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1. This article is OOC and contains a lot of private settings

2. Because it was inspired by watching "La La Land" yesterday, there is a dance scene

3. My aunt is religious, please do not enter if you are religiously obsessed with cleanliness

4. Open ending

1.

She slowly opened her eyes, and what she saw was a vast expanse of white light and an old TV that looked like it was from the last century.

Other than that, there was no one around, and there was no second item, only she was standing in front of the TV screen in a daze.

"W-Where is this?" She whispered to herself.

Unexpectedly, these panicked remarks seemed to be heard by the owner of this space.The next second, the TV screen in front of the woman suddenly turned on automatically, and an old man in a black priest's uniform was standing in the church, holding a cross, and telling something to the crowd.

She stared at the screen and recognized that it was a priest in a church near her home. Then the camera turned and she saw her two younger brothers and sisters who had already married and started a family sitting side by side in the first row. Wearing pure black mourning clothes, his face was sad and dignified.

"Ah, I understand." The woman sighed helplessly, and roughly understood her current situation, "So what happened?"

2.

Hearing this, the camera on the screen flickered and became the first sight of someone standing on the side of the road waiting for a red light at noon.

The woman watched helplessly as the green light on the opposite side turned on, and the people next to her went out, but she was a few steps too slow to go out because of replying to other people's messages—unexpectedly, a heavy truck loaded with sand rushed out of the diagonal stab!Crashed crookedly!

She looked at "herself" and suddenly stretched out her hand without thinking, and dragged the primary school boy who was walking in front behind her abruptly!She lost her last chance to dodge the truck whose brakes failed!

In the next moment, the entire camera rotated, countless lights and shadows erupted like a vortex, and many faces that I had seen in this life flashed away in just a few seconds.

"..."

Ah, the revolving lantern, sure enough, people will see the revolving lantern before they die... She remembered all these things.

3.

She touched the small cross hanging on her chest, on which the image of Jesus' crucifixion was vivid, which was the religious belief she had always adhered to during her lifetime.

"Then may I ask," the woman raised her head and asked loudly, "are you God?"

No one answered.

It's just that the TV in front of him started playing a certain female singer's song, and that singer's voice was quite ethereal and pleasant.

"... Soletgomysoul and trust in Him. The waves and wind still know His name..."

——So I will trust him even if I give up my soul, and the wind and waves sing his name.

Wow.

For women, this song is so familiar, it is Kristene Dimarc's "Itiswell", released in 1997.

From this point of view, this God is very fashionable. She thought that the other party would play the kind of hymn that has been sung in the Vatican for hundreds of thousands of years.

As soon as she saw her idol, the woman suddenly became inexplicably excited, and the experience of losing her life couldn't hit her anymore.

"So can I ask you a question?" she asked excitedly.

A foreign talk show host in a suit appeared on the screen. This white man with an exaggerated smile seemed to have just heard a joke, and was giving a thumbs up to the camera and shouting "Yes!"

4.

The woman thought about it nervously, and quickly decided what to ask the first question.

"How many books have I read in my life?"

The screen immediately switched to a scene similar to a library scene. Countless books were opened, including wired books, books in ordinary packaging, old books with grease and wear... A few seconds later, a white number emerge.

【19336 copies】

"So I've seen so many."

She pursed her lips, smiled proudly, and relaxed involuntarily.

"How many eggs have I eaten in my life?"

The white number plate began to fiddle automatically again, and the camera behind it turned into a gourmet channel this time, and various egg delicacies appeared in turn.

【7812】

"When I was 6 years old, who stole the limited edition mango pudding that my mother bought for me and kept in the refrigerator?"

A chubby kid appeared in the kitchen of her house. The woman stared at the guy on the screen in surprise, and found that the little bastard pricked up his ears. After listening to the movement in the living room outside, he opened the refrigerator door with a smirk and stood on tiptoe. On the tip of his toes, he stretched out his fat and short paws towards the box of limited-edition mango pudding...

"Damn it! It's mine!" She looked at the little fat man who was devouring it, and immediately cursed angrily.At this time, the woman finally remembered that this was her father's colleague in the early years. That uncle once came to visit her home with his wife and children. At that time, she missed this piece of pudding because she didn't leave school so early!

5.

"Forget it." The woman clutched her temples with a headache, "Let's change it to a more lively question - the company I went to after graduation, did the leader who always wanted to take advantage of me have the same relationship with my rival woman? What kind of ambiguous relationship is there?"

As a result, the TV directly released a scene of two people kissing passionately in the hotel room, undressing each other, it would be indescribable in a second.

"Enough is enough." She didn't want to watch any more, no one wanted to see the sex scene between Bichi and the dog, "Next question! How many men have I liked in my life?"

