I crossed over to the all-timer

The period when Su Yan returned to the He family was considered the most comfortable period since she came here. The atmosphere of the He family not participating in the imperial court or joining the rivers and lakes was very relaxed.

It would be nice if it didn't appear here in women's clothing.

At first, he thought that someone would definitely come to look for him, but after a long time, he realized that there was no such thing as looking for him at all. Su Yanhui blushed too much for his self-indulgence, so people should not look down on themselves. It is too important, otherwise it will be too shameful.

When spring came and summer came, Su Yanhui got the crucial news that the fifth prince had ascended to the throne.

When Su Yan came back, she froze in place. The people around her greatly praised the fifth prince's achievements, General Xie Xun's bravery, and the new prime minister's drastic reforms. Everything was mixed in joy.

However, Su Yanhui couldn't come back to his senses at all, and stood there with a blank mind.

Even without him, everything is still proceeding in an orderly manner. After all, the fifth prince has achieved great success and obtained everything. Everyone is beaming, but...

Where is the prince...

What about the prime minister...

"Go and help me go to the west of the city to buy something." Su Yanhui dismissed the maid beside her and went straight up to grab the man's arm, "Are you serious? Did the Fifth Prince succeed?"

The man looked up suspiciously and saw Su Yanhui, but he didn't seem to understand why a woman came to talk to him.

"Yes, the imperial list is down, didn't you go to see it yourself?"

"The fifth prince became the emperor, what about the original prince?"

Su Yanhui's nervous fingertips were trembling, his heart was full of fear, his body was cold, and there seemed to be a huge wave in his mind, which made him unable to hold himself.

"Prince? How would I know what happened to the prince?"

Su Yanhui asked several people who knew the news, but there was no news about the prince at all. It was as if the efforts of the prince were wiped out in an instant, and Su Yanhui could not get any effective information at all.

All he knew was that the fifth prince ascended to the throne, the seventh prince was conferred the title of lord, and the prime minister's family was dismissed. Such lack of complete information made Su Yan feel fear in her heart.

What should I do.

Su Yanhui couldn't sleep for several nights in a row, and the He family was very worried when they saw Su Yanhui start a pale life without eating or drinking again.

he wants to go back...

He wants to go back no matter what.

Su Yanhui lay on the stone table and couldn't help but feel pain in his heart, the anxiety and depression made him unable to breathe.

He Fengtian would occasionally appear by Su Yanhui's side, put some food on Su Yanhui's table, and then leave.

Su Yanhui finally couldn't help but wanted to steal the horse one night and go back to the place he used to be. He couldn't bear the feeling of not knowing anything here.

However, He Fengtian stood in front of Su Yanhui.

"Get out of the way!" Su Yanhui had never been so angry before.

"Where are you going?" He Fengtian frowned, "It's not safe for you to go on the road alone as a girl. Where are you going? I'll take you there."

"I'll let you get out of the way!" Su Yanhui didn't even suppress the masculine tone anymore, but he couldn't recover quickly after pretending to be a woman for a long time. After all, He Fengtian didn't notice the flaw.

"Since you are under the protection of my He family, I have absolutely no reason to let you risk yourself for no reason. As a woman, you are too slutty!" He Fengtian stood with one hand behind his back in front of Su Yanhui's horse. There was no intention of getting out of the way.

Su Yan bit her lower lip back, and looked around. Although he doesn't know martial arts, he also knows that the people He Fengtian secretly cultivated must be surrounded, and as long as he takes action, these people will definitely not let him get what he wants.

As soon as he gritted his teeth, he simply drove the horse and planned to rush over directly. He didn't intend to explain anything to anyone at all. He has completely become the son of a criminal minister. If he is exposed, he will bring trouble to the He family. If this is the case, there is no need for anything explain.

Su Yan calmed down for a while, and raised her voice: "I am very grateful to Master He and Madam He for their help during this time, but now I have to leave because of something, Brother Fengtian... My self-willedness has made you very distressed during this period, really I'm sorry, but I'm leaving right now."

"I never said I was distressed." He Feng held out Su Yanhui's hand, opened his mouth, and gritted his teeth, "Sister, don't be willful!"

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, this was the first time He Fengtian called her sister, and the depression he had been feeling for a while finally relaxed a bit, and his complexion softened a little.

"Brother Fengtian...don't stop me!"

