Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

Team Lei turned his head, didn't pay attention to the details of him calling out Lu Yunxiu's real name, closed his eyes and stopped talking.

Zhu Lu leaned against the backrest with his whole body icy cold, and everything after that became in a daze.

He blankly followed Team Lei to the airport, bought a plane ticket, and went through customs procedures.

"We will say hello to your unit, and go home with peace of mind." Team Lei patted Zhu Lu on the shoulder.

The journey of more than ten hours only prolongs the time of being at a loss. He turned on the headlight and turned out the notebook he usually recorded. The tip of the pen trembled but he couldn't write even a thought.

Now he vaguely recalls the ambition he had when he was 15 years old. He didn't want to be rich, but he wanted to make everyone around him live well.

Now it seems that it may be easier to get rich and rich.

Happiness is too abstract and contains too many uncertain factors.

Zhu Lu sat in the McDonald's of the Capital Airport for a long time, and he didn't even know where to go.

Half an hour later, the phone rang, and a strange call was displayed on the screen.

"Hello?" Zhu Lu connected mechanically.

"Mr. Zhu, your special car has already parked, and I will wait for you at the exit."

Zhu Lu frowned: "Thank you, but I didn't..."

"I will take you directly to the hospital where Captain Lu is."

"...I'll be right there!"

Zhu Lu immediately came to life, grabbed his backpack and ran out.

He found the black car according to the license plate number, and opened the rear door, full of anxiety but surprised by the soft music inside.

This car seems to be another world. The driver is a steady middle-aged man, wearing white gloves and looking very old-fashioned. He turned around and asked with a smile: "Mr. Zhu Lu, right? Then we are going to start now."

"Ah... um." Zhu Lu replied.

Zhu Lu, who originally thought that the world was being sucked into a black hole, suddenly realized that the earth would continue to revolve without anyone, and his troubles were only his own, and they were nothing more than troubles.

Now that he's back to safety, there's still something he can do.

Zhu Lu unconsciously grasped the hem of his clothes, gritted his teeth, his whole body was tense, as if he was about to sprint [-] meters in the next second.

There were a lot of people coming and going in the hospital, and the car parked directly downstairs of the inpatient department.

Zhu Lu thanked him, and ran out in three steps at a time, almost missing the reminder of "on the fifteenth floor".

As soon as he got off the elevator, he saw Lu Gui. The last time he met was during the Spring Festival last year.

He has aged a lot, his movements have slowed down, he has lost the sharpness of the past, and has become more kind.

"Little Lu, you're back." He said.

"Uncle Lu, allow him to..." Zhu Lu asked anxiously.

The doctor next to Lu Gui frowned, worried that this reckless young man would say something that would irritate the old man.

"The doctor just told me, you should come and listen together." Lu Gui said, turning his head and explaining to the doctor, "He is Yunxiu's younger brother, and he is also my nephew. Let him come with you."

The doctor had no objection, Zhu Lu followed them into the office.

"The bullet hole in the patient's right shoulder was deep, but it was treated in a timely manner, so the problem is not serious. The trauma to the brain is relatively serious. Although the trauma is not obvious, it has caused damage to the brain, which is why he has not woken up yet. Experts held a meeting yesterday and decided, Observe for another three days." The doctor said.

Both Lu Gui and Zhu Lu fell silent.

"You mean, he may never wake up again?" Lu Gui asked.

The doctor explained: "That's not true. Normally, people in a vegetative state will have severe loss of cerebral cortex function. The patient's condition is not so serious. In fact, we are also very confused why he didn't wake up. So now we can only observe temporarily."

Lu Gui sighed for a while and said, "Let's just resign ourselves to fate."

The doctor said with shame: "We will do our best."

"Thank you." Lu Gui got up and left, Zhu Lu also got up and followed behind him.

"Little Lu, do you think I shouldn't have forced him to join the army? You told me that you had no eyes for a knife and a gun, and I thought you were afraid of his hard work. I also took it for granted, how could my son not be motivated? How could he become a deserter? Alas, I took it for granted. With his temperament, how could he not serve in the battle for the king and the front line? Now it seems that you know him better." Lu Gui said.

Zhu Lu said: "Uncle Lu, Lu Yunxiu may have been angry and didn't tell you. He mentioned to me that he wanted to go by himself, and that was also his dream."

"Really? That's really great." Lu Gui said, neither his expression nor tone changed easily.

Through a short corridor, you arrive at Lu Yunxiu's single room.

"Go in and have a look at him." Lu Gui said and pushed open the door.

The white walls and sheets reflected the sunlight, and the person on the bed could not be seen clearly for a while.

Zhu Lu helped Lu Gui to sit beside the hospital bed, his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see everything in front of him clearly.

"Yunxiu, Xiaolu has come to see you." Lu Gui said.

Zhu Lu clenched his teeth tightly, not daring to utter a single sound.

Lu Gui didn't urge him, and said to Lu Yunxiu on his own: "I heard from your friends that you asked them to bring Xiaolu back? They still have jobs, and you all have your own dreams, don't they? They are more important than life Right?" There was a bit of resignation and heartache in his slightly raised tone.

Lu Gui choked with sobs: "Your brother is coming to see you too, and he is rushing here. If you feel sorry for him, you should quickly open your eyes, eat and drink medicine, and let him go back to school without worry..."

Zhu Lu couldn't listen anymore, he turned his back and walked out of the ward, walked to the empty corridor, weeping in the dazzling sunlight.

