Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18
Chapter 75: Please fall into the abyss with me
Even under such circumstances, Yosano Akiko would subconsciously look at Mori Ogai subconsciously when she saw Mori Ogai. She just glanced at each other, then lowered her head again, her voice was devoid of any emotion.
"I am fine."
"is it?"
His eyes narrowed slightly, but Mori Ogai didn't ask the other party, he just let go of his hand and spoke calmly.
"Then treat..."
Before Mori Ogai finished speaking, the voice of Yosano Akiko eagerly gave the result directly.
"I'll be there."
She raised her feet and walked towards the health department, never looking at Mori Ogai again, just repeating this sentence.
"I'll go to therapy."
Then... think about it, think about what you want to do.
Such an attitude...
Mori Ogai touched his chin, looking at Akiko Yosano with strange eyes.
It's different from the previous "healed" appearance. Sure enough, something happened on the side of the little lady, right?Or what did the little lady say to her?Or is the situation too serious for her this time?
Guessing in his heart, Mori Ogai turned his head and gave orders to his humanoid ability.
"Alice, follow Xie Ye."
"Yes, Master."
Seeing his blond-haired humanoid superhuman ability catch up with Yosano, Mori Ogai turned around and walked in the opposite direction without hesitation.
In any case, it was related to the state of the treatment, and some soldiers could supplement it, but he didn't want Yu Xie Ye, who was the only one, to collapse to the point where he could not be treated.
There was a knock on the door, accompanied by a familiar voice, and it was no surprise that the person who came was Mori Ogai.
"A sudden visit, I hope I didn't disturb the little lady."
Someone who had already interrupted said the opening remark, followed by the next sentence, going straight to the point.
"It's like this. When I met Xie Ye just now, I found that she was not in the right state. You know, her situation always makes me worry."
He spoke words that seemed to be extremely concerned, but everyone knew what he cared more about than Yosano Akiko herself.
"I just explained something to her."
Some suggestions were also made.
At this time, Miki Nozomi has returned to her usual appearance, she is still sitting by the bed, looking at Mori Ogai with exceptionally calm eyes.
"She needs some time to digest."
"Digestion?"
Mori Ogai only felt that he suddenly had eyelids for a day, and suddenly had a bad premonition.
It is impossible for Xie Ye to have such a big reaction because of those "comforting" words, so what she knows is easy to judge.
"Can you tell me."
Although he was speaking questioning words, there was no trace of doubt in his voice, and some just couldn't refuse.
"Miss, what did you and Yosano say?"
"There's nothing I can't say, I just told her about the current situation."
The current situation?It was indeed heavy, and it was normal for Xie Ye to look like this.
Many times Mori Ogai had to admit that no matter how many times he said it in front of Yosano Akiko, it was not as good as the little lady who said it once to make the other party listen.
Just when Mori Ogai was slightly relieved, Miki Nozomi's next words rang in his ears like thunder.
she says--
"Including [Undead Alliance]."
Mori Ogai's pupils suddenly constricted.
"You actually told Xie Ye this?!"
"Why not?"
Miki Nozomi's eyes rarely revealed a bit of sharpness that had not completely dissipated, she stared at Mori Ogai, and asked each word with a pause.
"Akiko has the right to know, doesn't she?"
"But it would make her behave incorrectly."
No longer caring about anything, Mori Ogai came to Miki Nozomi's body in a few steps, the sound of military boots touching the ground was extremely clear, as if knocking on a person's heart.
"Because she is still young, most of her actions are emotional impulses."
And that's the last thing you need right now!
"This is normal."
Miki Nozomi retorted without fear.
"She should have a mind of her own."
"But not now!"
Mori Ogai's expression was extremely serious, even showing a stern aura.
"This is not a place for kindness to survive."
Because it is a battlefield, there is no room for soft-heartedness, and the slightest mistake will kill people.
"She's different."
Didn't you even take advantage of Akiko's "soft heart"?
Miki Nozomi took a deep breath, knowing that she could not reach an agreement with the other party.
She can choose that person because of her emotions, but the person in front of her will give up without hesitation for the sake of the other side.
"Remember what I said about Dr. Manson?"
The brown eyes are still calm, like a mirror, reflecting his powerlessness, and also reflecting the distant but approaching future, which made Mori Ogai's heart involuntarily surface a word.
