On the Collapse of a Fantasy Writer's World View

Tang Xiaochuan: "..."

After blurting out, he immediately regretted it.

Tao Huai'an was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his eyebrows: "Oh, I'm Shou? Do you want to give it a try?"

Tang Xiaochuan wanted to bite his tongue off, he quickly cleared his throat, and tried to push Tao Huaian away as if nothing had happened: "Ahem, what did I just say? Did I say anything? Did you hear me wrong? "

"You said I'm pretty," Tao Huaian curled his lips, "It's very suitable for me."

"Is there? Did I say it? Did you hear it wrong?" Tang Xiaochuan blinked, pretending to be stupid, "I didn't say anything just now, can you prove what I just said? You have proof ?"

"Evidence?" Tao Huai'an chuckled, and suddenly he put his hand into Tang Xiaochuan's clothes, feeling around, "What kind of evidence do you want? Evidence like this? And... evidence like this? "

"Hey! What are you doing!" Tang Xiaochuan was taken aback, quickly pressed Tao Huaian's hand through his clothes, and then gave Tao Huaian a look, "Don't touch your hands randomly."

Tao Huaian raised his eyebrows: "Don't you want evidence?"

"What does this have to do with you eating my tofu?" Tang Xiaochuan gave Tao Huaian a sideways look, "Take out your claws for me."

Tao Huaian lowered his eyes and looked at Tang Xiaochuan's face. After a while, he smiled lightly and asked, "What did you mean just now?"

"Just now?" Tang Xiaochuan blinked his eyes. The topic of Tao Huai'an changed a little quickly. He didn't realize it all at once, and he couldn't help being a little dazed, "What do you mean?"

"You kissed me just now," Tao Huaian stretched out his free hand and touched the corner of his lips toward Tang Xiaochuan, "...What does that kiss mean?"

Tang Xiaochuan continued to blink and play dumb: "Did I kiss you just now? Did you have an illusion? When did I kiss you? What is the evidence?"

Tao Huaian sighed: "It seems that we have to review it again."

As he spoke, he pinched Tang Xiaochuan's chin as if he was about to kiss him.

Tang Xiaochuan quickly looked away, he was so shy after kissing Tao Huaian just now, he wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in, if he did it again, he would explode on the spot: "Okay, okay, I kissed I kissed!"

Tao Huaian was finally satisfied, but he didn't withdraw immediately, but still kept almost cheek-to-cheek distance from Tang Xiaochuan, lowered his voice and asked softly, "What's the meaning of that kiss?"

At this moment, Tang Xiaochuan couldn't help but roll his eyes suddenly in his heart. His behavior just now was so obvious, Tao Huaian still didn't understand?Of course it's because I like it!

Although he thought so, Tang Xiaochuan still couldn't help but stiffen his mouth: "It's nothing interesting, it's just that the brain is hot, impulsive, blue face is troublesome, beauty is seductive, distracted, and ghosts are fascinated."

"You know a lot of idioms," Tao Huaian chuckled, "...is it that simple?"

Tang Xiaochuan pursed his lips, and after a long moment of awkwardness, he moaned and said, "What's the point of a person kissing another person on his own initiative? Don't pretend to be confused."

"I know," Tao Huaian lowered his eyes, and the corners of his lips slightly curled up, "but I just want to hear it from you."

Tang Xiaochuan: "..."

He choked, and snorted arrogantly: "I don't."

"What if I don't mean what you mean?" Tao Huaian raised his brows, apparently swearing not to give up until he got Tang Xiaochuan's definite answer.

Tang Xiaochuan was at a loss by Tao Huai'an, and he even wanted to jump over the wall. After being a straight man for so many years, he suddenly found that he fell in love with a man. He confessed to a man, isn't that embarrassing him?

Seeing Tang Xiaochuan biting his lips and struggling, Tao Huai'an lowered his eyes. He was silent for a while, then curled his lips and smiled, "Forget it, I'll let you go this time."

He sighed, stretched out his hand and pinched Tang Xiaochuan's nose, turned and left without saying anything.

Seeing the back of Tao Huai'an leaving, Tang Xiaochuan suddenly felt a little indescribably lost in his heart. He regretted that he didn't have the courage to explain to Tao Huai'an, and was a little glad that he didn't say anything just now... After all, even he himself I don't know if he is mentally prepared to be with a man. Although he is sure that he has fallen in love with Tao Huai'an, if he really gets together with Tao Huai'an, he will have to face more than just worldly things. Although this society has tolerated homosexuality a lot, there are many people who resist, and he doesn't know whether his parents can accept his sexual orientation.