He vaguely remembered the summer many years ago, when he learned that Lu Yunxiu was not indirectly killed by him in his previous life, he also hid in the corridor and cried.

So many years, no progress.

He wiped his face dry indiscriminately, took a deep breath, breathed again, and walked towards the ward.

As soon as his finger touched the cold doorknob, he heard Uncle Lu muttering to himself: "...are you angry with me? Why are you still like a child? Why bother? Dad figured it out. You just want to be young and want to be with me. Will he live his whole life? As long as Xiao Lu is willing, Dad won't stop you anymore. Why don't you live this life? It's best if you feel happy and satisfied. Your mother is still there, and she will only support you..."

Zhu Lu's pupils constricted, and he covered his mouth tremblingly.

What did Lu Yunxiu say?He told his family that he wanted to... live his whole life?Has he already said it?

Complicated emotions overwhelmed Zhu Lu, and he suddenly felt extremely cowardly.

Before that, Lu Yunxiu didn't even test his attitude properly, and he had already cut off his way out.

Does he just want to be with me?Zhu Lu clenched his fists and lowered his head, clenching his teeth to prevent tears from coming out of his eyes again.

What else is worth his escaping?

Zhu Lu unscrewed the door, his watery gaze became firm again.

Three days later, Lu Yunxiu still showed no sign of waking up.

In the next two months, experts came again and again, and they could only attribute it to another mystery of life.

Zhu Lu handed in the last press release, and then handed in his resignation.Although the news article was warned not to write unconfirmed content about the royal family of country A, it still won the best of the year. This is a later story.

He devoted himself to accompanying Lu Yunxiu, came every day, and moved a folding camp bed into the single ward, took a nap with him at noon, and sometimes stayed at night.

He also bought a temporary wardrobe for the dormitory, and got acquainted with the bathhouse owner in the nearby residential area.

Seeing his posture of preparing to stay permanently, the nurse began to hesitate whether to report or not.

Two days ago, he sorted out his things and found a box of high school diaries.

He moved over to look at it with great interest, and laughed at the ugliness of his handwriting in the first year of high school with the serene Lu Yunxiu, but when he saw the printed and bound books in the back, he felt that it was not as interesting as the ones written by himself.

Every time he sees the young Lu Yunxiu acting ambiguously in the diary, Zhu Lu will lean towards him and laugh: "To be honest, did you like me then? I still think I'm stupid, so you're not much better Well."

Zhu Lu became more and more used to talking to himself, and he felt that he could hear some kind of feedback.

For example, when he laughed at Lu Yunxiu, he could feel that Lu Yunxiu was also laughing, a little shy, but his eyes were bright, and he wanted to strangle him to death in his arms.

Another example is when he is irritable, he will feel a little bit of gray depression, as if all his unhappiness has been borne by him.

Zhu Lu dared not tell the nurse, for fear of being pushed into the neurology department next door.

He enjoys himself and treasures these trance moments.

Relatives and friends of the Lu family often came to visit Lu Yunxiu, and at this time Zhu Lu would go back to the apartment to rest, collect rent or go shopping.

Not everyone can understand the relationship between him and Lu Yunxiu like Lu Gui, not to mention others, Lu Jingxiu is a nail.

Zhu Lu didn't explain much, and he couldn't explain clearly. He simply let go and handed it over to Time to avoid conflicts.

He also went back home, and after confessing to Uncle Lu, he went back to come out to his family on purpose.

It was not good, it was too reckless, he knew it.

But if you don't say it, you will feel that you owe Lu Yunxiu.

Zhu Lu laughed at himself for being young and vigorous, but he was also proud of it.

He shook Lu Yunxiu's hand and asked over and over again: "Tell me, when will you wake up?"

"We are the same now, we almost fell out with our family. We can only accompany each other, we have no choice." Zhu Lu said with a smile.

He took out the apple from the net bag, and gently turned it against the thin flesh with a knife. The spiral peel went down and cut into petals. He carefully pulled out the core and stacked them neatly.

A slight sense of ritual made him feel less lonely.

"The fleeting time is not good, and my brother's side is not going well. Before we came back from country A, Chang Luo was taken to the United States by his mother. Zhu Jun was unhappy like a wolf dog who lost his meat. He also said that he would look for me when I came back. Mom, but it's a good thing for him. Your brother has some exams or training, and he is so depressed every day that his brows wrinkle.

"At first, I didn't think that maybe the world would not turn smoothly without you, at least the people around us are eagerly looking forward to your awakening.

"Wake up, huh?" Zhu Lu leaned close to him and said in his ear easily.

Long eyelashes brushed his cheeks suddenly, Zhu Lu raised his eyes in a daze, Lu Yunxiu stared at him blankly with those beautiful big eyes, "Zhu Lu, don't you want to go to cram school?"

I haven't been to cram school for 800 years.

Tears and smiles poured out together, he hugged Lu Yunxiu and didn't want to let go.

But it's good to wake up... it's good to wake up.

Lu Yunxiu, who was temporarily fragmented, flushed suddenly, and his memory gradually came back into place. He turned his head and touched Zhu Lu's lips.

The aroma of apple spread to the tip of his tongue and throat, his lips and teeth intersected, and the tight chest made the two bodies seem to be connected together.

There is a feeling of peace of mind with quiet physical contact, but people have always been hard to be satisfied.

Lu Yunxiu held his waist with one hand, and stretched the other hand down unconsciously. He asked with a smile, "When will the next step begin?"

"Ah?" Zhu Lu was stunned, trying to talk about him, but just opened his mouth and was blocked by kisses.

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