Old Gong is 12 years younger than me

After confirming that I fell in love with Jiang Yubie, what next?

Chase?

He dare not.

Yes, Xiao Ke just didn't dare.

He cowardly!

I've never been so cowardly in my life!

Xiao Ke felt more confused about falling in love with Jiang and Bie than falling in love with a man. After all, he was not very clear about his sexual orientation before. It didn't matter to him whether he was a man or a woman, and he didn't need to explain to anyone. There was no pressure .

But liking Shang Jiang and Bie made him feel the pressure.

The gap between the two is too big, age may not be a problem, so what about the others?Achievement, status, economy, etc., etc., Xiao Ke has nothing to compare with, and he can't even take a shot. Ordinary people dare not take this step easily, let alone Jiang Yubie, a big star , a male god in everyone's heart.

Xiao Ke crawled out of the mud, his body might still be stained with dirty mud, so how dare he go overboard and provoke Jiang Yubie?

He doesn't deserve it.

This is a disturbing question, but it also didn't bother Xiao Ke for long, liking and getting are two different things, he never fantasizes about unrealistic things, it used to be, and it won't change now.

He admits that he likes Jiang Yubie, but he doesn't have to get it, it's too far away and unrealistic for him.

Maybe he can narrow the gap with Jiang and Bie through his own efforts, but the time is too long, and not only is he improving, but Jiang and Bie are also improving. If there is no accident, the gap between them will only widen. bigger.

In the end, they completely become people in two worlds, and perhaps the intersection will gradually decrease, and even the opportunity to go to his house for a part-time job for a week will disappear, or maybe Jiang and Bie have met during their efforts to narrow the gap. Someone else.

This is entirely possible.

But it doesn't matter, being able to know Jiang Yubie and being helped by him for a certain distance is already the luckiest encounter for him.

He really couldn't ask for more.

-

Before Jiang Yubie told Xiao Ke that he was going back soon, he was not lying to deceive the children. The filming was coming to an end, and it was true that he was going back soon, but he did not expect that in the final finishing stage, the weather in Yundian became unpredictable. It has been moderate to heavy rain for more than ten days, and the meteorological station has issued danger warnings such as mudslides, so the filming was forced to stop.

But the crew can't evacuate easily, otherwise it will cost a lot of money to come back later, so the best way is to wait in place and hope that the rain will clear soon.

Jiang Yubie is easy-going, he can stay anywhere, it doesn't matter what the environment is, it's just a matter of comfort, it doesn't matter.

He didn't contact Xiao Ke, so naturally he didn't know that there was a young man in Beicheng, thousands of miles away from Yundian, who fell in love with him because of him.

He hasn't contacted Xiao Ke for a long time, and it's been almost two weeks since Xiao Ke sent him a text message last time. He didn't take the initiative to say anything to Xiao Ke either.

During the previous period, they did communicate a little frequently, and there was always an unexplainable energy.

It's just that this period of time seems to be too little now. I don't know if he is thinking too much, and he always feels that Xiao Ke is also deliberately avoiding himself?

This kid doesn't think he has something for him, does he?After all, it seemed that he had called him more times before?

This idea made Jiang Yubie even more afraid to get in touch with Xiao Ke easily, but fortunately, he still knew every detail about Xiao Ke. After all, there was Song Yi who would chat with Xiao Ke from time to time. , he still knows something about Xiao Ke's situation.

Jiang Yu is reading the script. There are still four last scenes left in "Anti-Drug Squad". Whether it is the lines or others, he is already confident that he can handle it well. There is no need to read the script to deepen his memory. What he is watching now is I want to invite him to participate in the newly handed script.

The director is a newcomer, Tang Ye, who is the same age as Jiang Yubie, and also a classmate, but after graduating from the acting department, he went to study directing directly. Now that he has graduated from graduate school, he wants Jiang Yubie to participate in the first film after leaving school. The script Already handed over.

The script is completely divorced from commercial films. It is a niche literary film about the original family. It is called "Sick", and it can't even be shown in domestic cinemas because it is a homosexual theme.

Tang is also talented. Jiang Yubie always thought that he could shine in the film industry, but he chose such an adventurous theme for his debut work, which was beyond Jiang Yubie's expectations. He had already read half of the script, which was very attractive to Jiang Yubie. No, especially because he is also a homosexual himself, so he can better understand the mood of the protagonist in the play fighting against the world.

"Watching Tang Ye's script again?" Song Yi got up from the sofa and stretched after playing the game: "Have you thought about it, have you thought about it or not?"