However, apart from this, the biggest gap and obstacle between Tang Xiaochuan and Tao Huai'an is their racial difference. He is just an ordinary person, while Tao Huai'an is a spirited monster. After getting old, Tao Huai'an was still young. Even if Tao Huai'an still persisted at that time, how could Tang Xiaochuan have the heart to face his former lover with a white-haired face?

The more Tang Xiaochuan thought about it, the more melancholy he became. After a lot of worry, he sighed a long time and didn't want to continue thinking about it.

After that, the relationship between Tao Huaian and Tang Xiaochuan returned to the way it was before. Nothing seemed to have changed, but everything seemed to have changed again. The ambiguous turmoil between the two seemed to become more and more Too much, it seems that we are only a piece of paper away from the real confession together.

But whenever Tao Huaian wants to take a step forward to advance the relationship between the two, Tang Xiaochuan will take a step back like a tortoise. When Tao Huaian takes a step forward, Tang Xiaochuan will take a step back. I retreat, the relationship between the two seems to be so close to the goal, they have always maintained a delicate balance... or fell into a stalemate.

Such days continued until the filming of the program "The One Without Disturbance".

"If You Are the One" is a same-sex real-life love show, it has attracted much attention because of the same-sex theme. In addition, there are popular young meat like He Yuanzhou and popular writers like Tao Huaian. Shangtao Huai'an and Tang Xiaochuan are very topical gossip CPs, which made "The One Who Don't Disturb" already have a sense of existence before it even started recording.

Of course, Tao Huai'an and Tang Xiaochuan's Weibo fans also skyrocketed due to the extremely high degree of attention of "You Are the One". There are still many fans on Weibo, and now it even exceeds that of some first-line stars. Tang Xiaochuan's Weibo fans have doubled several times, and he is about to become an Internet celebrity.

Regarding this, Tao Huaian expressed his composure. After all, he was already a popular boy writer with many fans, but Tang Xiaochuan was very uneasy. He always felt that he had become popular for no reason. He was a writer. Is it really good to be popular?

Tang Xiaochuan was a little uneasy, but the inexplicable popularity still has its benefits. For example, the data of this novel in his hand is better than any of the previous books before it exploded, even better than the data of all his previous novels combined. It is obvious. An upcoming trend.

Regarding this, Tang Xiaochuan was a little emotional, but also a little self-doubting. If his novel is really popular, is it because his unremitting efforts and hard work for so many years finally paid off, or is it because he is now popular? So it attracted some gossip crowd?Did these people come here because they thought his novels were well written, or did they come because of his current fame?Or simply because of Tao Huaian?

Thinking about those questions, Tang Xiaochuan fell into deep doubts. He really wanted an answer, but he didn't know who to ask, Tao Huaian?The relationship between the two of them is not awkward!Send Weibo to ask readers?It seems that there is a suspicion of being cheap and being good!

Tang Xiaochuan was tangled and tangled, and finally decided to swallow the question back to his stomach... Forget it, let it go!

As Tang Xiaochuan's Weibo fans reached a new level, "If You Are the One" finally officially started filming.

As a same-sex real-life love program, the program content of "If You Are the One" is mainly to simulate a day of same-sex couples. The time is 24 hours, which is exactly one day. Of course, I will also go out to take pictures.

There are a total of four couples in the whole show. Except for Tao Huaian, Tang Xiaochuan and He Yuanzhou, the other five are all new artists signed by He Yuanzhou's company, but the CP of all couples has not yet been finalized. It is a rumored CP on the Internet and there are many CP fans, but the organizer does not intend to divide the CP according to the voice of the fans, and in addition to the CP fans of Tao Huai'an and Tang Xiaochuan, Tao Huai'an and He Yuanzhou's double god CP There are also a lot of fans. After all, well-known writers and popular stars are very emotional when they hear CPs. If CPs are divided according to the voices of fans, it will inevitably cause tears and doubts from various fans, so the organizer simply announced it in advance. They will use a lottery to determine the CP.

When the members of the program group met, Tang Xiaochuan was immediately a little flustered by the long legs and handsome youthful faces all over the screen. He couldn't help feeling silently again, this is really a masculinity The age of power!

However, when he turned his head and saw Tao Huai'an's face, he felt silently. Tao Huai'an alone was enough masculinity to rule the country, far away from those five people combined by eighteen blocks!

Sensing Tang Xiaochuan's eyes, Tao Huaian raised his eyebrows and asked in a low voice, "What are you looking at?"

Tang Xiaochuan blinked: "Look at you."

Tao Huaian said lightly, "What's so interesting about me?"

Tang Xiaochuan chuckled: "It's pretty good."

Tao Huaian who was teased by Tang Xiaochuan: "..."

He glanced at Tang Xiaochuan and smiled lowly: "There are better ones, do you want to see them?"