"You, will fail."
I, will fail.
……
……
It was still a conversation with no winners or losers and no right or wrong, after which a few days of tranquility passed.
However, before waiting for more time, the unexpected and natural thing finally happened.
—Soldier, start suicide.
Some seemed to have made an appointment, and some seemed to be on a whim. They did not choose to die on the battlefield, but chose to die in a base that belonged to the post.
Even after some people found out, they just expressed their blessings from the bottom of their hearts with numb faces.
Anyway, this was even going on for a while before anyone reported it.
"boom--"
The sound of fists colliding with the wall was extremely obvious in this deadly quiet place, but Mori Ogai could only look at the scene in front of him, the darkness in his eyes was about to break out.
Whether it was the soldiers hanging in the air, or Yosano Akiko who was lying motionless on the ground with lost brilliance in his eyes, everything seemed to be whispering in his ears.
The arrival of another limit...?
The look on his face was almost dark, at this moment, he could only choose to send Yosano Akiko to Miki Nozomi again.
However, a day later, the reply he waited for was...
"I can't make Akiko 'well'."
The black-haired girl still looked numb, as if she didn't respond to anything outside, and only when Miki Nozomi guided her would she give some slight responses.
But only there.
"As you can see, there is nothing I can do."
no way?How can there be no way?If she and Xie Ye no longer treat her, then here...
"No, you..."
"Doctor Sen."
Almost forcefully interrupting Mori Ogai's words, Miki Nozomi retorted in a calm but sad voice.
"You have to know that I am not a so-called psychiatrist, and the comfort I can do is limited."
Of course, there is also a reason why she didn't help Akiko bear the burden, but this time she did it on purpose.
Without Akiko's treatment, the aircraft carrier has only one choice, and that is to retreat.
But so what?Isn't defeat a matter of course?Even if Akiko recovers, it's just a lingering procrastination, and after all, the result of failure will not change anyway.
As long as they retreat, Akiko will not be sent back even if she recovers.
and so……
Miki Nozomi frankly told lies that only she knew.
"I have no choice."
Even if Yosano Akiko couldn't be healed, it didn't mean that they could be withdrawn by withdrawing. During this gap, another thing happened.
"Crack-"
The sound of the door being opened sounded again, Miki Nozomi looked towards the door, but found that it was still Mori Ogai.
His emotions were extremely restrained, making it difficult for people to see clearly what he was thinking at the moment, but Miki Nozomi didn't have time to distinguish.
Because what he said next shocked her.
"Major Miki..."
He paused, as if observing Miki Nozomi's expression, and said the rest of his words.
"Sacrificed."
"sacrifice?"
Miki Nozomi's hands holding the pages of the book suddenly clenched, causing the white paper to wrinkle, but at this moment she had no way to take care of these, she stared at Mori Ogai in disbelief, only rebuttals remained in her mouth.
"impossible!"
His Oshou didn't respond at all, and it was impossible for his father not to take his Oshou with him, how could such a thing happen?
Even if something happened, it should be me!
"I won't lie to you about this kind of thing, Major Miki...it's in the health department, miss..."
Before Mori Ogai finished speaking, Miki Nozomi had already dropped the book, jumped to the ground, passed the other party straight and rushed out the door. Although the health department was not allowed to set foot in the place, she had passed so many times on the periphery , of course she knows the direction.
In the corridor, there were soldiers who were so exhausted that they lay directly on the ground. Some of them closed their eyes, and some groaned in pain. To ordinary people, it even seemed like a scene that would only exist in hell.
Being taken to a certain room, Miki Xi stared blankly at Miki's father who lost his breath inside, with only one thought in mind.
What about my guardian...?What about the guard that the other party promised to never leave the body that I gave?
However, Mori Ogai's voice came from behind.
"But before he died, Major Miki entrusted you to me to take good care of you."
Yes, he was telling the truth, this accident even he could not have imagined.
Also because of his deliberate approach, he is already the best friend of Major Miki here.
——so good that only she can be entrusted to her daughter by the other party.
Thinking about it this way, Mori Ogai didn't know whether it was regret or happiness, or some kind of secret joy, and maybe some kind of complexity of knowing the result.He sighed, and regretfully said the next sentence.
"There was still some time, but there was no treatment with Xie Ye, so it didn't take long..."