Jiang Yubie put down the script and looked at Song Yi:

"Your opinion is still the same as before?"

"Yes." Song Yi said: "Although you are not as good as the TV circle in the film industry and have not won an award, at least you have been nominated for the best newcomer. This is a kind of recognition for you in the film circle. After filming Sun Fu’s film, there must be a lot of books that I found later. There is no need to take the risk of making such a subject that is impossible to release and limited. An impression that does no good."

Jiang Yubie didn't make a sound, and kept tapping his fingers on the script. Song Yi knew he was hesitating when he saw his appearance, so he couldn't help but clicked his tongue:

"Do you really want to take it?"

Jiang Yubie looked at him with a smile: "Can't you?"

Song Yi was silent for a few seconds, and kept looking back and forth at Jiang Yu with a scrutinizing gaze. Jiang Yu couldn't be laughed at by him: "Don't look at me with such eyes."

"Are you going to develop with Tang Ye?" Song Yi asked.

Jiang Yubie and Tang Ye are about the same age, are classmates, and have the same sexual orientation. When Jiang Yubie and Chen Xuan dated, Song Yi couldn't understand why Jiang Yubie didn't choose Tang Ye. Tang Ye was interested in Jiang Yubie, what do you think? They are much stronger than that bastard Chen Xuan.

But Jiang Yubie said it was inappropriate at the time.

As for what is not suitable for Jiang Yubie, he didn't say anything, and Song Yi didn't ask, but since Jiang Yubie and Chen Xuan got together, Tang Ye and Jiang Yubie's contact has obviously decreased a lot, and Song Yi has also smelled a little bit. The smell of gossip, but not a single word was mentioned. Jiang and Bie already had a crush, so it would be boring to mention those.

Now that the relationship between the two has been weak for these years, and suddenly a script is handed over, and the other person wants to accept it, Song Yi has to think too much.

"No." Jiang Yubie said, "I just think the script is good."

Family of origin, secular ethics, everything can touch Jiang Yu's heart, and he really wants to accept it.

Whether or not to accept the script is up to Jiang Yubie himself. Although Song Yi is his manager, the two are partners with different divisions of labor. Jiang Yubie has more say in matters of work. Song Yi will also respect.

"I've already analyzed the pros and cons with you. It's better not to pick it up, but if you really want to pick it up, I won't stop it. As I said, it won't affect anything. The only effect is your sexual orientation. Suspected."

Jiang Yu clicked his tongue:

"I'm afraid of this?"

"Are you tired of being in the industry and want to retire?" Song Yi glared at him: "If you have such thoughts, tell me earlier, so I can find another artist."

People, don't worry about hanging on your crooked neck tree. "

Jiang and Bie Xiaoxiao stopped talking. He has no plans to quit the industry. After all, he knows nothing but acting. If he doesn’t make a movie, he might starve to death. But he will still accept this script with a high probability. It is indeed a good script, but There is no need to reply to Tang Ye so quickly, let's talk about it after he finishes filming and returns to Beicheng.

It was raining outside, and the chef Song Yi hired to cook hadn't come for two days. It was noon, and Song Yi ordered a hotel meal. After the waiter delivered it, Song Yi called Jiang and Bie to come and eat together.

Jiang Yubie couldn't help frowning when he saw the food delivered by the hotel, but he had already eaten instant noodles all day, and Song Yi didn't allow him to eat any more, so he could only sit down and take the instant noodles in front of him. Pick the food and pick up the disgust of the past:

"Why is there so much oil? Who knows if it's gutter oil? Also, this MSG smells so strong, can they cook delicious meals without MSG?"

Song Yi had already eaten a few mouthfuls, but being disgusted by such a meal, he suddenly felt that the food in his mouth was not delicious, but what could he do if he didn't eat it, it was still raining heavily outside, the chef couldn't come, and they couldn't get out :

"Okay, shut up, you won't be hungry if you don't eat!"

Jiang Yu stopped talking, and put the food into his mouth with difficulty like drinking traditional Chinese medicine. No matter how many times he watched it, Song Yi felt that Jiang Yu's appearance was very funny:

"I see that the weather forecast will almost clear up the day after tomorrow. It's much better than expected. You also persevere. After the last few scenes are finished, we will go back to Beicheng non-stop and let Xiao Ke make you a good meal. , let’s make do with it now, it won’t kill anyone.”

Apart from such spiritual comfort, Jiang Yubie really had no other choice, so he responded and asked casually:

"How is Xiao Ke?"

