old cosmic particle

The white train started, and it passed through the ruins, moving forward in the apocalypse.It broke through the ceiling of the roof beams across the track, the wheels turned faster and faster, and the water and mud splashed high.It headed haughtily in an unknown direction, across broken rails and earth, in mid-air.

The rain is gradually getting smaller, like entering the rainy season, the rain is cool and the wind is soft, and the smudges are soft and the entire frantic disaster area makes the picture less sharp.Before summer came, people died in spring. Pomegranates and impatiens were buried in the ground before they could scatter.

They were still wearing wet clothes, but their short hair dried quickly.Mo Shiguang smoked when he had nothing to do. The fruit box was full of his crumpled cigarette butts. He leaned his head back on the seat and exhaled a mist.

The city outside the window was no longer affected by the disaster. The white train first entered a golden wilderness. The scarecrow stood in the sunflower field and smiled at them. Bright yellow petals fell from the sky and drifted past the glass window.Then there is the romantic and beautiful sky and sea.He saw white whales flying in mid-air, white elephants walking on the sea surface, and on both sides were white lions, white tigers, white wolves, white horses, white giraffes, white insects, all creatures were white, they Travel with the white train between the gorgeous sea and sky.

He looked at the circles of ripples, which were clear and bright, and softly swayed backwards. He was a little happy, so he curled up his lips and smiled.Nian Sinian asked him, what are you laughing at?

He said he was happy.

What are you happy about?

do not know.

In the ripples reflecting the clouds, he began to forget his grief.Those sorrows were like a mountain, pressing him firmly under the mountain. For a while, he could hardly breathe, but fortunately, the mountain finally collapsed.

Nian Sinian left this carriage, and when he came back, he had two sets of dark blue conductor uniforms in his hand, and he even put a conductor cap on his head.Take off your clothes, he said to Mo Shiguang.He took off his tattered clothes, revealing his tight body.Mo Shiguang saw the tattoo on Nian Sinian's upper right arm and the wound under the shoulder blade, and then the bruise on the side of his waist, which was huge and slightly oozing blood.Mo Shiguang asked him, were you hit just now?

Nian Sinian followed his gaze and rubbed the bruise. I said why it hurts so much, and then said, change your clothes quickly.Mo Shiguang lazily took off his short sleeves when Nian Sinian put on his pants.He pulled Nian Sinian, who was about to button up his white shirt, into his arms, put his arm around his waist, and buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder.

you like me so muchMo Shiguang asked Nian Si Nian.

What are you doing?

Then I'll be dead when I get out of the car—

Nian Sinian interrupted him, please change your pants, they are too wet.

Oh, Mo Shiguang pushed Nian Sinian away, then you get out of the way.Nian Sinian lit a cigarette and didn't bother buttoning his shirt anymore. He leaned back on the chair and turned his head sideways to stare at the sea outside the window.He felt a little tired, knocked his eyes closed and almost fell asleep.He opened his eyes again because of a warm breath, too close, and the warm breath fell directly on his lips.Mo Shiguang squatted on both sides of his legs, and when he tilted his head, his entire field of vision was Mo Shiguang.

You want Guanyin to sit on the lotus?Nian Sinian asked him.

I am squatting.

Sit down, you're welcome, sit on my lap.

There is no place to put your feet.

Putting it behind my waist, Nian Sinian grabbed a uniform jacket and put it on Mo Shiguang.Mo Shiguang didn't wear it, so the clothes hung loosely on his shoulders.He sat down unceremoniously, with his two long legs wrapping around Nian Sinian's waist, holding Nian Sinian's neck with one hand, and his jawbone with the other.He said, make me feel good before I die.

Nian Sinian can't laugh anymore, what do you want to do?

I am the old man, you are the car.

Are you going to push me?

if not?

Then your posture is wrong.

Then you get down.

