Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

He Lin's eyes and expression showed two completely different attitudes, and he said nonchalantly, "It's a temporary idea."

I stared at him and said, "What did you tell her?"

"I said you are drunk, do you need me to take you to find a place to rest. She said yes. She was drunk, she couldn't stand upright, she put half of her body on my shoulders, and pulled my clothes down What do you think about this matter?" He Lin rolled his eyes.

"Interesting?" I suddenly became impatient.

Now that the power is on my side, I don't want to talk to him about it anymore.

"You may not know that Zhu Mo is the most drinkable in our family. Regardless of her young age, she has never been drunk. She is in the bar by herself, and she will never be on guard, let alone go with you." I said calmly.

He Lin is really keen, he felt the faint finality in my words.

He began to get excited, "I didn't get drunk before, it doesn't mean I didn't get drunk that day. It doesn't mean what happened to her at that time. Your sister is half-voluntary. This matter is between me and her, with you There's a fart relationship."

I said to him with great regret: "If you don't see the coffin, you won't cry." His crime in my heart will automatically escalate. If I don't leave him with some permanent damage, I will not be called Zhu Lu.

"Help me take off his clothes." I said to Lu Yunxiu.

He said yes.

We tore off his clothes directly, leaving only a pair of underwear for him, so as not to affect the appearance of the city.

I found a folding fruit knife from his pocket, which seemed to be bought with Liu Shichen, change, keys, a half pack of cigarettes, a lighter, a smart phone, and a small bag of white pills.

I held it up to his eyes and asked, "What is this?"

He stared at me without speaking.

I politely said: "It is said that as far as I know, the more unpromising bastard like you, the more he likes to be complacent and boast about his courage in the past. Since you know our family's background and know that this matter is shameless, you will definitely not Say it with your mouth. But the 'medal' has to be worn, right chop?"

His gaze began to waver, from extreme vigilance and fear to self-abandonment.

I regretfully told him: "You have wasted another chance of self-salvation. Then let me tell you, this is a drug. You took the drug in Zhu Mo's wine when he was sad and distracted."

His heart beat visibly faster.

"The law can sentence you to ten years at most. In my heart, you are a capital offense." I said.Feeling that Lu Yunxiu patted my shoulder lightly, I had no choice but to change my words and say, "But I won't kill you, you're not worth it."

Up to now, He Lin no longer takes any chances, but still pretends to be fearless, "Okay, I admit it. You can draw the road, you need arms and legs."

He guessed that I would not dare to really unload him, at most I would give him a discount.

I couldn't help laughing at his naivety, "Of course, where the crime was committed, the surgery was performed."

He Lin's lips trembled, and the blood on his face faded completely.

I stuffed the piece of rag just now into his mouth, and stepped on the Martin shoe between his legs.

He finally realized the seriousness of this matter, but he knew that we were different from the thugs who came to him to vent.

I am serious about avenging my sister.

He Lin's eyes widened, his head kept tilting back, and broken wailing overflowed from his mouth.

I saw blood under my feet, but my anger kept growing.Seeing He Lin in pain reminded me of Momo's fear and suffering at that time.

"Zhu Lu." Lu Yunxiu pulled me from behind, "Don't cross the line, don't cross the line, Zhu Lu!"

At that time, I was completely blinded by hatred, and my eyes were dark. After seeing the blood, my adrenaline surged, and each foot became heavier than the other. Venting my anger became a mechanical behavior, and I couldn't stop it.

"Zhu Lu!" Lu Yunxiu hugged me, trying to pull me away.

To no avail, I was like a crazy cow, I only knew how to rush forward until I heard a hoarse cry: "Brother!"

The button of the crazy state was suddenly turned off, and the world came back to me.

"Momo?" I found Zhu Mo standing at the entrance of the alley with tears on his face.

"That's enough, brother. I can put it down now. Stop it. You can't do anything else. I'm really not afraid anymore. I'm going home. Stop it." Zhu Mo cried and said, then turned around leave.

I was still in a situation where I didn't know what happened. I watched my sister run away, and subconsciously wanted to chase her.

Lu Yunxiu stopped me and said softly, "Jingxiu is following her, it doesn't matter."

I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized, I raised my hand and slapped him: "Did you ask her to come and see?" (Damn, why was I so rough before)

This slap was beyond Lu Yunxiu's expectation, but he was not angry, and explained in a nice way: "If she doesn't see it with her own eyes, she won't feel relieved, won't be reconciled, and won't let go. Now she sees you defending her so much Only then will you realize that this world is not only filled with the pain of the past.”

I watched him gasping for breath, ignored the half-dizzy He Lin, and walked away, Lu Yunxiu followed without complaint.

He followed me home, and we didn't speak a word on the way.

Angrily, I went straight to Zhu Mo's bedroom, but found no one there.Lu Yunxiu just hung up the phone and told me that Jingxiu has brought Zhu Mo back to Lu's house, and he will take good care of her.