"It's pretty good." Song Yi said, "We haven't been in touch for a few days, and you haven't been in touch either?"

"Huh?" Jiang Yubie stopped his chopsticks and looked at Song Yi: "Have you not been in touch for a few days? Don't you keep in touch every day?"

"Who told you that we contact each other every day? It's not for dating. Is it necessary?" Song Yi said puzzled, "Xiao Ke is an adult no matter what. Even if I have a blood relationship with him, I go to ask him how his life and study are going every day." You will be annoyed if you do this, let alone a half-way parent like me, I won't do that, at most one phone call a week."

Jiang Yubie fell silent, and Song Yi looked at him: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Jiang Yubie smiled, "I just feel like I haven't been in touch with this kid for a long time."

"Then make a call, what's the matter?"

Jiang and Bie laughed when they heard the words, not at Song Yi, but at themselves, yes, what a big deal, why didn't they contact each other for such a long time?Don't end up thinking too much and hurting the child's heart, that's not good.

Jiang Yubie, who wanted to understand this, called Xiao Ke after Song Yi left his room, but to his surprise, Xiao Ke didn't answer.

Jiang Yubie: "..."

I'm afraid this kid is going to rebel.

Xiao Ke didn't answer the phone, but returned a WeChat message 5 minutes later: [Is there something wrong?I am at the library. 】

Looking at the indifferent seven characters and two punctuation marks, Jiang and Bie felt a sense of sadness for no apparent reason, and only after a few seconds did they reply with some emotion: [It's okay, I'll be busy with you . 】

This was the last contact between Jiang and Bie before returning to Beicheng.

-

It's not that Xiao Ke doesn't want to contact Jiang Yubie. After all, he is sure that he likes him, so why doesn't he want to know what the other party is doing all the time?But Xiao Ke was also afraid that his connection would leak his emotions and be discovered by Jiang Yubie, so he tried his best not to think about it.

It was this kind of thinking that made him not change from the previous state of frantically going to the library, but even crazier, almost disappearing after class, the kind where Su Rouwan couldn't see anyone even if he turned around for a second.

Today, Su Rou purposely sat beside Xiao Ke, so she managed to catch Xiao Ke, but the moment she lowered her head to pick up the book, Xiao Ke disappeared again. Fortunately, Su Rou hurriedly called him to stop:

"Xiao Ke! Wait for me, if you run away again, I will go to your dormitory to block you."

Xiao Ke and Su Rou have a good relationship now. They have changed from barely being friends to being friends. After all, the two have shared secrets. Hearing Su Rou call him that, Xiao Ke will naturally not leave again. , stood at the door and waited for her.

Su Rou is very popular, and she can be reluctant to part with her classmates in the next class. Xiao Ke waited for 2 minutes before she walked in front of him:

"I thought you were avoiding me."

"No." Xiao Ke said.

The two left the classroom, Su Rou asked Xiao Ke where they were going to wait, and said that as long as they didn't go to the library, they could go anywhere, Xiao Ke looked at Su Rou: "I just want to go to the library."

Su Rou looked at Xiao Ke speechlessly, and asked cautiously: "Could it be that your confession was rejected, so you use this method to numb yourself?"

Xiao Ke: "...No."

"Didn't say?" Su Rou raised her eyebrows and asked.

Xiao Ke actually doesn’t want to discuss his relationship issues with others. After all, he doesn’t want to think about it, and it’s not like he was always troubled when he was uncertain before. Now he is very sure that he likes Jiang and Farewell, and he also knows how to deal with his liking. , so there is no need to discuss anything with anyone, but Su Rou is different after all.

She is the one who let him confirm that he likes her, and she is also his only friend in the class. Xiao Ke couldn't refuse his friend's concern, so when Su Rou asked, he nodded:

"I didn't say it."

"why?"

"No reason." Xiao Ke said, "I don't want to say it, and I can't say it."

Su Rou was silent for a few seconds and understood: "Are you afraid of being rejected?"

"It's not that I'm afraid." Xiao Ke said, "It's that he will definitely be rejected. The gap between me and him is too great, and I don't deserve it."

"Which girl is so blind? She actually rejected you?" Su Rou looked at Xiao Ke with a serious face: "You never look in the mirror, don't you know how handsome you are? You have a face that says you want to find someone Girlfriend, can more than half of the girls in the whole department come?"

Xiao Ke: "..."