None of them moved. The coat slid down Mo Shiguang's spine and fell to the ground without making any sound.It was Nian Sinian who broke the atmosphere later, he hugged Mo Shiguang's waist tightly and said, you always don't say anything or ask anything.

I asked your name and your favorite city.

Actually, I don't like Dubai or Chongqing, Nian Sinian said, I don't like anyone.

except me?

except you.

Mo Shiguang said, I'm quite curious, and I used to think I could find the answer about you with clues, but since you're not from here, I guess I'll never get the answer except by asking you.

I tell you all, Nian Sinian is close to his shoulder.

Actually, I just want to know how you got that wound on your back.

Xia Qianqian, Nian Sinian said, I didn't even know that little girl was so strong.

more specific.

She remembers what happened every two years, sometimes she forgets, sometimes she remembers everything, but most of the time she forgets.On the night of May [-]rd, I wandered around the road of your school, and I wanted to wait for you to finish class.I was sitting on a chair by the street, Xia Qianqian came to greet me, she called me a human trafficker.She told me that Tian Tiantian was her friend and told me a lot about Tian Tiantian.I was very annoyed at that time, turned around and left, she ran to me and stabbed me, I didn't know she was hiding a knife, I was so angry, I almost called the police.

Why not call the police?

It doesn't suit my temperament.

Mo Shiguang bit his lower lip and said, nervous.Nian Sinian licked his lips, stuck into his mouth, and entangled with his tongue.He didn't kiss seriously, he looked at Mo Shiguang's eyelashes and his eyes.He could see in his brown eyes that he was dying, blood all over his body, a bullet hole in his left chest, blood was leaking out continuously.He heard his last words, he said, you are sick.

That's what happened in the third two years.

On the morning of the third May 2015, 5, Nian Sinian shot and killed Mo Shiguang at 3:59:94.It was Sunday, and Mo Shiguang had just come out of the Internet cafe. Nian Sinian was riding a large-displacement black motorcycle. The car was running fast, and he parked next to Mo Shiguang.He took out the smuggled Arcx [-] and said to Mo Shiguang, come here and kill me.

Mo Shiguang had just finished the night and his head was in a daze. He took the gun and muttered that this was good.He said, how do you know I'm here?Six, I'm so sleepy.

Nian Sinian had a watch in his left hand. He counted the seconds and asked Mo Shiguang to kill him. Mo Shiguang was amused, and Mo Shiguang asked him what he was playing.He was so irritable that he snatched Alx 94 and shot Mo Shiguang in the heart when the second hand moved one more frame.

He was suddenly a little out of breath, Mo Shiguang's lips and tongue were rampant, plundering all the air.Mo Shiguang was dissatisfied with his absent-minded attitude, so he brought him back to his senses with a fierce kiss.Mo Shiguang finally bit his lower lip hard enough to bleed.He licked the blood and said, why are you like a dog.

Most of the time, Nian Sinian seldom expects anything, he doesn't believe in fate and luck, he only believes in himself.However, he is also an adventurer, he never regrets his choice, even if this choice is beyond redemption.This time he actually had some expectations. He hoped that when Mo Shiguang passed through the door, he would not break into particles and fly around the door frame like Tian Tiantian.So he started to pray, he didn't believe in religion, he didn't worship Allah, Yahweh and Buddha, but he prayed.He didn't know who to pray to, so he prayed to the white whales and white elephants outside the window, and he silently recited their names, longing for their blessings.

Mo Shiguang came out of the bathroom and washed his face. The uniform trousers were a bit short, but the jacket fit him well.Nian Sinian stared at those white creatures, thought for a moment, and finally told Mo Shiguang that he would not die.Mo Shiguang said yes.He didn't seem to care much about his own life and death, which made Nian Sinian feel angry.Nian Sinian thought that he was so affectionate just now, and would bite his lip because of his distraction, but he didn't miss him.He is like an old man who has passed away, he has no thoughts about everything in the world, death is his belonging, and he is about to reach his belonging.But his partner is still there, Nian Si Nian thought, I am still there, he should be attached to it.

