The hero always thinks I have a crush on him

"Shut up!" Shen Ming cried out with some struggle, with a slightly complicated look on his face.

"From the very beginning, you wanted me to kill Bai Feiyun. I thought it was because of the plot in the endless gap. Why?"

[It is because of the plot that he did not die. 】

"Why!" Shen Ming breathed out a little tiredly, he was fed up with this endless plot and world, everything made him feel bored, obviously he just wanted to go back.

【Because Bai Feiyun must die, if Bai Feiyun does not die, then this world will end, and everything will disappear after the end. 】

"So what if it disappears?"

[I don't have the right to kill characters. Even though I am powerful, I still can't kill any creature in this world. I can only let them kill each other. But Bai Feiyun is the protagonist, and his life can only be wiped out by you as the author. Go, no one can change his fate except you. 】

"I reject."

[If you can't do it, then I will help you do it. 】

"Shua hua——" a sound of wind came towards Shen Ming, Shen Ming suddenly opened his eyes wide, his right hand completely uncontrollably clenched the gleaming golden sword and struck at the two people who were fighting in the air.

"Let go of me!" Shen Ming sternly shouted, why is everything under the control of the system, he is not someone's puppet.

【...I just want you to live. 】

"Let go." Shen Ming tightly held the sword in the opposite direction with the other hand, then turned around and aimed the blade at himself, forcing the system not to act rashly.

"Peng--!"

The two who were fighting suddenly saw a figure enter between them, and Wuming saw a sword light gliding across his face, he couldn't help hitting Bai Feiyun with his palm.

However, Bai Feiyun sensed that the murderous aura was coming towards him, and wanted to stop it, but he hesitated slightly the moment he saw Shen Ming, a palm hit his body and directly rushed towards that person.

"prick--!"

【No--! 】

Bai Feiyun gently hugged Shen Ming tightly, and Shen Ming was right in front of him. The sword blade directly penetrated Shen Ming's body and stabbed him in the chest, just like the last time when he was on the endless gap, except that last time it was Shen Ming. Hugging him, and this time it was he who hugged Shen Ming tightly, and what connected the two was actually another sharp sword.

"Brother, I saw you again." Bai Feiyun said in Shen Ming's ear, his chest was tightly leaning against Shen Ming's back, which was cold and thin.

"Yeah, we met again." Shen Ming didn't feel anything, he remembered that he was always afraid of pain, why didn't he feel any more this time.

"Shen Ming!" When Wuming came to his senses, he had already seen Shen Ming being stabbed into the body by a sharp sword. It was his chapter just now. No, he finally found his father, don't die.

"Bai Feiyun, get the hell out of here!" Wuming charged towards Bai Feiyun with a wave of anger, and stretched out his hand as if trying to snatch Shen Ming back, but was lifted away by a stronger force.

【No, I managed to let you survive, you can't die—! ! 】

Shen Ming heard the system's distraught voice, moved his lips but still didn't say anything, forget it, since I can't swear, then I can say anything.

【Why don't you kill Bai Feiyun? Kill him and the world will continue. As long as this world doesn't disappear, you won't disappear. I've done so much just to keep you alive, for thousands of years and forever! 】

Shen Ming moved his ears, and kept silent based on the principle of not wanting to swear. At the same time, his consciousness gradually began to collapse. Unexpectedly, this feeling was not unfamiliar. Shen Ming seemed to feel that he was somewhat familiar. It seems that this is not the first time he has experienced the smell, has he died once before?

"Da——!" A drop of liquid fell on the ground, and then burst out with a radiant light. Everything around seemed to be distorted, accompanied by the system's anger again and again.

[I will let you live, even if you are wiped out, I will let you continue to live——]

【...Don't die, don't. 】

……

Shen Ming felt that he had a dream. In his real world, he seemed to be dead. He fell from the [-]th floor. After falling, there was only a lump of fleshy paste left, but unexpectedly, his soul did not seem to exist. Die with the death of a ****.

Someone once said that a person will die three times, the first time is when your body officially dies, then you are really dead, and the second time is at your funeral, so that everyone knows that you are dead, and your status in society The status also perishes because of this, the third time is when the last person who remembers you dies, there is no one who remembers you, and you really die under the gear of time, leaving nothing behind, your Everything will no longer be known, and you will truly disappear.

Shen Ming just floated around at his funeral and looked at the people coming and going. Actually, there were not many of them. He had no relatives, and because of some things at work, he was not very popular. It's the same thing.

But what surprised Shen Ming was that his funeral was not organized by his relatives. Shen Ming's parents had passed away two years ago, and there were no other relatives, so Shen Ming was quite surprised when he saw his funeral. , in his memory, he has no close people.

Originally, I planned to withdraw the money from the novel I wrote and then find a small fifth- and sixth-tier city to buy a house and slowly retire, but I died before I realized it.