【132】

"Oh my God!" the woman couldn't help shouting, "What's the situation? I thought there were only five or six! I'm not that kind of philandering scumbag?!"

In order to refute her, the screen honestly showed a certain anime, in which the boy with facial paralysis wearing glasses swung a tennis racket and hit the yellow ball that was flying towards him hard!

"Oh...Tezuka Kunimitsu, the first male god I've ever liked in Two-dimensional." She couldn't help showing a helpless expression, "But anime also counts! I'm talking about reality!"

The TV unswervingly showed Yagami Tsuki Aizen Soyousuke Uchiha Sasuke and others... No matter how you look at it, they are the army of male gods in the history of the second black in the early years.

"There's really nothing I can do about you..." She shook her head and smiled, then asked casually, "Then who is my favorite among so many people?"

This old TV, as always, has the answer.

A thin man with long pink hair stands quietly under the cherry blossom tree in the courtyard. He looks at the camera with a sense of regret. There is indescribable sadness and reluctance in his strange-colored eyes. The flying cherry blossom petals happen to fall on the on his shoulders and hair.

The woman's eyes widened immediately, and the original relaxed and joyful atmosphere disappeared. She stood at the same place at a loss, her lips murmured a few times, but she still didn't say the name in the end.

"Next... the next question, how many mountains have I climbed."

[Seat 45] was quickly displayed on the screen, but she obviously started to be absent-minded, because at that moment, even the voice didn't seem like her own.

She twitched the corners of her mouth, trying to smile again, but failed.

For some reason, the original hearty smile disappeared from her face, and the sadness that she thought she had forgotten and buried deep in her heart resurfaced in her heart.

6.

After asking the question about mountain climbing, she was speechless for a moment, unable to think of what to say next.

"Hmm... Who put a love letter in my locker in the third year of junior high school?"

The TV screen told her that it was a boy from the class next door, dark and thin, who played basketball very well - the woman had to waste a lot of energy, only to remember that she had done him a small favor unintentionally. Be liked by the other party.

I really don't know how to complain about the way this fate is written.

"Oh! I suddenly remembered that my second boyfriend from college, Ishida-kun, he..." The woman hesitated, "Did he give me a cuckold?"

A bustling bar appeared in the camera. The man sitting in front of the bar drinking is Ishida-kun. When the camera turned to him, he was kissing another sissy man next to him. The bartender couldn’t help it I asked him if you still have a girlfriend, but Ishida-kun said angrily that he only dated girls to cope with his family's urging marriage.

"Your sister...he is actually a gay who wants to cheat marriage!"

The woman was shocked. Although she didn't discover the truth at the beginning, she was still proud of what she did later.

——When she broke up, she kicked the opponent's key parts mercilessly and extremely hard, and the pain caused the bastard to scream and scream.

After asking so many messy questions, the woman finally regained her spirits.

"In the past 20 years, how many relationships have I had? Note, it's not about comic characters."

【1 game】

"what?"

God you are teasing her!The boyfriend has changed five or six terms, why only one? !

Dare to love in the eyes of God and his old man, is there only one real love that is enough!

"Okay, that explains my conviction."

There was nothing she could do if she was not convinced, she scratched her head and continued to ask, "When was the most carefree moment in my life?"

The sunshine in the courtyard was very good this afternoon. After watching the song and dance movie "La La Land", she wore headphones and listened to the music on the way back. When she walked back to Honmaru, she happened to play the dance music with a strong drumbeat. I was so happy to hear that passage, I simply tap danced in the courtyard.

She remembered that the servant who heard the news first happened to be Candlestick Kiri Mitsutada that day, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then came over and jumped up together.

At that time, the woman was still serving as the examiner in Honmaru. Although she was in a daze for a few seconds, she quickly unplugged the earphones, turned the music to the loudest, and the two happily tap danced.

So other people in Honmaru smiled and watched the two of them messing around, which naturally included that person.

She took a moment to glance at the long pink-haired man standing in the corridor. The latter's expression was peaceful and peaceful, but his gentle eyes kept sticking to her body, as if he wanted to imprint every gesture of her in her bones...

7.

"Enough! Stop playing it!"

The screen that was singing and dancing was immediately blacked out.

The former interrogator who could only stand in front of the TV now was a little embarrassed, she waved her hands hastily, ending this warm memory that was so hot.

"In my life..."

The woman took a few deep breaths before recovering from the dizzy sadness, and said barely completely, "When was the most brave moment?"

She was wearing a white feather, with her hand on the knife at her waist, and she stared expressionlessly at the dark enemies not far away. She seemed to be standing still, but her legs were trembling with fear.On the other hand, Sanriyue Zongjin tried to persuade her to relax a bit...

