Old Gong is 12 years younger than me

Lin Zhou was moaning and chirping, Jiang Yubie didn't ask Xiao Ke to wait, but told him to eat first and then go to bed. He had to be on duty at night and had to rest during the day.

Fortunately, Lin Zhou was not an outsider, so Xiao Ke didn't refuse, and obeyed.

By the time Lin Zhou entered, Xiao Ke had been in the room for half an hour.

"Where's Xiao Ke?" Lin Zhou didn't see Xiao Ke, so he asked casually.

Jiang Yubie looked at Lin Zhou: "How do you know Xiao Ke is with me?"

"Sent me a WeChat message." Lin Zhou said, "He said he has cooked a lot of dishes, and I hope I like them, but the most important thing is to look at you, and if you don't let you eat, let you drink that pot of porridge."

Jiang Yubie: "..."

"Where are people?" Lin Zhou asked again.

Jiang Yubie took Lin Zhou to the restaurant, and then replied, "I'm asleep, I have to be on duty at night."

"Okay then, let's keep our voices down."

In fact, Jiang Yubie didn't wait for Lin Zhou. His friends didn't talk about those hypocritical politeness for too many years, and his stomach is too delicate now. Bowl, Lin Zhou took a look at the dishes on the table:

"Didn't steal it?"

Jiang Yu didn't look at him, and didn't speak, Lin Zhou sat down with a smile: "Xiao Ke's craftsmanship is so good, can you bear it?"

"I know he's good at cooking, but I've been eating it for more than a year." Jiang Yubie said, "You can still eat it if you have a good stomach. Eat more, you don't have much chance to eat it."

Lin Zhou clicked his tongue and said nothing. He went to the bathroom to wash his hands and came back to eat.

Lin Zhou's concern for Jiang Yu was very superficial, and he looked pretty good, so he didn't even ask how he was.

"Are you here to visit the patient? Are you here for dinner?"

"Aren't you very good?" Lin Zhou glanced at him: "With such a caring person like Xiao Ke taking care of me, how can I worry about it?"

Don't even think about it, Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows and stopped talking.

But he can't help but think of Xiao Ke's changes after the reunion. He hasn't seen much with Xiao Ke in the past two years. Ke and Lin Zhou should get along more.

"How has Xiao Ke been these two years?" Jiang Yubie asked.

Hearing this, Lin Zhou stopped and looked at Jiang Yubie without saying a word. Jiang Yubie felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, and said, "Why are you looking at me?"

"It's okay." Lin Zhou said: "I want to know how Xiao Ke is doing. Everyone is in front of you. What do you ask me for? Xiao Ke will not lie. If you ask directly, he will tell you."

won't you lie?But he obviously lied, even though it was only that one time.

Jiang Yu didn't talk, just bowed his head and drank the porridge. This attitude is obviously that you like to talk or not, but I will never ask. Lin Zhou naturally saw it and smiled:

"I don't know how happy Xiao Ke has been in the past two years, but he worked very hard, day and night, just to catch up with the person he wanted to catch up with. I was worried that he would die suddenly, but fortunately He is a medical student himself and knows that there is a limit to everything, so he has lived strong until now."

Jiang and Bie Ting frowned slightly.

"Is this frown?" Lin Zhou said with a smile: "What I said is all beautified, and the reality is much crueler than you imagined. If you have seen Xiao Ke's living conditions in the past two years, you You won't frown, you should cry directly."

"You should have told me." Jiang Yubie said.

"Why am I telling you this?" Lin Zhou said: "You can't come back when you are filming outside, and Xiao Ke is not because he has no money to suffer, he is just hardworking, so hardworking that people feel like a robot, but There's nothing wrong with him doing this, it's just for the person in his heart, and he wants to be worthy of him sooner."

Jiang Yubie didn't speak, but he didn't drink the porridge in the bowl again. He just scooped it up with a spoon from time to time, and then put it down gently.

Lin Zhou was quite happy eating, and occasionally raised his head to look at Jiang Yubie. It wasn't until Jiang Yubie returned to normal and began to eat normally that Lin Zhou smiled and asked:

"I thought you would ask me, who is that person in Xiao Ke's heart? Aren't you curious?"

