old cosmic particle

One day in late April, the sunset that day was particularly spectacular.Amen, Ah Lu, Tank, and Da Dao go to Nian Sinian's house to cook hot pot, and Ah Lu is in charge of the cooking.Tank, Da Dao, and Ah Lu were busy, while Nian Sinian and Amen were sitting on the carpet, happily playing fighting games.Nian Si Nian has won five consecutive victories.Nian Sinian taunted Amen, disheveled dog, why are you so disheveled, I played with my feet.

Unconvinced, Amen said angrily, I played with my leg hair.

"Can you play with your leg hair? I'll give you a piece if you win."

"Cut to death, only one piece."

"One yuan and five, no more."

When eating at the table, Nian Sinian just remembered something, he said, "Why didn't the hero come? Did you have diarrhea again?"

"I don't know. I went home for the New Year. I haven't come back yet, and I can't get through the phone." Da Dao said, "I'm so worried, now our band has no drummer, and the songs are terrible. If he doesn't come, we will all be punished." saute."

"That's right, that scumbag hero must have returned to his hometown to get married." Ah Lu picked up a piece of mutton.

"I'll be right back, I haven't answered the phone, and I haven't responded to messages on WeChat or Weibo." Amen went to grab the beef balls in the big island bowl.

"It's not dead, is it?" Tank said.

Looking at the steaming hot pot, Nian Sinian asked, "Where did he go?"

"Taiyuan, his hometown." Amen replied to him.

"Take the high-speed rail?"

"That's right. I booked the ticket for him. He left a year ago. He just left without any news."

Ah Lu nodded desperately, "He didn't come to grab the red envelopes that were distributed in the group."

"Must be dead," Tank said firmly.

After a while, there was the sound of a key opening the door. Nian Sinian hurriedly put down the bowl and chopsticks, pushed a stool beside him, and said, "Amen, come over." The four members of the band looked at each other, Ah Lu just wanted to ask Something, Mo Shiguang has already opened the door and walked in.Mo Shiguang stood at the door, a little at a loss.Nian Sinian said, "Come and eat hot pot, oh, I forgot to bring the bowl." He went to the kitchen to get a pair of bowls and chopsticks.

"Hey, handsome boy," Ah Lu asked Mo Shiguang with a smile, "Have you lived with our six children?"

"I have this idea," Mo Shiguang said, throwing his schoolbag into Nian Sinian's room.

Before Mo Shiguang went to the bathroom, they hurriedly asked first.Amen patted Nian Sinian on the shoulder, "Amazing, I can't tell, when did you two get together."

"So you like this type." Oshima sighed, "No wonder you don't want so many girls, don't give them to me."

"Tsk tsk, it's hidden deep enough." Ah Lu shook her head.

Nian Sinian coughed, "You didn't ask me."

When Mo Shiguang came out, they booed Mo Shiguang to drink more.Mo Shiguang frowned. He felt that this scene was a bit like when he took his girlfriend to dinner with Liu Zhengyou and the others.At this moment, it seemed that he had become a girlfriend, which made him a little nervous.But that's right, he and Nian Sinian are a couple, but he is not Nian Sinian's girlfriend.

After Ah Lu and the others finished their quarrel and left, Mo Shiguang said to Nian Sinian, hello.

Nian Sinian was facing the messy table, and he was seriously thinking about how to clean it up. He heard Mo Shiguang's voice, and turned to look at him.

"I'm not your girlfriend." Mo Shiguang said.

Nian Sinian was suddenly happy, a dimple sank into his cheek, "Then what are you to me?"

"It's your father..."

Nian Sinian suddenly approached him and lowered his voice, "Husband?"

Mo Shiguang's face turned red instantly.

Nian Sinian laughed out loud, "You still blush, I'm dying of laughter."

This sweet and tender name, Mo Shiguang has never heard anyone call him that, his former girlfriend called him the most intimate name, what is it, Xiao Guangguang?Little Momo?He didn't remember, he only knew that when he was called that, he got goosebumps all over his body.But now it's different, his heart rate suddenly accelerated, pounding, and it hurt his chest.

Nian Sinian was still laughing, he said, "Come and clean up the table, can you do the dishes?"

Mo Shiguang twitched the corner of his mouth and rubbed his heart, "No, I don't like washing dishes."

"What a coincidence, me too."

"How about throwing the bowl? Don't you like throwing things the most?"