This sentence is also true. Originally, he still had a sigh of relief. If Originally and Xie Ye could be cured, they could still be saved.
As if he didn't hear Mori Ogai's provocative words, Miki Nozomi took a deep breath, stepped forward and groped on Miki Kiyoshi's body, and after making sure that the other party didn't have the guard that he sent, he didn't hesitate. Turned around and left the room.
Mori Ogai:? ? ?
Wait a minute, miss, are you leaving like this?is your father still here ? ?
Out of some curiosity and the identity of the guardian who is now transferred, Mori Ogai followed Miki Nozomi's footsteps, and soon came to Miki Kiyoshi's office again.
After following Nozomi Miki's entry and search, she found a half-dried omamori in the drawer under the desk in a short while.
It's red, and it still feels moist when touched. Miki Hiding stared at the omori left in the drawer by the master in his hand, and guessed the truth almost instantly.
The father who came back to change his clothes yesterday, and the Omori who is still wet today, did he not bring it with him because he wanted to dry it?
accidental?coincide?Or elusive luck?She couldn't find out anymore.Because she only knew that she had lost her loved one again.
Let her get used to it, but she can't help but feel sad.
In the next second, her eyes went dark, and she was embraced in a warm embrace that smelled of blood and gunpowder smoke.
"Anyway, I'm still here."
Holding the young body exuding sorrow in his arms, there was no sadness in Mori Ogai's eyes, and there was even a faint excitement leaping out of it, faintly revealing at the moment that the other party couldn't see.
He lowered his head and spoke softly in her ear, his comforting voice was even more obvious with tenderness.
The gentleness that makes people involuntarily let go of their guard.
"From now on, I will always accompany the little lady..."
Having said that, he paused, showing a complex expression that was so weird that even he didn't know what it was mixed with, and the rest of the words were so soft that only he could hear them.
"No, it's 'my' Ashie now."
It is the only existence that I, who is doomed to fail, can keep by my side, or even take it away.
Thinking of this, Mori Ogai even repeated a sentence uncontrollably in his heart.
This is my own.
The author has something to say:
Draw again!As long as the set number of people is enough, I can win the prize!Still subscribe 100%, this time I double draw 100 people!Open tomorrow at 17:[-]! (This time I will definitely be able to sneak into Europe!)
ps will post when the update is finished
"I am fine."
"is it?"
His eyes narrowed slightly, but Mori Ogai didn't ask the other party, he just let go of his hand and spoke calmly.
"Then treat..."
Before Mori Ogai finished speaking, the voice of Yosano Akiko eagerly gave the result directly.
"I'll be there."
She raised her feet and walked towards the health department, never looking at Mori Ogai again, just repeating this sentence.
"I'll go to therapy."
Then... think about it, think about what you want to do.
Such an attitude...
Mori Ogai touched his chin, looking at Akiko Yosano with strange eyes.
It's different from the previous "healed" appearance. Sure enough, something happened on the side of the little lady, right?Or what did the little lady say to her?Or is the situation too serious for her this time?
Guessing in his heart, Mori Ogai turned his head and gave orders to his humanoid ability.
"Alice, follow Xie Ye."
"Yes, Master."
Seeing his blond-haired humanoid superhuman ability catch up with Yosano, Mori Ogai turned around and walked in the opposite direction without hesitation.
In any case, it was related to the state of the treatment, and some soldiers could supplement it, but he didn't want Yu Xie Ye, who was the only one, to collapse to the point where he could not be treated.
There was a knock on the door, accompanied by a familiar voice, and it was no surprise that the person who came was Mori Ogai.
"A sudden visit, I hope I didn't disturb the little lady."
Someone who had already interrupted said the opening remark, followed by the next sentence, going straight to the point.
"It's like this. When I met Xie Ye just now, I found that she was not in the right state. You know, her situation always makes me worry."
He spoke words that seemed to be extremely concerned, but everyone knew what he cared more about than Yosano Akiko herself.
"I just explained something to her."
Some suggestions were also made.
At this time, Miki Nozomi has returned to her usual appearance, she is still sitting by the bed, looking at Mori Ogai with exceptionally calm eyes.
"She needs some time to digest."
"Digestion?"
Mori Ogai only felt that he suddenly had eyelids for a day, and suddenly had a bad premonition.
