No longer young, how to talk about frivolity

A year ago, MISS bar.

The dim and flickering lights kept beating, the restless notes were deafening, and the ambiguous and obscene voices came from every corner, but Ye Xin sat alone in a rare quiet corner, the darkness almost concealed his figure, on the table in front of him There are a few bottles of wine here and there, but Ye Xin, who always pays attention to the image, is drinking beer almost crazily at this moment, her shirt is messy, and there are some wine stains on her collar, her eyes are no longer sober as before, only confused Messy, just bitter.

no survivors...

The words he got from Ye Li kept reappearing in Ye Xin's mind. He also thought that maybe this was just a lie fabricated by his father in order to break his thoughts. However, the plane crashed and survived. How likely is it?He was just kidding himself.

Su Ruo, you just left him so easily...

"Su Ruo, you're really ruthless!" Ye Xin slammed the bottle in her hand on the ground, the sound of glass shattering made the surrounding people instantly quiet down, but perhaps such scenes are too common in bars, After a few seconds, they all went their own way again, and no one paid any attention to this little episode. They thought that the person who made such a move was either unemployed or broken in love, but they didn't know that Ye Xin What was lost was his entire world.

Ye Xin leaned back on the sofa, raised her arms, and covered her eyes with the back of her hands, but she still couldn't stop the tears from falling.Heh, he has lived for 18 years, but this is the first time he has shed tears since he can remember...

"Su Ruo, why are you so reluctant..." Ye Xin murmured, a slight smile overflowed from his mouth, mixed with indescribable sadness.

When Guan Yang came to find Ye Xin, Ye Xin was already drunk and unconscious, he had no choice but to take a vacation with the bar owner, took a taxi to send Ye Xin to the hotel, and for the next few days, it was like this almost every day Finally, Ye Xin's gastric mucosa was damaged due to excessive drinking, and she was sent to the hospital.

When Ye Xin woke up, it was already the night of unknown date. The pungent smell of disinfectant made him understand his current situation. Ye Xin got out of the hospital bed with a wry smile, and secretly left the hospital without notifying anyone. Instead of going home, he went to the place where he and Su Ruo lived together.

He took out the key that he kept on his body and opened the door. The familiar smell made him feel uncomfortable. Ye Xin took a deep breath, stepped into the room, and went straight to the bedroom, where he and Su Ruo lay on the bed. On the bed where they slept together, holding the quilt covered by them, lowering their heads and sniffing Su Ruo's breath, whispering like crazy: "Su Ruo..."

The half-hidden door was pushed open, and the person who came was Song Xi. She heard that Ye Xin was missing, but she couldn't find it after searching for a long time, so she came here with the last hope, but unexpectedly... Looking at the curled up Song Xi's eyes turned red for Ye Xin who was in a panic on the bed. She squatted beside the bed, gently pushed the delirious Ye Xin, and said softly, "Ye Xin, go home..."

Ye Xin looked at Song Xi in confusion, shook her head after a while, and said firmly: "If Su is here, this is home."

Song Hee couldn't control it anymore, tears gushed out.

Ye Xin, crazy...

Later, Ye Xin was sent to a mental hospital, where he lived for more than half a year. During these six months, he was sometimes sober and sometimes confused. ——Su Ruo.

Only then did Ye Li truly know how important Su Ruo is to Ye Xin, but now, it's too late... Looking at Ye Xin on the hospital bed, Ye Li's expression gradually became firm, he must not let him His son was destroyed like this. Since Su Ruo died, he would completely erase the traces of his existence in this world.

However, Ye Shen miraculously woke up on the night Ye Li made his decision. He heard the conversation between his father and a strange man while half asleep...

"So, how likely is the hypnosis to be successful?"

"There is really no way to be sure about this, but judging from the current situation, the chance of success is not small, but even with hypnosis, it is very difficult for him to completely forget a person, maybe he will lose all relevant memories because of this, and Or I will suddenly think of it one day in the future..."

hypnotize...

Ye Xin guessed what his father was going to do to make him forget Su Ruo.That being the case, he followed his father's wishes.Ye Xin slowly opened her eyes and sat up from the bed with a confused look on her face. After a long time, she fixed her eyes on Ye Li's expression and said hoarsely, "Dad, why... am I here?"

"Son, are you awake?!" Ye Li looked at Ye Xin in disbelief, and sat down on the edge of the bed with some excitement, holding Ye Xin's shoulders with both hands, trying to determine something.

"Why am I not sober?" Ye Xin asked with a chuckle, looking at Ye Li amusedly.

"You...you don't remember why you lost your mind?" Ye Li looked at Ye Xin suspiciously, as if he was exploring something.

Ye Xin shook her head, let Ye Li look at her, her eyes were clear, Ye Li didn't see anything unusual, so she could only sigh softly, "Su Ruo, you're dead."

However, Ye Shen looked as usual and said something that surprised Ye Li even more: "Su Ruo... who is it?"

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"So, he doesn't remember me?" Su Ruo didn't speak until Song Xi finished speaking. His voice was as flat and cold as before, but his unusually pale complexion revealed his unusual emotions.

"It seems like this at the moment..." After telling those things that had been held back in her heart for a long time, Song Xi's heart suddenly felt a lot easier, as if a big stone that was pressing on her chest was finally removed, she sighed softly He took a breath, and said in a gentle voice with some hesitation, "Su Ruo, I don't know what happened between you, nor what you have experienced, so I have no position to say anything, but... I Almost watching the two of you walking together, your hardships will only be more than what I have seen, not less than what I know, so, if possible, Su Ruo, don't give up easily."

"I know." Su Ruo hooked the corners of her mouth reluctantly, and pulled out a far-fetched smile. He never thought of giving up Ye Xin, but he didn't expect Ye Xin to forget everything. After a moment of silence, Su Ruo continued, "He forgot Forget about it, just let him fall in love with me again. You've been with me for long enough, if you don't go to see Xia Qingyuan, that guy will blow his hair. "

Hearing Su Ruo's joking words, Song Xicai felt relieved a little, smiled lightly, said a few more words about taking good care of himself, and left.

Su Ruo leaned against the head of the bed, raised her head slightly, closed her eyes, and recalled the past over and over again in her mind. After a long time, a slight sigh escaped from his mouth, and he sighed with extremely complicated emotions. Muttered: "Ye Xin..."