Seeing Xiao Ke's speechless face, Su Rou smiled and became serious:

"Okay, feelings are your own business, I can't interfere, but I think you should say it out loud if you like it, how can you be sure that the other party doesn't like you if you don't say it? Just like me before, liking you is liking you , being rejected, he accepted it frankly, and even became friends with you."

That's why Xiao Ke is envious of Su Rou's character, but he is not Su Rou, and he is not frank enough to be friends with Jiang Yubie after being rejected, so he decided to maintain the status quo and be good to both of them.

"I don't need to say that he doesn't like me, it's unnecessary."

Even if I like it, I can't bear it.

Su Rou helplessly shrugged her shoulders and stopped persuading him. After all, feelings are like drinking water, and Xiao Ke is not a fool. How could he not know what is the best way for the two of them?However, it is still important to be concerned about:

"If you don't say it, don't say it, but you don't need to drive yourself so crazy. If the library allows you to stay overnight, I think you will save your accommodation fee. You put us under a lot of pressure and feel like a waste."

"I just want to distract attention, don't compare me."

The two said a few more words before parting.

Xiao Ke hurriedly went to the library again. Seeing his leaving back, Su Rou couldn't help muttering worriedly:

"Such a handsome person, don't be stupid."

-

Yun Dian has finally passed the rain and cleared up. Although there are only four scenes left, the delay was too long and it has already exceeded expectations. Therefore, even though there are only the last four scenes left, Sun Fu still raced against time to complete them. After all, one more day of delay is one day's expenses, and the funds are already stretched and cannot afford it.

Jiang Yubie rested for half a month, and suddenly such a high-intensity work was almost too much to bear, but fortunately, he had a good foundation and only had two days, so he gritted his teeth and persevered.

In fact, there were not many actors left in the production crew, and most of them had already left. Although Jiang Yubie was the first to join the production, he was also the last one to leave. Sun Fu said, I will leave the first scene to you , the last scene is also completed by you, which can be considered complete.

Compared with the underwater scene in the first scene, the last scene is much simpler. The scene is in the cemetery, in front of a tombstone without engraving, Ren Gang has finally returned from a drug dealer to an anti-drug policeman, standing there in a police uniform, Solemn salute.

The colleagues behind him gradually left, and only Ren Gang remained in the cemetery. His comrades-in-arms and his captain were buried under this tombstone, but their names were not on the tombstone. These names can only be in Ren Gang's heart. In the heart of every anti-narcotics policeman.

After a long period of silence, Ren Gang took off his hat and slowly knelt down in front of the tombstone. Perhaps he was thinking of all these years of forbearance and dormancy, or he was thinking of his comrades who had been sleeping underground. There is a name, but the tombstone of his comrade-in-arms is empty. Ren Gang finally couldn't restrain his emotions, buried his head between his arms, and his body began to tremble slightly.

Weeping silently.

After Sun Fu shouted, Jiang Yubie didn't get up for a long time. He usually plays very quickly and doesn't let the characters in the play affect his life too much. Unable to get out of Gang's emotions, Song Yi stepped forward to help him up:

"Are you ok?"

Jiang Yubie nodded with red eyes: "It's okay."

Sun Fu came over, handed Jiang Yubie flowers for the finale, and praised him for completing the best Ren Gang in his mind. Jiang Yubin's emotions calmed down a bit, and he had a few polite words with the director before leaving the set.

At this point, Jiang Yubie officially bid farewell to Ren Gang.

-

On the way back to the hotel, Song Yi said:

"You will definitely win an award for this movie."

Jiang Yubie didn't care about it, but Song Yi had always been obsessed with it, hoping that he could bring back an actor, but Jiang Yubie didn't hit him hard, and replied lightly, "I hope."

The two were on the plane that night, but they didn't go back to Beicheng. Song Yi picked up two magazines for Jiang Yubie to shoot and needed to fly to Haicheng. He was allowed to work seamlessly during the finale, but this kind of work arrangement after the finale was a habit that Jiang and Bie maintained.

This was the fastest way for him to get out of his previous role. Song Yi thought it was nothing. Anyway, after this job, he would give Jiang Yubie a long vacation to relax.

A week later, Jiang and Bie flew back to Beicheng from Haicheng. When the plane landed at three o'clock in the afternoon, Song Yi turned on his phone to ask the person who came to pick him up from the studio where he parked his car, but he didn't want Jiang and others to leave. The phone rang first.

"Did they call you here?" Song Yi thought it was someone from the studio.

