Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

Sunday, October 4

When I came home at night, my brother was already in the bedroom.

He actually came back earlier than me, and he had a premonition that he couldn't escape the training, but when he saw me, he asked me how I was doing, and didn't see the meaning of finding fault.

What's going on here?Besides, he usually shuts himself in the study room to deal with endless documents when he comes back, and occasionally relaxes by reading economics books. Why did he go back to the bedroom today?

I was afraid of stepping on thunder, so I didn't dare to ask more questions.

Zhu Mo also saw that something was wrong, and when her mother came home after nine o'clock, she posted it to be courteous and asked what happened.

I listened with my ears upright, but my mother was also very surprised, she said nothing happened.

Wednesday March 4

I have a serious problem. Zhu Jun has been going home early for several days, and then looks like he is dying.

I went to ask Uncle Lu specifically, and Uncle Lu also said it was fine, maybe the company was rushing to finish the project at the end of the month, and my brother was too tired.

He looks tired, but he doesn't look like he's okay.

Could it be that he is in love too?Our peach blossoms are really prosperous...

Saturday, September 5

In the afternoon, Uncle Feng called me and said that Uncle Lu was at our house and we had dinner together in the evening, and asked me to go home with Lu Yunxiu.

I have no objection, just don't go to the Internet cafe after playing.Uncle Lu didn't know about Lu Yunxiu learning piano with Zhang Wei, and he didn't want to reveal his secrets, so he didn't practice much after class, so he asked me to meet up and go back together.

The company was busy. When we went back, Uncle Lu was talking with my brother in the living room. When we came, he stopped and asked us to wash our hands and prepare for dinner.

He didn't see anything suspicious, and he treated us like children. He didn't advocate children meddling in the company's affairs.

On the contrary, my brother looked at us several times, and I couldn't figure it out at first.His belly is full of bad water, who knows what he is thinking, I usually ignore his thoughts, and wait until the incident happens, and the soldiers will cover it up.

During the dinner, Uncle Lu praised Xiaomo and me to my mother several times, saying that I was more sensible than before, and Xiaomo was not so shy anymore.

In fact, Uncle Lu is not a talkative person. He is very kind to the three of us, but he doesn't praise anyone easily. It must be nice if he speaks well.

But in the past two years, he has gotten older, he has become more gentle, and his praise rate for others has also increased.But which ones are willing to be courteous and which ones are compliments from the bottom of the heart can be heard as soon as you hear them.

Xiaomo and I have indeed made some progress. When he praised us, he was half polite and half acknowledging and encouraging, but he was still strict with my brother and his two children.

It is said that strict teachers produce high-quality apprentices, but it always hurts people like this.

I was keenly aware that when Uncle Lu praised us, my brother looked up at me and then at Uncle Lu.

How to say that look, very silent and very calm, I would rather he jumped up and scolded me.

Lu Jingxiu is an idiot who doesn't have the ability to read words and emotions at all, why don't you praise his brother if you are still dissatisfied, he is obviously very good.

What is one pink top ten black, I think Lu Yunxiu is going to look up to the sky and sigh.

Uncle Lu really scowled and scolded him for being frivolous, and he couldn't even please his eldest son.

This family is really worrying...

However, the perspective and position of me in the past life are completely different from the current one, even completely opposite.

Don't underestimate the little episodes in your life, as they accumulate over a long period of time and become the first thing that ruins your family.I have been deeply hurt by it, and now I take it as a warning, and I would rather overcorrect than ignore any clues.

It turns out that I didn't think much about it. I went to take a shower just now, and my brother just came out of the bathroom.

He asked me: "You and Lu Yunxiu are very close."

I said yes, I have known each other since I was a child in a school.

He nodded, turned and left.

I was surprised that I didn't hear the expected satire about Xueba and Xuesu, and there was no joke that made people want to vomit blood. What's more, he looked at me like that when he left, as if he had a little regret.

Originally, I wouldn't take a casual sentence to heart, but it was his unrestrained glance that made me think about it.

I was thinking about the past few days while taking a shower, what can he regret?

It turned out that Lu Yunxiu and I were either at odds with each other, or I didn't like him, and there was no time to get along with each other, so there was nothing to refer to the current situation.

What's wrong with Lu Yunxiu and I getting close?

...I didn't think about it after I took a shower, but I suddenly remembered something when I wrote this.

This incident is not only a pain in my brother's heart, but also a taboo in our family.Now that this has not happened, I don't know if this life will come to this point.

My brother is probably not worried that I have a good relationship with Lu Yunxiu, but that I have a good relationship with the Lu family.

He suspects me, he is afraid that I will steal what belongs to him.

Oh my God, I knew this day would come in a few lifetimes, but I didn't expect it to come this early!

Is it also the case in previous lives?No no, it may be that I have studied hard, worked hard, and worked hard to live out my personality in the past six months.