Jiang Yubie looked up at Lin Zhou, and smiled bitterly:

"I probably know."

Lin Yiyi was stunned, but then laughed, but didn't say anything else. He didn't like others to meddle in his affairs, and he wouldn't interfere with other people's affairs, especially their feelings. It is useless to say more.

"As long as you know it." That's all Lin Zhou said at the end.

-

After this meeting with Lin Zhou, Jiang Yubie had always wanted to find an opportunity to talk to Xiao Ke, but as for what to talk about, he didn't even think about it himself.

Xiao Ke probably likes himself.

But these words have never been said directly from Xiao Ke's mouth. Two years ago, he himself denied this statement. If it weren't for that kiss, Jiang Yubie would still feel that Xiao Ke treated him, probably The kind of affection a younger brother has for an older brother.

But now, whether it's his own feelings or Lin Zhou's feedback to him, Jiang Yubie knows what Xiao Ke thinks of him.

But before Xiao Ke could speak frankly, what should he say?

Say you kissed me 2 years ago, I know?Say you don't treat me like this again, do I feel guilty?Or ask him directly, do you like me?

It's not impossible, but the same thing happened once two years ago. That time, he said it so euphemistically, but still forced a child who never lied to lie.

What about this time?How will Xiao Ke react?

Is it a direct admission, or a denial like last time?

Jiang Yubie hadn't thought about how to tell Xiao Ke, but even if he did, he still didn't have time to see Xiao Ke.

Although the two live together, they don't spend much time seeing each other.

Xiao Ke is too busy. Even though he is only an intern now, how can it be easy for the nature of the job of a doctor?

During the day shift, Xiao Ke leaves early and returns late. Most of the time, Xiao Ke has already gone to work when Jiang Yubie wakes up, and Xiao Ke will come back when he is ready to sleep.

But even so, every time Jiang and Bie got up, he could see the food on the table. He didn't know when Xiao Ke got up, and even the lunch was ready, and he even left a note explaining which How long does the dish need to be hot.

No matter the details, it seems that he is being taken care of as a child.

During the evening shift, Xiao Ke would prepare a meal for Jiang Yubie after get off work. The two of them had a chance to have breakfast together, but seeing Xiao Ke's exhausted face, Jiang Yubie couldn't say anything, and just wanted him to hurry up. Point to rest.

Xiao Ke did go to rest, but at noon he would get up again to cook for Jiang Yubie. Jiang Yubie told him not to do this several times, but Xiao Ke just smiled and said it was okay, saying that he actually liked the life he had now. state.

Xiao Ke's care for him made Jiang Yubie feel that he must have saved the Milky Way in his previous life.

Of course, Jiang Yubie also felt sorry for Xiao Ke like this. Before Song Yi found a suitable part-time job, Jiang Yubie even started to learn to cook with Xiao Ke, and Xiao Ke didn't stop him. He just learned if he wanted to. But after several days in a row, Xiao Ke gave Jiang Yubie a summary:

"Brother, you may not really have any talent in cooking, admit it."

Indeed, Jiang Yubie was also very depressed, obviously all the operations were done according to the steps Xiao Ke taught him, but the ending was so much worse.

But cooking is not helpful. Jiang Yubie can also relieve Xiao Ke's burden in other places, such as housework. Although it is still not good enough, it is not as clean and tidy as Xiao Ke, but at least it is not too After tossing the house, even if it is tossing, I will try my best to put it back in place.

Never make the mistake of throwing everything in the laundry room again.

Xiao Ke would praise him and persuade him not to, saying that he likes to do housework.

But Jiang Yubie was reluctant and uneasy.

The weather is getting colder and colder. Jiang Yubie bought a lot of clothes for himself and also bought a lot for Xiao Ke. He didn't ask Xiao Ke's preferences. Anyway, the child's dressing taste is the same, simple and comfortable .

The clothes Jiang and Bie chose for him were all the most popular styles of the season, and they also matched Xiao Ke's temperament. After seeing the clothes numbers in his closet, Jiang and Bie ordered a lot of them without asking. Hang it in Xiao Ke's closet.