Nian Sinian explained to Mo Shiguang as calmly as possible that in the past ten years, the hero has never been to Taiyuan, and neither has Mo Shiai. Taiyuan only exists on the map in this universe.But this time, he went to Taiyuan suddenly, took the high-speed train, and never came back, losing all news.No good person will disappear unless there is a strong external force.I don't know if he was alive or dead, but he must have hit this bus by mistake and walked out that door.Maybe he, like me, walked out that door and was still alive.

That's just maybe, Mo Shiguang said, this car is easy to get on?

Easy for me, I can see it, it belongs to the 34th century.

I saw it too, and Tian Tiantian saw it too.

Because of me.

How could the hero see you without you?

I don't know, everyone is a miracle of life, maybe he can also travel through the multiverse.

Then you think I'm a miracle?

Yes.

So you think I'll survive?

Correct.

But I don't want to survive.

Don't you want to see what the 34th century has become?Space travel, other living galaxies, random aircraft on the streets, underwater cities, man-made celestial bodies.The streets are full of robots, selling snacks and doing magic tricks to brag to you.Humans can still fly, not the wingsuit type, don't you want to fly?You can also walk on the sea, like the white kangaroo outside.You can also skateboard in the troposphere. The buildings are all [-]-foot-high cities, lake islands in the sky, and spiral avenues that climb to high altitudes. Don’t you want to see it?

Mo Shiguang said, stop nagging, let me sleep for a while, I haven't slept for two days.Nian Sinian said, since you are going to die, don't sleep.Mo Shiguang said he was right, then leaned on Nian Sinian's shoulder and closed his eyes.

Before falling asleep completely, Mo Shiguang held Nian Sinian's hand, and he said, why don't you talk about you, maybe you are more attractive than those things.

It was dusk outside the window, the stars on the horizon were round and bright red, and the white creatures were mottled by the rays of the sun. Pieces of light poured in from the transparent glass windows, making the whole car dazzling. Some small corners were not favored by the sun, dark and dark. desolate.Half of Nian Sinian's face was shrouded in light, the light cut him in half, and the other half that belonged to the shadow leaned against the sleeping Mo Shiguang.

When the white train came to a slow stop, they stayed on the train for a day and a night.The train entered the closed high-speed rail station, and the lights were dim.Mo Shiguang rubbed his eyes. In the dim environment outside, he saw familiar conductors and passengers carrying luggage. They were dressed in ordinary clothes, jeans, thin coats, and walked in a hurry.

This is the 34th century?

Mo Shiguang didn't look at Nian Sinian, so he couldn't wait to get up and strode towards the car door. He stepped over without any hesitation.But before that, Nian Sinian quickly grabbed him, he shook off Nian Sinian's hand, and stepped forward with an unstoppable gesture.

Standing on the platform where people come and go, he looked up at the electronic notice board hanging under the beam——

3站台，2016年8月30日，10：48PM，星期二。

He ran, passing through the crowds carrying backpacks or suitcases, the whistling wind screamed in his ears, and the great joy seemed to be carried by the wind.Except for the physical fitness test, it was the first time he ran so fast that he even shed tears.He quickly crossed the ticket gate, and the staff members chased him behind him, yelling loudly, stop, do you know that you have to check the ticket before you can leave the station, stop, hurry up, stop that fare evader for me.

He ran to the big square in front of the high-speed rail station, and Nian Sinian caught up with him panting, and he saw him weeping loudly.

In the crying that resounded through his heart, Nian Sinian looked back and saw three big Chinese characters standing on the huge building——

Yuan thorn station.

Nian Sinian stretched out his arms to hug Mo Shiguang, he pressed against Mo Shiguang's hot ears, wet tears stained his face, and he lowered his gaze.

He said we were spotted and there was no escape.