No longer young, how to talk about frivolity

In the coffee shop, at a table near the corner, two men sat facing each other.

The sun, which is about to set, emits a dim light, and the afterglow of the setting sun shines into the coffee shop through the glass, adding a layer of haze and tranquility.

Su Ruo gently stirred the coffee in front of her with a spoon, very slowly and leisurely, her eyes only fell on the coffee cup intentionally or unintentionally, and did not look at Xu Yifan who was opposite.

"You've changed a lot." Xu Yifan looked at Su Ruo for a while, then smiled, and broke the unembarrassed silence, "Although you used to be indifferent, you were as clean as a piece of white paper, which is clear at a glance, but Now, I can't see through you."

"People will always change. Five years is enough for me to learn how to adapt to this society." Su Ruo didn't raise her head, and didn't even stop her movements. The corner of the lower lip said casually, "How about you, how are you and Anliang?"

"As usual, there is a small quarrel every three days, and a big quarrel every five days. The terrible thing is..." Xu Yifan paused at this point, pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly, showed a chuckle, and then continued, "No one will leave Can't help anyone..."

"That's good too." Su Ruo put the spoon aside, leaned back slightly, and leaned against the back of the chair with a calm and authentic expression.

Xu Yifan smiled noncommittally, did not continue this topic, but fell silent for a moment, lowered his tone slightly, and said with a sigh: "Su Ruo, Ye Xin has lost his memory..."

"I know." Su Ruo just replied indifferently, with a slightly meaningless smile on the corners of his lips, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking. In five years, Yin Shaoyun's way of hiding emotions, he I learned so well...

Xu Yifan didn't expect Su Ruo to be so calm, and he didn't continue to ask how Su Ruo knew about it, but instead asked: "Five years ago, what happened? The plane crashed, but you were intact. "

"I'm not on that plane." Su Ruo replied evasively, and then stopped talking. There are some things that he doesn't want to be mentioned again and again. After all, those days were really... very difficult...

Xu Yifan saw that Su Ruo didn't want to continue this topic, but there were some things that he had to let Su Ruo know.So, Xu Yifan pushed down his glasses, restrained the smile on his face a little, and said calmly as much as possible: "Since you are fine, why didn't you tell Ye Xin that you didn't even have a phone call or a text message? Su Ruo, do you know, listen After hearing the news of your accident, Ye Xin went crazy..."

Hearing Xu Yifan's words, Su Ruo didn't show any strange emotions. It's not that he didn't care, but he already knew about it. Song Xi had already explained the matter to him clearly. The words have gradually faded away, but I can feel the dull pain in my chest, but these feelings become more and more faint under Ye Xin's deliberate deception.

Perhaps Ye Xin once went crazy because of him, but at least Ye Xin never lost his memory.

And Su Ruo hates cheating the most.

Seeing that Su Ruo didn't respond, Xu Yifan couldn't help but frowned, as if he was dissatisfied with Su Ruo's indifference, but he exhausted his last patience and said: "Although he doesn't remember you, judging from his action of protecting you just now , Loving you has become an instinct of his. So, if you are willing to take the initiative, maybe he will think of you. "

Su Ruo just shook her head, picked up the coffee in front of her, put it to her lips and took a sip, and after the bitterness spread in her mouth, she said softly: "You don't understand.

Su Ruo's words finally angered Xu Yifan, he pushed down his glasses, looked at Su Ruo with a little sarcasm and coldness, and said in a tone that was almost accusatory: "Yes! I don't understand, Ye Xin was so rude back then. I love you, but now he doesn't remember you, you just let go so simply, you don't even make a single effort, Su Ruo, where's your conscience?"

Su Ruo raised her eyes to look at Xu Yifan, her eyes were cold, with a bit of sharpness and sarcasm, and after a long while, she slowly opened her mouth, and said sharp words in a calm tone: "A person who doesn't know anything, what right do he have to say such things?"

"Oh, then tell me, what should I know? All I know is that Ye Xin was sent to a mental hospital because of your madness, but you are fine." Xu Yifan no longer had the gentle appearance just now, his face was full of anger, but But it is also human nature, after all Ye Xin is his brother, and Su Ruo is just his former classmate.

Su Ruo didn't get angry as Xu Yifan expected, but the aura around him became more and more chilling, making it impossible for people to guess what he was thinking or what he was going to do. Su Ruo was silent for a long time, and then said softly: "You Do you know why I wasn't on that plane?"

"Because you didn't go abroad" Xu Yifan replied casually, this was the only possibility he could think of.

Su Ruo shook her head lightly, and said in an indifferent tone as if it had nothing to do with him: "Because I went to the United Kingdom instead of the United States. I didn't go to study abroad, but to detoxify."

"...What?" Xu Yifan was stunned, he never thought that this would be the case, he didn't know what to say for a while, and after a long time, he found his voice, hesitantly said, "You ……drug"

The corners of Su Ruo's lips raised slightly, she turned her head slightly, and cast her eyes out of the window, but she didn't look at anything deliberately, but just unconsciously looked at everything outside, the dim daylight, the few passers-by...

Then, in an extremely calm and indifferent tone, he described the darkness five years ago...

"Sorry, I don't know about this..." After listening to Su Ruo's words, it took Xu Yifan a long time to digest those things, and his voice was filled with apology, "But, Uncle Ye is only doing his duty as a father, Su Ruo , can you try..."

"No." Xu Yifan was interrupted by Su Ruo before he finished speaking. Su Ruo knew what he wanted to say, and he wanted to say, please try to understand and forgive.But...how Xu Yifan knew that Ye Li was indeed at fault for this matter, so he didn't say anything, but asked tentatively: "Then...do you hate Ye Xin?"

"No." Su Ruo shook her head, without any hesitation in her voice.In fact, during the period of detoxification, he had the idea of ​​hating Ye Xin, but later he thought about it and let it go, "Okay, I will tell you everything you want to know, and now I will time to go."

After saying that, Su Ruo waved to the waiter, took out her wallet, paid the money, got up and left.

Xu Yifan looked at Su Ruo's leaving back and smiled softly. Su Ruo was still as proud as five years ago, but in a different way...