Why is it always swollen when you wear it back?

The sun in autumn is always warm, with golden powder evenly sprinkled on everyone's body, so that people who go out can feel the warmth of autumn in the autumn wind.

But in Yufei's ward, no one felt warm even though the sunlight filled the whole room. It was as if the whole ward had been put into a freezer, and the atmosphere was terribly stiff as if frozen.And the two people in the air-conditioning manufacturing center sat on the bed wearing a hospital gown, and the other stood beside the bed holding a large black plastic bag. They had similar faces and stared at each other unwillingly.

In this scene, Han Qing didn't dare to speak at all. She stood timidly at the door of the ward, holding the door frame with both hands to prevent herself from sliding down.

"When did you change your temper?" Yu Hong took a deep breath, trying to control the anger in his words, but the anger could still be revealed from his seemingly calm words, "Put a stinky face every day to me!" I see what to do, haven't I been raising you for so many years?"

"Just don't pay me!" Yu Fei, who was sitting on the bed, smiled sarcastically, "The court didn't arrange for me to follow you. You pretend like this now because you are afraid that grandma will blame you. You don't want to see me and don't care about me." Just don't come, I don't care about it." His voice gradually became louder, and the circles of his eyes began to turn red.

"Yu Fei!" Yu Hong's eyelids twitched violently when he heard him mention these unnecessary things, and he felt that the blood vessels were like balloons that were constantly inflating, and they were about to burst from his face.

The scene is on fire.

At this moment, Mama Liu came back. As soon as she arrived at the door, her voice had already entered the room: "Why are you father and son arguing this early in the morning? You are not the only ones staying in this ward."

Han Qing looked at Mama Liu as if she had received amnesty, her watery eyes were full of pleading, Mama Liu sighed silently, nodded at her imperceptibly, walked into the ward, and pulled Yuhong away from the bed.

"How old are you and still arguing with your son?" She slapped Yu Hong heavily on the back, "Look at you, why don't you go outside and wash your face? We'll talk about big things later."

Yu Hong stood still, shook off Liu Ma's hand, stood on the spot and stared at Yu Fei stubbornly, and said to Liu Ma, "Look at the appearance of this bastard, how can he look like a human being..."

"Yu Hong!"

"Yuhong, you are crazy!"

Liu Ma and Han Qing yelled at the same time, interrupting Yu Hong's next words, but it was too late, Yu Fei had already heard those words.He overturned a fruit basket on the table next to him with his backhand, and there was a muffled sound when the fruit basket touched the ground. The juice from some kind of fruit splashed onto the shoes of Liu Ma and Yu Hong, leaving stains that were difficult to wash off. .

"I have no body? Didn't you fucking make me have no body?" Yu Fei jumped up from the bed and looked down at Yu Hong, "Since you despise me, why do you come to see me? Take your stinky money and hurry away, I don’t want your money even if I go to pick up scraps!” He stretched his fingers straight, almost poking Yu Hong’s face, “Don’t think I don’t know you’re beating What the hell idea, isn't it just for that little money to get me to favor grandma? I won't let you get what you want even if I die!"

"Who taught you this?" Yu Hong just felt unreasonable, and his voice became louder and louder, "How much money does your grandma have? I am not without hands and feet, and I am pointing at your grandma's point." Qianyang? What nonsense are you talking about here?"

Yu Fei didn't make a sound, but just stared at him fiercely, aggressively.If the eyes could be materialized, then Yu Hong would have been riddled with holes by his staring.

"Okay, okay." Liu Ma hurriedly stood up to smooth things over, "Xiao Fei, what are you doing standing on the hospital bed? Be careful not to fall off. How old are you, Yuhong? What are you doing with your son?" She turned to Han Qing With a wink, Han Qing hurried forward and dragged Yu Hong out of the ward, and closed the door.

It wasn't until they closed the door that Yu Fei fell powerlessly on the bed as if his strength had been taken away, leaning his head against the head of the bed, staring at the snow-white ceiling decadently, his eyes blank.

Mama Liu's words of reprimand stuck in her throat, and she couldn't speak for a while.

She looked around her surroundings, and finally her eyes fell on the black plastic bag thrown to the ground by Yuhong.Carefully opening the bag, she saw a large rectangular box lying inside, with an airplane pattern printed on it.

Obviously, this is the airplane model that Yuhong mentioned before.

The plastic bag was also splashed by the juice, and Liu Ma just pulled it a little, and water drops fell to the ground along the lines.

"Take his stuff away, I don't want it." Yu Fei who was lying on the bed said suddenly.He didn't look at Mama Liu, and covered his eyes with his hands.

"Xiao Fei, your father actually..."

"I told you to throw it away, do you hear me!" He sat up from the bed all of a sudden, staring at his bloodshot eyes, and roared angrily, his voice was as loud as if he was about to burst his throat.This outburst of temper was unreasonable, and Mama Liu was taken aback by him. With a shake of her hand, the bag fell back to the ground.

She was dumbfounded, and Yu Fei, who realized who he was talking to after shouting, was also dumbfounded.

