If you bend me, you have to be responsible for me

Both of them bought tickets for the next day to go back to Chengdu. I thought of the embarrassment of the two of them, so I changed the tickets for the morning of the [-]th.

After tossing and turning all night, Liu Yingshan knocked on my door the next morning.

"Siqi, are you going back?" I could tell that there was some hesitation in his tone. I thought about how wicked I was, for a straight man to be scared into such a state by me.

"I changed the ticket, you go first, I won't go back."

"Okay, then I'll go first, come back and tell me, I'll pick you up at the station. By the way, I received the money in Alipay. I didn't look at my phone last night and didn't pay attention. I put the camera on the table. Do you have anything to do?" I'll call. Go back to Chengdu and contact me."

"Okay." I turned over and picked up the phone. The time was still very early, only eight o'clock in the morning. We bought tickets for the afternoon. Liu Yingshan should also feel embarrassed, probably because we really have no fate.

Hearing that Liu Yingshan closed the door, I no longer lay on the bed, but got up, thinking about tidying up the house. After all, the house where the two men lived for a few days was already approaching the mess. Leaving evidence to criticize me, I can only clean it up carefully.

However, the living room was very clean, and when I went back to my room, it was also clean, even the quilt was neatly spread on the bed, as if no one had slept in it.I could vaguely hear some voices last night, but I only speculated that Liu Yingshan was packing his luggage, but I didn't expect that he packed the house and took away the garbage when he just left.

You see, he is always like this. Although we have only known each other for four months, he is used to me to such an extent that I have never enjoyed it in my childhood. So, how can I not be tempted?

I opened the refrigerator, and there was still yesterday's cake in it. Due to the unexpected incident last night, I couldn't eat the cake.I was so heartbroken, it was hard to celebrate my birthday, and it was hard for someone to remember it, and for a while I started to be sentimental again.

But the most regrettable thing is that since I knew that he would be frightened, I should have kissed a little longer last night, and the smell of cigarettes at the corner of his mouth is quite fascinating.

The ringtone of the phone is always the most refreshing thing. Just when I fell into regret and couldn't help myself, my mother's phone successfully woke me up.

"Hello, Mom." I lazily picked up the phone, and my nose suddenly became sour. Yes, I am just so worthless.

"Son, yesterday was your birthday."

"Ok, I know."

"I'm sorry, I'm here to watch the project. I'm too busy, so I forgot. I just remembered it today. I'll transfer some money to your card. You can go eat some delicious food and play with friends. If you want to buy something, let me know if you don’t have enough money.”

"Understood, Mom. It's okay. I'm such an old man. What kind of birthday is it? It's not a child. It's not such an important day. Besides, it's not you who go out to make money. How can I eat and drink at home?" .”

"Then I'll go back to Chengdu to see you. Are you going back to school today?"

"Well, the ticket in the afternoon, it doesn't matter, you still have to pay attention to rest over there, pay attention to sun protection, don't go there for a few days, and your skin color changes. Overseas calls cost three yuan a minute, so I don't want to make calls. If you need something, contact me on WeChat. Be careful over there." I warned carefully.

"Okay, you should also pay attention to safety."

There wasn't much to say between mother and child, and after just a few words, it took less than a minute to hang up the phone.

I returned to Chengdu on the morning of the [-]th, and Liu Yingshan was not picked up.To be precise, we haven't contacted him since he left that day. I thought he would block me, but he didn't. I think he was probably embarrassed, so he didn't care.

On Sunday the [-]th, I made up Thursday's class. I only had one class that day, but I finally escaped because Liu Yingshan had a class on Thursday afternoon and had to be at school.So in the afternoon, I went to his house again, ready to take the things I left there.

When I went there, I only took a bag. Unexpectedly, after living in his house for only two months, I left a lot of things here. Clothes, shoes, and miscellaneous things added up, not only full of The bag I brought, ended up using an oversized shopping bag, thank you IKEA for the big bag.

When I walked to the door and looked around his house, I was suddenly very disappointed, and I was about to leave.Suddenly very angry, why is the door of his house a combination lock instead of an ordinary lock, at least then I can still put the key in the entrance like the TV show, so that Liu Yingshan can find me gone when he comes back, feel sad .After leaving like this now, Liu Yingshan may not know when he will remember that I left something at his house and ask me to come and get it.

Sentiment is sentimental, and finally left without taking a cloud.

I returned to the dormitory with my big bags and small bags, and silently put the things into my locker, "Siqi, what's wrong with you? Who did you argue with?" Guo Yuan was the only one in the whole dormitory who had no class and was playing games seriously .

