old cosmic particle

When it was five days before Yuanci No. [-] Middle School started, An Xiuwen rang the doorbell of Ou Huiye's house.It was a working day, so Ou Huiye was the only one at home.An Xiuwen changed into his slippers and sat casually on the sofa at Ou Huiye's house.Ou Huiye poured him a glass of warm water and asked him, do you drink water?

An Xiuwen drank a glass of water in one breath, he put down the glass, "Sit down, let's chat for a while."

"what?"

"I want to ask you about your relationship with my cousin." An Xiuwen said directly.

"Oh." Ou Huiye picked up the mobile phone on the table and flicked it back and forth, "Are you here to ask why I was there that day?"

"If you want to say it, then it is, if you don't want to say it, then it is not. In fact, I just want to ask, do you know why he jumped off the building?"

"Didn't you say you have depression?"

"Don't tell me?"

Ou Huiye was taken aback, "What?"

An Xiuwen stood up, "Forget it, I knew you wouldn't say it."

"He's not depressed?"

"Yes, my mother said it was quite serious."

Ou Huiye looked at An Xiuwen strangely, "You have the strength, you might as well do your winter vacation homework, are you done? Let me copy."

Ou Huiye and An Xiuwen went out together, and Ou Huiye said to go out and buy something to eat.When he reached the bus stop, a bus just came, and An Xiuwen walked up it.Ou Huiye was left, and he went to a small noodle shop alone.While eating noodles, Ou Huiye saw He Yunjie walking over with a satchel in his arms. He Yunjie had his hair neatly tucked away, and he was wearing a pair of bookish glasses.However, Ou Huiye could clearly smell He Yunjie's strong, obscene, and dirty desire-like smell that was hidden under his skin, spreading from the inside out. Rolling upwards, he almost spat out.

He mentally equated the disgusting smell with homosexuality.

Ou Huiye threw down the bowl of fried noodles after eating half of it.When he walked out of the noodle shop, He Yunjie hadn't gone far, and he could still see He Yunjie's writhing figure.He didn't want to follow at first, but there was only one way home, and he walked gloomyly not far behind He Yunjie.

There is a small square in front, and a tall bell and drum tower is built in the middle of the square. People are walking there, and the voices of children playing are clear and sweet, chasing and laughing happily beside the bell and drum tower.The breeze was blowing, and the warm winter sun dispelled the dark clouds, revealing a large clear blue sky, with two kites flying in the air, and two little girls at the other end of the long line.Someone in the distance raised a bulky camera, facing the sky, buildings, grass and people, capturing the next frame.Ou Huiye did not enter the square, but He Yunjie did. There was a boy of seventeen or eighteen sitting on the fence under the huge banyan tree. He Yunjie went up to meet the boy.Ou Huiye glanced there, and with just one glance, he saw He Yunjie kiss the boy on the lips.A gust of wind swept in, shaking the remaining leaves on the branches, and flying in the wind together with the dust.

An indescribable sense of disgust was like a leech. It penetrated into the cerebral cortex and wandered through the limbs. Ou Huiye's face became a little distorted. He held on to the tree trunk and finally spat it out.

"Yo, pregnant?" Liu Zhengyou's car was replaced by a bicycle. He rode a sea-blue Sifei and stopped beside Ou Huiye with one foot. He took out a pack of tissues from his purse and handed it to Ou Huiye.

Ou Huiye wiped his mouth clean, threw the crumpled tissue into the trash can, and asked, "Why are you going?"

"Playing ball, whether to go or not, go to Su Weiyi's neighborhood."

Ou Huiye looked at the empty rack with only two wheels, and raised his hand to hail a taxi, "I'll wait for you there first."

When playing, Ou Hui was absent-minded, and he missed several balls that flew towards him.Mo Shiguang said, Lao Ye, are you sleepwalking?Or are you being fooled by me?Ou Huiye took out his cigarette, sat on the edge of the green belt, and took a sip.

"Recently, I've been thinking about life, and my mind is a bit confused." Ou Huiye said.

Mo Shiguang, Su Weiwei and Liu Zhengyou burst into laughter. "Don't be funny," Su Weiyi said.

Ou Huiye pretended to glance at Mo Shiguang inadvertently. He didn't smell the weird smell and didn't want to vomit. He was secretly relieved. He didn't want his friend to become the object of his disgust.But he felt something was wrong again, the leeches in his body seemed to have turned into ants, gnawing at his flesh, making him feel uncomfortable.He finished smoking that cigarette, squinted and looked at the sky on the distant hillside, the sun had already set in the west.

"Mo Shiguang." Ou Huiye said suddenly.

Mo Shiguang raised his hands and threw a basket. It was a hollow ball. It passed through the basket without hindrance, landed on the ground, and bounced up again. Liu Zhengyou caught it.

