don't you want me

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Ling Ke subconsciously followed up with these words, the shock of seeing the name and the confirmation of the voice made him unable to recover for a long time.

It was really Xia Shen.After his one-sided cold war turned into a two-sided cold war, when he couldn't face his former brothers calmly, Xia Shen still didn't forget this customary ceremony between two people.

"What are you doing?" After a long time, Xia Shen's voice came from the phone.

Ling Ke had mixed emotions in his heart, he could hardly control the tiger in his heart, he wanted to tell him, tell him why he was like this, it wasn't that he wanted to avoid him, it wasn't that he hated his touch.

"Did you see the fireworks?"

Ling Ke's silence didn't make Xia Shen hang up the phone, "I heard the sound of fireworks over there."

Ling Ke gave a low "hmm".

"Big cousin, little cousin! Come out and watch the fireworks!"

The sound of Yang Hua and the children slapping the car window startled the two people in the car.Ling Ke had no choice but to lower the window and say hello.

"Go watch the fireworks, Keke, happy new year."

After saying this, Ling Ke hung up the phone neatly. Ling Ke stared at the phone for a while before putting it back in his pocket. He opened the car door and woke up from the freeze.

Fortunately, I didn't say it.

In the second year of junior high school, Ling Ke went to his grandma's house.Li Shu's family is not like Ding Wangsheng of Ling Feng's family. At that time, Li Shu had only one daughter.

Although Ling Ke couldn't get close to Li Shu, he was very close to the two elders.

His grandma is good at cooking, probably because there are not many people in the family. Every time they come back, they will show off their skills and cook a table of meals that far exceeds the weight of five people.

It was a few years ago that Ling Ke first noticed that there were a few dishes with a strong taste on the dinner table. Ling Ke couldn't remember exactly when, and of course it didn't rule out that there had always been them, but he didn't notice.

The first time he noticed his grandma quietly moving those dishes to him, Ling Ke almost burst into tears. He just wants to cry for nothing.

"Grandma!" Ling Ke gave his grandma a bear hug as soon as he entered the door.

"Oh, why is Keke so tall, go and go, sit down first, and eat later."

"Oh, grandma let me see what to eat, I'm very hungry."

Then Ling Ke got a mouthful of sausage as he wished, swallowed it whole and ran out of the kitchen.

When I took out my phone, I found another message.

Ling Ke glanced at it, yo, it was posted by Liang Xiaoke next door, he is finally about to reveal his purpose.

Cocoa Ice Cream: Is there?

Cocoa Ice Cream: It doesn't matter if you're not there, it's typing anyway.Regarding the incident not long ago, I solemnly want you to say sorry.Regarding the matter of my brother acting on my behalf, first of all, I want to say that I don't know about it, and secondly, if I knew, I would definitely not let him come to you and Xia Shen.

About ten minutes after the news, Liang Xiaoke sent another voice over.

Ling Ke looked around, his mother went into the kitchen to help, and his father was chatting with his grandfather on the balcony, so he clicked the play in peace.

"Ling Ke, don't you wonder why I beat you like this? Do you really think I'm full and have nothing to do? Let me tell you, I just like Xia Shen, and I just can't bear the way you hang him .You like women, can you tell him clearly, don't let him hang on you? Thank you!"

What, what?

Ling Ke mechanically listened to it three or four times, and after confirming that he had not misunderstood, he clicked on the typing pad tremblingly.

My hands were shaking so badly that I didn't type a word for a long time.

Ertu Bajiu: What do you mean?

There is actually a second back.

Cocoa Ice Cream: You know what I mean.

Ertu Bajiu: I'm not sure what I understand is the same as what you want to express.

Cocoa ice cream: I think it should have a meaning.

Ling Ke's hand holding the phone started to tremble again. It was the meaning he understood, how could it be the meaning he understood?

"Eat and eat, aren't you already hungry." Ling Ke was dragged to the table by his grandmother, still staring at the phone without moving.

"Oh, Keke can't leave her mobile phone anymore. Young people nowadays, they don't know what to do with a mobile phone all day long. Keke, what are you looking at?"

"No, nothing." Ling Ke pretended to be calm, put the phone in his pocket, and didn't let the nagging grandma see a word.

There is a fish head with chopped peppers on the table. This dish is very eye-catching in the north. It is red and hot.

