Revenge is worse than love [Rebirth]

Lin Yan looked at Li Wenhan for a long time, but didn't know how to answer his words. He knew the reason for Lu Guangrun's breakup, but at this moment, he shouldn't say it.

As long as he has known Lu Guangrun, he has known Li Wenhan for as many years. In his memory, this young man has always been a little proud, but that is also because he is indeed good enough.He was somewhat indifferent to outsiders, but when they got along in private, he was extraordinarily gentle, and this kind of gentleness turned into gentleness when facing Lu Guangrun.

Lin Yan has always been not optimistic about the relationship between these two teenagers, because they are still too young, and there are still too many problems between them.However, when these problems really came up, he didn't have the slightest bit of satisfaction in knowing it, but only felt distressed for the two teenagers who grew up together.

But from his standpoint, he couldn't criticize any of them. Li Wenhan was undoubtedly injured, but Lu Guangrun's heart would feel better.He just made a choice, no matter whether he will regret this choice in the future, as a friend, he can only respect it.

Just as he was talking, there was a sudden knock on the door of the box. The waiter came in to take a look, and smiled at Lin Yan: "Mr. Lin, this Mr. Lu is looking for you, right?"

Lin Yan nodded, and the waiter took a step back, letting out Lu Guangrun who had been standing behind him.Lu Guangrun raised his head, with a slight smile on his lips, and greeted Lin Yan, but his eyes froze when they touched Li Wenhan's face, and he froze in place for a long while, before asking in a hoarse voice: "You , why are you back?"

The waiter thoughtfully closed the door of the box, Lin Yan sighed and got up, pulled Lu Guangrun who had been stunned by the door, and sat on a single sofa, then looked at Li Wenhan, and said in a low voice: "Some words , you should make it clear."

Lu Guangrun looked at Lin Yan, then turned his gaze away as if mustering up his courage, and met Li Wenhan's gaze. Li Wenhan looked calm, and even poured Lu Guangrun a glass of water patiently, and said calmly: "Tell me .”

"What are you talking about?" Lu Guangrun looked away again as if avoiding, and took a big sip of water.

Li Wenhan looked directly at him and said, "In front of me, in front of Lin Yan, tell me again that you want to break up with me."

Lu Guangrun couldn't help closing his eyes, and after a long time, he whispered, "Wenhan, I'm sorry."

Li Wenhan let out a mocking cold snort, "Lu Guangrun, you and I have known each other for at least ten years. I thought you knew enough about who I am. I came all the way back not because I want your words I'm sorry, and I'm not trying to save you or save this relationship that you no longer cherish, I just want to meet in person, face to face, and listen to your last sentence, let's break up."

Lu Guangrun opened his eyes, bit his lower lip tightly, and lowered his voice, "Wenhan, please, don't force me. Since you know that you can't go back, why force me to speak out? What's the point? significance?"

"No, Lu Guangrun, this is very important to me." Li Wenhan pulled the corners of his lips slightly, and there seemed to be a slight smile on his face, but Lin Yan, who was sitting on a chair not far away, felt that she was in front of his eyes. Here, I saw the water light.Li Wenhan raised his eyes, looked at Lu Guangrun with a smile, "Only when you tell me yourself, can I really confirm that the ten years you have been with me, my youthful dream, is over here."

Lu Guangrun couldn't help but raised his head to look at Li Wenhan, his eyes were red, tears rolled out uncontrollably, and then he said word by word: "Li Wenhan, let's break up."

Li Wenhan looked at him quietly, and even wiped his tears with his hand, and nodded when he finished his last sentence, "Okay, I understand."

Lu Guangrun's tears couldn't stop streaming down. He looked at the calm young man in front of him. This was the person he had liked for so many years. They knew each other when they were young, and then they knew each other. Even the wide strait failed to affect the relationship between them, but at this moment, it was finally coming to an end.

And his life, his future, all the happiness he had hoped for, came to an abrupt end at this moment.

And all this can only be attributed to his fragility, his powerlessness, his weakness.If he can't protect his family, his company, and his parents' hard work, he can only sacrifice his love and happiness.

He couldn't bear it any longer, and raised his hand to cover his mouth to prevent himself from crying out. He was already in enough embarrassment, and he could only use this method to save his last dignity.

Li Wenhan shook his head, stretched out his hand to pull out a few napkins, handed them to Lu Guangrun, and said softly: "Look at you, why are you crying like this, you're the one who is going to dump me, now I'm a heartless person gone."