Xiao Ke didn't refuse when he found out, he just smiled and said to Jiang Yubie, "Thank you brother."

Xiao Ke knew how to wear those clothes, and they were really good-looking. He was a natural clothes hanger, and with his good looks, Jiang Yu didn't think that he could show off on the runway with just two steps.

Besides these, Jiang Yubie also wanted to buy a house for Xiao Ke.

Relying on Xiao Ke's current salary, there is a high probability that he can only rent a house in Beicheng for the past ten years. No one likes the wandering life. Xiao Ke, who works so hard, should be stable, so he has nothing to do recently. Both are looking at new properties.

They are all near Xiao Ke's working hospital, so it will be more convenient for him.

Song Yi came here a few times and found this out. He thought he was going to invest, and said a few words that there was a lot of money. The real estate market didn't know what it was like in the past two years. Let him save money first.

Jiang Yubie was silent for a few seconds, then said:

"I don't want to change houses myself, I want to buy one for Xiao Ke."

Song Yi jumped up on the sofa without any objection, but asked, "When will you buy me a set?"

Jiang Yu didn't bother to talk to him.

"Xiao Ke won't ask for it." Song Yi sat down calmly: "Although Xiao Ke doesn't have much money, he is full of arrogance in his bones. He would rather not have it than accept it from others. Your care and concern is priceless, but the house is too expensive for him to accept."

"What about the car?" Jiang Yubie asked, "Do you think it's okay if I buy him a car?"

Song Yi felt that Jiang Yubie was a little mentally disturbed. He used to do things differently, making people embarrassed or uncomfortable, but now he seemed to only want to give the other party the best, but ignored the other party's feelings. Song Yi stared at him for a few seconds:

"Can you tell me, what's the difference between sending a car and sending a house? Do you want to raise Xiao Ke as a bad boy?"

Jiang Yubie: "..."

Song Yi's words awakened Jiang Yubie. He also realized that his actions were inappropriate, so he put down his phone and said lightly:

"Just pretend I didn't say those words."

Song Yi is right, it is not appropriate to give a house or a car as a gift.

Although Jiang Yubie didn't give away the delivery car anymore, Song Yi was keenly aware of something. He stared at Jiang Yubie and asked:

"Why do I always feel that what you are doing now is to compensate Xiao Ke? Did you do anything to apologize to him?"

Jiang and Bie didn't speak.

Even if you want to make up for it, these things are far from enough.

-

Jiang Yu didn't have any chance to talk to Xiao Ke, but he didn't want the chance to appear in half a month.

It was Friday, and when Xiao Ke left in the morning, he said that he should not be too busy today, that he would come back early in the evening, and that he would not have to go to work tomorrow, so Jiang Yu did not send him to the door, and told him to be careful on the road.

Jiang Yubie has been taking care of his body recently, without doing anything, and a mushroom will grow on the top of his head immediately, but he himself enjoys this state, so he doesn't think much of it, it's just that he is a little bored occasionally.

When bored, Jiang Yubie would think a lot about what he had and what he didn't have, and he would think about everything. But recently, most of Jiang Yubie's thoughts are related to Xiao Ke.

My body has almost recovered after Xiao Ke's recuperation during this period, and I don't feel any discomfort anymore.

So what about with Xiao Ke?

Jiang Yubie didn't like living with other people before, so there was no fixed nanny in such a big family, only part-time workers who came twice a week, and even Song Yi came here a handful of times, but Jiang Yubie could accept Xiao Ke's , Even now living together, he doesn't feel any discomfort.

It's not because of being taken care of, but Xiao Ke himself makes people feel comfortable.

He also browsed a lot of forums recently, and one of the questions impressed Jiang Yubie deeply, saying that if you are not sure whether you like someone or not, then you should imagine that you will live with this person for the rest of your life , Do you think it is acceptable.

If you can, you like it; otherwise, you don't like it, or you don't like it enough.

Jiang and Bie didn't bother to let themselves fantasize, he already had the answer.

But some answers are not necessarily the correct one.

