gentle him

deep.

Zhang Bodai couldn't help thinking that perhaps Fu Qu's essence was very similar to Cheng Zixie's.

They are all people who give the impression of being gentle, but in fact they are only gentle to the person they like, and indifferent to people who are not the person they like...men with bad nature.

"No, it's not like that. You don't know at all..." Su Qing lowered her head and said softly in a voice that seemed to be talking to herself, "I have always liked you. From the first time I saw you When you were young, I liked you very much... So, I have never accepted anyone's confession since high school. When I was in college, I learned that our parents made a marriage contract for us. I was really happy, especially When I heard that you didn't refuse, I even thought that you must be like me...you like me..."

Hearing this, Fu Qu fell into silence.

"I always thought you were dating me...you would contact me regularly and hang out with me from time to time...I thought we were in a relationship...but, since last year, you and I have become more and more in touch Fewer and fewer... until recently... no one would even contact me except for greeting text messages, let alone hang out with me, so... I was a little worried... I even ran to the door to find you, but I heard you Working at the school, I found a new reason for myself. You didn't contact me because you were busy. But... I didn't expect..."

As she spoke, a few tears fell from Su Qing's eyes.

"...I have to apologize to you about the marriage contract..." Fu Qu frowned slightly, "At that time, my parents told me about the marriage contract, although I was not happy, but because at that time I don't have anyone I like at all, so as long as it's a passable one, I won't refuse..."

That was obviously a confession of apology, but maybe Fu Qu himself didn't realize that these words were actually more cruel than any words.

"However, it's completely different now. I have someone I like. I don't know if he likes me, or if we can be together in the end, but...at least when I see him find what he wants I'm not going to be with anyone other than him."

Fu Qu's firm words made Zhang Bodai's heart beat wildly.

His face was red and hot.

Obviously, she was so determined before that she didn't want to be with Fu Qu anymore, but now...

After hearing such words...

That determination seems to have been weakened a lot...

"Really...that sucks." Su Qing's tears spoiled her beautiful makeup, but even so, it only makes people feel distressed, not ugly. "It's fine if you're broken in love... Then...you can understand my feelings."

"...I think... maybe I've been feeling your mood all the time."

Fu Qu said with a wry smile.

Zhang Bodai felt that he knew what Fu Qu was referring to.

He thinks he has no feelings for him.

I thought the relationship between them was just a one-way relationship, so my heart would be very bitter.

just like……

I used to like the bitterness that Luo Ya felt during that time...

Thinking of this, Zhang Bodai couldn't help but grasp the hand that was holding him.

Feeling Zhang Bodai's strength, Fu Qu couldn't help looking back at Zhang Bodai in surprise.

09. It's over~

Before meeting Zhang Bodai, Fu Qu never knew what the so-called liking was. He even thought that liking and loving would never be related to him.

However, he met Zhang Bodai.

"...You don't think you can coax me back like this, do you?"

Zhang Bodai, who was sitting in the car, turned his head to look at Fu Qu who was about to start the car.

"...Of course not. I just intend to make everything clear. Of course I hope you can come back to me, but if you don't want to, then I at least hope that I can let you know my heart."

"I... don't understand why you are so obsessed with me. For you, there are actually many people to choose from. And I..."

I can't tell that I like Luo Ya, Luo Ya is still very important in my heart, but the feelings in that aspect seem to be gradually fading.

Obviously it feels very strange, but inexplicably feels that this seems to be a matter of course.

"I don't want anyone else, but you."

Staring firmly at Zhang Bodai, Zhang Bodai was startled.

Although he knew what he should say to answer at this time, but he began to worry about what he should say.

After thinking for a long time, he didn't think of the answer.In the end, he chose to change the subject.

"...Speaking of which, you...are you planning to take me somewhere else?"

"...Well... take you to see my parents, come out."

"...Huh? Ah!?"

Zhang Bodai didn't react for a while, and then he yelled out in shock.

"What are you thinking! Go out to your parents or something, are you trying to piss your parents off!"

Feeling that he couldn't catch up with Fu Qu's brain circuit, Zhang Bodai was about to be blown away.

When it gets serious, maybe Fu Qu's parents will think that they led Fu Qu astray.

"My parents are quite open. Although they should be shocked... But I think this is the sincerity I have to show to you. I will try my best to rule out everything you care about. If this happens, If you still can't be with me, then I can only give up on you, even so, but I can't completely forget it in my heart."

In an instant, Zhang Bodai suddenly understood what Fu Qu was going to do today.

Because I have concerns.