"After you and Yang Xiaoni broke up, you always said you had a date, but we never met." Ou Huiye continued.Su Weiyi on the side agreed, nodded and said, "It can't be a ghost, can it? It's so mysterious."

"The other day you said she was sitting next to you and playing games with you." Ou Huiye didn't look at Mo Shiguang anymore, he stared at the toe of his shoe. "If she belongs to Yuan Ci, we will definitely see her."

Su Weiyi asked, "What day is that day?"

"It was the day when the traffic police came out to check the car."

Su Weiyi snorted, "I remembered, I saw Mo Shiguang that afternoon, after he got off the taxi at No. [-] Middle School, he went up to Tiantian Slope." After Su Weiyi finished speaking, he seemed to realize something again, "One time Mo Shiguang also Go to Tiantianpo, Liu Zhengyou told me, he said Mo Shiguang was looking for someone."

Liu Zhengyou said, Huh.He sits on the basketball, dangling back and forth.

"Shenzhou VI is your partner?" Ou Huiye looked at Mo Shiguang, but Mo Shiguang was in the backlight, and the shadow covered his face, and no one could see his expression clearly. "

"Can you manage it?" Mo Shiguang said.

"Do you admit it?"

Mo Shiguang pulled out a cold smile, "I admit it."

Ou Huiye was surprised that he didn't feel particularly nauseous. He looked around at his other two friends. Liu Zhengyou was playing with his mobile phone, looking unconcerned. Su Weiyi squatted on the ground, and he was looking at Mo Shiguang with interest.They all accepted, Ou Huiye thought, except himself.He didn't know how to react, he couldn't vomit.A group of ants spawned, crawled on his blood vessels, and punctured the blood vessels. Hundreds of ants got in, built a nest, and sucked his blood fiercely.Make him dizzy for a while.

Ou Huiye, you turn back.

He heard someone talking, buzzing, echoing from all directions, this voice seemed to merge with the air, it was everywhere; it seemed that there was a little man chanting sutras and offering Buddhas deep in his brain Son, lit a joss stick in his body, murmured scriptures.Like a wave, he was completely submerged from the top of his head, and he felt suffocated.

He stood up abruptly, "Very well, stay away from me in the future."

Originally, Ou Huiye was about to leave, but what Mo Shiguang said immediately enraged him.Mo Shiguang said, what are you afraid of?Are you afraid of Nan Yuan?His jumping off the building has something to do with you?Mo Shiguang spoke very calmly, without emotion, but Ou Huiye could hear the sarcasm.Anger began to burn his nerves, he grabbed Mo Shiguang's skirt, and swung his tightly clenched fists at Mo Shiguang's face.I'm afraid your mother will force you, Ou Huiye said.

At first, Liu Zhengyou and Su Weiwei helped to pull them, but they acted like crazy. Liu Zhengyou was hit on the nose by Ou Huiye's mobile phone, and Su Weiwei was hit by Mo Shiguang's knuckles. "Two mad dogs." Liu Zhengyou rubbed his nose and stepped aside, "Let them fight, don't stop me, damn it, Su Weiwei, do you see if I have a nosebleed or a nosebleed?"

Su Weiyi licked his injured lips, grinning his teeth in pain, "It's blood." Su Weiwei took out a tissue, took out one, and threw the rest of the whole pack to Liu Zhengyou.

Ou Huiye spat out a broken tooth, wiped the blood running from his nose indiscriminately, he staggered up from the ground, and looked down at Mo Shiguang who was still lying on the ground panting heavily. "Disgusting, mother is so disgusting." He spit out a mouthful of saliva mixed with blood, and turned to leave.

"Fuck you idiot." Mo Shiguang said, he had no extra strength to raise his voice.He sat up with his upper body propped up, his left eye was swollen a lot, his cheek was scratched by something, and the oozing blood wet his face.Liu Zhengyou threw him two tissues.

Su Weiyi squatted in front of them, "Whether you two believe it or not, I saw Nan Yuan just now." He said so.

Mo Shiguang sneered at the words of Su's only ghost, Nan Yuan.He lightly pressed his bruised eyebrows, "No ghosts, there are no ghosts in this world."

"I just saw him." Su Weiyi was not convinced.

"You are hallucinating, Su Weiyi, you should go to the hospital for treatment."

Su Weiyi still wanted to say something, but Liu Zhengyou grabbed his wrist, "It's getting dark, go home for dinner, Mo Shiguang, go home for dinner."

Mo Shiguang didn't go home, turned his back to the setting sun, wiped the blood on his face, stopped a taxi, and went to No. [-] Middle School, he said.The rolling doors of the two buildings on the sky slope were raised, and the simple billiard hall was once again full of people. Mo Shiguang lit a cigarette for himself.

When Nian Sinian opened the door, he saw Mo Shiguang leaning against the door frame, looking down, smoking a cigarette coldly, his hand holding the cigarette was trembling, and his fingers were still stained with blood.Nian Sinian smelled a bloody smell, it was not strong, very weak, and it was hard to detect without paying special attention.