Lu Guangrun took the tissue from him, wiped it on his face indiscriminately, met those transparent eyes again, and suddenly felt an unbearable pain in his chest, he opened his mouth, his voice was a little choked , finally opened the mouth and said: "You, don't you have anything more to ask?"

Li Wenhan looked at him with some amusement, and said, "What do you want me to ask? Why did you break up with me? Did you have any difficulties? I did think so when I received your message. But when I came back after traveling through mountains and rivers, when I sat here and saw you again after 138 days, I suddenly felt that I don’t want to know anything. No matter what the reason is, no matter what difficulties you have, you will eventually If you decide to give up on me and our relationship, then, as your former lover, I respect your choice. I also hope that no matter how long it has passed, you can remember your choice, no matter how sad or regretful you feel , You must know that this is your own decision, and after this, you have no chance to go back on your word."

Lu Guangrun stared at Li Wenhan with wide eyes. At this moment, he suddenly came back to his senses. He finally understood that it was not about him breaking up with Li Wenhan, but after he made this decision, even now he His family's company was brought back to life, he no longer had to sacrifice for it, his parents all supported his feelings, and he would never get Li Wenhan's forgiveness.

He raised his head, but the tears couldn't stop falling, and they hit the table drop by drop, making a soft noise.It was ugly, he couldn't help thinking.But they have known each other for so many years, and all kinds of embarrassing things have happened, he is not afraid of embarrassing this last time.

Lu Guangrun took a deep breath, sat up straight, looked at Li Wenhan and said seriously: "No matter what, I am sorry for you, I have betrayed our relationship, in the future, if you need me in the future, Even if you open your mouth, you will not hesitate to go up the mountain of swords or down into the sea of ​​fire."

Li Wenhan turned his head and glanced at Lin Yan, smiled at him, and then looked at Lu Guangrun, "I don't think there is anything I need from you in the future. If there is, it is probably hope. Between you and me, we will never die." Contact each other. As for now, everything that needs to be said has been said, this meal was given to me by Lin Yan, so I won't keep you."

Lu Guangrun opened his mouth, and he suddenly understood that from this moment on, Li Wenhan's gentleness would never give him half a cent.He raised his hand to dry his face, stood up, and took a deep look at Li Wenhan, "Then I can only hope that you can take good care of yourself in the future, that your future will be bright, and that you will never meet someone like me again." waste."

Li Wenhan nodded to him, and said with a smile, "I would like to borrow your good words."

Lu Guangrun turned his back and walked out step by step. When he finally reached the door, he suddenly turned around and said to Li Wenhan, "Believe it or not, you are the only love in my life. .”

So what?Didn't you still give up on me?Li Wenhan thought indifferently.But he just smiled and didn't speak.Lu Guangrun took one last look at him, opened the door of the private room, and walked out without looking back.

Lin Yan watched the private room door close, and couldn't help sighing in his heart. He reached out and rang the bell to notify the waiter to serve the food, then turned to Li Wenhan, and said in a low voice, "Let's eat something first."

Then he realized that Li Wenhan, who had been calm just now, was already in tears at this moment.

Lin Yan couldn't help recalling that Lu Guangrun's face was full of tears just now, while Li Wenhan's face was calm and his tone was calm all the time, as if he was the one who broke up. It was only now that he finally revealed his sadness.

Lin Yan opened her mouth, thinking that maybe she should say something comforting at this moment, but seeing Li Wenhan like this, she felt that all the words could not be said.In the next second, Li Wenhan had already picked up the tissue on the table and wiped away his tears. Except for his reddish eyes, no one could tell that this person had just cried.

Li Wenhan blinked at Lin Yan, and said with a smile: "I know you just racked your brains to organize your words to comfort me, but if you persuade others, forget it, I don't really want to hear something like that. , you are still young, you will meet someone better. You and I both know that no matter how good I meet, that person is no longer the one who grew up with me. You know me, the reason I know, I know that life is like this, and I know that nine out of ten relationships are unsatisfactory. It was only at that moment, when he walked out of the door, that I suddenly felt that I really lost this person.

Lin Yan, you may not believe it when you say it, but at that moment just now, I actually felt that from now on, even if my life is splendid, what is the point. "

The author has something to say: ... Well, let me tell you, after writing the last few sentences, I found myself crying. I thought my heart was as hard as a stone.Sure enough, he is old.

In fact, I may be a bit substituted in what I wrote in this chapter. I always want to go back to the past and want to be a person like Li Wenhan. I raised my profile from the beginning, at least until the end, I will not look down on my weak and weak self.