Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

In fact, I don't know now whether he was joking, or just casually said, or just a little compliment.

What did I subconsciously say back then?It's like "Oh, you too."

I'm not even sure if I heard this sentence, maybe I didn't hear anything, it was all my imagination...

I don't know, he didn't say anything more, and I don't remember what he said.I just remember that about a thousand light years later, I mustered up the courage to raise my head, and when I turned my head slightly to find out what kind of expression he was saying, I saw him caressing the mineral water bottle with his eyes downcast, flicking an unknown word with his fingers. music.

After that, both my id and superego fell into a second series of self-destruction.

I really want to find out what he is expressing, but the short adult experience in my previous life tells me that most people in this world take themselves too seriously, thinking that everything that happens has something to do with them. Passionate.

But thanks to him, tomorrow's rehearsal is no longer enough to make me nervous.When Lao Zhang came back to practice, my movements were very chic and smooth, with a faint murderous look.

The weather on the 3rd gave us enough face. The bright and tepid sun made us feel full of energy. The wind in the morning and the clarity of the night made us feel refreshed.

With the right time, place and people, we swaggered and showed a satisfactory training result.

A few days ago, when the instructor said to disband, the students all scattered like birds and beasts, and the entire playground was deserted within 1 minute.But this time the instructor urged us to go back and pack our luggage again and again, but the students crowded around him and refused to leave.

"Coach, will you still take us to school next year?"

"When are you on vacation, come and play with us."

"That's right, even after you leave the army, we invite you to sing."

"I will also be admitted to the military academy in the future, and I will be your boss, hehehe."

Smiling and laughing, she burst into tears. In just a few days, she got along day and night, hated and scolded, and finally remembered that it was all his good.He specially chose a cool place to rest. A female classmate sprained her ankle, and he carried it all the way to the infirmary; a boy was homesick, and he scolded him for being spineless, but at night he secretly lent him his mobile phone to call home, comforting him that he would not be able to go home during the Chinese New Year. I was also sad at home.

When the girls cried, the boys also had red eyes, until the little lieutenant came over with a dark face, and they wiped their tears and went back to the dormitory to pack their things because they were afraid that Instructor Wang would be scolded.

I am not afraid, I know that the little lieutenant is not impersonal, he is the old Zhang of our flag guard team, he is like a devil when he punishes us to run laps, and he is like a naughty but generous brother when he makes jokes with us.

All six of us left him a phone number, and we will keep in touch in the future.

That being said, there is nothing more to talk about when we contact each other, it's just a greeting during the Chinese New Year.Every parting is full of emotion and sadness, but life still goes on, and there will be new encounters and partings.

Li Xiao also wanted to chat with the two instructors a little more, I was a little tired and a little scared.The older you get, the more you will seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Since parting makes me sad, let it pass quickly and don't think too much.

I say hello to them and I'm ready to go back.

Lao Zhang said: "Luzi did the right thing this time, Li Xiao, you should get out too. Your Instructor Wang looks calm, but his heart is full of emotions. You guys don't make him sad. He will cry under the quilt at night. "

Coach Wang kicked him unbearably, and declared his position bluntly: "Get out."

Lao Zhang turned his head and stared at him: "Yes, attack the officer."

Li Xiao and I laughed out loud at being teased by them, and our uneasiness disappeared immediately. We were embarrassed to watch Instructor Wang listen to the training, so we ran away quickly and let them resolve the internal conflicts by themselves.

The simple double bed returned to its original appearance, and the empty dormitory and the crowd downstairs carrying schoolbags and suitcases announced the end of the military training.

Instead of being relieved as expected, I felt depressed. Fortunately, we couldn't stay for too long, and we had to make room for the students from the next school.

The instructor sent us to the bus, hugged or shook hands with us, and saluted shy girls.But now most of the girls are quite generous, Zhou Bingjie in our class cried and hugged Instructor Wang and would not let go.Later, I heard that a class of girls refused to leave the dormitory door, crying to stay.

Young people's emotions are intense, and their behavior is exaggerated, but they are sincere, and my old heart is touched.

Instructor Zhang Wang and I hugged tightly, our noses were sore, and we got into the bus before our eyes were red, and I heard Li Xiao holding Lao Zhang in the back and saying, "Instructor, I wish you and Instructor Wang happiness." Lao Zhang slapped him and got on the bus.

Sit down by the window, and opened the half-hanging curtain, and suddenly found that Lu Yunxiu was sitting on the opposite bus, facing me through the window.

My hands and feet went stiff for an instant, and my mind went blank. His smile was deep in his eyes, and he waved at me.

I made the same movement like a marionette, and then turned my head to talk to Li Xiao in a serious manner.

When he turned around again, Lu Yunxiu had already put on his earphones and bowed his head to listen to the music.

He may have felt my unnaturalness, and he also remembered my alienation before.

