dream through ancient and modern

Yi Ran had already forgotten how Xu Xue got into the ambulance and how she got to the hospital. "Don't be afraid, I'm here, and I'll be with you." "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you when you're gone." She held Xu Xue's hand, whispering all the time, her eyes fixed on Her lover was afraid that she would disappear before his eyes in the blink of an eye.

In the hospital, Yi Ran let go of Xu Xue's hand and watched her being pushed into the operating room, still whispering those two sentences, her lower lip was bitten to bloody flesh, her eyes were bloodshot, but did not bleed. a tear.

"The operation needs to be signed. The patient is unconscious and cannot sign. Are you her family member?" A nurse walked out of the operating room and stood in front of the soulless Yi Ran.

"I, I'm not, all her immediate family members died in a flood, and the collateral relatives can't be contacted. I, I'm her lover, can I sign?" Yi Ran raised her head, her face The congealed blood and pale ashes made the nurse take a small step back in fright.

"Okay, you signed, go and take care of your wound, you won't be rescued after a while, and you will collapse again." The nurse reminded Yi Ran kindly.

"Understood, thank you." After finishing speaking, the nurse entered the operating room again, and Yi Ran sat back on the bench outside the operating room, holding the photo of the two of them in front of the car in his hand.In the photo, Yi Ran and Xu Xue stood side by side in front of the car, holding hands and showing a pair of diamond rings on their fingers.On the first anniversary, they went to the goldware store to buy the diamond ring together.When buying it, Xu Xue refused to put it on on the spot, and forced Yi Ran to propose to her when she got it home.Yi Ran had no choice but to fry the steak, pour red wine, light candles and play music, kneel down on the ground and said solemnly, a long promise to propose to Xu Xue, but she didn't say anything to Xu Xue "I love you" these three words.Xu Xue was so angry that although Xu Xue accepted the marriage proposal, she "cleaned up" Yi Ran in the bedroom.

Enduring too many tears to flow out, the photo was wet, Yi Ran carefully wiped it dry with his clothes, placed it on his chest, where the heart was, and stared up at the light of the operating room.I don't know how much time has passed, but Yi Ran is very afraid that she will fall asleep and become Li Zheng before Xu Xue leaves the operating room.

When she woke up again, she was already in a ward, and there were several doctors and a nurse in white coats standing in front of the bed.Yi Ran opened his mouth, wanting to ask something, but didn't say it.

"You want to ask about the condition of the patient in the car accident!" Seeing Yi Ran's expression of wanting to ask but not daring to ask, the nurse took the initiative to ask Yi Ran, and Yi Ran nodded.

"The patient's limbs and internal organs have no major problems, but the steel bar inserted into her brain caused a lot of damage. You don't understand the professionalism. Let me tell you directly. The girl is unconscious now. As for when Wake up, I don’t know yet, she’s still in the intensive care unit, and you can’t visit her within 24 hours, you can visit her tomorrow, but with her current condition, even if she leaves the intensive care unit, she won’t be able to leave the hospital.” Standing The last young doctor said.

"Thank you for telling me, can you let me take a rest." Yi Ran clutched the quilt tightly, her body trembling, expressionless, no emotion could be heard in her words.

"Excuse me, is your name Yiran?" A middle-aged man asked her while standing beside Yiran's bed.Yi Ran glanced at him, and there was a sign on the white coat that said Director of the Department of Neurology.

"Yes" Yi Ran looked at the ceiling with no expression on his face.

"After Ms. Xu entered the operating room last night, she was temporarily transferred here because of serious injuries. When someone went to inform you, they found that you had passed out outside the operating room, and they were transferred here with you. This is Changsha Capital Hospital. , I’m Hu Haimin, the director of neurology. After you were transferred to our hospital, the emergency doctor found that you were not unconscious due to excessive blood loss, so they adjusted your medical records. We found that you were due to a strange sleeping state This is why, I just want to ask if you can stay in the neurology department of our hospital and assist us in pathological research, after all, Miss Yi, your medical record is the only one in the recorded medical history."