"Will it be too wasteful?"

"Okay."

In the end, it was Nian Sinian who compromised first. He washed the dishes, wiped the table, and mopped the floor.Then he picked up two bags of trash and handed them to Mo Shiguang, "Go throw out the trash, I can't spoil you anymore, you have to learn to share some housework for me."

"You look like my mother." After Mo Shiguang finished speaking, he ran downstairs with a garbage bag.

Mo Shiguang came back after taking out the trash and said to Nian Sinian, "You should continue to stay in the hotel."

"Yeah, I think so too. Doing housework is so annoying." Nian Sinian was playing a game, and then he said, "You say I'm your mother, and you're my father. Isn't our relationship a bit too messy? ?”

Mo Shiguang snorted, while reaching for the other handle, "Why are you so happy today?"

"With you, I am very happy."

"Edit."

Nian Sinian's moving fingers stopped, he put down the handle, on the TV screen, his character was pressed to the floor by the computer and beat hard, and the sound of the character vomiting blood came from the stereo.

"If," Nian Si looked young and serious, he looked into Mo Shiguang's eyes, "I told you to follow me, would you follow me?"

"Where are you going?"

"another world."

"No," Mo Shiguang said, "I'm not going anywhere unless I go to college."

"I told you that night, did you forget?" Nian Sinian turned to him with an almost pleading look, "Can you believe me?"

"It's so ridiculous, it's hard for me to believe you." Mo Shiguang was indifferent to his prayer.

That night, Nian Sinian had a serious and serious conversation with Mo Shiguang for the first time, his grey-green eyes reflected the light, and he didn't show any smile.Sitting next to Mo Shiguang, he said, "I never liked you before. I pretended that I liked you very much and fell in love with you at first sight, but in fact I didn't like you at all. Why should I like you?"

Mo Shiguang was stunned for a moment, but then he smiled, "I believe this, you continue."

"Don't believe me who lied to you." Nian Sinian said, "I told you, I stole something."

Mo Shiguang interrupted him, "Glass bottle? Like the perfume one?"

"Yes, guess what's the use of that thing?"

"Don't guess."

"Oh, that thing can make the world disappear faster, and it has different side effects on different people."

"So my side effect is liking you?" Mo Shiguang said, no emotion could be heard in his voice.

"Yes, otherwise why did you bend so suddenly, you were not gay before you met me, right?"

Mo Shiguang snorted, and then asked him, "My sister, Mo Shiai, did you use that thing on her?"

"I used it," Nian Sinian looked at him, "I sprayed it casually, there were a lot of people at the high-speed rail station that day, and the wind was strong enough..."

Before Nian Sinian finished speaking, Mo Shiguang had already punched Nian Sinian in the face, he grabbed Nian Sinian by the skirt, pressed the latter on the carpet, looked down at him angrily, and punched Nian Sinian again, " Fuck you." He exerted so much force that blood oozed from the corner of Nian Sinian's mouth.Nian Sinian didn't fight back, but just looked at him, "Has your anger subsided?"

"If you die, I will calm down."

Nian Sinian suddenly raised the corners of his mouth to smile, blood overflowed from the corners of his lips, "You believe me." "What can I do if I believe you? If it is true as you said, the world will end. Since everyone dies together, then there is Why are you so nervous." Mo Shiguang gently wiped the blood from the corner of Nian Sinian's mouth.

"I can save you." Nian Sinian's eyes softened, "I can only save you. I will give you the lifespan of this world. You will live longer, just like me, as long as you are not discovered."

"Who discovered it?"

"Multiverse Planning Authority."

"Are you wanted by this thing?"

"Yes, one day I discovered that I can travel to other universes at will. I have seen countless mes, mes under different possibilities for each event, and my friends. They live bad and good lives. There are several I am already dead in the world, and there are several worlds in which I was not born at all." After Nian Sinian finished speaking, he quickly grabbed Mo Shiguang's wrist, and with a force, he turned Mo Shiguang onto his body, causing the two to switch positions.

"Later I thought, why can't I go back to the world of the past time, I want to meet my parents, and some people from the past." He propped the carpet, and stroked the main artery of Mo Shiguang with the other hand, cool fingers Feel the pulse of the latter.

Mo Shiguang was a little dissatisfied with his current position, and anger appeared in his eyes again. "Get up," he said, looking at him coldly, in a commanding tone.

