What to do after becoming the Green King

Science and Arts students

"Wake up, Ji."

"Oh, ok, I'll get up now."

This conversation has been repeated seven times in the morning.In other words, Osamu Dazai has been living in this small room for seven days.

Osamu Dazai didn't observe anything unusual in the past few days, except that he discovered that Pan Zhou Tianji was a person with a super high force value.

He retained his own interest in Panzhoutianji and the children he raised.Osamu Dazai felt that he didn't notice the abnormality because he didn't observe enough time.Give him a little more time, and Osamu Dazai felt that he would be able to discover something interesting—he had such an intuition.

"Speaking of which, uncle, what's your name?" Osamu Dazai yawned while sitting in front of the low table.

"You can just call me Mr. Pan." Iwanu Tenji replied Dazai Osamu while putting the miso soup on the table.

"" Full name, I mean full name.

"Panzhou Tianji."

"... Mr. Chicken?"

"Wait a minute, forget about the flow, why are you doing this, on purpose?!"

Judging from the past few days of getting along, Osamu Dazai is obviously different from Bishuiliu.He is sensitive to human emotions.

"Is this really the case?" Dazai Osamu's tone was a bit subtle, "I was just planning to test it out, don't be angry, Mr. Pan."

"Huh?" Panzhou Tianji looked at Bishui Liu, "Did you talk to Zhi, Liu?"

"Negative," said Bishuiliu calmly, "I want to eat Tamagoyaki, Mr. Pan."

"Ah, okay, come on." Panzhou Tianji's attention was diverted back to the daily breakfast session.

Osamu Dazai was chewing sashimi, his mind was spinning non-stop, and a genuine smile flashed in his kite-colored eyes.

He became more and more interested in comparing water flow, and the degree of interest was almost comparable to Dazai Osamu's interest in Panzhou Tenji.

A boy with facial paralysis who can barely move on his own and a young man who takes care of him, why do they live together?

According to Osamu Dazai's observation, Bishuiliu and Panzhou Tianji should not have known each other before, and they started to get in touch after Pan Zhoutianji decided to adopt him. It can be seen that the original interests and eating habits of the two are not the same.

And if it is said to take care of the orphans of old friends, it does not fit the current situation of the two of them, because Panzhou Tianji does not regard Bishuiliu as a child.Although it is said that they are completely raised by Pan Zhou Tianji, his attitude towards Dazai Osamu is completely different compared to the water flow.

At the beginning, Osamu Dazai thought that this difference was because he was a stranger to them, but later he found that Panzhou Tianji did raise himself seriously, and he did his best in life and diet.

Osamu Dazai could only feel this subtle difference, and couldn't tell why.So he decided to stay - before Panzhou Tianji and Bishuiliu decided to drive him away, he wanted to see what kind of surprise Bishuiliu could bring him.

"Liu, why are you dressed up like this?" Panzhou Tianji went out to buy daily necessities, leaving only Osamu Dazai and Bishui Liu watching TV.

"In order to prevent the power from escaping."

"What power?"

"The power to maintain my normal life activities." Bi Shuiliu replied calmly.His voice is not loud, and the sound of the TV can completely cover part of his words, "I have a hole in my chest."

"What... what?"

"It became like this because of the Kagutsu incident. I don't have a heart, and I rely on supernatural energy blocks to generate activities, barely replacing my heart."

But Osamu Dazai is extremely smart and open-minded, he never thought that the surprise that Bishui Liu brought him would be such a surprise method.

"I wear the shackles to control that ability. In order to change the fact that I am dead, I continue to use powerful abilities. Without this shackles, my strength will be exhausted soon."

All the clues are connected between lightning and flint... That's how it is.Osamu Dazai suddenly realized.

Here is the reason why young people care more than water flows.Both of them were victims of the Kagutsu Incident.

And Osamu Dazai himself did not understand why he was interested in these two people.It's not that Osamu Dazai couldn't detect the abnormality, but because these two people themselves are abnormal.

A young man who is alive but would rather die himself.

A boy who died but still insisted on living.

The conflict and integration of life and death are vividly displayed in the two of them.

"Why," Osamu Dazai asked, "do you think you are still alive like this, so hard, so hard...is there any point?"

He couldn't understand why he was alive in such good health.Only those who want to live should live. Just like Bi Shui Liu in front of him, he doesn't want to die after living so hard.

Confused between life and death, the young man held his breath and stared at Bi Shui Liu on the wheelchair with his eyes wide open, waiting for him to give him an answer.

"Death has no meaning for the dead itself, it only has meaning for the living." This is Bishuiliu's answer, "Because you still keep thinking and will pursue the meaning of things, which itself is a symbol of being alive. So I define I am alive myself."