I can't lie to him, let alone myself, ever since my brother minded that I got too close to the Lu family, I unnaturally wanted to keep a distance from them.

After all, my brother is important, I don't want him to misunderstand.

But ask myself now, is Lu Yunxiu such an insignificant person in my heart?

no.At least for the past year, we have been good buddies, talking and laughing, helping each other, and accompanying each other.

In just a few days of military training, I was inseparable from the coach, let alone such a close friend.What would he think if I did this?

I shouldn't have alienated him for such a reason before, I did it wrong.

Alas, I am almost blinded by writing today, so be it.

Monday, February 7

Parents' meeting in the evening, no one who can be regarded as my parent has time, Uncle Feng went for my mother.

My mother was so happy to see my report card that she printed a lipstick mark on my head, and I smiled when I took it over. 99, actually entered the top [-]!

My mother usually spoils me very much, with a look of "my son is happy, so the grades are nothing", but she is happier than me when I get back good grades.

The sacrifices made some time ago are really worth it. What is more important than making my mother happy? :)

My mother gave me a card, I can go shopping or travel, relax during the summer vacation, just tell my family where to go and pay attention to safety.

Why are you herding the sheep? Why don't you tell Uncle Feng to stare at me and go home after school?

I just realized that the first year of high school is completely over.

April 7

I don’t know what day it is today during the summer vacation. I’m too lazy to go to taekwondo class, and I’ve dropped out of basketball class. It’s good that my interests stop at what I’m interested in.

Momo doesn't know what's wrong recently, and she doesn't go on a trip with me. The little girl really doesn't understand.

There may be something wrong with Mrs. Zhu, my mother and brother don't have time to talk to me.

Uncle Lu couldn't take care of his two boys, Lu Jingxiu was about to live on the basketball court, Lu Yunxiu went to the conservatory every day, and Professor Zhang Wei gave lectures to his students this summer except for a few lectures.

I asked Fang Zhe if he wanted to go out to play, and he was happy, but only if he brought Bai Xueying with him.I said no problem, but it's inconvenient for a girl.So Bai Xueying brought another girlfriend, and the four of us went to the ancient town for three days together.

Although Fang Zhe ranked much ahead of me this time, he just didn't do well in the exam. His father not only didn't give him the summer vacation expenses, but also scolded him hard, and flew to the other side of the ocean non-stop after the scolding up.Apart from not getting pocket money, Fang Zhe was not affected too much, and he still has a family background.

With Bai Xueying following, he is ashamed to squeeze me for money as usual, haha.

The girl who was with us was named Shen Yunxin, she was very shy, sometimes she spoke in a daze, and at first she sounded a bit rude.If I had ignored her long ago, but now I can see that this girl is actually a very nice person, and when she is with Bai Xueying, she is very sensible and easy-going.She just rarely spends time with boys, so she's nervous.

At the end of the day, she felt relieved when she saw that I didn't care about it. Later, it was hot and irritable, and it was all up to this girl to check the route.

"What's the hurry, you forgot what Instructor Wang said? 'Don't panic, you have to be bold and careful in doing things, not to mention the scorching sun, even if Instructor Zhang wants to check your movements, I won't be afraid'." She learned it vividly.

This was originally Instructor Wang mocking them for their poor moves, and they were both amused and annoyed when they heard it.Shen Yunxin's learning made us lean back and forth, but the memory was sour.

Compared with the old days that will never return, what are the little troubles in front of you?

When I came back, both my driver and Fang Zhe's driver came. He was in charge of taking Bai Xueying, and I took Shen Yunxin back.Her home was very far away from mine, and the driver had to take a detour. She apologized several times.Along the way, she consciously talked about topics I was interested in so that I would not be impatient. Although the journey was long, this girl was really cute.

April 8

Oh how time flies... the time for fun is always fleeting.

When I can think of writing a diary, most of the bad things happen, or I think it is necessary to talk about it.Just thinking about such a relaxed, happy and beautiful time for more than a month, who would want to start a pen?

But diary, don't be lonely, I will be busy after school starts, so I have to come here often to complain.

Monday, February 8

One of the great benefits of starting school is knowing what day of the week it is.

The opening ceremony is at 10 am, but I have to go to school at 8 am to read the big list and check which class I am in.

1班到9班是理科班，10班到12班是文科班，1、2、10班是实验班。军训前交文理志愿时我确实有过犹豫，最终还是选了理科。

The front of the science rankings was overcrowded, so I sent the nimble Guo Yichen to investigate. After 5 minutes, he made his way out of the crowd: "Report! Brother Lu, you have entered the second class!"

I was taken aback at the time, class two?Shouldn't it be Class Three?

Oh, it seems that many people have gone to study literature!

Sure enough, I heard Guo Yichen say: "Brother Lu treats you. Even if you are the last member of the second class, you are still a member of the second class!"

His voice was too loud, and the people who ate melon laughed and looked sideways.

Next time, keep this kid's mouth shut, haha.