After a long period of suffocating silence, Yu Fei shed tears without warning: "I'm sorry, Mama Liu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be angry with me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He repeated sorry like a child who had done something wrong, speaking faster and faster, just like he was shedding more and more fierce tears.This fragile appearance made it impossible to blame him.

Mama Liu's heart was crushed by Yu Fei like this, she was sore.

Yu Fei was like this when she first went to take care of him. Although on the surface, he was like a little hedgehog with bright spikes and looked at the malicious people around him with vigilant eyes, but at night, he hid under the quilt She cried so much, if she didn't want to take out the quilt to dry it, she probably wouldn't have known about it.

Only later did she know that the child had no sense of security at all because of the divorce of his parents.However, there was an aunt next to him who kept reminding him that he had been nagging him all summer that he was an unwanted child. He wanted to refute, but when his father couldn't find him, he wanted to go to his grandma for comment, but the old man was so angry with his son that he was almost hospitalized He didn't have so much energy to answer Yu Fei's question at all, and others only thought the child was naughty, fearing that he would make the old man sick again, and even coaxed and frightened him to not allow him to find someone. Holding an oil bottle, he had a lot of things to deal with, so he threw Yu Fei to grandma's house, so he naturally didn't have time to think about what his son and his former sister-in-law Yuqin had said.By the time she and Yu Hong both realized something was wrong, Yu Fei had already refused to get close to them.

"Mama Liu, Mama Liu..."

Yu Fei yelled over and over again, with rare fear and uneasiness in his voice.

"I'm here, I'm here. It's okay, Mama Liu is not angry." Mama Liu came back to her senses, stepped forward and touched Yufei's forehead back and forth, just like what she did every time the other party had nightmares when he was a child, over and over again Touching Yu Fei's forehead up and down, he comforted softly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

"Mama Liu..." Yu Fei whimpered as if he had found an outlet for his grievances.

"It's alright, it's alright..." Mama Liu's eyes were moistened by him.Obviously, he was still a little angry with Yu Fei just now, but now he is not angry at all, and instead blamed Yu Hong for everything. If he hadn't quarreled with the child at his age, would the child be able to do this?

But what has to be said still has to be said.

When Yu Fei's mood calmed down a little bit, Liu Ma grabbed his hand and said, "Xiao Fei, I asked you something, you can't just jump up and get angry at me."

Yu Fei shook his head hastily: "I won't get angry. Don't be angry, Mama Liu." He was pitiful, and tears began to pool in his eyes again.

"Okay, talk well, don't cry." Liu Ma sighed, and wiped the tears on Yu Fei's face with the handkerchief in her pocket.

Yu Fei's eyes widened, not daring to cry anymore.

After he calmed down, Mama Liu asked, "Who taught you what you just said to your dad?"

"No one taught me, it's just like this, I saw it myself." Yu Fei's mouth was hardened, but his eyes drifted out of the window involuntarily.

"Okay, let's see it for yourself." Mama Liu didn't pursue it, and continued, "Do you know how much your father's salary is? Do you know how much your stepmother's salary is?"

Yu Fei didn't shake his head or nod, but blinked twice, as if he didn't quite understand why Mama Liu said this.

"Think about it carefully," Liu's mother was also helpless. If it weren't for Yu Fei's parents being unreliable, she wouldn't have to sit here and talk about such things, which made her feel uncomfortable. "Your grandma only has two There are also pensions in the suite, these things are not rare for your father at all, even a house in it is paid for by him, what do you think he went to your grandma for?"

Yu Fei remained silent.

Mama Liu reached out and touched Yu Fei's head. The thick and hard hair of the other party made her hand a little uncomfortable.It is said that the hair is the same as the owner's personality, and there is nothing wrong with applying this sentence to Yu Fei.He has a rocky temper, he can't turn a corner when he decides on something, and he has to fall to grow his memory.

Even though she knew that Yu Fei was feeling uncomfortable, Mama Liu had no choice but to cruelly uncover the so-called facts he had always believed in, and unfold the truth one by one in front of him.

"Your parents didn't get together because of the agreement between your grandfather and your grandfather as you thought. Look at your father's temper, which is similar to yours. He can bow his head by pressing his neck?"

"Although the two of them had the wishes of their elders at the time, they were also willing. It's just that the relationship was not like it is now, and it can be delayed for five, six, or seven years. In addition, the two elders thought they had this intention. They are also urging, they got married without getting to know each other very well, after getting married, after a few years, with the growing differences, they realized that it is okay for two people to be friends, but being a couple is terrible."

"So they wanted a divorce. But you were still young at that time, and no one could take good care of you when you got divorced, and you were afraid that you would be laughed at by your classmates at school, and your grandpa was about to pass away at that time, so you couldn't stand it." With that kind of blow, we discussed to wait another two years, when you finish elementary school and then get divorced, then you will be a little grown-up, aside from other things, at least they won’t worry so much.”

Yu Fei's mouth moved, but he didn't speak.