Ordinarily, this kind of thing happened to Zhu Mo just now, so I should not have agreed to her spending the night outside, but the Lu family and my family are family friends, and I am very assured of the character of the two brothers. Uncle Lu also has a nanny and aunt to take care of him, so nothing will happen.

I nodded and headed into my bedroom.

This behavior of seeing off guests did not affect Lu Yunxiu. I heard him explain to Uncle Feng that I had an awkward relationship with my classmates, and he wanted to persuade me if I could stay here tonight.

Lu Zi is a gold-lettered signboard in my family. My mother can't wait to send me to the Lu family for education. She is very supportive of our frequent contacts, and Uncle Feng is more willing to be a favor.

Lu Yunxiu thanked him and pushed the door open.

He stood in front of me and sighed: "Zhu Lu, I only know you today."

I sneered at him: "It's not too late, I've always been such an asshole."

"You misunderstood." He shook his head. "I wanted to say that you are quite bloody. I always thought you were quite... a creamy little boy."

I stared at him for a while, and finally I couldn't help but bend the corners of my mouth, no matter how serious I was, I couldn't be serious anymore.

As soon as the tension in his body was relaxed, the exhaustion in his heart surged.

My straight waist became loose, and my straight shoulders receded. I sat curled up on the edge of the bed, feeling infinite pain.

The aura around him changed, and Lu Yunxiu didn't keep his distance anymore. He squatted in front of me, looked at my face that couldn't lift his head, and said seriously: "You have tried your best."

I smiled wryly.Are you really trying your best?If you tried your best, this kind of thing should never have happened.

In fact, I really hate venting my anger. Every time I hit someone, I feel very happy, but afterwards I feel very guilty, and I feel that I am rotten from the inside.

In the previous life, I lived to the age of a dog, so I really wanted to let everyone down again.Can't I control my emotions and solve problems rationally?

Looking back on this incident, the most fucking rational time for me was to discuss revenge plans with Lu Yunxiu.

I hate myself.

I couldn't say it, but I didn't expect to hear from him in the next second:

"Zhu Lu, you know, I really hate myself."

I was taken aback, and he continued: "Look, it's like this time, I followed you all the way, but I could only watch from behind. On the one hand, I know you definitely don't want me to intervene, on the other hand, I don't know what to do to let you You are happy. You have always helped me, and I really want to help you."

He put his hands on my knees, his eyelashes drooping and he didn't look into my eyes.

I finally figured out why my bedroom window was placed next to the bed, so that the moonlight would shine on him right now.

"You don't have to, I hate myself too. How many people have never hated themselves?" Somehow it became me to comfort him.

He raised his head and said, "Are you aware of the look in your eyes now? It's very sad, and it makes me very sad. If you want to see it, first look through my eyes." (Yunxiu, you are 15 years old and you have full marks for love words .I kind of wonder who else you've told all these years, wake up the fuck)

I looked at the little shadow trembling in his eyes, his eyes were bright and clear, I moved closer to see more clearly.

The tip of my nose is staggered from his, and I want to hold his chin to make him turn his head so that he can see clearly towards the window.

But as soon as I lifted his chin with my hand, I heard a whimper. He suddenly got up and hugged me, threw me down on the bed when I was caught off guard, put his head on my shoulder, and hugged me tightly.

He said, "Thank you."

I said: "No." Nothing to thank.

I can read his sadness, and some kind of self-blame that I don't know.He is not like me, sometimes he can chat with my mother and brother, but he can't ask Fang Zhe Yuxuan to come out and talk.

Living under the shadow of Uncle Lu's temper, it is not easy for the two brothers to grow up healthy and healthy.

Lu Yunxiu is the eldest son and Lu Jingxiu's eldest brother. His responsibilities are heavier than his younger brother.Not only have to put up with my own thoughts, but also take good care of my brothers.

It's hard, I get it.

So I never mentioned the matter of him holding me and crying...it can't be an illusion, the clothes on my shoulders are all wet.

It is said that men don't flick their tears lightly, but in fact they just haven't reached the point of sadness.

But until now when I think about it, I still can't help... blushing, I don't know why, it's normal for him to blush if he's a big girl.What is there to be emotional about two men hugging each other?

When Fang Zhe was beaten up when he was young, he would come to me to complain about his grievances, and every time we ended up crying with each other in our arms.Not to mention the usual things like hooking shoulders and backs, sitting on thighs, touching each other's chests, etc., I didn't feel blushed every time.

Maybe it's because in my heart Lu Yunxiu is the real little cream, and his delicate feelings are too delicate to resist.

(Lu Yunxiu just matured earlier than me, he wasn't feeling sorry for me at the time, he was struggling with the issue of homosexuality, it's actually nothing, I don't mind at all, not to mention that I thought I fell in love with him first... I really want to give myself a big mouth. Conscience, at that time, I really didn't know anything about the relationship between men and women. He hugged me and cried, and I didn't give him a good chance. What a pity.)