It's not like you can get like in exchange for like

Before we knew it, we had been together for more than two years. During this period, Ah Hao occasionally had headache symptoms. He invited a doctor to see him. The doctor said that it might be a sign of restoring his memory. When I heard this, my heart sank. I asked the doctor carefully, and said that the possibility of recovery is relatively high, but I still need to check in detail, "Is there a way I can't recover?"

I know I'm selfish, but I can't guarantee that Ah Hao will continue to stay by my side after he knows everything.

"This... is actually just our inference. After all, it has been two years, and it is not certain whether it can really recover..."

"Well, but the doctor should understand what I mean and what I want."

"This...we will work hard, it's just..."

"It's not just! We're fine now, he's great like this!" Yes, it's good for Ah Hao.

"If Mr. Bai really wants to get there, I have a way."

"any solution?"

"brainwashing."

"brainwashing???"

"This method achieves the purpose of erasing memory by giving psychological hints to the patient, and this method is less likely to recover."

"...Let me think about it again."

"Okay, if Mr. Bai needs it, I will contact the doctor in the United States at any time."

After the doctor left, I fell on the sofa and fell into deep thought.I can't let Ah Hao recover his memory, absolutely not, the day he recovers his memory, maybe I will lose him, I absolutely can't lose him!Absolutely not!

"Wen Bin! What are you thinking?"

Ah Hao's bright smile magnified in front of my eyes, and I suddenly felt sad and hugged him tightly.

"I can't leave you! Ah Hao!"

"What's wrong??"

"Promise me you won't leave me!"

He pushed me away, kissed my lips, looked at me seriously and said, "I promise you!"

I feel like I'm going crazy, I never knew I was so insecure, I can't imagine Ah Hao leaving me again!I will go crazy!

"Ahao, do you want to restore your memory?"

"Huh? Didn't you tell me in the past?"

"Not just those... but others..."

"Good or bad?"

"...bad..."Things that are so bad that you will hate me for the rest of your life.

"Then don't!" He lay in my arms like a kitten, and kissed my chin, "It's fine now! Why are you talking about those bad things!"

I hugged him tightly again, "Okay, I won't talk about it. I won't talk about it forever..."

Let it all rot!Everything Ah Hao doesn't want to think of, everything I don't want to mention...