"Yes, you can study it for as long as you want, but I will stay with her and take care of her until she wakes up." Yi Ran looked at him with nothing in his eyes, as if he was just talking to the air.

"Okay, our hospital will waive part of Ms. Xu's surgery and hospitalization expenses, and arrange someone to take care of her."

"When she leaves the intensive care unit, can you arrange an extra bed in her ward? I want to take care of her" Even if you really become a vegetable, I will watch over you every day.

"Okay, I'll make arrangements, Miss Yi, take a good rest, and we won't bother you!" After speaking, he led several doctors out of the easily-contaminated ward.

Watching the moment of Xu Xue's life and death, Yi Ran's heart seemed to be pinched by someone, and it hurt, but he couldn't speak.Her eyes were full of Xu Xue's every breath, the rise and fall of her chest, and the slight pause of breathing, her heart seemed to be crushed.Along with the ambulance came to the hospital, listening to the panicked voices of doctors and nurses, chaotic footsteps, Yi Ran's mind went blank, and mechanically followed the moved hospital bed.When Xu Xue was carried out of the car, she was tightly held by her hand. In the group photo of the two of them, Yi Ran touched Xu Xue's hand and said, don't be afraid, with me here, Xu Xue let go.Sitting on the bench outside the operating room, Yi Ran held the photo and tried hard to recall everything about Xu Xue, but she couldn't find it out of her mind.Tears fell one by one on the photo, the two people in the photo are smiling, Yi Ran is crying.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'll be with you."

"Don't be afraid, you're gone, and I'll be with you too." This is what Yi Ran said the most this day, and the only thing she wanted to say.

Through the glass window of the intensive care unit, Yi Ran touched Xu Xue's face again and again.In just one day, she had already lost a lot of weight.Her cheekbones were high, her waist-length hair had been shaved off, most of her small face was covered by an oxygen mask, and there were tubes all over her body.

"That's great, at least I can still be with you!"

"When you wake up, I will take you to conquer the great rivers and mountains, and I will never let you stay alone in a small room, okay?"

"When you wake up, we'll go abroad to get married, okay?"

Outside the intensive care unit, Yiran stood from morning to afternoon. The nurse on duty persuaded Yiran many times to go back to eat and rest, but Yiran acted as if she hadn't heard anything, just murmured through the glass Talk to Xu Xue.

"Miss Yi, Miss Yi, Director Hu of the Department of Neurology is looking for you and asked you to go to his office." A nurse repeated this sentence for 10 minutes beside Yi Ran, "Got it." Yi Ran didn't look at her, but still stared at her. With Xu Xue.He fell to the ground before all his feet had been taken out.The nurse hurried over to protect her, and found that Yi Ran was not in a coma, but her body was numb because she hadn't moved for a long time, and she couldn't walk, so she half dragged and half supported Yi Ran, and walked to the neurology department.

"Miss Yi, this is a proposal for pathological research. Please take a look. If there is nothing wrong, please sign it!"

"Okay." Yi Ran held a thick plan, and basically didn't have the time to read it. He flipped through a few pages and signed it. He just wanted to finish it early and go back to stay by Xu Xue's side.

"Miss Yi, let us check and observe when it is convenient for you." Director Hu looked at Yi Ran and knew that her mind was basically not on this, but he still had to ask.

"Let's start tonight. Anyway, I don't feel anything at twelve o'clock. But can you please finish it before six o'clock?" She didn't want to waste any time. "Okay, then I will prepare now."

"Okay." After Yi Ran finished speaking, she got up and was about to leave.

"Miss Yi needs to take a good rest and take care of her body. Miss Xu also needs to be taken care of by you." Director Hu kindly reminded him that when he was transferred to another hospital, he saw the easily dyed name on the surgical signature. He was puzzled and asked a lot. In a word, I heard from the nurse on duty that Yi Ran admitted to her that they were a couple very frankly, and I had to admire Yi Ran's courage.

"Thank you, Director Hu, I will." Now that she is Xu Xue's reliance, how could she fall down first.

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I don't really like to write sad stories, sometimes I cry myself while writing...