It is impossible for Xie Ye to have such a big reaction because of those "comforting" words, so what she knows is easy to judge.
"Can you tell me."
Although he was speaking questioning words, there was no trace of doubt in his voice, and some just couldn't refuse.
"Miss, what did you and Yosano say?"
"There's nothing I can't say, I just told her about the current situation."
The current situation?It was indeed heavy, and it was normal for Xie Ye to look like this.
Many times Mori Ogai had to admit that no matter how many times he said it in front of Yosano Akiko, it was not as good as the little lady who said it once to make the other party listen.
Just when Mori Ogai was slightly relieved, Miki Nozomi's next words rang in his ears like thunder.
she says--
"Including [Undead Alliance]."
Mori Ogai's pupils suddenly constricted.
"You actually told Xie Ye this?!"
"Why not?"
Miki Nozomi's eyes rarely revealed a bit of sharpness that had not completely dissipated, she stared at Mori Ogai, and asked each word with a pause.
"Akiko has the right to know, doesn't she?"
"But it would make her behave incorrectly."
No longer caring about anything, Mori Ogai came to Miki Nozomi's body in a few steps, the sound of military boots touching the ground was extremely clear, as if knocking on a person's heart.
"Because she is still young, most of her actions are emotional impulses."
And that's the last thing you need right now!
"This is normal."
Miki Nozomi retorted without fear.
"She should have a mind of her own."
"But not now!"
Mori Ogai's expression was extremely serious, even showing a stern aura.
"This is not a place for kindness to survive."
Because it is a battlefield, there is no room for soft-heartedness, and the slightest mistake will kill people.
"She's different."
Didn't you even take advantage of Akiko's "soft heart"?
Miki Nozomi took a deep breath, knowing that she could not reach an agreement with the other party.
She can choose that person because of her emotions, but the person in front of her will give up without hesitation for the sake of the other side.
"Remember what I said about Dr. Manson?"
The brown eyes are still calm, like a mirror, reflecting his powerlessness, and also reflecting the distant but approaching future, which made Mori Ogai's heart involuntarily surface a word.
"You, will fail."
I, will fail.
……
……
It was still a conversation with no winners or losers and no right or wrong, after which a few days of tranquility passed.
However, before waiting for more time, the unexpected and natural thing finally happened.
—Soldier, start suicide.
Some seemed to have made an appointment, and some seemed to be on a whim. They did not choose to die on the battlefield, but chose to die in a base that belonged to the post.
Even after some people found out, they just expressed their blessings from the bottom of their hearts with numb faces.
Anyway, this was even going on for a while before anyone reported it.
"boom--"
The sound of fists colliding with the wall was extremely obvious in this deadly quiet place, but Mori Ogai could only look at the scene in front of him, the darkness in his eyes was about to break out.
Whether it was the soldiers hanging in the air, or Yosano Akiko who was lying motionless on the ground with lost brilliance in his eyes, everything seemed to be whispering in his ears.
The arrival of another limit...?
The look on his face was almost dark, at this moment, he could only choose to send Yosano Akiko to Miki Nozomi again.
However, a day later, the reply he waited for was...
"I can't make Akiko 'well'."
The black-haired girl still looked numb, as if she didn't respond to anything outside, and only when Miki Nozomi guided her would she give some slight responses.
But only there.
"As you can see, there is nothing I can do."
no way?How can there be no way?If she and Xie Ye no longer treat her, then here...
"No, you..."
"Doctor Sen."
Almost forcefully interrupting Mori Ogai's words, Miki Nozomi retorted in a calm but sad voice.
"You have to know that I am not a so-called psychiatrist, and the comfort I can do is limited."
Of course, there is also a reason why she didn't help Akiko bear the burden, but this time she did it on purpose.
Without Akiko's treatment, the aircraft carrier has only one choice, and that is to retreat.
But so what?Isn't defeat a matter of course?Even if Akiko recovers, it's just a lingering procrastination, and after all, the result of failure will not change anyway.
As long as they retreat, Akiko will not be sent back even if she recovers.
and so……
Miki Nozomi frankly told lies that only she knew.
"I have no choice."
Even if Yosano Akiko couldn't be healed, it didn't mean that they could be withdrawn by withdrawing. During this gap, another thing happened.
"Crack-"
The sound of the door being opened sounded again, Miki Nozomi looked towards the door, but found that it was still Mori Ogai.