"He's dead, you're happy now." Shen Ming said softly when he saw the high mountain flower of his ex-girlfriend standing at his funeral, and beside him was a man in a black suit, with a tired look on his face. Decadent, but his body is meticulous, and he didn't even forget to clean his beard.

"Indeed, I'm not in love with him, but I've been tempted. You forced me to break up with him, and you left him with nowhere to go. Do you think he will come to beg you? You forced him to death, and he will always Will never forgive you, ever!"

The man still didn't speak, but looked at the black and white photo in silence, sadly, and then laughed at himself.

Shen Ming was floating aside, probably because of his death, he didn't have much emotion, whether it was anger or sadness, he just felt heavy, extremely heavy.

After a long, long time, his funeral was over and the person was buried. It was just a small tomb, and Shen Ming floated on top of his own tomb for a long, long time, until a voice came.

[I found you, great that I finally found you, as long as there are still people who bond with you, you will not disappear in this world, but those bonds will eventually perish under time, then you are willing to go to my world? 】

[As long as my world doesn't disappear, then you will never die, are you willing... to go to my world? 】

'Is it possible to live on? '

[Yes, nothing is more important than keeping you alive, and this has always been my wish. 】

'OK. '

……OK……

Shen Ming opened his eyes in a daze, only to find that the eye sockets were a little wet, and stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, Shen Ming felt a little indescribably heavy.

It's too bad, Shen Ming finally remembered why he came to this world, but the reason was so unacceptable.

And he even forgot all of this.

If the purpose of the system from the beginning was to keep him alive, then many things would make sense.

【As long as this world doesn't disappear, then you will definitely be alive; if you don't kill Bai Feiyun and continue without a plot, then this world will gradually disappear. 】

The system's voice came again, but it was weaker than before, and even faintly dissipated.

"Why didn't you tell me before." Shen Ming looked a little complicated.

【Originally, I wanted other monks to kill Bai Feiyun, but then I found out that as the protagonist, he can’t die at all, and I can’t change the plot on a large scale. The collapse of the plot will lead to the collapse of the whole world, and my strength will It will weaken accordingly, and only you can kill him, because you are the author, you have the right to erase the existence of everyone in this world. 】

"Then who are you?"

【...I am this world. To be precise, I am the world you created. Perhaps you will understand better if you use the way of heaven to describe it. 】

"So the reason why I can continue to live in this world is because of you, so is it because you have already started to collapse when I entered this world, and that's why I entered a disciple of the Lingtian Immortal Sect? .”

The system was silent for a long time, and then slowly opened its mouth, 【You are not from this world, so I cannot let you in as you, and because you are the author, you have the right to come in, so I can only let you in as this world The other identities continued to live, and at that time I had exhausted all my strength and had to transform into a system, and I didn't fully wake up until the incident on the Nether Cliff. 】

"That's why you stopped me from saving Bai Feiyun that time."

[Yes, to be precise, I let those sects hunt down and kill Bai Feiyun. I can't change the plot on a large scale, and I can't erase Bai Feiyun, but once Bai Feiyun kills Wuming and becomes the highest demon god, the world will be left without a plot. It will end, maybe I will disappear, then you will die too. 】

[Only you can kill Bai Feiyun, and only in this way will this world not end, and you can continue to live. In the real world, your ties have been completely severed when you entered this world. If this disappears directly, you will return to the real world , you should know the result. 】

"what about now?"

[I have closely linked my destiny to yours, I was created by you, so time and space changed when we were connected, and we returned to the very beginning. 】

"Then what is my identity now?"

[Creator God. 】

Shen Ming: "..."

Isn't the very beginning the one he wore? ?

[I am Heaven, and you are the God of Creation. They complement each other. I was born of you, and you exist because of me. However, because the plot has collapsed a lot, you need to slowly make up the previous plot. 】

"Is ignorance born now?"

[Yes, he is outside the palace right now, my strength is too weak, I need to rest for a while, and you can also take a good rest, because we still have a lot of plots to make up for, and even change your identity. 】

"……thanks."

【You never need to thank me, everything I do is due and willing. 】

Because I exist because of you.

He will never forget how he was created bit by bit in Shen Ming's hands.

In the beginning, he was very weak, and he could only occasionally see Shen Ming between the lines when Shen Ming was typing, but he was so weak, but he deeply remembered Shen Ming's appearance, ah, this person created me , he became complete little by little, and then became stronger.

Shen Ming wrote that he had very beautiful scenery, a vast desert, an endless sea, mountains, fairyland and demon world, and he was enriched by everything Shen Ming wrote. He didn't like Bai Feiyun, because Shen Ming His perspective is always on Bai Feiyun.

He has the desert because Bai Feiyun wants to pass through the desert. He has the sea because Bai Feiyun can jump over the sea. He has the fairyland because Bai Feiyun wants to break into the fairyland. Everything in this world appears because of Bai Feiyun's needs.