After lunch, Jiang and Bie fell asleep on the sofa in a daze, and had a dream. In the dream, he was still at a foreign film festival, and saw himself and Xiao Ke in the screening hall of "Sick". I also heard the first time I heard the song "Fake Play", which has a kind of peeping into another person's inner feelings.

After waking up, Jiang and Bie calmed down for a while before waking up from the dream, then got up and went to the Internet to find the song "Fake Play", and searched for Shuxinge's information along the way.

The webpage shows that Shuxin was first known to the audience after writing a theme song for a popular TV series a year ago. He also specially sent a Weibo to thank Shu Xin Ge, which is well known to the audience.

Since then, Shu Xin Ge's songs have often become the OSTs of film and television dramas, and Jiang Yubie found that he had listened to some of them.

However, Shuxinge only composed music and occasionally wrote lyrics. There was only one song "Fake Play" sung by himself, and it was earlier than all the works.

There are only introductions about his works on the Internet, but there is something mysterious about him. There are microblogs, but because they are not regularly maintained, the number of fans is only a few thousand, and the few microblogs are also segmented melody audio , There is absolutely no text about himself at all.

Other than that, there is no other information.

Jiang Yubie added "Fake Play" to the playlist, connected the Bluetooth speaker and started playing.

When Xiao Ke entered the door, he just heard 'I took off this coat later, and you said you would abandon you if you took it off', he stopped at the door for a moment before regaining his normal state and walking in.

Jiang Yubie lay on the sofa with his eyes closed and recuperated, but he didn't notice.

Xiao Ke stared at Jiang Yubie for a few seconds, then walked over and turned off the Bluetooth speaker. Jiang Yubie looked over, a little surprised:

"So early?"

"Hmm." Xiao Ke's expression was a little unnatural, but Jiang Yubie didn't think too much at that time, and just got up from the sofa:

"What are you going to do at night? I'll help you."

"No need." Xiao Ke looked at Jiang Yubie: "I'll go out later."

Today is a colleague of Xiao Ke’s department who got married, so he and his wife invited everyone out for dinner. The relationship between Xiao Ke and everyone can’t be said to be particularly good, but it’s not bad either. decline.

It stands to reason that he should go there with everyone and then go home, but today he only missed breakfast and lunch when he went out, thinking that dinner could be eaten at home with Jiang Yubie, but he didn't want such an accident to happen, so Said that he had greeted everyone, and had to rush over after coming back to help Jiang Yubie cook.

After listening to Xiao Ke's explanation, Jiang and Bie didn't know what it was like:

"You don't have to work so hard. I can make it myself. Although it's not as delicious as yours, it won't make me hungry."

Xiao Ke smiled:

"It's better not to embarrass your stomach, he may not want to endure this kind of torture at the right time."

After saying that, he walked to the kitchen. Jiang Yubie looked at Xiao Ke's back with mixed emotions in his heart.

He followed, although he didn't necessarily do anything, but he wanted to be with him.

Even if it was a dinner for one person, Xiao Ke made exquisite dishes, all of which Jiang Yubie liked to eat, sliced ​​meat with lettuce, hot yam and corn, and a bowl of egg custard.

Xiao Ke was in a hurry to make his colleagues wait for him for too long, so he left after cooking. He told Jiang Yubie to eat while it was hot. Jiang Yubie stood at the door to see him out, and suddenly I really want to hug this boy in front of me.

But in the end he was restrained by himself.

If you can't give him what he wants, don't give him hope.

Don't even have any ambiguity.

That would turn into a knife, a sharp weapon to hurt him.

-

The food was delicious, but Jiang Yubie felt that it was a bit chewy. The relationship between him and Xiao Ke seemed to be a spring of water, but it was a dead end.

Xiao Ke's kindness to him made him feel uneasy. Even though Xiao Ke never said it, Jiang Yubie knew what he thought about him. Got a scumbag.

But sometimes the arrangement of fate is like this. Before he has figured out what posture he should use to get along with Xiao Ke after the reunion, his own body sends himself in front of Xiao Ke, without giving each other anything at all. room for buffering.

Because the reunion was in a hurry, so the subsequent relationship was also messy, and even let Xiao Ke stay at home in a daze.