This memory happened to be the first time she played in the battle after taking the job of a god judge.At that time, she was still a girl who had never seen blood. She was extremely nervous and hadn't slept well since the night before.But in the middle of the night, it seems that someone came to coax her to sleep... It's been too long, who is it?

...is Zong Sanzuo's writing.

She fell silent suddenly.

It was as if a hand was tightly gripping her heart.

She finally had the courage to ask a new question.

"In the long history of mankind, who is the person I love the most...?"

The man who claimed to be the bird in the devil's cage gave her the arranged flowers, with a rare smile on his usually melancholy eyes.She put down the brush, happily accepted the seasonal gift, and sniffed it with her nose. For a while, the room was filled with fragrance.

8.

The woman starts to feel tired.

The haggardness from inside to outside enveloped her body and mind like a tide.

She secretly struggled in her heart a few times, but in the end, she resigned to her fate.

"What is the happiest moment I have ever experienced?"

Under the sky full of stars, the two of them were sitting on the hillside where fireflies were flying, talking and laughing, when a meteor slid across the sky.She quickly closed her eyes and made a wish, but Zong San who was next to her suddenly turned her face and kissed her lips without warning.

The woman opened her eyes in shock, and looked at him in amazement, not knowing what to say for a while.

In the night, Zong San Zuowen's voice rang softly in her ears, gently brushing the tip of her heart like a feather.

"Can I like you?"

Yes.

Because I too... have always...

She sat down dejectedly, looked at the two people kissing each other cautiously on the screen, and slowly closed her eyes.

9.

"When was my scariest moment?"

The doctor sent by the time government signed the final name on the diagnosis certificate, and said to her earnestly: "Because of this genetic disease in your family, your spiritual power has been gradually decreasing over the years. If you continue to serve The position of a god judge may drag you to death, even if you take medicine, the disease will not be able to control the spread of the disease. There is only one way to recover...so my personal suggestion is-retire early. "

10.

She licked her lips, her throat was a little bitter, "Even if I didn't say it, you should have guessed my next question... When was my saddest time?"

On the day she officially resigned, it began to rain heavily.

All the swords in the Honmaru reluctantly wanted to send her away, but the God Judge used his last words to order everyone not to step out of the gate of the Honmaru until she left, just send it to the door up.

The woman hugged the crying little knives for the last time, gently stroked the fur of each small animal, and was hugged by Fusangshen who were taller and burly than herself in turn.

But when it was the last person's turn, the woman stared at the pair of different-colored eyes she loved so much, and whispered: "There is no need to hug between us, right?"

Zong San stared at her for more than ten seconds, before letting out an almost inaudible sigh.

"……it is good."

The judge earnestly kissed him one last time, then turned and walked towards the door.

From the beginning to the end, Zongsan did not keep her - because he knew what kind of changes such an illness would bring to her as a human being in the following life.In addition, the woman rejected Shenyin's request, and finally chose to end this life of sorrow and joy with the happiness of human beings.

The moment before she stepped out the door, she still couldn't help but look back.

The eyes of the two were intertwined in the crowd, his expression was still sad and gentle, but at that moment, her tears almost couldn't be restrained.

Destiny, how on earth did you write this story?

Let the people who love each other say goodbye, let the hated enemies find out that the other party is a close relative, and after a long time, write a ridiculous ending at will.

11.

"May I ask..."

The woman hesitated, and it took her a minute to calm down her complicated mood.

"Two years after I left, what is he... doing now?"

This time, the TV screen quickly flashed across the picture.

This time it was shot from a third-person perspective. The man with long pink hair was holding his younger brother's hand and walking slowly along the bustling streets of Wanwu.The destination of their trip was the candy store.

Even in the crowd of thousands, she could still see the different light on that person at a glance.

From the moment she fell in love with him, this man became unparalleled in the world.

There were many people in Wanwu, Zong San Zuowen held Xiao Ye's hand to prevent him from getting lost.It's just that when the two of them passed by an audio store, Zong San suddenly heard a song from two years ago playing in the store.

"City of stars. Are you shinning just forme."

"City of stars. You never ever shinned so brightly."

He stopped abruptly, as if he had sensed something in the dark, and raised his head to look at the vast void, but he didn't know that his gaze happened to be looking at the camera in the sky.

For some reason, Zong San silently read a name, he didn't understand why he did it, but he just told him intuition - you should do it.

That is nostalgia, but also regret.

The woman across the screen covered her mouth this time, and finally broke down in sobs.

It turned out that what God said was not wrong. In her life, only after being with that person did she understand what true love is.

12.

"So... am I really dead this time?"