"Later your grandfather passed away, and you were also in the sixth grade of elementary school. The two of them also began to discuss divorce matters. But your grandma and your grandma disagreed, so they began to lobby the elders. For some reason, this matter was caught by you Auntie knows. Her family is not as good as your father's, and she has lost her money. After your grandfather passed away, she has been thinking about your grandma's two houses, but your grandma didn't agree, because one of the houses was sold by your father. I can’t give your aunt the money, and there is still a house left for her to use for the elderly. If there is any serious illness, sell that house, and the money from the sale will be used for her medical treatment. Therefore, she And I can’t give it to your aunt.” At this point, Mama Liu sighed leisurely. At the beginning, Yuqin came here every now and then to argue that her mother was partial, or she dragged the child to cry in front of the old man that she was not happy in marriage, so she would hide every day. Reluctantly, she was caught by Yuqin as a witness and had her ears poured into her ears, and even Grandma Tiyu gritted her teeth in front of her and refused to agree, but she still worried about her little daughter behind her back, and she pulled Mama Liu to cry for a while. At the scene, he called Yuhong again to discuss with him.Originally, Yu Hong was not such a stingy person, mother and son had discussed it together, but Yu Qin thought that her brother and mother would meet in private because they were planning to give her a house, and made a foolish trick.

"Your aunt thought that your grandma wanted to give the house to your dad, so she got involved with your dad. Your dad was busy with the divorce. Your aunt talked about it every day, and she was aggressive with your grandma that day. Your father thought that no one in the house thought your aunt was annoying to ask questions every day, so he simply answered yes to all of them. He never thought that your grandma and you were sleeping in the house. Your grandma was almost fainted on the spot. Your father looked at your grandma. The situation was wrong, so I rushed him to the hospital, and after that, I and your mother were too late to divorce, and I ran about this matter every day, but forgot that you were there that day, and I didn't have time to explain to you."

"For a whole summer vacation, you had already graduated from the sixth grade at that time. If you think about it, you can remember clearly that your parents divorced in a hurry. Although you followed your mother, because your grandma said that you should have your surname Yu, you didn't I followed your mother’s surname. Not long after your mother divorced, she met your uncle Gao. The two of them were juniors in high school, and they got together soon. Your uncle Gao’s family has a brother who is five years older than you , it happened to be the third year of high school, and at the most critical time, your mother was someone else's stepmother, so naturally she didn't want to be gossiped about, so she could only grit her teeth and do her best to surround your brother, but in the end she ignored you. She and Your father doesn't even know what kind of mess you were fed by your aunt. He just felt sorry for you when he saw you arguing not to live with them, so he simply let you live alone and asked me to take care of you. Wait for your grandma The situation has improved, your brother has finished his college entrance examination, and when your parents are free to take care of you, only then did they realize that something is wrong with you..."

"Then why didn't you tell me earlier?" Yu Fei finally retorted, "Why didn't you tell me the truth earlier? Why didn't you tell me at this time?"

"When didn't they say it?" Liu's mother glanced at him, "They always wanted to say it, but your mother is a hothead, I guess the toughest thing she has done in her life is divorce and taking care of her stepson , now seeing your own son arguing with her, I only know how to cry. Your father, like you, is made of explosive carbon. Every time you meet, you father and son quarrel. You are angry, and you don’t Remember what you quarreled with him, and he doesn't remember what he said to you, the misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper, what can be done?"

"Then why didn't you say it earlier, Mama Liu?"

Mama Liu shook her head: "Me? No matter how much I know, I'm still an outsider. If I want to tell you, I can only tell you that your parents love you very much. How can I say other things? If it weren't for you Recently, the fight with your parents has become more and more fierce, and your mother wiped my tears every day, and her eyes are almost blind from crying, so I won’t talk too much about it. Xiao Fei, you are considered to have walked through the gate of hell. Even if you still can't forgive your parents, treat them a little bit better. Your mother was on a business trip elsewhere when you had an accident, but she hurried back. She couldn't wake up when she saw you screaming, even The doctor cried for three whole days when he said nothing happened, and your dad did the same. He stayed by your hospital bed for three whole days and didn't have a good night's sleep. He waited for you to wake up and argue with the two of them. They left the hospital for fear of irritating you. The two of them actually care about you more than anyone else."

Yu Fei kept silent, just staring at the quilt, there was nothing on the snow-white quilt, just like his current head, empty, not knowing how to react.

After a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "Liu Ma, can you leave for a while? You can go to the garden below for a walk, or go to the supermarket outside to do some shopping. Let me be alone."

Mama Liu was taken aback for a moment, but finally went out and closed the door for him.

Yu Fei was the only one left in the room. He quietly changed his posture and shrunk himself into a ball. The book said that this was the most insecure posture, and he really didn't feel safe at this moment. .

It only took a few minutes for several years of cognition and hatred to be completely overthrown in front of him. Yu Fei recalled what he had done these years, his eyes were full of confusion.

Not everything can be rewinded, he doesn't know how to face his parents, and he doesn't know how to face Liu Ma who told him all this.He needs a buffer time, but he doesn't know how to speak.

If only time could stop at this second forever... Yu Fei buried his head in his arms like an ostrich, trying to escape reality.

At this moment, there was a slight knock on the door...