In fact, Su Yanhui doesn't know how to ride a horse at all. At most, he just strolls around on the horse. He never thought that one day he would have such a bold plan to drive a horse forward. However, Su Yanhui at this time has long since He forgot that he couldn't ride a horse, and planned to leave in a bad mood.

However, the docile horse felt Su Yanhui's restless mood under his feet, and became irritable. He tried his best to throw Su Yanhui off. The fear of being thrown off the reins made him use his legs to clamp the horse even harder, and it turned into a vicious circle in an instant.

He Fengtian suddenly stepped forward and put his arms around Su Yanhui's waist, a hand flashed coldly and cut off the rein in Su Yanhui's hand, and within a few moments he had arrived at a quiet place aside, the restless horse galloped away, and in an instant there was The man in black stepped forward and sat on the horse's back to appease the horse.

Su Yanhui was frightened, and felt like being brought back to life. If she was really caught under the horse's hoof, she would not die or be injured. Her heart was beating non-stop because of fear, and she took a breath of air, and her body trembled subconsciously. He buried it in He Fengtian's arms.

He Fengtian opened his hands, at first he was hesitant to let go, but after Su Yanhui threw himself into his arms, he fell silent and put his arms around him.

"Don't be afraid, nothing will happen." He Fengtian held Su Yan back in his arms, lowered his head and comforted him softly, "It's all right."

Because of this commotion, the originally quiet people of Zhujian Villa came out one after another. Seeing the scene in front of him, Su Yanhui didn't know how to explain it. He sat on the ground and was embraced by a child who was many years younger than himself. .

He Feng didn't blame Su Yanhui for his actions, but just asked the maid to comfort Su Yanhui, and prepared hot water for Su Yanhui to relax, no matter what happened, we will talk about it tomorrow.

Su Yanhui slept in a daze at night, and couldn't get up the next morning, because the coolness and fright at night caused Su Yanhui to catch the wind and cold directly, and her whole body ached as if her bones had been torn apart. Couldn't get up properly in bed.

Lying on the bed, Su Yan recalled that the last time he was in such pain was in the prime minister's mansion. At that time, many people came to visit him, and now... many people also came to visit him.

The doctor who came to visit him looked at him suspiciously. Su Yan wondered if her identity as a man had been exposed, but she didn't know what the doctor was thinking, so she didn't say anything. Su Yan lay down in a daze In bed, are all doctors so considerate now?Or poor medical skills?

Although the illness came violently, it was not serious. After two or three days, Su Yanhui was already alive and kicking, but because of her heart, she couldn't keep her energy up.

Although the Fifth Prince ascended to the throne, there was no news of him killing his brother. Su Yan prayed in her heart that nothing serious happened. His Royal Highness should be fine, everything is fine...

He couldn't go back, he was stopped, and Su Yanhui even felt sorry for himself and thought that it was probably the will of God, which made it even more uncomfortable.

No one knew what happened to Su Yanhui, but everyone was friendly and didn't ask. Su Yanhui received the greatest respect and kindness here, and yearned for the person in the high wall who didn't know life or death.

However, Su Yanhui did not wait too long, and the wind came.

Zhuifeng wore a blue gown, which was different from the solemn prime minister's mansion. It was a bit more casual of the people in the Jianghu. After hearing this, Su Yanhui couldn't wait to run in front of Zhufeng, grasping Zhufeng tightly with both hands. Feng's clothes and urgent gaze made Zhufeng look helpless.

"I'm going to take Yanyan out for a while."

"Where are you taking her?" He Fengtian actually took the initiative to speak out.

"Meet an old friend." Zhufeng glanced at He Fengtian intentionally or unintentionally, He Feng let him go, but that He Fengtian didn't know why, he was quite unwilling.

"How is father?" Su Yanhui followed behind Zhufeng, he walked in front, and Su Yanhui followed the other party's footsteps.

"The master was dismissed by His Majesty, and now the master has left the capital to find another place under the leadership of the whole family."

"Resignation, didn't you get exiled?"

"Your Majesty did not issue an order to be exiled, but the master insists on leaving. I am afraid that he will not take root in this country in the future."

Su Yanhui sighed: "Father has always been very stubborn, and now he must not be reconciled to being defeated by a young boy. It is indeed due to his character that he will leave. Will the eldest brother and the second brother follow?"

"Yes."

