about it.

But things don't seem to be going so smoothly.

One night during the holiday, Chen Xingze received a call from a foreign country.No one spoke on the phone, only soft, barely-endurable weeping, which made Chen Xingze's heart break.They didn't say anything else during the phone call except that Chen Xingze asked who it was at the beginning.The call lasted about ten minutes before Lu Hao hung up.

Chen Xingze couldn't sleep.

He remembered the promise he made when they were in the library before reading the book "Red Roses and White Roses" - flowers are for care, he will never let these two boys get hurt, he would rather bear everything by himself .

It didn't take long before he broke his promise, although he tried his best to tell himself that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, hold back for a while, and he will be good to himself and Lu Hao in the future.

Where is the time limit for short-term pain?Chen Xingze didn't know that every second seemed so long to him now, and a day seemed infinite.

At the moment of hesitation, Chen Xingze thought of Mi Sheng again, he desperately needed this senior to enlighten him.

Chen Xingze called Mi Sheng, but it was not Mi Sheng who answered the phone.

Recently, Wang Ru was scolded by Mi Sheng because of his work. He was inflexible, and the more he was scolded, the more flustered he was.That day Mi Sheng forgot his mobile phone in the studio, and Wang Ru answered the call when he called.The person on the phone wanted to find Mi Sheng, but Wang Ru said that Mi Sheng was in the hospital.At this time, the phone on the other side urging work rang again, and Wang Ru trembled all over, muttering "It's over" and "I'm going to die" incessantly, and hung up the phone hastily.

The call came in again soon, but Wang Ru had already left the studio.

It was a good thing for him to leave, because Chen Xingze over there suffered a lot, and he broke out in a cold sweat after hearing Wang Ru's words.

What is "it's over"?What is "dying"?

Chen Xingze couldn't help thinking wrong.

He kept making calls, and after a while, Mi Sheng's phone ran out of battery and turned off.Chen Xingze was restless all day long, and his mind was filled with the words "misfortunes never come singly".

In the evening, Chen Xingze called again, but the phone was still turned off.

Chen Xingze's mental state has been fluctuating a lot lately, and it is inevitable that he will forget the extreme direction.In the stories that Mi Sheng told him, he and his boyfriend had been in love for many years. When Chen Xingze thought of his boyfriend's death, he felt that Mi Sheng might be overwhelmed.

In a panic, Chen Xingze even called the police. The police asked a few symbolic questions, but they didn't seem to take it seriously.

Chen Xingze felt that this was not acceptable.

After thinking about it all night, Chen Xingze decided to go to Mi Sheng.

Mi Sheng once mentioned to Chen Xingze that his city was not far from Chen Xingze's city, about [-] kilometers away.Chen Xingze told Wu Xingzhi that he would stay at a classmate's house for two days. Wu Xingzhi was always open and agreed after a few instructions.

Chen Xingze's mobility was amazing. He bought the earliest high-speed rail ticket and arrived in Jincheng in four hours.Chen Xingze remembered that when they called for the first time, Mi Sheng drunkenly mentioned a bar called "Rainbow Color" to him. He searched on his mobile phone and saw that "Rainbow Color" was a famous gay bar in Jincheng.

"Gay bar..." Chen Xingze muttered, so it should be here.

Chen Xingze was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back. He first found a restaurant to eat a light meal, and then hurried on his way. When he arrived at the entrance of "Rainbow Color", the bar was not yet open.

Chen Xingze was waiting outside.

It was hot in summer, and the door of the bar was uncovered, which made him sweat all over his body.Chen Xingze likes to be clean very much. He doesn't play much in summer because he is afraid that he will sweat too much and feel uncomfortable.But even so, he didn't go to other places to escape the summer heat, but just found a shade under a tree that was not too luxuriant.He was anxious and impatient, afraid that he would accidentally miss it.

As the sun went down, the bar opened, and a few people who had been waiting outside like Chen Xingze quickly went in.Chen Xingze waited and watched at the door for a while. He had never been to such a place before, so he felt a little nervous.But because he was really worried about Mi Sheng, he still mustered up the courage to take a step forward.

Perhaps because of Gaybar, Chen Xingze smelled a strong smell of the same kind from the guests in the bar.It's just that this kind of breath is too strong, he has never experienced being stared at with that kind of naked eyes.

Chen Xingze didn't dare to look at those people, and quickly searched among the crowd.

Jo was chatting with someone at the bar when someone grabbed her arm from behind.He turned around in surprise and saw a handsome boy standing behind him.The boy was wearing black half-sleeves, light-colored trousers, and a leather backpack, and he could tell at a glance that he had a good temperament and upbringing.

It was completely in Jo's taste, and Jo gave him an ambiguous smile, but didn't get the proper reaction.The boy held his arm tightly, his expression full of worry.