"You are interested in Mr. Pan and me, and you would rather put your mind to Mr. Pan to keep you," Bishuiliu gave examples one by one, "You can move, you like crab meat, and you don't like to eat fish with thorns. In the afternoon nap, I prefer to observe Mr. Pan and me..."

"Wait," Osamu Dazai interrupted Bishuiliu's words, "You know I used tricks? Then why didn't you expose me?"

Originally, after dinner on the first day, Panzhou Tianji planned to send Osamu Dazai to a family or an orphanage willing to adopt him out of consideration, but Osamu Dazai secretly spent money in advance to hire some third-rate killers to hunt him down.

After defeating those killers, Panzhou Tianji had to retreat in succession under Osamu Dazai's tears.

He will not lead danger to others, nor will he do such a thing as leaving a child alone to face unknown dangers.

"Mr. Pan didn't ask." With the help of the Internet and nearby monitors, Bishui Liu replied after watching the whole performance of Osamu Dazai.

"...What, is it just like that?" Dazai Osamu laughed and burst into tears, and then said with a smile: "Shouldn't you tell me about the supernatural power, or are you planning to kill people to silence it?"

"Negative, I don't think there is a need to hide these things. So if you ask, I will answer."

Osamu Dazai choked for a moment, he felt that he and Bishuiliu's brain circuits were not on the same line.

"I want to die, because I think people have the right to live, and they should also have the right to die." Osamu Dazai said after taking a deep breath.

"Sure," Bi Shui Liu said without hesitation, "I can't understand, but this is your freedom. One person cannot fully understand another person. Everyone is a different individual, and I know this very well."

"Is that right?"

"Yes." Bi Shuiliu replied affirmatively.

"I used to think that there was nothing valuable in this world that could keep me here. It was an endless nightmare." Osamu Dazai looked at Bishui with a faint smile, "But can you help me?" Shall I look for it, if it's you, it should be fine."

Facing the logical monster Bishui Liu who is struggling to live, Osamu Dazai confides his heart.

The lonely boy has never opened his heart to others like this, but for some reason, Bishui Liu has such a magical power, which makes Osamu Dazai sincerely feel that if it is this person, even if he does not understand, he will not let him know. hurt yourself.

A coward is afraid of pain, and he dare not even get close to the soft happiness like cotton candy, because he is afraid of getting hurt.

But what if it's just a tree?It will not be like a rose, which will be hurt by sharp thorns while admiring its beauty.

"I will try my best," Bi Shuiliu said seriously, "but I hope to get your help."

"Okay," Dazai Osamu smiled brightly, showing a rare childish smile, "If you can find it for me, I can show you things like conquering the world!"

Just a boring adult, he Dazai Osamu can handle it completely.

"So, an appointment?"

"promised."

To be honest, the difference between Bishuiliu and Osamu Dazai is like that between a science student and a liberal arts student.

A person who follows logical analysis and sorts out, has extremely weak sensibility, never thinks if, only proceeds from reality, and occasionally the logic operation is too weird and will be mistaken for a radio-type boy.

A person who sees through people's hearts, thinks too much about the meaning of his life all day long, and he is already ready for July when things develop.

Osamu Dazai is not what Bishui Liu must have, the kind of companion who can dream together.

Bishui Liu is not Dazai Osamu's destined to understand his lonely friend.

But now, these two unique teenagers have met and reached an agreement, deciding to fight for each other's goals.

They became a community of destiny.

"Liu, I still have something to ask for your help." Osamu Dazai looked serious.

"Please tell me." Bi Shuiliu was equally serious.

"I want to see how that part of your heart works, I'm a little curious."

Bi Shuiliu said that it would be no problem to untie it in a short time, but Osamu Dazai didn't dare to do it himself.

His superhuman disqualification can cancel the effects of other supernatural powers. If the supernatural powers that freshly baked friends rely on for survival are canceled, Osamu Dazai has no place to cry.

"Then please wait for Mr. Pan to come back before opening the straitjacket."

Within a few minutes, Panzhou Tianji came back with fresh vegetables and sushi, humming an incoherent tune, "I'm back, let's have sushi this afternoon, I bought conveyor belt sushi specially!"

"Mr. Pan," Bishui expressed his wish to Panzhou Tianji who had just returned, "Zhi wants to see how the supernatural power works instead of the heart. So please Mr. Pan, please help me untie the shackles."

"Wait, wait a minute, this is a bit too sudden, can someone explain to me what's going on?" Panzhou Tianji's smile froze on his face.

"We had a heart-to-heart communication, and this conversation made the relationship between me and Liu much closer, so in order to better understand Liu, I want to see his heart!"

"That's it." Although he felt that Osamu Dazai's expression was too abstract, but because it was generally in line with reality, Bishui also expressed his affirmation.

"Wait! What happened between you two when I went out to buy some vegetables!"