Nian Sinian broke Mo Shiguang's face, took out Mo Shiguang's cigarette and threw it away, and wiped the blood from his cheek, "Who did you fight with?"

"Ou Huiye."

"Why did you fight?"

"He's sick." Mo Shiguang walked in, Nian Sinian closed the door, and found a medicine box in his closet.Mo Shiguang sat on the edge of the bed obediently, watching the movements of Nian Sinian's hands, and remained silent.Nian Sinian took out a cotton swab and carefully rubbed the potion on Mo Shiguang.

"It hurts." Mo Shiguang pouted, his eyes watered.

"Hey, it won't hurt after wiping, how about I blow it on for you?" Nian Sinian blew on Mo Shiguang's wound while speaking.

Mo Shiguang covered Nian Sinian's mouth, "Be good, auntie, brag about auntie."

Nian Sinian nodded and said inarticulately, "You are my aunt."

"Nian Sinian." Mo Shiguang suddenly called his name seriously. In Nian Sinian's impression, this was the first time Mo Shiguang called his name.

"You said."

"Are you leaving in March or April?" Mo Shiguang put down his hand.

"Want to hear the truth?"

"think."

Nian Sinian tore off the hemostatic sticker and stuck it on Mo Shiguang's face. Because the wound was a bit long, he had to stick it vertically, and finally put three stickers side by side, "I just want to look good."

"What the hell is my name? Husband." Mo Shiguang smirked and raised the corners of his mouth.

"Auntie, don't laugh nonsense, it won't be good if you tear the wound." Nian Sinian said.

"Say, leave in a few months."

"If it wasn't for you, I would have left last year." Nian Sinian stuffed the medicine box into the cabinet. "I want to leave earlier, I have stayed in Yuanci for too long."

Mo Shiguang looked at him, "Since you won't stay in Yuanci for long, why did you provoke me?"

"My fault." Nian Sinian paused, and continued, "Have you ever thought about why you like me? Don't you find it strange?"

"Go on, I'm listening."

Nian Sinian smiled, and he walked up to Mo Shiguang, "Didn't you eat? Going to a restaurant?"

Mo Shiguang hugged Nian Sinian's waist, and muttered, "I'm always half-talking, forget it, I'm sleepy, you can order takeaway, I want to sleep first, stupid. It's too hard to force the old man to do it."

"sleep."

Mo Shiguang closed his eyes, and the figure of Nan Yuan kept appearing in his mind. He never believed in ghosts, but he couldn't help being a little frightened, even though they didn't exist in his world.Do you think there are ghosts in the world?He asked Nian Si Nian.

"I don't think so." He felt Nian Sinian's fingers stroking his hair.

"Su Weiyi said he could see Nan Yuan, do you know Nan Yuan? The one who jumped off the building on New Year's Eve, my friend."

"No ghost, don't be afraid, how about I sleep with you?"

Mo Shiguang let go of his hands, grinned, took off his shoes and socks, and lifted the quilt, "Yes."

Nian Sinian took off his coat and lay down, "Do you want me to hug you to sleep? Auntie?"

Mo Shiguang stretched out his hand, "Hug."

Mo Shiguang has never been able to see through Nian Si Nian, his past, his future, and his purpose.A foreigner who came to Yuanci by chance was stabbed in the back when he came.Mo Shiguang has been guessing about the story, and he has thought of several versions, but he doesn't know which one is the closest to the correct answer.A mystery, Mo Shiguang thought, and this mystery was hugging him, the warm breath was within reach.If this is a movie, within six months, the three murders in Yuanci, including Liu Xia's nurse, Zhou Nuo from No. [-] Middle School, and Nan Yuan from No. [-] Middle School, must be related to this mysterious outsider.But this is not a movie, so does it still have anything to do with Outlanders?Mo Shiguang asked himself in his heart.

"You lied to me again," Nian Sinian said, "You didn't sleep."

Mo Shiguang buried himself into Nian Sinian's neck, put his hands on his cheek, and smiled with his eyes closed, "I didn't lie to you, I was so angry that I couldn't sleep."

"What are you angry about?"

"What else can there be, Lao Ye, he told me to stay away from him, and said I was disgusting. He also beat me, and I was so angry that I broke his teeth."

"Liar, you're not angry at all."

"Hey, how do you know?"

"Go to sleep, auntie, do you want me to sing you a lullaby?"

"Sing to your aunt, I really fell asleep, I hope to have something to eat when I wake up."

Nian Sinian reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, opened his eyes in the dark night, didn't know where to look, the breath of the boy in his arms became even and long, and Nian Sinian lowered his head to kiss the center of his brow, an almost reverent kiss.The evening wind outside the window made the branches whip against the glass, and there were one or two cat meows and dog barks, far away, coming from a farther place in the depths of the sky slope.

Yuan thorn is about to enter spring.