On the Collapse of a Fantasy Writer's World View

Tang Xiaochuan felt bad all of a sudden.

He is a piece of meat?

He is actually a lump of meat?

And it's still a lump of white meat that looks like it has excessive fat content?

His original form is a lump of meat?

Is he a lump of flesh?

Is he a lump of fine meat?

Just when Tang Xiaochuan was struggling, a large wave of memories suddenly swept towards him like a tide. The memories of tens of thousands of years were quite heavy, as if they were as heavy as a thousand weights, making him sink and his mind was in a trance.

Tang Xiaochuan suddenly fell into a trance, and fell into the sudden memory like drowning.

The flood of memories swept over Tang Xiaochuan like a dam suddenly breaking its embankment.

He struggled in a daze for a moment, and then he remembered slowly.

He remembered...

He was originally a Bai Tai Sui born in the mountains, deep in the earth.

There are no years in the mountains, no one knows how long the cold is, and after living in a daze without knowing how long, he gradually opened up his spiritual wisdom over a long period of time.

He doesn't know how many thousands of years he has lived. Since he opened his mind, he has lived in the depths of a dark earth, without a ray of sunlight, without a breeze, only endless darkness and icy groundwater.

Although he lives deep underground, he can perceive some things happening on the ground.

Everything in the world is blown by the breeze.

At that time, he was very envious of the insects, fish, birds and beasts on the ground, even the plants and trees. He wanted to go to the ground, he wanted to feel the sunshine and the breeze...but he had nothing, he only had the boundless darkness .

After spending an unknown number of long years in the darkness, he finally transformed into a human form as he wished.

He finally had a human form as he wished, able to walk freely in the sun, feel the sun and the breeze.

The sky is the cover, the ground is the mat, the dew is the drink, and the flowers and fruits are the food.

During those initial years, he lived a very simple and happy life, but he was also very lonely, because he didn't have a single friend who could keep him company...

Until he met that person.

He was born and grew up in the valley, but he has never stepped out of the valley, so he is full of curiosity about the outside world, and that person comes from outside the valley, has been to many places, seen many scenery, walked Travel all over the world and travel a lot.

He really likes to hear what that person said about what happened when he traveled in the past, and he likes to listen to the stories told by that person... The two gradually became confidantes and friends, and even agreed to travel around the world together in the future.

At that time, he was full of hope for the future, and he wanted to leave this valley and travel around the world with his friends.

However, on the day they agreed to leave the valley together, he waited for the person at the agreed place for a long time, but the person never came. He did not give up. After waiting silently for a few days, he finally arrived people.

But that person seriously injured him and directly beat him back to his original shape.

He was betrayed by his only friend.

That person betrayed him, seriously injured him, and cut off a large piece of his original form and ate it.

But that person didn't seem to intend to get rid of him at once, but imprisoned him.

His body was severely damaged, but he still tried his best to escape. After seriously injuring that person, he struggled to escape.

Seriously injured, he struggled to escape from the valley, but collapsed at the gate of an orphanage due to exhaustion. Although he was ignorant of the world, he also knew that he was different from other mortals. From that mouth, he knew that mortals were very Afraid of the strangeness of the goblin, so at the last moment, he used his last bit of strength to turn himself into a child similar to the others in the orphanage.

Although Tai Sui has the ability to restore his own growth, his injuries were too severe. Almost half of his body was cut off, and his vitality was severely injured. It would take a long time to return to his original appearance. Before he fainted, he remembered that person once said that in the world, Tai Sui is the "top grade in the scriptures" of "being light-hearted and immortal, and prolonging life". It is conceivable that if someone discovers his true identity, he will definitely be captured and eaten by those mortals.

However, he has almost no self-protection ability due to his body being greatly damaged. In order to prevent being eaten by mortals who discovered his identity, he made a desperate choice to block his own memory, because he thought that if even he did not know his true identity, other mortals would also be killed. It is impossible to know... In order to protect himself, he blocked his memory and spiritual power, trying to grow up as an ordinary mortal child.

Later, after he became a mortal child and sealed his memory, he was picked up by the people in the orphanage.

Later, in the orphanage, he was adopted by the Tang family's parents and became Tang Xiaochuan.

In the past 20 years, he has grown up as an ordinary mortal child as he wished, and lived an ordinary mortal life for 20 years... until he met Tao Huaian, and then he knew that there is nothing but mortals in this world. In addition, there are practitioners and all kinds of goblins and ghosts.

In the past 20 years, he has always thought that he is just an ordinary mortal, and because of his original body that everyone coveted and even attracted betrayal for him, he subconsciously and instinctively fears other people in the cultivation world. Others would be like that person, coveting him to hurt him and betray him, that's why he rejected Tao Huaian's proposal to join the cultivation world, it was his subconscious evasion.