"That's good, the family is neat and tidy." Su Yan recalled the stalk that hadn't been used for a long time and couldn't help laughing, "Father doesn't have to be too busy with the elder brother and the second brother, the elder brother and the second brother are very capable. Fortunately, even if you can get a good life anywhere, your father is old, and it's time to enjoy the blessings of your children."

Now it's not exile, the fifth prince has given the prime minister's family enough face, at least the money will not be deducted a lot, it must be enough for the eldest brother and the second brother to make a comeback.

This is a good thing, Su Yan untied a knot in her heart.

However, Zhuifeng looked back: "The third son is also the master's child, so it's not neat."

Su Yan returned with a faint smile: "You don't understand."

His father's departure basically means that he and Su Yanhui have no fate, just like they don't know where he is, he also doesn't know where his father and the others will go, the world is so big, it is impossible to meet each other easily.

"Originally, the master was already prepared, but he didn't expect that His Majesty would be so benevolent. The master also said that a benevolent king will not achieve great things. He is waiting to see when this prince who is not suitable for the position will be able to see his ability clearly."

"The only thing my father likes is the prince. He can understand what he said." According to the character of the prince, I'm afraid he can be easily abandoned.

"...No." Zhufeng shook his head, turned his head to look at Su Yanhui, Su Yanhui looked up in confusion and met Zhufeng's profound gaze, which seemed to be mixed with something, "Master is very fond of the former prince." disappointment."

"why?"

"..." Zhu Feng lowered his eyes and turned around, "Because the former Crown Prince was too kind to the third son."

Su Yan stood back at the same spot, listening to Zhufeng's words, she didn't come back to her senses for a long time.

At the beginning, the prime minister had a reason to take Su Yan back to attack the fifth prince, but the prince was still reluctant to take action. The prince's intolerance towards him was ultimately because he failed to use the deadly game left by the old emperor and missed a good opportunity .

At the beginning, in order for the prince to deal with the fifth prince wholeheartedly, he was ordered to bring Su Yanhui out by Chasing the Wind. From the beginning, the prime minister had already seen the movements of the fifth prince. The prince's bureau sent Su Yanhui out of the capital.

Su Yan stood back at the same spot and did not speak for a long time. The crown prince...had never used him, a pawn that should be used, a powerful seamless giant, but because of him, a small stone, shaken.

Almost unable to breathe, Su Yanhui unconsciously grabbed the skirt with both hands and bit her lower lip, her heart ached and she couldn't hold it back.

"Then... what about him?"

Su Yanhui didn't get Zhufeng's answer, but followed behind Zhufeng to a dilapidated house outside the city. In the deserted thatched hut, Su Yanhui saw what he thought he would never see again in this lifetime. people.

It is... Your Highness the Crown Prince.

Su Yan stood back at the same spot, and the man who should have been luxurious was wearing a plain robe that he had never seen before, sitting in this overly simple wooden house, he was born handsome, even in such a dilapidated place A little more noble.

"His Royal Highness..." Su Yan recalled that she wanted to kneel down, but was stopped by the prince.

"I'm sorry." The prince's eyes were gentle, and he made no secret of his love for Su Yanhui. He stroked his cheek with his fingers lingeringly, "I missed the appointment."

No appointment?Why did you miss the appointment?

Su Yanhui didn't understand at all.

"Are you disappointed?" At this moment, the prince seemed to have let go of all tension and defenses, and his whole body was as peaceful and natural as if he had been reborn.

"Your Highness..."

"Yan Hui, call me Jingmo."

Jing Mo's voice was very calm, he lost the throne, but it didn't look like he lost as expected.

"Shocked..."

"Yanhui." Jing Mo approached Su Yanhui, as if he wanted to get closer, but he didn't continue, but his hand didn't rest on Su Yanhui's skin, but on his shoulder, " Long time no see, show me around."

Su Yanhui subconsciously looked at Zhuifeng beside him, but found that Zhufeng had disappeared at some point, Su Yanhui was extremely nervous, the prince survived...

He actually survived...

Fifth prince, let the prince go?The shock in my heart was indescribable, but joy filled my whole body, so excited that I almost jumped up.

"Long time no see, Jingmo." He had never expressed such a poor expression, greedily looking at the crown prince living in front of him, Su Yanhui showed the most hearty smile that he had never shown in the palace.

Surprised, Mo watched Su Yanhui quietly, and the corners of his mouth curled up, as if he was also infected by his warmth, tainted with an indelible joy.