"Are you all right?"

?

The boy asked anxiously, "Are you okay, why haven't you answered the phone?"

Jo was confused, "What?"

Boy: "Didn't you recognize me?"

Joe: "You are..."

Boy: "It's me, Chen Xingze."

Jo thought the name sounded familiar.

Seeing that he was still in a daze, the boy tried to call him again, "Mi Sheng?"

Jo: "..."

He finally remembered where he had heard the name before.

All the lines in my mind were connected in an instant, and the friend who was chatting next to me smiled and said, "What's going on? Why did he call you Mi Sheng?"

Hearing what his friend said, the boy was slightly taken aback, and looked at Jo in confusion.

Jo also felt that it was a bit difficult to handle at the moment.Facing the confused Chen Xingze, Jo rubbed her neck vigorously, and finally couldn't help complaining: "Ah... that bastard Mi Sheng! He will cause trouble for others!" He took a deep breath, looked at Chen Xingze, "You first sit down."

After hearing what he said just now, Chen Xingze had already let go of his hand, and his expression became alert. Jo's expression slowed down, and she said softly, "Sit down first, and I'll explain to you slowly." He wanted to mix a glass of wine, but after judging Chen Xingze's age, he changed it to fruit juice.

Two days ago, Mi Zhenguo had an operation, and Mi Jie was too busy, so Mi Sheng also went to help.He had to be careful not to be seen by Mi Zhenguo, otherwise he might die of anger before the operation was performed.Mi Sheng didn't sleep for nearly [-] hours after being so busy. Fortunately, the operation was successful in the end.Mi Sheng dragged his exhausted body back to "Rainbow", all he wanted was to go upstairs and sleep in the dark.

As soon as he walked to the door, the waiter Xiao Chuan saw him and said with a smile, "Oh, are you here?"

Mi Sheng was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, "...what a joke."

Xiao Chuan: "The kid is here to find you."

Mi Sheng yawned and walked inside, "What?"

Xiao Chuan: "That kid named Chen Xingze came to look for you."

Mi Sheng stopped and looked at Xiao Chuan.

"What did you say?"

Xiao Chuan had a look of watching the excitement, "You are really good at cheating such a cute child. After Jo explained to him, he almost smashed the store, so go and see."

Having not slept for more than [-] hours, Mi Sheng, who was exhausted at first, suddenly felt heat filling his whole body after listening to the waiter's words, as if he was about to burn from the inside out.

His first reaction was to hide back, hide in the crowd, and secretly look at the bar.

He saw Jo first, who was leaning over to chat with a guy at the bar.Mi Sheng could only see the back of the man. His back was naturally curved, but it was straighter than others.His body is still in the development stage, and he has the unique emaciation of young people, but his proportions are beautiful.The shoulders are broad, the waist is narrow, the neck is clean, and the jet-black hair is docile on the back of the full head.

Just looking at it from such a distance, Mi Sheng felt his face heat up.

Xiao Chuan squeezed over to look for him, "Why are you still hiding? Hey...you are so blushing. Oh no, you're still blushing. I laughed so hard. I'm going to tell them."

Mi Sheng grabbed Xiao Chuan, "Don't tell them I'm back."

Ogawa: "Why?"

Mi Sheng: "Just stop talking, there's so much nonsense!"

Xiao Chuan: "Are you embarrassed? That's right, you lied to such a cute boy. If I were you, I wouldn't be ashamed. Why don't you just introduce him to us."

Mi Sheng narrowed his eyes.

"If you dare to call his attention, I will chop you up."

Xiao Chuan exaggeratedly shrugged his shoulders, waved his hands and said, "I know, just kidding."

Mi Sheng quietly went upstairs to the studio, took a shower as quickly as possible after entering the room, and changed into the clothes he was willing to wear when he saw clients.He grabbed a handsome hairstyle for himself in front of the mirror. After looking at it for a while, he thought it looked too mature, and then messed up everything again.He put on some perfume, checked it from head to toe, and went downstairs when he felt that it was all right.

The bar was full of people, Mi Sheng walked towards the bar.

Jo saw him first, and was stunned for the first time, then understood something, and smiled deeply.

Mi Sheng wanted to say hello directly, but when he got closer, he accidentally noticed Chen Xingze's shoulder. He wanted to know the feeling of that shoulder where the peach blossoms had once fallen, so he raised his hand and gently put it on it.

The boy quickly turned his head and looked at it from Mi Sheng's perspective. The boy's slightly lifted face was clean and flawless. His eyelashes were long, his lips were thin, and his eyes were crystal clear.

This is the face.

It looks better than the original photo. As expected of a teenager, his skin is shining.

The corner of Mi Sheng's mouth curled up, and he said softly, "Hello, kid."