He has been pretending so well that even Tao Huai'an has concealed it from the past. Originally, he would automatically recover his memory after recovering from his injuries, but the person who betrayed him appeared again...

The last memory of that person is that the person looked at him with a smile and sighed: "I'm sorry, but I just don't want to die..."

It's more like talking to myself than an apology.

"I just don't want to die, is that wrong?"

"No, I'm not wrong..."

fart!

There is nothing wrong with you not wanting to die, but it is your fault if you want someone else to die for you.

Or you go to die!

Tang Xiaochuan opened his eyes and sat up suddenly. The next moment, his forehead hit a forehead heavily.

"Oh, I'm going!"

Tang Xiaochuan was also dizzy from the collision, he groaned and covered his forehead.

"You bastard, avenge your kindness!"

The person on the opposite side also covered his forehead and yelled.

Tang Xiaochuan fixed his eyes on the person in front of him, and was taken aback for a moment: "...He Yuanzhou?"

The person on the opposite side who was covering his forehead and yelling was He Yuanzhou who had met Tang Xiaochuan a few times.

Tang Xiaochuan paused, all the memories before coma and amnesia flooded into his mind, causing his head to sink suddenly, and he couldn't help but reached out and rubbed his swollen temples. Soon, he remembered everything.

"……why you?"

He Yuanzhou also regained his composure, and he rolled his eyes: "Why, you're disappointed that it wasn't Tao Huai'an?"

Tang Xiaochuan nodded honestly: "I never thought it would be you."

He Yuanzhou rolled his eyes again: "He went after Gongsun Shu."

Tang Xiaochuan repeated Gongsunshu's name in a murmur, feeling very complicated.

"Tao Huaian should have told you that Gongsun Shu is not a good guy." He Yuanzhou glared at Tang Xiaochuan, "Why did you go to see him so boldly? That guy is not well-known in the cultivation world. "

Tang Xiaochuan was silent for a while, then shrugged and said, "I was stupid."

"You were almost finished," He Yuanzhou spread his hands, "If it wasn't for me and Xiaohong when you were looking for him, you are probably finished now, and Xiaohong insists on coming back to you, I will be your companion He went back to his mother's house, who knew that you just happened to follow that budgerigar, and we quietly followed behind you, and then we saw you running to find Gongsun Shu."

Tang Xiaochuan frowned: "And then?"

"That guy Gongsun Shu is amazing. Not only is his medical skill superb, but his cultivation level is also surprisingly high, otherwise he would have been killed by everyone else." He Yuanzhou shrugged, "Later when I saw that he was going to attack you, I jumped up. Going out to hold him back, Xiaohong ran back to the realm of comprehension to find Tao Huai'an... With the strength of a few of us, we managed to repel that guy, and when the guy ran away, Tao Huai'an ran to chase him down, and even killed him. You entrusted us, and we brought you back first."

Tang Xiaochuan frowned deeply: "Did Tao Huaian go after Gongsun Shu? Then..."

"Don't worry, your man is not so overconfident, he knows what he is doing," He Yuanzhou deservedly said that he has been fighting with Tao Huai'an for so many years, and he knows this old enemy for so many years, "Gongsun Shu is now at the end of his strength, so don't take advantage of it now to eradicate the grass, as long as you let it go." His only way out is to let the tiger go back to the mountain, and he doesn't know what kind of bloody storm will be stirred up in the future."

Tang Xiaochuan suddenly remembered 20 years ago, at that time he had exhausted his last breath and seriously injured Gongsun Shu. He thought that Gongsun Shu would only have half his life left at most, and he would not be able to get better without spending hundreds or thousands of years to recuperate. That's why he safely blocked his memory and spiritual power, but he didn't expect that in just 20 years, Gongsun Shu would appear in front of him alive and kicking, and he immediately understood what He Yuanzhou meant.

Gongsun Shu is really terrifying. Even if half of his life is taken away, as long as there is a trace of life left, that guy will have a way to escape.

Thinking of Gongsun Shu, Tang Xiaochuan's mood became extremely complicated. He lowered his eyes and changed the subject and asked, "...how many days have I slept?"

"You have been sleeping for three days," He Yuanzhou suddenly showed a disgusted expression, "You haven't showered for three days, I feel like my room is smelly from your sleep..."

Tang Xiaochuan: "..."

He Yuanzhou took a deep breath and was about to show a stinky expression, but the next moment, he was stunned.

"What's going on, why is it so fragrant?"

"It smells so good..."