"Nothing. What is another?" I was curious.

"You're obviously not in a good mood. It was like this when you had conflicts with Yang Jin before, but this time it doesn't seem to be with him, right? You brought so many things back, is it the one from last time?" After finishing the call, he took off his earphones and asked me.

"What are you thinking? I moved these from home, and besides, what does it have to do with Yang Jin?"

"Siqi, there are only the two of us in the dormitory right now. If you have something on your mind, you can tell me. I can understand you. You need someone to accompany you most at this time." Guo Yuan looked at me seriously.

I smiled, "Understood, how is it possible."

"I'm gay."

"Huh?" One second I was still thinking about how a straight man in Guo Yuan could see why I was not in a good mood, but the next second, I wondered if there was something wrong with my ears.

"No need, I'm gay. I can tell that you are, and so is Yang Jin. You got along with Yang Jin last semester." Guo Yuan's calm made me even more confused.

"You, how do you know?" For a moment, shock overwhelmed all emotions.

"To be honest, I noticed you as soon as you entered the dormitory. You are too obvious. But Yang Jin, I didn't find out until two months later."

"How come? Didn't the probability of being gay be 10%? How is it possible? Half of the six people in our dormitory are? This is too unbelievable." I tremblingly expressed my doubts.

"Ten percent, you are looking at the data of the last century, right? At that time the society was not open and the rate of coming out was too low, so it was only [-] percent. Now it is not only this number." Guo Yuan said My stool signaled me to sit down, and continued: "You look like you have no experience, Yang Jin is your first love, right?"

"Yeah." I nodded seriously.

"To be honest, if I were you, I wouldn't be cheated by him."

"You still know he lied to me?"

"The way he looks at you is not pure. Besides, he is your first love. If it weren't for someone outside him, the two of you would never break up, right?"

I nodded silently again.

"You are stupid, but I don't blame you. This circle is quite chaotic, and you are particularly easy to be deceived."

"Which one am I, why?" I was very puzzled, did I really deserve to be cheated?

"It's just that there are two points of beauty, and then it's silly and sweet."

"Silly white sweet? Are you sure this word can be used to describe men?" I am also quite dissatisfied with Guo Yuan's choice of words.

"You're just a fool. You're the kind of person who pays you back when you're sold. That's why you put your emotions on your face. That's how I was with Yang Jin last time. I'm a straight man. I can tell that you like him." At first, I was thinking about how to persuade you to get out of the haze, but later I found out that you have someone else, so forget it. But now it seems that this will not work." Guo Yuan's performance is full of experience.

"So, you have experienced it too?" I asked anxiously.

"Of course, isn't it just a loss of love? Back then I lost both money and life." Guo Yuan said calmly. "Siqi, you've already counted your luck, do you know that? First of all, you are good-looking. You see, if you look like me, you will realize how difficult it is to survive in this circle."

"But you're not ugly." I told the truth.

"It's not ugly, but it's not too good-looking, so it's easy to be ignored. In this circle, most of them are ugly. Those who can grow up to be like you are already excellent, so you will not be short of people. We, we This kind is different. If you are too handsome, you don’t like us, and if you are too ugly, we don’t like it. It’s hard to find a half-baked one, but it turns out to be a scumbag. I’ll eat you up, lie to you, and then dump it. It would be really sad.”

"When did it happen? Are you well now?"

"Of course it's fine. Not only is it cured, but it's also invulnerable. So don't be afraid of getting hurt. Who hasn't met one or two scumbags? The important thing is to learn from experience and guard your heart in this impetuous world."

I nodded.

"However, what I'm more curious about is that I saw Yang Jinzha, but he's pretty good. What's going on with you?"

I was taken aback when I heard that, "He's a straight man."

This time it finally changed to Guo Yuan and was surprised. "Straight man, are you sure?"

I nodded without hesitation, "And I have a girlfriend, we've been together for three years."

Guo Yuan beat his chest and stamped his feet, "Oh my god, I missed it, the old man didn't even notice it. But it's not right, the way he looked at you obviously wanted to eat you up in one bite, and the sweetness was overflowing. And he hated Yang Jin all night, are you sure he is straight?"

"I'm sure, because the reason I will move back is that I couldn't hold back and kissed him." I helplessly spread my hands.

Guo Yuan said that he couldn't understand this situation, and could only speculate that I was probably being played by someone.

Thanks to Guo Yuan, I learned that there is a kind of straight man in this world who only picks up gay flirts and runs away after flirting.