Su Yanhui never knew that he could be so happy. He went into the city with Jing Mo and bought a lot of delicious things. The smile seemed to show Su Yanhui all the smiles that he hadn't been able to show in his entire life.

He may have acted too calmly and reserved in everything, but only Su Yanhui, who really knew him, knew that this was a truly relaxed posture he had never seen before. The prince had no important responsibilities, and was taking back his own feelings.

Not daring to let the prince stay in the crowd for too long, Su Yanhui quickly took the prince out of the city and went outside.

Holding a lot of food in his hands, he went to the river and climbed the mountain because he was so excited to see the prince. The two of them sat on the top of the mountain and looked up at the sunset in the distance. The sky, burning with clouds, shone on Mo's startled face, and Su Yanhui couldn't hide his heartbeat.

"Tired?" Su Yan asked back.

"Fortunately."

"Even if I'm tired, Jing Mo won't be tired. Jing Mo is so busy, but his physical fitness has always been better than mine."

"kindness."

"Jing Mo, Zhu Feng said that you never thought of using me from the beginning to the end."

Shocked black hair fluttered in the wind, and he didn't have a crown, as if he wanted to fully make up for the arrogance he didn't have before, and soften his too cold face.

"Yes."

"I'm really happy." Su Yanhui didn't want to use those messy rhetoric to pile up the people around her who had returned to their true nature, "Dian... Did Jingmo give up the throne?"

"Yes."

"Jing Mo, won't you feel sad?"

Jing Mo was silent for a moment: "Win the king and lose the bandit."

Su Yan pursed her lips: "Actually, being an emperor is not the happiest thing in this world. The ability to startle Mo will definitely open up another world!"

Jing Mo didn't speak, but tilted his head to look at Su Yanhui, but his eyes were no longer restrained, free and easy and gentle.

"You are very interesting. From the first time I saw me, I understood that you are different from me. You have everything I have to give up, so I don't want to impose it on you. I have always regarded you as my It’s me, watching you do everything without any scruples, it’s me who thinks.” Jing Mo’s tone was calm, and the words he said had never been so long, and what he said was something that Su Yanhui had never heard before. .

Su Yanhui is not a fool either, he has always given what Jingmo wanted from him.

"You accepted it all, accepted the despicable me who used you to satisfy myself."

"Being in the royal family, I can't help myself. I regard Jingmo as a close relative and friend in my heart. This is just a matter of effort."

"You hate it when I touch you."

Su Yanhui was stunned for a moment, but finally showed a wry smile, looking up at the endless mountains, what the fifth prince could see was unreasonable, the prince couldn't see it, the prince must know it too.

"But I won't hate you because of your touch, because you are extremely important to Yanhui."

Jing Mo smiled, that smile was clean and thorough, dazzling, Su Yan stared fixedly at his face, as if wanting to see everything about him and carve it into his heart.

"Because of you, I have the idea of ​​surviving."

Su Yanhui immediately grabbed Jing Mo's hand: "You can do it now, since His Majesty let you go, then you are free, but you no longer have the status of a prince..."

However, Su Yanhui immediately calmed down, and lost... the identity of the crown prince...

Suddenly a bad premonition spread in my heart.

Jing Mo didn't say anything more, but gently smoothed the skirt on Su Yanhui's lap sitting on the ground with his hand, Su Yanhui's face turned red.

"I didn't intend to dress up as a woman either, it was just to deceive people."

"It's pretty." Jing Mo smiled, "Yan Hui has always been pretty."

"Jing Mo!" Su Yanhui couldn't help but blushed slightly, he was actually teased by Jing Mo.

"I want to be intimate with you."

intimate?What kind of intimacy?Before Su Yanhui could react, Jing Mo lay down and rested his head on Su Yanhui's legs. This unprecedented posture made Su Yanhui so nervous that it was difficult to breathe.

"It's cold on the ground. Although summer is coming soon, the humidity is very heavy. You will get sick if you do this."

But Jing Mo closed his eyes and shook his head, enjoying the tranquility of this moment.

"My Daxuan's country is so beautiful." Jing Mo stretched out his hand towards the sun.

Su Yan looked back at the scene in front of her, and suddenly remembered the picture scroll that he had collected as a gift from the prince, and they were so similar to the present one.

