Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

He took out a piece of sheet music I had never played, titled Sonata in A Major.The level is really too elementary, and I can barely match the notes by reading the score, but I don't know anything about the difficulty...

Fortunately, I was only responsible for the relatively simple part, and I could barely get it down under his guidance.

This is obviously not an exam, and it has nothing to do with the upcoming New Year's Day program. His tone of voice is also very patient, but I don't know why I just feel nervous. Maybe I just feel like I am facing an enemy when it comes to the piano.

What needs attention, he reminded again and again, his mouth was dry, so he stood up to drink water.

At that time, my hands paused unconsciously, and I needed to overcome some emotions to continue practicing.If I have to explain clearly what kind of feeling it is, I can only give a similar example.In my previous life, I took my driver’s license test as soon as I graduated from high school. At the beginning, I felt that I was in a hurry when I was in first gear. Now I feel as if the car is in fifth gear, and the coach sitting next to me suddenly disappears. .

Hmm, it seems to be a dependence in some sense?

I can't think clearly, so I decided not to dig into the dead end.

After an hour, the fingerings were almost memorized by rote.Still stumbling, but we decided to give it a try.

It seems that this is not one of his countless times, nor is it my newcomer to try hands. It seems that there are thousands of audiences sitting behind the piano, and the slightly drunk sunshine in the afternoon has become a beam of spotlight on the stage.

"here we go."

We each performed our duties and were responsible for our own part, but the music that sounded at the same time automatically matched into a nice piece of music.

I flicked the wrong key, and I felt a little nervous, and the mistakes continued after that.Lu Yunxiu acted as if he didn't hear it, and still focused on his own part. I gradually calmed down, and I didn't take it to heart when I made mistakes later on.

The minutes seemed like hours, and at the end of the last note, I let out a long breath and felt like collapsing on the keys.Lu Yunxiu was completely different. It could be seen that he was very excited, as if he had accomplished some kind of feat.

He patted me on the shoulder and said repeatedly, "Good, that's good."

When he played the piano, it was probably the same as when I was writing a diary. Many things or melodies were churning in my head, but I couldn’t pour them all out. I wrote word by word, and he played key by key.Seen from behind, perhaps a similarly focused shadow, both equally a bit lonely.

I played a part of the piano with him, to him, it was like walking a part of the road with him.

Like going on an outing together, no wonder he was so excited.

But if he's willing to write about my life with me... Well, forget it, I don't want him to read it.

3015. 1, 1

It's a new year!

I had sex with my buddies last night, which directly led to sleeping until noon in the new year.Good sign, hope the new year I can always be so idle and happy.

Yesterday's New Year's Day school reunion was very successful, and my brother's two lifetimes combined have never been so good.

The order of the class programs was drawn by lottery, but because Lu Yunxiu wanted to accompany me, it was troublesome to push the piano twice, so the programs of my class and theirs were bundled.

In addition to being on the show, I have to arrange the performances of each class in the backstage. I am busy. Originally, the teacher of the publicity committee asked me to co-host with Bai Xueying, but I couldn't do it together, so I recommended Fang Zhe.

With my efforts, Fang Zhe and Bai Xueying, a young couple who have not seen the light, were in the same suit and dress together for the first time. Fang Zhe was so happy that he immediately felt that he was invited to a big meal, and even Lu Yunxiu was honored.

Lu Yunxiu was a bit unexpected, he looked nervous.Although when I asked him several times, he smiled and said it was all right, but I could still see something was wrong from his tight and empty eyes.

As far as I feel, his level is better than our school's piano teacher, and most people in the audience can't tell what's good or bad. His show is very likely to become a show for both refined and popular music. Drowning in the joy of everyone's upcoming three-day holiday.

I advised him not to take this matter too seriously, and I didn't say anything, that is, everyone is not that important.

I think he must understand this truth. The Lu family's tutoring since childhood has the characteristics of abandoning self.

Lu Yunxiu nodded, nodded, and nodded again, but when there was another show coming to him, he still couldn't help but come to me and said, "Zhu Lu, I'm very worried."

This time I was really surprised that Lu Yunxiu was so stage frightened.

I said, what are you afraid of? Even if you play the wrong song, the audience won’t eat you. It’s just a bit embarrassing, but everyone forgives you when you smile so handsomely.

After listening to me, I noticed that Lu Yunxiu was a little more speechless in his worries. He said: "I'm not worried about the audience, I'm worried about playing well, not playing well enough."