Ling Ke didn't have the heart to eat at all, his mind was filled with Liang Xiaoke's voice, but his body couldn't help directing the chopsticks towards the heaviest dish.

Li Shu saw that he was eating spicy food without changing his face, and said, "It turns out that Ke Ke is so good at eating spicy food."

When Ling Ke heard his name, he reacted and talked to himself, but he was really distracted and let out a dazed sound.

"Why don't you tell me what you like to eat at home."

Ling Ke smiled uncomfortably, "I'm not picky about food."

"I have to tell my child what he likes to eat. You are too careless as a mother." Ling Ke's grandmother said lightly, and Li Shu's face was a little embarrassed.

"Mom's cooking is delicious, and I like to eat them all, but grandma's cooking is even better." Ling Ke played tricks with a smile, not wanting to be entangled in this matter.

After that, Ling Ke didn't continue to stick to the fish head with chopped peppers, and ate every dish on the table with rain and dew, so that his grandma couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear.

It was also on his grandma that Ling Ke was not stingy with displaying this set of ways of dealing with the world that everyone despises.He's been very good at pretending to be cute since he was a child.

When I took out my phone again, there was another message in the original chat history.

Coco Ice Cream: If you really can't see Xia Shen's thoughts, then he is too pitiful.

Ling Ke finally calmed down, and his heart became excited again.

Ertu Bajiu: What do you mean!

This time there was no reply for a long time.

Is that what he thought?No, no, he didn't even dare to think about this possibility, how could Xia Shen like him?how come?

But why not?Why not?

It's like the floodgates are opened to release the flood, and the brain runs wild. Xia Shen treats him so well, why can't he like him?The person who has always been estranged from others has such an intimate behavior with him, why can't it be because he likes him?There was also the kiss that woke him up suddenly, so Ling Ke had no doubt that it was a kiss!

Why are you so stupid!

The phone Ling Ke was holding was cold, and it was so stiff that it was almost difficult to touch the screen. He took a deep breath for a long time before dialing out the phone. Say it, he must say it!

However, the sky failed as people wished, and the notification sound of turning off the phone splashed cold water on Ling Ke.

It's okay, let's talk about it tomorrow, he can just brew up his words.

Ling Ke's heart, which had been depressed for weeks, finally fell asleep amidst the excitement and a little bit of sweet tension this night.

However, it was several days before he really said it.

His grandfather's sudden high blood pressure scared the whole family so much that he stayed in the hospital until the sixth day before finally returning home.After stabilizing, Ling Feng took Ling Ke back to City A on the eighth day of the junior high school. This winter vacation was indeed the longest time Ling Ke was away from home.

When he drove into the community and saw Xia Shen, Ling Ke suddenly felt as if he had passed away.

It was undeniable that he really missed him too much.

Ling Ke could not contain his excitement when he saw the person, but Xia Shen just nodded his head as a greeting, and turned and left without waiting for Ling Ke to get out of the car.

While Ling Ke was upset and wronged, he also thought that his cold attitude had misunderstood him before, thinking that he must make up for it after making it clear, and at the same time, he was very shameless thinking that Xia Shen must also review the matter of him dumping his face.

Ling Ke ran to the next door as soon as he got home, took the trusted key, and opened the door of the next door without seeing anything.

Ling Ke shook the key in his hand, and smiled with the corners of his mouth, key, key.

However, there was no one in the house.

Ling Ke searched all over the house but couldn't find the person who just walked to the corridor.

When Xia Shen received Ling Ke's call, he had just arrived at the small lake behind their community.

In such a cold day, it is rare to see people walking outside, let alone the windy lakeside.

Ling Ke asked him where he was in a hurry, but Xia Shen didn't say anything, he just wanted to find a quiet place to calm down.

He clearly told himself not to wishful thinking, but when he saw that lively face, he would realize that everything was in vain.

Ah, it's really disappointing.

Ling Ke said that he had something very important to say, Xia Shen hesitated for a moment, but still told him the location.

Ling Ke said, "Don't leave, then hang up the phone. Before hanging up, it seemed that something had been knocked over there. Xia Shen only heard a scolding sound, and his heart trembled. Let him be careful that the words were still left between his lips and teeth in time for the future." Make a sound.