I opened a medical clinic in ancient times

"I once told you that my heart's desire is to travel around the world and see all the mountains and rivers in the world...but for me at that time, maybe I just had no choice." Pei Shu bent slightly, eyes The drooping, usually calm face revealed a fragility that outsiders had never seen before.

Pei Shu used to think that he was a cold-natured person, his coldness had been etched into his bone marrow, he didn't care about anything, there was nothing he couldn't let go of.

You don't need your parents or relatives, you don't need your best friends, you are alone, you are alone.

However, his memory is very good. He still remembers that when he was young in the first life, he was a person who was attached to his mother. When he was young, his mother would often visit him in the ward. Later, the frequency became less and less. It became a year, and later she might have forgotten that she had a son.

Pei Shu also wants to forget that he has a mother, but his memory is really good, and he can't forget it even if he wants to.

But it doesn't matter, with the passage of time, he has already changed from a child crying for a mother to an adult who is indifferent to life and death.

God is especially good at joking, gave him a chance to be reincarnated, and gave him a healthy body, but he was unwilling to give him another bowl of Mengpo soup, so that he could return to a state of blank paper.

He was born with memories, but it was always difficult to integrate into the world.

He longed for family affection and friendship, but never got it.

Senior brother Pei Shu of Wanhua Valley is an existence that everyone envies. He has a peerless appearance, he is extremely talented, and he treats people with gentleness and politeness. They are all very fast, they have a good memory when they read, and they can master even a little bit of art. No matter how hard others catch up, they will be far behind.

Among the fellow apprentices, he became a mythical existence.

He has a maturity that does not match his age, and he has no common words among his peers. When other teenagers are in class, they are distracted and playful. At that time, Pei Shu had never been so sad.

He learns everything smoothly, but he just can't learn to get along with others.

Not a single close friend.

Pei Shu once tried to get close to others in the valley, but most of the responses in return were flattered. Others always liked to treat him as a fragile Buddha statue, would like it, respect it, worship it, and hold it carefully, but There has never been equal fights and teasing, some are just polite alienation, as if it is an honor just to talk to him, and I dare not expect too much.

Pei Shu hated this feeling very much, but he couldn't change anything, and he didn't know how to change it.

He is such a likable person who can't make people get close, with an inherent sense of alienation.

Pei Shu often doubts whether other people's love for him is true?

Maybe someone like him is not worthy of being liked.

Pei Shu hated himself for a while.

Because of his first life, Pei Shu was used to keeping everything in his heart, but outsiders couldn't figure out what was going on in his mind.

He expects others to guess his mind, but the result is always disappointment.

People who are strictly restrained and disciplined by their parents and teachers may be envious of being an existence like Pei Shu, who has no worries, no restraints, and is very free. He can do whatever he wants. When he proposed to leave Wanhua Valley alone to travel, all People are very assured of his ability. All along, no matter what he wants to do, he can be indulged in every possible way, and no one has ever stopped him.

There are so many capable people in the Valley of Thousand Flowers, it doesn't matter if one of them is missing...

Unencumbered, unrestrained, he doesn't need others, and others don't need him, it seems that there is no point in living.

So he found a reason for himself to live.

To travel around the world, see all the mountains and rivers in the world.

Over time, this reason became his wish.A smart person can not only deceive others, but also deceive himself, and Pei Shu himself believed it to be true.

In fact, he doesn't like this kind of life like floating duckweed at all. What kind of shit landscape and beautiful scenery, isn't it the same thing if you see too much, and what difference does it make if you see more and less?

It has become something that fills the memory, and I can't forget it even if I want to.

It's a joy to go out and watch a few times when you have nothing to do. You wander outside every day, and people watch the lights of other people's houses lit in the dead of night. The loneliness of enjoying the so-called freedom is also the torment of self-abuse.

"Ling'er, I really love you, and you gave me another choice. I want to stay by your side more than wandering around."

"No landscape or beauty can compare to you."

In the past, Pei Shu could not care about exchanging 53 healing points for Xiao Cang and wine, leaving only a little for himself, but now he can no longer do such a thing.

He likes this change.

"Please don't say anything about letting me go. I care about you more than you imagined, I hate you more, and I can't leave you..."

Xue Qingling in his arms wiped her eyes, her voice was crying, "Really?"

"Why don't you always believe me?" Pei Shu frowned, and then continued, "Why are you always so open about telling me to leave?"