The prince's plain robe was scattered on the ground, and the long black hair was winding down. Su Yan looked down at the prince's fair side face. The environment suppressed him and became a cold and hard emperor. Now, after removing everything, Jing Mo is more like a literati who is intoxicated by landscapes, just like his name.

"Yan Hui." The prince blinked and looked at the sun, but the glare of the sun didn't seem to be reflected in his pupils, "Talk to me."

"it is good."

It's not about the court.

It's about the ordinary life.

Su Yan replied how she was domineering in Zhujian Villa.

How to tease the little yellow dog at the head of the village and be chased by the dog.

Say that sweet cake that is hard to come by.

He said Dongpo pork was his favorite.

The prince listened quietly, seeming very happy with the corners of his lips curled up.

The prince's voice was very low, and when Su Yan saw that he had spoken, she immediately closed her mouth and listened carefully.

"Yan Hui... because of you, I want to live."

Even if he lost his crown prince.

Lost the purpose of life.

lost the meaning of his existence.

But because the boy said, he wanted him to live.

So, he wants to live.

"Well, as long as you live, the days to come will be better."

"In the future, I can travel around with Jingmo, and settle down wherever I like. You are definitely not suitable for working under the hands of outsiders, but Jingmo is good at writing, and you can write that little storybook..."

"I didn't write it."

"It doesn't matter, we know that there are a lot of things about the royal family, and many people will definitely read what we write. It doesn't matter if Jingmo draws, I can teach Jingmo to draw that little storybook..."

"it is good."

"When we have money, we will buy a yard... Raise chickens and ducks, let the prince go down and learn how to feed..."

It was gradually getting late, and there was only a trace of white on the horizon.

"Jingmo, I'll sing you a song... okay?"

Jing Mo nodded lightly, but did not make a sound.

Su Yanhui's voice is calm and serene, in line with the shallow mountain wind, the ethereal world is outlined under Su Yanhui's soft voice.

As night fell, Su Yanhui's voice gradually choked up and stopped, everything was quiet as if nothing existed.

Chasing the wind appeared behind Su Yanhui, Su Yanhui's hand gently ran along Jing Mo's hair, he turned his head, his face was covered with tears.

Zhufeng's throat tightened, and his voice was hoarse: "Your Majesty ordered the crown prince to be killed. Perhaps it was His Royal Highness's last wish. Before the third son met His Royal Highness, His Highness took the poison."

Su Yanhui's tears could not be wiped away, his hands were touching the prince and he was reluctant to let go, until the last warmth gradually slipped away from his hands, the prince walked away very peacefully.

He is clear.

He has always been clear.

The prince could not survive.

For the sake of the whole country, the prince cannot live. If the prince ascends to the throne, so will the fifth prince.

The prince spent his whole life preparing to become the emperor, but in this life, he was willful only this time.

He loosened his hair, wore plain clothes, went shopping with him without image, ate food on the street without any scruples, looked at beautiful women passing by with Su Yanhui, and lay on his lap without any restraint, They were as intimate as any pair of friends, complimenting each other and talking nonsense to each other that didn't work.

This is something the prince has never been able to do, he has done it all.

He went very peacefully.

But he said... he wanted to live.

also just want to...

Because just thinking about it is enough willfulness.

He thought, but he would never do this. He is the prince, and if he loses the position of prince, he will have nothing. The meaning of his existence has disappeared. When he loses the throne, he has already lost everything.

Jing Mo was already a dead man.

Unexpectedly, Jing Mo actually came to him in his last moments.

"Have I fulfilled his last wish?" Su Yan asked back, her voice was uncontrollably choked, but very peaceful.

"His Royal Highness's last wish..." Zhufeng opened his mouth, accompanied by a sigh, "It is to be with the third son."

Su Yanhui finally couldn't bear it anymore and opened her mouth, weeping silently.

Why is this person so disgusting.

If it was really for his own good, shouldn't he die by himself in a random corner? Why did he have to die in front of him like this.

He is so cruel.

So capricious.

Willful to make everyone obey his opinion.

Even if it is to death, he will not let him go.

Heartache.

want to dig out.

Amidst the tears, the prince's face was calm, as if he was in a deep sleep, with a peaceful brow, and a sly smile on his mouth. His handsome face could still make anyone fall in love with him.

Lying quietly on Su Yanhui's lap, her long hair entangled his feet, as if she wanted to use that long black hair to hook his ankles and drag him into hell.