Why is it always swollen when you wear it back?

Since stepping into this room, the old gentleman has never seen anyone, only his wife.

Even though she had spent many years with the person in front of her, the old lady who was surrounded by so many people was still a little shy. She raised her hand, wanting to lick her hair and cover the newly grown white hair, but Just put it back halfway, there is no other reason, her hands are full of pinhole marks, some are still very new, even if the skin has darkened a lot, it can't cover the disinfectant. Marks and bruises from needles.

Naturally, her actions could not be hidden from her husband.The old man was sitting beside her bed, and he had already spotted those traces with his sharp eyes, but his wife didn't want him to see them, so he could only pretend to be confused, and watched helplessly as the scrawny hand shrank again Under the sleeves of the wide hospital gown.

This scene is exactly the same as the scene decades ago. The old man's eyes were overlaid with the previous plot, which made him want to cry suddenly.

The memories of his youth are still vivid. At that time, he could hold his wife's hand without hesitation, and solemnly told the other party: No matter what, they still have a long way to go, and he will hold her hand ,Go all the way.

Now, it is impossible to say it.

It's not that he doesn't love her anymore, it's just that he finds that such words have no meaning other than adding to her burden.

What's the point?He looked at his wife's face carefully and greedily, but he sighed inwardly.

She is already old.

The white hair that can't be covered between the temples, the cheeks that can be seen with the traces of the years even if they are covered with powder, and the thin figure that seems to be unable to withstand the slightest blow... There is no vitality in her body, no more Vitality, more importantly, is the dull and incomparably dead spirit.

"You should let them tell me." The old man closed his eyes, holding back the soreness in his eyes.

"Before I was afraid of delaying you, but I didn't expect the following things..." The old lady said slowly, with regret in her tone, this different tone from usual made Liu Feng who was standing at the door stunned for a moment.

Didn't his mother always mean not to say anything?What's the matter with this regret now?

But the old gentleman who has been with his wife day and night for decades understands what his wife means. His wife's illness is considered an old problem. At the beginning, she didn't take it seriously. She just went there at that time. In fact, it's okay to come back halfway. , but his wife didn't think too much about it. She felt that the minor illness was not as important as the company's affairs, so she suppressed the matter. At this time, she couldn't say it even if she wanted to.

After all, this kind of thing has happened before.

That was many years ago, when they were about to have their first child.

At that time, his so-called company was just a small office. It was established by him and several other people. With hard work and luck, he gradually became famous.But when the company was gradually getting on the right track, an old customer came to him and asked him to do a business. If the business can be completed, their company can take another big step forward.But because of her poor condition, he voluntarily gave up that big deal and returned to H city to take care of her.

The cooked duck flew away as soon as it reached his mouth, and the other partners were so angry that they secretly tripped him up. All the old man cared about was his wife and children, and he was really sorry for them , Naturally tired of coping with guilt, so his reputation was ruined, he was kicked out of the company, not to mention, the family property that he worked so hard to save was almost lost. Fortunately, his parents still saved some money. After two years of hard work After a few days, it finally made him make a comeback.

During those days, although she didn't say anything, he knew that she was panicked.He can work hard outside, go out before dawn during the day, and come back after dark at night, but she can only stay in her hometown because she is pregnant.Neighbors are all like that, and my parents may not have a good impression of this daughter-in-law. My family can't hide their own family affairs. If we really look into it, the reason for the son's bankruptcy is the daughter-in-law. So, even if They didn't talk because of her stomach, and their expressions were not much better.Parents are still like this, how can others let go of this opportunity, there are a lot of rumors about him in the city, so the jealousy in the past turned into a sharp arrow in their mouths, and they desperately aimed at her. piercing in my heart.

She has always been high-minded, but she has been smoothed a lot in those two years.It's just that other people may be able to barely bear it, but they can't bear others to gossip about themselves, but so what?Whenever she said a few more words for herself, those people would start talking about the rumors in the city, and her parents would stare at her with cold eyes and tell her to shut up.Those who got the upper hand in words would naturally not show mercy, they would just keep talking, more and more vigorously, winking at each other as if they had seen it in person.

At that time, he didn't care so much about these things because of his work. Even if he had any doubts, she kept them from the past and didn't think about them carefully. It wasn't until a few years later that he asked a group of childhood friends to have a drink. Accidentally know the truth.

"Your daughter-in-law is amazing..." the drunken friend hiccupped and said, although it was a compliment, all he had in his heart was his love for her.

In such an environment, she still survived, but she felt more and more guilty towards him in other people's words. After piercing that layer of window paper, she once said to him without hesitation: "If there is no such Will you be better than now?"

But he never felt that she helped to find his first client, and he was willing to give face to the second client because his wife liked her. Later, his wife seemed to be a signboard for him. I heard that his family style is also willing to cooperate with him.From this point of view, being able to marry her is already a blessing for three lives, so how can I ask God for anything more.

He couldn't help but sighed softly, and the tyrannical anger in his heart slowly calmed down, "If you regret it, you should tell me."

The old lady smiled, tears seemed to flash in her eyes, but they disappeared quickly, "I don't want you to choose again." She knew his choice, but this time, it doesn't matter if she is stupid, Selfishness or not, she didn't want him to be reprimanded for abandoning the company because of her burden.

"Forget it, it's all over, why are you still talking about it?" He said helplessly, in the same tone as when he agreed countless times before because he couldn't hold her back, "You are discharged from the hospital this time, and I will go to the company's office to pay for it." I have resigned from my post, and the two of us went outside to have a look." He had been staying in the company because he was worried about his children before, but now he has seen it, regardless of whether his son and daughter can calm down the group of ghosts and snakes in the company , That's all their own business, he is an old bone, so he won't participate.

Most importantly, stay with her.

After hearing what her husband said, the old lady smiled at him, as gentle as water, as beautiful as when he fell in love with her for the first time.

"Okay," she replied with a smile, "Can you stay with me..."

Before she finished speaking, it seemed as if someone had squeezed her throat tightly. She made a strange gurgling sound, and her complexion also changed suddenly, turning bloodless.Before the old man could react, the nurse had already pressed the button next to it, and a group of people were screaming: "Doctor! Call the doctor!"

The old man finally came to his senses: "Ah Shu!"

Even though she was struggling with her illness, the old lady still heard her husband's call. She tried her best to move her eyes to him, and made a trembling mouth.

thanks……

Thank you for being with me...for the last journey...