This has resulted in the current situation where the child will be hurt no matter whether he moves forward or backward.

Even if Jiang and Bie are exquisite in all aspects, they can't think of a perfect solution.

When Xiao Ke came back, Jiang Yubie was exercising in the gym. It was one thing to vent his emotions. On the other hand, he had been raised so well by Xiao Ke during this period, and his six-pack abs had faintly disappeared.

Jiang Yubie didn't mind his figure very much, but as far as he was concerned, he had no plans to quit the entertainment industry anytime soon, so he had to be responsible to the audience and maintain his figure.

He heard it when the door rang, but when he walked out of the gym, he didn't see Xiao Ke's figure. He called Xiao Ke suspiciously, but before he could answer, the person from the guest guard appeared next to his ear. Vomiting.

Jiang Yubie's complexion changed, and he hurriedly walked over, Xiao Ke was throwing up while holding the toilet.

"Why do you drink so much?" Jiang Yubie walked over and patted him on the back, trying to make him feel better, but Xiao Ke didn't want Jiang Yubie to see his embarrassed posture, so he pushed him lightly. , with almost no strength, Jiang Yubie took his hand away angrily:

"I do not go."

Xiao Ke seemed to have smiled, and spit out the alcohol in his stomach without saying a word.

Xiao Ke has always taken care of Jiang Yubie, whether it is normal or when he is sick, but Jiang Yubie can also take care of others, but there has never been such a role around him for him to take care of.

At this moment, he watched Xiao Ke rinse his mouth, and walked unsteadily towards the guest room. Jiang Yubie hurried over and let Xiao Ke put it on his shoulders.

Xiao Ke stopped because of the change in posture, and turned his head slowly to look at Jiang Yubie:

"Brother, why are you so pretty?"

Jiang Yubie sighed slightly, ignored his rainbow fart, and helped him slowly walk to the bedroom.

Originally, Jiang Yubie planned to let Xiao Ke go to bed quickly, and it would relieve a lot if he was drunk, but Xiao Ke refused to lie on the bed, saying that he would vomit and had to sit for a while. Can take him to the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

It has already entered December in Beicheng, and the weather forecast says that there will be snow in the near future, but I don't know if it will snow or not.

Xiao Ke sat on the sofa, Jiang Yubie went out and came in again, made him a glass of honey water, Xiao Ke became more awake, and smiled at Jiang Yubie when he took the glass:

"Thank you bro."

"When did you learn how to drink?" Jiang Yubie sat on the sofa next to him and looked at him.

"I didn't learn it on purpose." Xiao Ke said: "If you want to integrate into this society, you need to socialize. Drinking is indispensable. If you do it more often, you will naturally get used to it."

After speaking, he took a sip of honey water, smiled and said to Jiang Yubie, "Sweet."

Jiang Yu didn't smile. Looking at Xiao Ke like this, he suddenly remembered Xiao Ke who would frown slightly even after taking a sip of beer two years ago. Perhaps the hard work Lin Zhou mentioned was not only about academics, but also about being with this person. social integration efforts.

In fact, he doesn't need to grow up so fast, he can take his time.

Who forced him?

The two of them didn't talk for a long time, and Xiao Ke didn't feel sleepy either. He knew it when he was drunk for the first time. He knew that he and Jiang Yubie were completely different people, and that Jiang Yubie would go to sleep when he was drunk. people, but he is becoming more and more sober as he gets drunk.

It's just a little out of control, but it's not a bad thing for Xiao Ke to be out of control. After all, he really needs something to stimulate him, so that he can say what he dares to think or not to say.

When Jiang Yubie got up and was about to leave, Xiao Ke stopped him:

"Brother, do you have time? I want to talk to you."

Jiang Yubie stopped in his tracks, looked back at Xiao Ke, and guessed what he might be talking to him about, but no matter whether it was what he had in mind, he couldn't refuse Xiao Ke's proposal.

They should talk, and they will talk sooner or later.

So Jiang Yubie sat down again and asked Xiao Ke:

"What do you want to talk about?"