His emotions were extremely restrained, making it difficult for people to see clearly what he was thinking at the moment, but Miki Nozomi didn't have time to distinguish.
Because what he said next shocked her.
"Major Miki..."
He paused, as if observing Miki Nozomi's expression, and said the rest of his words.
"Sacrificed."
"sacrifice?"
Miki Nozomi's hands holding the pages of the book suddenly clenched, causing the white paper to wrinkle, but at this moment she had no way to take care of these, she stared at Mori Ogai in disbelief, only rebuttals remained in her mouth.
"impossible!"
His Oshou didn't respond at all, and it was impossible for his father not to take his Oshou with him, how could such a thing happen?
Even if something happened, it should be me!
"I won't lie to you about this kind of thing, Major Miki...it's in the health department, miss..."
Before Mori Ogai finished speaking, Miki Nozomi had already dropped the book, jumped to the ground, passed the other party straight and rushed out the door. Although the health department was not allowed to set foot in the place, she had passed so many times on the periphery , of course she knows the direction.
In the corridor, there were soldiers who were so exhausted that they lay directly on the ground. Some of them closed their eyes, and some groaned in pain. To ordinary people, it even seemed like a scene that would only exist in hell.
Being taken to a certain room, Miki Xi stared blankly at Miki's father who lost his breath inside, with only one thought in mind.
What about my guardian...?What about the guard that the other party promised to never leave the body that I gave?
However, Mori Ogai's voice came from behind.
"But before he died, Major Miki entrusted you to me to take good care of you."
Yes, he was telling the truth, this accident even he could not have imagined.
Also because of his deliberate approach, he is already the best friend of Major Miki here.
——so good that only she can be entrusted to her daughter by the other party.
Thinking about it this way, Mori Ogai didn't know whether it was regret or happiness, or some kind of secret joy, and maybe some kind of complexity of knowing the result.He sighed, and regretfully said the next sentence.
"There was still some time, but there was no treatment with Xie Ye, so it didn't take long..."
This sentence is also true. Originally, he still had a sigh of relief. If Originally and Xie Ye could be cured, they could still be saved.
As if he didn't hear Mori Ogai's provocative words, Miki Nozomi took a deep breath, stepped forward and groped on Miki Kiyoshi's body, and after making sure that the other party didn't have the guard that he sent, he didn't hesitate. Turned around and left the room.
Mori Ogai:? ? ?
Wait a minute, miss, are you leaving like this?is your father still here ? ?
Out of some curiosity and the identity of the guardian who is now transferred, Mori Ogai followed Miki Nozomi's footsteps, and soon came to Miki Kiyoshi's office again.
After following Nozomi Miki's entry and search, she found a half-dried omamori in the drawer under the desk in a short while.
It's red, and it still feels moist when touched. Miki Hiding stared at the omori left in the drawer by the master in his hand, and guessed the truth almost instantly.
The father who came back to change his clothes yesterday, and the Omori who is still wet today, did he not bring it with him because he wanted to dry it?
accidental?coincide?Or elusive luck?She couldn't find out anymore.Because she only knew that she had lost her loved one again.
Let her get used to it, but she can't help but feel sad.
In the next second, her eyes went dark, and she was embraced in a warm embrace that smelled of blood and gunpowder smoke.
"Anyway, I'm still here."
Holding the young body exuding sorrow in his arms, there was no sadness in Mori Ogai's eyes, and there was even a faint excitement leaping out of it, faintly revealing at the moment that the other party couldn't see.
He lowered his head and spoke softly in her ear, his comforting voice was even more obvious with tenderness.
The gentleness that makes people involuntarily let go of their guard.
"From now on, I will always accompany the little lady..."
Having said that, he paused, showing a complex expression that was so weird that even he didn't know what it was mixed with, and the rest of the words were so soft that only he could hear them.
"No, it's 'my' Ashie now."
It is the only existence that I, who is doomed to fail, can keep by my side, or even take it away.
Thinking of this, Mori Ogai even repeated a sentence uncontrollably in his heart.
This is my own.
The author has something to say:
Draw again!As long as the set number of people is enough, I can win the prize!Still subscribe 100%, this time I double draw 100 people!Open tomorrow at 17:[-]! (This time I will definitely be able to sneak into Europe!)
ps will post when the update is finished
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