Nian Sinian stepped aside, he wanted to pull Mo Shiguang to get up, but Mo Shiguang ignored him, Mo Shiguang sat up and straightened his clothes.Nian Si Nian withdrew his hand awkwardly, and he continued, "In that whole year, I was thinking about how to go to the past universe. Traveling through time and space, distorting time and space, several worlds disappeared, and everyone died. I am very guilty, I want to go back to the original world, be a peaceful person, and never travel through the multiverse again.” Nian Sinian paused at this point, and asked Mo Shiguang, "Are you still listening?"

"exist."

Nian Sinian looked at Mo Shiguang, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand, but Mo Shiguang took it back. Nian Sinian was a little embarrassed, and then firmly grabbed his hand, "Can't you even hold hands?"

"You make me sick." But Mo Shiguang didn't break free.

Nian Sinian's five fingers penetrated into Mo Shiguang's, "When I returned to a world, I found that it was not my original world. They were very similar, and I only realized it after living for a while. That There is another me in the world. I am a disabled person with missing arms. It is said that he was broken by artillery fire. He lives alone in a residential area with few people. I can’t stand this person. However, living such a miserable life, I don’t know which branch of events produced him.” He smiled, “Then I killed him and pierced his temple with a gun. I forgot to tell you, The world I live in is already in the 34th century, and you are only in 2015."

"Yo, people from the future." Mo Shiguang said, "Continue."

"Will the future man be handsome?" Nian Sinian approached him maliciously.

"Handsome ball."

Nian Sinian laughed, "Don't be like this." He continued, "I went to several other worlds, but I couldn't return to the world that originally belonged to me. Every time I go to a world, it is a brand new world. , A parallel universe that I have never been to. During that time, I was very anxious and couldn’t find my own territory at all. Do you understand that feeling, you reject every place, you can’t integrate, everyone is so strange, No one cares about you, no one knows how lonely you are."

Mo Shiguang clasped their entwined hands, and suddenly he felt a little sad. This man was cutting himself open bloody, spread out his internal organs full of blood, put them in front of him, and said to him, look, This is my story, my heart.

"Don't pity me, I asked for it." Nian Sinian said, "Anyway, I can't go back. When I realize one day, 100 years have passed, I have lived 100 years, and I am still alive." Not getting old. It took another 100 years to figure out why I lived so long. Do you remember how many worlds I told you were destroyed?"

"remember."

"When a world disappears, I can gain life span. I don't know the exact number, but I'm probably almost four hundred years old." Nian Sinian said, "Mo Shiguang, come and call your ancestors."

"Stupid," Mo Shiguang said, "according to the year, I am older than you."

"Oh, then you are my ancestor." Nian Sinian squeezed Mo Shiguang's hand, and he said, "Do you know the Three Thousand Great Thousand Worlds? I think it looks a bit like one billion Sumeru Mountains, Tiewei Mountains, Perfume Sea, Alkaline Sea, one billion four continents, the sun, the moon, and the Trayastrim Heaven. Like parallel universes, tens of billions, hundreds of billions or trillions of earths superimposed together. There are so many people on the earth, everyone’s There are countless possibilities to choose, countless multiplied by 70 billion equals countless. One cell of a person may be a universe." He paused, "there are too many worlds, I can't find the world I was originally in, but I I found you, and you made me feel at ease."

Mo Shiguang didn't quite understand, so he had to answer indiscriminately. "Is that so? Maybe in another world, I've killed you by now."

"You don't have this world."

"Maybe tomorrow I will."

"Then there's nothing I can do. Anyway, I've lived a long time. Do you have a cigarette? Give me one." Nian Sinian took Mo Shiguang's cigarette, "I can't go back in time, time keeps moving forward , maybe backwards, but I can't find any way to go backwards."

Mo Shiguang also lit a cigarette, and when he heard this, he stopped lighting his cigarette, "What do you mean?" He meant something.

"This world, the world you are in now," Nian Sinian said, "is superfluous, it is independent, it is incomplete, its time is always stopped at 2013 and 2015, and it has cycled for more than 1000 years. An incomplete Small universe, it only belongs to one person."

"Who does it belong to?"

"Your sister, Mo Shiai."

Mo Shiguang looked up at him, "Do you think I believe it or not?"

"You don't have to believe it, it's going to disappear, it's not a perpetual motion machine, it will rotate forever." Nian Sinian looked straight back, "Follow me, I will give you eternal life."