Xiao Ke glanced at Jiang Yubie slightly sideways, then turned his head to look out the window again, and said:

"You said before that no matter what I encounter, I can ask you, and you will help me find a way. This matter has been held in my heart for a long, long time. I hope you can tell me what I will do next. ,I'll listen to you."

Jiang Yubie didn't speak, and leaned forward slightly with his arms on his knees. He didn't look at Xiao Ke, but he was a complete listener.

Xiao Ke didn't expect Jiang Yu's answer either, so he opened his mouth:

"I have a person who I like so much that I don't even know what to do, but I dare not tell him. Several times I mustered up the courage to say it, but I was discouraged. I'm afraid to say it, even now The relationship cannot be maintained."

"He is dazzling and excellent. He is the kind of person who feels comfortable just looking at him even if he doesn't do or say anything. He is a star in the sky, but I am just the mud in the lotus pond. I am not worthy of it." Come on him, the distance between us is so far away."

Jiang and Bie Ting frowned slightly: "Xiao Ke..."

"I didn't dare to have extravagant expectations before. I felt that as long as he was good, everything would be fine. Whether I want to be with him or not is not that important. But some people say that if you like someone, you will have desire and possessiveness. I also have , such a good person, I also want him to be my own."

"So I worked desperately, desperately trying to get closer to him, and closer, but it seemed that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't reach him."

"I'm not making excuses. I will keep working hard in the days to come, but I'm also afraid that he will be chased away before I can catch up with him."

"Brother." Xiao Ke called out cautiously: "Tell me, what should I do?"

Jiang and Bie didn't speak, Xiao Ke turned his head to look at him after a few seconds of silence, his eyes were affectionate and nostalgic:

"As long as I think that this person may belong to someone else, I will die of sadness, but if I say it, he rejects me and stays away from me, and this life has nothing to do with me, I will also die of sadness I can't seem to survive, can I?"

Jiang Yubie was silent for a long time before slowly raising his head to look at Xiao Ke, and smiled slightly, but that smile always seemed a bit heavy compared to the usual light and cloudless:

"Just like him that much?"

"Well, I like it very much." Xiao Ke said.

"How is he good?"

Xiao Ke smiled, the alcohol made his face blush, a little cute: "Everywhere is good, no one is better than him."

Jiang Yubie looked at Xiao Ke, and spoke slowly after a few seconds:

"Since he is so good, then I believe he would also like to see you better. You are only 22 years old, and you have only traveled two places from Yuncheng to Beicheng. After that, you will go to more places and see more and more. Good people, the world waiting for you is much bigger than what you see now."

Jiang Yubie smiled lightly: "Looking back in a few years, maybe he is not as good as you imagined, he also has shortcomings, and there are things you can't stand, instead of letting time pass It’s better to keep the goodness at the beginning.”

Xiao Ke didn't speak, but looked at Jiang Yubie.

Jiang Yubie also looked at Xiao Ke:

"You don't need to belittle yourself. I believe he can see your hard work and how good you are. He also knows how much you have paid for it, but he may also be thinking in his heart that he is not worthy of your hard work." He likes you, he also hopes you are better, and there will definitely be better choices than him in the future."

"No more." Xiao Ke said: "Even if there is, it can only be said to be a better choice, but it is not the choice I want most."

"You haven't met him yet, so of course you will say that."

Xiao Ke didn't speak any more, but his eyes gradually faded. After a few seconds, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and slowly looked out the window again.

Jiang Yubie stayed with him for a while in silence, then got up:

"Rest early, don't think too much."

After saying this, Jiang Yubie habitually wanted to rub Xiao Ke's head, but was forced to stop halfway through the movement. He suddenly remembered that when he was filming "Sick", he also had With such an action, Xiao Ke lowered his head on his own initiative that time, rubbing against his palm.

Now that Xiao Ke has grown up, such intimacy is no longer suitable for them.

Jiang Yubie went back to the room directly, and threw himself on the bed. What Xiao Ke told him just now echoed in his mind:

"I have someone I like very much, so much that I don't know what to do..."

"I don't deserve him, the distance between us is so far..."

"Such a good person, I also want him to belong to me..."