Jiang Yubie looked at the phone screen and was silent for two seconds: "No, it's Tang Ye."

Song Yi raised an eyebrow at Jiang Yubie, and started calling the staff without asking any further questions.

Jiang Yubie also answered Tang Ye's call: "Hello?"

"Get off the plane?" Tang Ye said with a smile: "I'll wait for you at the exit, you can see me when you come out."

"Why are you here?" Jiang Yubie was a little surprised.

"Come to pick up an old classmate, of course, it may also be the male number one who will pick me up soon."

Jiang and Bie were silent for two seconds without refusing, and hung up the phone after saying "wait". Although Song Yi didn't know what the two said in detail, he could understand the two words in a few words:

"Okay, I'll go back by myself, and you can ask Tang to deliver it too."

"En." Jiang and Bie responded lightly.

As soon as the two reached the exit, they saw Tang Ye waving there. Jiang Yubie nodded lightly, but Song Yi waved enthusiastically to Tang Ye, and then couldn't help sighing:

"I haven't seen you for more than a year, and Tang is getting more and more handsome? This kid won't go to Korea for plastic surgery, right?"

Jiang Yu didn't take a look at Song Yi: "I'll ask later, if he goes, I'll ask for a phone number for you, and I'll pay to take you there."

Song Yi: "Jiang and farewell to your uncle!"

Jiang and Bie Xiaoxiao ignored Song Yi and walked out, and when they were close to Tang Ye, Song Yi asked softly: "If you two decide to get together, tell me in advance, as a manager, I still have the right to know. "

Jiang Yubie pretended to be deaf and dumb, completely ignoring his imagination.

The three of them all came from the same school. Although they have different majors, they are still very familiar with each other. Even though they haven't seen each other for a long time, they are not unfamiliar at all. :

"Let's go, Mr. Jiang, I'll take you back."

Tang is also very handsome, different from Jiang Yu and others who are gentle and elegant. His facial features give people a kind of ruffian, and when he smiles, he is a little unscrupulous and bad-natured. It is the type that young girls like very much now, but it is a pity What's more, Tang also has a male gender and likes men.

After getting in the car, Tang also asked Jiang Yu for other addresses. Jiang Yubie hesitated for a moment and didn't say anything immediately. Tang Ye understood this and said with a smile:

"Not convenient?"

"No." Jiang and Bie smiled and reported their address: "But I'm not used to people visiting my house, so I may not be able to invite you up for tea."

Tang Ye smiled: "I issued an order to evict guests before I arrived. Mr. Jiang, you are a bit hurtful."

"Actually, Song Yi hasn't gone far now, I can make a call and ask him to come back."

"Don't, don't." Tang also started the engine and drove the car out: "I haven't seen you for a long time, give me a chance to take you back, I won't go to your house."

Jiang Yubie didn't know why Tang Ye came to pick him up at the airport, but he hadn't seen him for a long time and he was a friend again. Jiang Yubie wouldn't refuse, but if he was given another chance, he wouldn't be when he received a call from Tang Ye a few days ago. Tell him that he will return to Beicheng one day.

"How did you know about my flight?"

"I don't know." Tang Ye said: "But there are three flights a day from Haicheng to Beicheng, one is too early, one is too late, and the middle one is okay, so I called you after the departure time, It reminds me to turn off the phone, so of course this is the trip, if you take the other two shifts, I can’t come, I can’t get up too early, and my night life is high when it’s too late.”

Jiang Yubie smiled faintly: "You can actually ask directly, you don't have to guess by yourself."

"Can you say it?"

"No." Jiang Yubie said, "I don't like to trouble others."

Tang Ye glanced at him with a smile, and muttered, "It's still the same."

Along the way, Tang also said that Jiang Yubie echoed, but it would not give people a sense of impoliteness and discomfort. The degree between alienation and enthusiasm was just right. The car was parked downstairs. At that time, Tang followed suit.

car, moved Jiang and other luggage out of the trunk, and asked with a smile:

"You really don't want me to sit up?"

Jiang Yubie looked at Tang Ye: "I'll treat you to dinner next time."

Tang Ye smiled and was about to say something, but stopped talking. Looking at the young man behind Jiang Yubie, he asked with a smile, "Do you know him?"

Jiang and Bie turned their heads and met Xiao Ke's sight unexpectedly.

The author has something to say: Xiao Ke: Who is Tang Ye?

Jiang Yubie: Assist!

Xiao Ke: Attack who?

Jiang Yubie: ...Get out!

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See you tomorrow, meow~