I'm only 15 years old, I'm afraid he will attribute it to the pursuit of perfection, and ignore the turbulent emotions behind his words.But now I know a lot of secrets, which boil down to his love for the piano and his longing for the stage.

Lu Yunxiu had known Uncle Lu's arrangement for him since he was a child, no matter how much he protested, sooner or later he would put on a training uniform and enter the barracks.He quickly recognized the reality and stopped publicizing his preferences, in case Uncle Lu would not give him a chance.

He must feel that when he has enough strength, he can choose the life he likes.That's why I forced myself not to relax a bit, and had to reach a level that Uncle Lu couldn't refuse before graduation.

Before that, no matter how eager he is to show and recognize, he will not take this step easily. He only has one chance, and he must make a big splash.

He never considered these programs at the school. Firstly, the scale was too small, and secondly, there was no professional recognition, so it was meaningless.I believe he still thought so until the day before, but now no matter how small the stage is, he can feel the charm of the scene when he stands on the edge of the curtain.

It was only then that Lu Yunxiu realized his desire to play the piano aboveboard. He was nervous not because he cared about other people's evaluations, but because he had waited too long for this opportunity. After a long time, he still demanded himself with blockbuster standards.

My personality tends to be simple and naive, while he is too mature for his young age. Even after rebirth, I have never underestimated Lu Yunxiu, but there is always an indescribable sense of distance, feeling that he and I are not from the same world.

But now I understand him in this matter, and I can empathize with him, and suddenly I feel that the distance between us is much closer.

I don't know how to comfort him, so I can only hold his cold fingertips and say that you have to believe in yourself, and there is a bigger stage waiting for you.

The consolation didn't seem to work very well. His hands and feet were still stiff when he walked on stage and bowed, but when he sat on the piano bench, the handsome piano prince returned instantly.

His solid technique overcomes all worries and tensions, he is not affected by the surrounding environment and honor evaluation, and he concentrates on doing the thing at hand. Such a focused person is simply too handsome.

My eyes straightened, and no matter how much I supported his piano career, I couldn't help but automatically entered the queue for appreciating his appearance.

It wasn't until Bai Xueying came over to remind me that it dawned on me that it was time for me to play soon.

After the last bar was played, the girls in the audience gave thunderous applause.

Lu Yunxiu got up to express his thanks, and turned his head to look at me on the side of the stage, his eyes were like washed gems.

This time it was my turn to go stiff, and the two hosts seemed to be condemning me to death instead of reporting the scene.

Lu Yunxiu is still nervous about the field that he is so good at, let alone me, who is half tone deaf!

I feel a bit regretful that I forced myself to be on the show, I don't believe everyone in our class is talented!

Lu Yunxiu communicated with me before, and he would play the prelude more melodiously, so that the audience can get into the state, and at the same time, it can also make me adapt.At that time, I didn't think it was necessary, and I just politely agreed with the advice of professionals, but now the difference of a few seconds is now vividly reflected.

My eyes gradually adapted to the light, and my throat was no longer tight. I stepped on the rhythm and sang the first line: "Will you remember tomorrow?"

The diary you wrote yesterday"

During the practice, I couldn't convince myself to sing children's songs again, but now I have no brains to think about it. I must be serious and serious, and step on every note accurately.

"Are you still thinking about tomorrow

You who used to cry the most

Teachers can't remember

You who can't guess the problem

I also flipped pictures by accident

I just remembered you at the same table"

People need to express their feelings. Writing, singing, and painting are all good channels, but singing is the most effective way to appeal to the mouth and attract people's attention.

When I slowly entered the rhythm, the body relaxed, and the body language joined in unconsciously.I became more and more comfortable, no longer standing stupidly in the center of the stage, and started to walk to both sides.

"Who married the sentimental you

who read your diary

who put your long hair up

Who made your wedding dress?"

When we sang this sentence, our classmates went to see Hong Tian together.Hong Tian doesn't have long hair, only a charming second stubble.The people around suddenly burst into laughter, causing other students in the class to look over there.

"You were always careful

Ask me to borrow half an eraser

You also accidentally mentioned

like to be with me

At that time the sky was always blue

The days always pass too slowly”

Hong Tian was also generous, simply stood up to accept the gazes from all directions, and started to sing along.

I couldn't help showing a smile on the stage, and I sat next to Lu Yunxiu in line with the tablemate content in the lyrics, sharing half of his piano bench just like when I played with four hands that day.