"Desperately trying to get closer to him, a little closer..."

"Brother, tell me, what should I do?"

……

Every word Xiao Ke said was like a heavy hammer hitting Jiang Yubin's heart hard, making him ache, making him flustered, and making him feel that rejection is a sin, and he knew that Xiao Ke could understand those words , but those words are not bound in a cocoon, pulling him painfully.

I don't know how long he lay there before Jiang Yubie slowly got up and went to the bathroom. Maybe it was because he was irritable, maybe he couldn't relieve his emotions, or maybe he was really a criminal. Jiang Yubie's body unexpectedly reacted at this moment. He frowned slightly, as if he disliked himself, but he couldn't help it, and began to disregard it and even use pain to relieve it...

-

The door opened and closed, and every sound was played infinitely loudly in Xiao Ke's ears.

Xiao Ke is sure that he has never expressed any love for Jiang Yubie, but what Jiang Yubie said just now, he feels that Jiang Yubie knows about his feelings, and he knows how much he loves him. Like, know what you're doing.

When did you know?

Did he see the clues of what he did?Or did he not believe it when he denied liking him two years ago?Or maybe Jiang Yubie didn't fall asleep with that kiss when he decided not to work as a part-time worker?He was awake the whole time?

Alcohol made Xiao Ke's head a little numb, but on the contrary, he could think about things more clearly in the past. He remembered a time when he thought Jiang Yubie was sleeping on the sofa, and he went to help him cover the blanket. He suddenly opened his eyes and scared him. I jumped up and told myself:

"I don't have the habit of taking a nap."

Xiao Ke suddenly opened his eyes and felt that everything was clear.

Why did Jiang Yubie, who clearly said he was in regular contact, never call or send WeChat after he resigned? Why didn't Jiang Yubie reply to every message even after a few months of contact? Why did Jiang Yubu understand those words.

He knew from beginning to end that he lied, and from beginning to end he knew that he liked him.

Xiao Ke didn't know what it was like in his heart.

Feel cheated and tricked?

No, Jiang Yubie didn't do anything excessive from the beginning to the end. He pretended not to know anything, which was the choice of a normal person, otherwise what else could he do?You can't be the first to refuse without expressing your intentions.

That's not something he would do.

Jiang and Bie probably hoped that the relationship between them would stay in the status quo forever, so they would not alienate or get close.

Xiao Ke understood, but couldn't accept it.

Although he said that he was afraid that the two of them would gradually alienate after confessing their confession, so that they would never have a relationship, but it was impossible for him to never say anything, and to watch Jiang Yubie belong to another person.

He used to be cowardly, but not so cowardly now.

Especially now that Jiang Yubie knew what he was thinking, especially after the conversation tonight.

Even if he wanted to maintain the status quo, Jiang Yubie might not be able to do it. He would definitely take the following measures in order to let himself let go slowly. What are they?Probably also slowly away.

Even if he doesn't stay away now, when he has someone he likes, he will gradually stay away in order to take care of his own mood and the thoughts of his lover.

It was a matter of time. Sooner or later, he would have nothing to do with Jiang Yubie and had nothing to do with it.

Since talking or not talking will lead to a dead end, so why not say it?Why do you still have to cover it up at this point, trying to cover it up?

In fact, there is no going back, is there?

Xiao Ke got up and walked out of the room.

There was no one in Jiang and the other master bedrooms, but the sound of water could be heard from the bathroom.

As long as Xiao Ke has a little sense, he will not make the move to open the bathroom door, but after all he has drunk, even if his head is sober, many actions are uncontrollable.

So he pushed open the bathroom door without thinking.

Xiao Ke swears that he really thought that Jiang Yubie was just washing his face and brushing his teeth. He never thought that Jiang Yubie was taking a shower, let alone that Jiang Yubie was propping up on the wall with one hand to relieve himself.

Xiao Ke was stunned. He had never expected this to happen, so much so that he forgot what he wanted to say and the purpose of coming here. Dispersed, he was left with little sobriety.

He heard his own voice, unbelievably far away, saying:

"Brother, I will help you."

The author has something to say: wine is really a good thing~

See you tomorrow~