Even if it happened once, even if he knows that human nature has weaknesses and he has his own reasons, I still want to scold him XX!

Ya really thought I was the crown prince!In two years, I will become an adult, and I will become a rich man in minutes by speculating in stocks, okay?

Does he think that everyone is greedy for the group left by his father?

I'm furious.

Friday, October 5

Practice has proved that I am really not a big deal.

I tried to convince myself that Zhu Jun was not as old as I was in my previous life, barely a kid.Some things don’t need to be taken to heart, you can’t force them, just let nature take its course.

But every time I see his tired face, I can't help myself to think a lot.

Zhu Jun has been known as a child prodigy since he was a child, but this aura has brought more pressure on him.He doesn't go to school, he learns knowledge from Uncle Lu and management from his father.No playmates, no games, the best childhood memories are the two-day holidays for birthdays and Chinese New Year.

After his father passed away, he officially joined the company, fighting wits and courage with a group of 50-year-old and above.

Although his mother has been helping him, there are some responsibilities that only he can shoulder.

He was only 20 years old and raised our big family.The tree he planted so hard, how could it be easy for others to take the fruit, even if this person is a blood relative.

I understand, I can understand, he is my own brother, and it hurts me to see him.

But this, this... I am not afraid of the slanting shadow, if I act too mindful, will it be suspected that there is no silver 300 taels here?

I have to admit with difficulty that my age is basically spent on moving dogs, rebirth is not a panacea, and it is not as good as a person like him who has been wallowing in conspiracy since childhood.

Tuesday 5 October

Last Friday, Fang Zhe asked me if I wanted to go to the party on Saturday, and all the students who went there were junior high school students.

In fact, I don't have much friendship with my junior high school classmates, but I haven't seen each other for almost a year, and I want to join in the fun.

Unexpectedly, everyone had a good time, and I made an appointment to play football on Sunday, and I readily agreed.

I didn't go to Taekwondo practice for two days, Lu Yunxiu not only called to ask questions, but also came to my house to see me on Sunday night.

This made me a little embarrassed.My sense of shame is not so serious. If I face the teacher, I can say the reason such as "Skipping class is not because of illness, but because of going to play" with a smile.

It didn't seem like an appropriate reason for Lu Yunxiu, the two of us went to class together just to be companions, but I went to play, and it was really unfair to leave him alone.

But it's nothing special...you don't need to hold hands like a little girl when you go to the bathroom...

In fact, he didn't say anything. He nodded and felt relieved when he saw that I was really fine. He left him for dinner and went home directly.

Well, it's not his problem, I don't understand why I should feel guilty.

Thursday, January 5

In the past two days, Lu Yunxiu has reported to the gate of our class on time at noon and during the big break. He always eats together at noon, but isn't he always catching up with homework during the big break, so he can go home to study music theory or something?

I didn't feel it on Monday or Tuesday, but I felt something was wrong these two days.

He could always ask me about something big or small, and then chatted and chatted for most of the class time.

No matter how you look at it, Lu Yunxiu doesn't look like someone who likes to chat.If we change places, we can guess viciously that he is deliberately occupying my study time, but it would be good if Nima didn’t take up his time with my grades, and he is not this kind of person, and he will not do this kind of laziness Damaged things.

He seemed to do this out of whim, without purpose, and having no purpose is the most terrifying thing.

I've only seen this kind of situation with Fang Zhe, every time he went to talk to Bai Xueying, it was like this, just chatting for no purpose, Lu Yunxiu just missed his speechless expression... ( Oh my god, young me, you have already analyzed to this point, what is the conclusion!!)

So, is he trying to borrow money from me?

(... Deserves to chase after others for ten years)

Sunday, October 5

The week-long midterm exam starts tomorrow, so I guess I'm not in the mood to write a diary.

Because the next five days are a hell of a lackluster, brain-struggling, life-or-death, alas.

Saturday, September 5

It's late May, and the semester will end in another month.

Our school is a bit different, usually the military training is at the beginning of the term and we are all at the end of the term.There are rumors that this year it will start in late June, with a week of military training, and then the results will be released in early July for summer vacation.

Whether it's June or September, standing in the sun is never a good thing.Since junior high school, I have always found an excuse not to go, anyway, the school will not deliberately trouble me.

But this year I want to see it, it can be regarded as an experience in life.Not fooling around with privileges and being an honest person is also my goal in this life.

It must be very interesting to think about being able to hang out with Hong Tian and the others every day, hahaha.

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Note: The matter between Zhu Lu and his brother has a historical event prototype.The names and relationships of Zhu Lu, Lu Yunxiu, Lu Jingxiu, Lu Gui, and Uncle Feng all hint at that period of history. I don’t know if any little angels can guess it. The answer will be revealed at the end of the article to prevent spoilers.