So Fu Qu wanted to dispel all his worries.

That was trying to recover himself, and also trying to prove his love for himself.

If he just let it go like this, Zhang Bodai even suspected that Fu Qu might go to the school to show that he liked the man.

Obviously there are more choices, but this man who seems to be very smart has chosen the least clever way.

And this method made Zhang Bodai feel distressed and sad, and felt that this man was so cute.

On the night of the second relationship, Zhang Bodai seemed to feel the same way.

Contrary to appearances, this man is actually very clumsy, not flexible or not.

This kind of contrast made Zhang Bodai inexplicably feel very cute, so he was willing to entrust everything to Fu Qu.

He seems to be willing to give everything for himself, and all of this is something that even Zhang Bodai at the time when he liked Luo Ya the most would not dare to do it at all.

"...No need to go."

Zhang Bodai said softly.

"...Are you trying to say that you will never be with me no matter what?"

Hearing this, Fu Qu weakly lowered the car he was riding on the steering wheel.

"That's right. I don't have much hope for your feelings. At first...you didn't intend to suffer at all, and the type of man you like is even more unlikely to be a man like me."

Fu Qu said in a self-deprecating manner, as if giving up on himself, he roughly applied the handbrake.

"I was self-righteous and thought that I would try my best to do everything I could, and you might change your mind and come back to me. Forget it... I'll send you back, and I won't harass you again...! You do What!"

Before he finished speaking, Zhang Bodai suddenly pulled out the car key, and then threw the car key into the back seat.

"...Well... If you move too much in the car and accidentally start the car, it will be too embarrassing for tomorrow's headlines to write about the accident caused by the two men's car shock."

Across the seat, Zhang Bodai straddled Fu Qu's lap.Fu Qu, who was still in astonishment, didn't react, but Zhang Bodai took advantage of this moment and quickly put down the car seat.

"...Are you going to have mercy on me for the last time?"

There was a hurt color in Fu Qu's eyes.

Why can't he think of the good?

Zhang Bodai thought so, but felt that it was understandable for Fu Qu to think so.

For a long time, Fu Qu was the one who actively chased after him.Because he has taken the initiative, Zhang Bodai knows that it is very painful to take the initiative but not get a response.

"Of course not. I won't do this kind of thing with others out of pity." Zhang Bodai kissed Fu Qu's forehead lightly, and Zhang Bodai reached out and hooked Fu Qu's neck. "As you said, I never thought that I would be the one being hugged by a man. The first time was definitely not my idea, but the second, third, and many times after that, if I don't want to, then I will You won't be allowed to do it at all."

"!"

"To be honest, I don't know why, but when I heard that you were going to get married behind my back, I was very angry, and my mind suddenly cleared up. I don't think you should ruin your future because of me, and you don't want to I felt the feeling of being abandoned again, so I simply proposed to break up. But... because you said that you only want me, because you said that you like me, it turned out that I also became very strange. "

While talking, Zhang Bodai hugged Fu Qu's hand with more strength.

"...I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you to forget me, and I don't want us to have nothing to do with each other."

Whispering softly, Zhang Bodai felt that Fu Qu, who was a little numb at first, began to hug him back, and then gently kissed his face.

"……I like you."

The simple four words seemed to be able to wake up Fu Qu's magic spell, and Fu Qu's lost eyes suddenly regained their light.

"This time... I'll forgive you, but... next time if there is something to hide from me... I will never forgive you."

Fu Qu didn't know if this was his own illusion, he felt that Zhang Bodai's voice was trembling.

"...I won't hide anything from you anymore. From now on, I'll just be a standard strict wife, okay?"

The gentle words reached Zhang Bodai's ears, words that did not make people want to cry, but made Zhang Bodai shed tears.

"...Who is your wife..."

For a long time, Zhang Bodai, who was used to liking but not being liked, was terrified of this sudden two-way love.

So, he thought, that's why he actively chose to escape.

Because I'm not used to it, because I feel scared.

Such a gentle man is actually not much different from Cheng Zixie's nature.

Because of this, Zhang Bodai felt even more frightened.

but……

This man is willing to give everything for himself, and that is not in words, but in actions.

and so……

believe him……

It shouldn't matter, right?

"... Doesn't my wife just sit on top of me?"

Kissing Zhang Bodai's face with pity, Zhang Bodai slapped Fu Qu's fist lightly with joy and anger, and then completely indulged in the kiss Fu Qu gave.

...Hopefully, this love affair can go smoothly.

Zhang Bodai prayed from the bottom of his heart...