Tang Xiaochuan immediately put on a pure expression: "What are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

Tao Huai'an couldn't help sighing, and came again and again, every time Tang Xiaochuan teased him, Tang Xiaochuan shrank as soon as he teased him back, and once he entered Tang Xiaochuan, he retreated, just like practicing Tai Chi of.

Just as the two were whispering, a voice suddenly sounded.

"Tao Huai'an! You're here! I thought you didn't dare to come, hehe!"

As soon as the words fell, He Yuanzhou appeared. He obviously made a special appearance today. He wore a pair of sunglasses on the bridge of his nose. He was dressed in a big-name clothing. His aura immediately attracted the attention of everyone present... except Tao Huai'an.

Those five future little fresh meat male gods will naturally come forward to greet He Yuanzhou enthusiastically when they see He Yuanzhou. He couldn't offend this master casually, not to mention He Yuanzhou's status in the entertainment industry should not be underestimated, so he couldn't offend him blindly.

Seeing the group of little fresh meat shouting joyously one after another, Tang Xiaochuan touched his nose silently, and then cast a small look at Tao Huai'an asking for help. Now everyone is greeting each other enthusiastically, they Would it be impolite to do nothing?

However, Tao Huaian didn't care, he didn't even look at He Yuanzhou, and said coldly, "Why didn't I dare to come?"

He Yuanzhou, who was exultantly called by a group of beautiful little brothers one after another, suddenly choked. He glared at Tao Huaian and snorted heavily: "Aren't you a straight man who would rather die than bend? Now come to participate in the competition." Are you afraid of this kind of show?" He has known Tao Huai'an for so many years, so he naturally knows what kind of person Tao Huai'an is, and he knows that since Tao Huai'an has agreed, he will never regret it... But he and Tao Huaian has been an old enemy for so many years, and they don't like each other, so of course they have to choke each other if they have something to do.

Tang Xiaochuan subconsciously coughed twice, he silently glanced at He Yuanzhou, and said to himself that Tao Huai'an had bent over early tomorrow!

After He Yuanzhou finished speaking, he seemed to have noticed Tang Xiaochuan's existence. He glanced at He Yuanzhou, then at Tang Xiaochuan, his expression suddenly slapped.

Tao Huaian finally raised his head, reluctantly gave He Yuanzhou a look, and he sneered, "Whether I bend or not... none of your business."

He Yuanzhou cut it: "It's like how rare I know it, don't say you are bent, even if you bend into a paper clip in front of me, I won't take a look at you."

Those little fresh meats were stunned when they saw He Yuanzhou and Tao Huai'an bickering. From their point of view, He Yuanzhou and Tao Huai'an are popular young meat in the entertainment industry, and the other is a popular writer. Who is worse, the number of fans is hard to tell, the two are great gods in different circles, how could they have such a low-level quarrel?And the content of the quarrel is so childish!

It must be the wrong way for them to watch the fun!

...Speaking of which, if such news is released, it will surely hit the headlines in minutes, right?There is a quarrel between popular celebrities and popular writers, attacking each other's sexuality and so on, it's very explosive when you hear it!

Tao Huaian gave He Yuanzhou a sideways glance, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket, lowered his head and played on his own, ignoring He Yuanzhou decisively.

He Yuanzhou was angry, but if he took out his mobile phone to fight back by ignoring Tao Huai'an at this time, he would seem to be slow and lost, so he turned his eyes to Tang Xiaochuan and decided to use a roundabout tactic.

"I heard that you also write novels like this guy?" He Yuanzhou took off the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, flicked his bangs on his forehead, and looked at Tang Xiaochuan with a pair of peach blossom eyes, "What did you write, tell me Well, in case I look back and read which article, maybe I can recommend it to you, make a movie or TV series or something."

He Yuanzhou is worthy of being a male peacock. When the aura is fully open, it is like a peacock spreading its tail. It looks like a walking hormone jet. Coupled with his delicate face, it is no wonder that he can attract so many small fans. Don't want to be fascinated.

Looking at He Yuanzhou's face, Tang Xiaochuan was seduced by He Yuanzhou's words for a few seconds. As a writer, who doesn't want his novel to be put on the screen?What's more, with He Yuanzhou's status in the entertainment industry, even if it's just a casual "recommendation", the degree of reliability is very high. Listening to He Yuanzhou's words, it is a lie for him to say that he is not tempted.

But soon, he calmed down. He Yuanzhou is not a fool. How could he benefit him for no reason? It is probably because of the person next to him... Those two fell in love with each other and killed each other. He is a pond fish. very innocent.

So Tang Xiaochuan laughed dryly, and said calmly: "Don't you know my pen name? Please make good use of Internet searches."