Xue Qingling rubbed his ears, he unexpectedly heard a trace of grievance from Pei Shu's tone.

Xue Qingling sniffed, his throat was still hot, his voice was thicker than before, low and hoarse: "You never said that before."

"If you don't want to leave, why can't you tell me? After all, you said before that you want to travel—"

Pei Shu interrupted him, he didn't want to hear these words any more, "Then why can't you guess what I'm thinking from what I'm doing now, but why do you care about what I said before?"

"If I don't want to, why should I do these things? If I don't love you, why should I stay by your side to marry and have children with you."

"Isn't the answer easy to guess?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Xue Qingling didn't know where a gust of anger gushed out of his body, and it rushed directly to his chest. He raised his hand and hit the face of the person next to him with a "slap".

After a crisp sound, both of them were shocked.

Pei Shu froze in place.

"Guess, guess, why do you always let me guess, and when you propose marriage, you also let me guess, why can't you always speak well!!!" When Xue Qingling said these words hoarsely, her eyes were burning with anger At the same time, there are still wet tears.

Pei Shu was shocked by his sudden momentum.

He mumbled, "Do you want to hit it again?"

Hit it!

Xue Qingling's eyes widened, remembering that just now the other party disappeared in place without saying a word, and another anger that had nowhere to erupt spread in his body, and he raised his hand and slapped the other party's right cheek again.

After the sound of "pop", Pei Shu raised his hand and touched his face in a daze. When Xue Qingling bit his collarbone just now, he had already withdrawn all his body-protecting true energy into his body, so he was The mortal body suffered these two blows.

"You are not allowed to disappear without finishing your sentence in the future! Leave me there alone..."

Pei Shu nodded slowly, "Oh..."

"Don't let me guess again and again. Why should I guess something that can be explained clearly in one sentence? Even if I can guess the answer, how can I be sure that I am right if you don't tell me? If you don't tell me I always worry about the answer... Can't you please comfort me?" Xue Qingling became more and more aggrieved as she spoke, "What I said before was not to drive you away, but—"

"I just want to hear you deny the meaning of what I said...Can't you just say it to coax me?" Xue Qingling had hot tears falling from his eyes, "As long as you say it, I will believe it, even if it is for the sake of the child. For the sake of it, can you tell me to coax me?"

Pei Shu rubbed his nose, looked at Xue Qingling who was looking forward to him with tears in his eyes, closed his eyes and said, "Just say it, don't care about the child, I will say it too."

"Don't impose your own ideas on me, saying inexplicably that I won't go back to Lin'an, why should I not go back? Why should I leave? My home is still there, the house I bought with hard-earned money, The plants and trees inside are also picked up by myself, the calligraphy and paintings on the wall are written by me, the furniture in the house is also made by myself, and the medicine field I planted, and the fish I raised are still waiting. I'll go back... What magnificent and wonderful scenery outside, how can it compare to these."

"Of course—" Pei Shu smiled, "I can't compare to you."

Xue Qingling cried and laughed twice at what he said, Pei Shu smiled and raised her hand to wipe away his tears slowly, "Don't cry anymore, crying too much is not good for the child."

Xue Qingling nodded, and leaned against the other's chest, slowly calming down.

"Ling'er, call me again now."

After being stunned for a moment, Xue Qingling hugged the opponent's waist tightly, put the center of her eyebrows on the opponent's shoulder, and said softly: "...husband."

"I don't want to hear you call me by my name bluntly."

"Um……"

"You're not allowed to deliberately say something to provoke me."

Xue Qingling grabbed the opponent's belt and said hesitantly, "Try to..."

"What? Oh yes, you really tend to think about things recently, and it's because I'm too inconsiderate..."

Xue Qingling shook her head, "No, no, I was also at fault."

"My fault was even worse. Do you want to punish me a few more times?" Pei Shu blinked. He has never been disciplined or punished since he was a child.

This feeling is very fresh.

Xue Qingling raised her head from his arms, only to see two red palm prints vaguely on Pei Shu's handsome face in front of her. The red tooth marks and the red blood stains from the bite...

He had never seen little Doctor Pei who was so embarrassed as if he had been ravaged by someone.

The person who ravaged the other party was obviously himself.

There is no longer the appearance of Mr. Pian Pianjia who was like a banished fairy in the past.

Xue Qingling: "..."