old cosmic particle

The streets at two o'clock in the morning are no longer lively enough, and some areas have become lifeless. Flies are feeding on the piles of stinking corpses, buzzing non-stop, and the smell of blood and carrion is overwhelming. Almost fainted during inhalation.Mo Shiguang covered his nose and tried to identify everyone he knew in the dead body. The strong light of the flashlight shone on the faces of the dead.Mo Shiguang endured the fear and the desire to vomit that was rolling in his stomach and rushing out of his throat.

Mo Shiguang found his cousin. The cousin closed his eyes and seemed to be asleep. He was out of place in the horrible crowd of dead people. There was still a smile on the corner of his mouth. A knife pierced his heart from behind.Mo Shiguang bit the flashlight, carried his cousin's body on his back and put it on the pallet of the car.There were many corpses neatly stacked on the pallet, including Mo Shiguang's parents, Xi Tian, ​​Liu Xia, Tang Tairan, aunts, uncles, aunts, grandfathers, and cousins.

Mo Shiguang went to the intersection, he wanted to drag the bodies of Liu Zhengyou and Mo Shiai out, but the Chevrolet was crushed into pieces by a truck, and he couldn't even find the door.So he set fire to that squashed Chevrolet, no matter where the flames went he didn't care, he was too upset.He also lit three white candles at the intersection, burned two wads of paper money, brought wreaths of paper from the wreath and shroud shop, placed the wreaths on the building, and burned two paper horses for Liu Zhengyou and Mo Shiai.Mo Shiguang thinks that the white horse made of paper is very beautiful. He thinks that Mo Shiai always likes to give him gifts, but he rarely gives Mo Shiai gifts. His sister Mo Shiai always seems to have everything, he thinks I don't know what to give her.I remember that one winter when Mo Shiai celebrated her birthday, Mo Shiai asked him what gift he wanted to give her.He thought about it for a long time, and said that I will give you a skin, which is limited to the Spring Festival, and it looks good.Mo Shiai said angrily that I don't play League of Legends.Mo Shiguang held the beautiful paper horse, put it in the fire, and burned a paper car for Liu Zhengyou.There was no paper computer in that shabby store, Mo Shiguang thought, otherwise he would burn one for Liu Zhengyou.

When Mo Shiguang put his cousin on the pallet of the car, his arm suddenly lost strength. The body was on top of him, and he almost didn't fall. Alright corpse.Mo Shiguang sat in the driver's seat, his arms were sore and painful, and his hands were shaking violently. He took out the cigarette and smoked it.Nian Sinian didn't get in the car, so he didn't dare to sit in it, he was afraid that Mo Shiguang would shoot his temple.

There are no cicadas in this season, only flies everywhere, gathering together to suck dirty rotten meat.Nian Sinian got into another car and followed Mo Shiguang's corpse truck unhurriedly.Mo Shiguang drove south, passed the county hospital, passed the party of doomsday revelers, and at midnight, they had already started to put on an adult show, gathering around the campfire for sex, they were mesmerized, their naked bodies entangled wantonly .Only the little An Xiuwen stayed aside, quietly playing poker magic with Xia Qianqian.

The corpse truck was parked in the center of Hebin Road, and Mo Shiguang took the corpses off the pallet one by one, and placed them shoulder to shoulder under the big banyan tree.Mo Shiguang lit dozens of white candles and red candles one by one, and filled the soil and tree trunks with incense. Paper bundles and wreaths were placed in a pattern, and yellow paper money was sprinkled on the branches and soil one by one. A huge white soul-calling banner, like Bai Wuchang patrolling in the night wind.

Nian Sinian got out of the car, leaned against the car door and lit a cigarette. He actually didn't like smoking, but Mo Shiguang did.

Mo Shiguang lit the fire, and burned the body and the banyan tree together. The blazing flame flickered and engulfed every familiar face.Mo Shiguang squatted down and slowly burned the paper money.He almost emptied the shroud store, and the stacks of paper money seemed to be endless.He thought, anyway, no one will use it in the future, why not burn it all now, and burn some for himself.Nian Sinian took some paper money and burned it too. He tore off one and threw it into the flames. The tongue of flame quickly bit into it, turning the place that was about to burn black.

He suddenly called his name, he said, Mo Shiguang.

Fluorescent fireflies fluttered around them. There were fireflies everywhere, in the canopy and outside the flames, like moths, feeling the light and heat in front of the orange flames.

I don't know much about feelings, but I'm in a panic now, Nian Sinian said, I'm a little sad.

Mo Shiguang was silent like a mute, and he started to burn paper bundles, paper figures, paper butterflies, paper swans, paper boats, these paper bundles were very rough, unlike the two paper horses before, they were lifelike, as if they would lift their legs as soon as they landed Pentium.

I chased you four times, Nian Sinian said, the first time you beat me up and you called me crazy, but the second time you beat me up, I was so angry, you didn’t agree to me, it’s fine, but you still beat me up.I just wanted to take revenge on you, but I was reluctant to hit you, so I sprinkled some rejuvenating agents on you with the mentality of trying. I don’t know how the regenerating agents will react on you, so I have been following you for a few days .If you go to play basketball, I will go too. If you go to the Internet cafe, I will sit across from you. I can’t help you if you go to class. I can’t go to your class. Class is too annoying. I don’t like class.Then one day in the bathroom of the main artery, you blocked me, and you said why I follow you every day like a pervert, like a ghost behind you.I said I like you, and you smiled, to be honest, my heart was beating so fast at that time, my smile was so beautiful, I was still in a trance, so you kissed me, you said it was a coincidence, and so did you.

Have you forgotten all?No, you don't remember at all, none of this happened to you, did it?You just remember that I'm a small boss of an Internet cafe, I have to pick my feet, I'm like a psychopath, I have paranoia, I think about leaving Yuanci and leaving you every day, right?

I sometimes wonder if it is not good for you to use new drugs to make you like me, but I don't regret it, you are so good, I don't want you to like others, I can't bear it.

I have lived for 400 years, and sometimes I live very confused. I don’t know what is the meaning of my life. If a person is born, he must die. Then why do I live so hard? Do I die so hard?

But ever since I met you, I wondered if I lived to meet you, even though I don't quite remember why I like you.Maybe it was the day when I first arrived in this universe, you were riding a red motorcycle with a lollipop in your mouth, you almost hit me, and then said, little yellow hair, look at the road, you are a new car.You see, I don’t speak, just give me a lollipop, and say you don’t understand Chinese? Foreigner, after giving you a lollipop, obey the traffic rules bye bye.It's funny even thinking about it now.

Nian Sinian said, but you don't even remember.