He Yuanzhou was teased lightly by Tang Xiaochuan, and he choked for a moment. He glanced at Tang Xiaochuan and wanted to go back, for example, "You are not a famous writer, I asked you to save face" and so on. Yes, but I don't know why, looking at Tang Xiaochuan's face, the urge to hate him quickly disappeared without a trace, and he even echoed involuntarily: "Oh, I forgot. Search online."

The little fresh meats on the side were stunned and couldn't help looking at each other. They belonged to the same company as He Yuanzhou. Although He Yuanzhou was flying all kinds of good-tempered, polite and self-restraining manuscripts outside, they and He Yuanzhou bowed their heads in the same company. If you don't look up, who doesn't know what's going on with He Yuanzhou?Although these newcomers have few chances to get in touch with He Yuanzhou, they have heard other people talk about He Yuanzhou. If they are narrow-minded and revenge, they will explode if they are hot-tempered, and they will be a devil in the world. I was afraid that I would offend He Yuanzhou by accident. If He Yuanzhou got revenge and wanted to wear shoes for them, it would be over.

But what is going on now?What about being narrow-minded and hot-tempered?

After He Yuanzhou finished speaking, he also felt that his answer just now seemed too soft, and he wanted to be tough, but the next moment, Tang Xiaochuan had already taken out his mobile phone, lowered his head and played with the mobile phone, not giving him a chance to go back.

Tang Xiaochuan doesn't want to continue to entangle with He Yuanzhou. This is a public place, and there are eyes everywhere. If the news of Tao Huaian and He Yuanzhou's discord spreads, at most it will be a battle between the fans of the two parties. There are countless fans of the two of them. Comparing to each other, no one can choke to death, but he is a little transparent. If He Yuanzhou's huge army of fans wants to choke him, isn't it as easy as choking an ant?

However, although Tang Xiaochuan thought so, He Yuanzhou did not intend to let him go at all. Even though Tang Xiaochuan had already taken out his mobile phone and started playing, he still didn't have the slightest airs of a big star, and asked like a curious baby: " What are you looking at?"

Tang Xiaochuan blinked: "I'm watching "Wen Tian"."

""Wen Tian"..." He Yuanzhou paused for a moment, and quickly realized, then his eyes widened in disbelief, "Didn't you say that you are not his fan?"

"It wasn't before," Tang Xiaochuan subconsciously glanced at Tao Huaian, and then said without blushing, "But after reading his novel, I think it's really well written, so I decided to become his fan."

He Yuanzhou snorted unhappily: "Hmph, I have no vision."

Tang Xiaochuan smiled: "But I'm also your fan."

He Yuanzhou could only change his words: "...You still have some vision."

While the two were having a lively chat, Tao Huaian, who had been playing with his mobile phone with his head down, finally raised his head. He first gave He Yuanzhou a cold look, and then turned around and asked Tang Xiaochuan: "Why hasn't it started yet?"

Tang Xiaochuan was stunned for a moment: "What hasn't started yet? Draw lots? How do I know..."

Tao Huaian hooked his fingers at Tang Xiaochuan: "Your hair is messed up, come here and I'll fix it for you."

Tang Xiaochuan didn't know why, but he still walked to Tao Huaian's side.

Tao Huaian reached out and stroked Tang Xiaochuan's hair, then gave He Yuanzhou a warning look.

Stimulated by the coercion of the same powerful demon cultivator, He Yuanzhou was about to explode, but at this moment, a staff member came and asked them to prepare to start drawing lots.

In order to be open and fair, the lottery session was also within the scope of filming. It was the first time Tang Xiaochuan saw the camera, and he couldn't help looking around curiously.

There are two hosts of "If You Are the One", a man and a woman, both veteran hosts with rich experience. When they were talking about the opening remarks to the camera, they didn't know when they stood up. He Yuanzhou next to Xiao Chuan suddenly turned his face, lowered his voice and said in his ear: "How about our group?"

The corner of Tang Xiaochuan's mouth twitched suddenly: "Why?"

He glanced at the others silently. There must be a lot of people in this group who want to form a CP with He Yuanzhou. Although the main purpose of this program is to promote newcomers, he also knows that He Yuanzhou must be the focus of the audience's attention. Group CP can easily attract the attention of the audience. Although it is more likely to attract a lot of hatred, but relatively speaking, group CP with He Yuanzhou is still more beneficial, and maybe you can hug He Yuanzhou's thigh. ...

He Yuanzhou raised his eyebrows and smiled wickedly: "Because if you and I form a CP, he will definitely be pissed off. If he is not happy, I will be happy."

Tang Xiaochuan glanced at He Yuanzhou silently. He Yuanzhou felt uncomfortable being watched, and finally couldn't help but ask, "What kind of eyes are you?"

Tang Xiaochuan was silent for a few seconds before he said quietly, "You care so much about him...Are you sure you really just hate him, not have a crush on him?"