Why is it like this, look at me, why must all eyes be on Bai Feiyun, why everything I have is because of Bai Feiyun.

Every time, he appeared between Shen Ming's words and stared at Shen Ming closely. He shouted, was unwilling, and even muttered to himself to laugh at himself, but Shen Ming couldn't hear or see it, because He does not belong to Shen Ming's world, and even he can only look at Shen Ming through the gaps in those words when Shen Ming created this world.

Obviously I am looking at you, obviously you created me, why are your eyes always on Bai Feiyun?

He felt that he was going crazy, and he gradually observed Shen Ming's life through the lines, but Shen Ming became more and more haggard in front of the screen. Before, Shen Ming was always happy and even excited. I like this world, but as time goes by, Shen Ming becomes more and more tired, even when he opens the document, Shen Ming looks a little helpless, maybe this has become a burden for him.

But he didn't do anything, he could only look at Shen Ming, he could only look at Shen Ming when Shen Ming opened the file, he couldn't do anything, lonely, he was as lonely as Shen Ming.

He watched the world's continuous development with cold eyes, Bai Feiyun finally reached the peak step by step, but so what, he watched coldly, without any emotion.

The protagonist is good luck. Obviously, I appeared because of Shen Ming, but the reason for my existence is to make you the most powerful demon god. However, he can’t change it. He watched the plot come to an end, when the last word was typed. He finally couldn't stand it anymore.

Look at me, I am the living world you created, what is that Bai Feiyun, if I exist because of Bai Feiyun, then I will destroy Bai Feiyun, why, why do you only see his existence in your eyes, why He can go to the end, look at me, I am right in front of you, I am right in front of you!

Anger, unwillingness, those negative emotions finally made him break through the barrier of the world, he finally came out from the screen, even though there is no entity, even though the world he lives in is shattered, even though he is getting weaker and weaker, he finally escaped from that world When he came out, he could tell Shen Ming excitedly that he was created by Shen Ming, and that what Shen Ming saw should be him instead of Bai Feiyun.

But the accident happened at that time.

He stayed in Shen Ming's room for three whole days, until someone came in to tidy up Shen Ming's things. It was a man in a black suit with a tired face, his hair was combed meticulously, but his expression was extremely tired. After staying in the room for a whole day, I flipped through Shen Ming's photo album, opened Shen Ming's closet, slid my fingertips over Shen Ming's things one by one, and finally let out a groan on Shen Ming's bed. cried out in pain.

He looked at the side angrily, and his anger was about to burn him.

Who are you, get out, don't touch his things, don't touch his things! !

He roared, but it was of no avail, no one could see him, he had no entity, only a sliver of consciousness remained, a sliver of consciousness that he didn't even know how long it would last.

Until the man murmured, the constant remorse made him look dazed.

The bad news came, Shen Ming died.

No!He would rather that he did not break through the screen of the two worlds, he would rather that he could only hide between the lines humblely and look at Shen Ming, he would rather that he continued to be jealous of Bai Feiyun, if it was a dream, this dream would be too scary.

This news made him almost unable to maintain his consciousness in this world, obviously he came to this world with great difficulty, obviously he was desperate to tell Shen Ming that he was real, obviously he was still at home waiting for Shen Ming to come back... …

He kept looking for Shen Ming like a ghost. Although Shen Ming's body is dead, as long as there are people in this world who are tied to him, then he will not disappear completely. He searched for a long time and finally found Shen Ming. Then he made an invitation.

【Would you like to come to my world? 】It was a mechanical, cold and emotionless voice.

'it is good. '

His world is broken, but it doesn't matter, he uses his body to reshape, Shen Ming is a person from another world, it doesn't matter, then he will use his own power to bind Shen Ming's fate, so that his world will be It is impossible to exclude Shen Ming.

Reshaping the world and sending Shen Ming into his own world had completely exhausted his strength. He couldn't even say a word to Shen Ming and had to fall into a dormant state. He left behind a system, a system called [-]. The system is a system that he can barely weave with his few strengths.

He has been sleeping, he is full of hope, as long as he wakes up, he can tell Shen Ming everything, look, I have done many things for you, everything in this world exists because of you.

The desert full of yellow sand, the shining sea, the mountains in the clouds, the beautiful streams in the mountains, the chirping birds in the forest, the monsters, fairy beasts, sacred trees, clouds and smoke, everything exists because of you of.

If possible, I would like to stand at the highest place with you and watch the sun rise and greet the new students every day. Just looking at you, just looking at you... People in your world, what do you call this?

There seems to be no such thing in my world, you must have forgotten to write it out...

This kind of anticipation and longing kept him from being devoured during the days of deep sleep. In fact, this world is extremely fragile. Even when Shen Ming entered this world, the world collapsed. He was too weak. I can no longer help Shen Ming to live well. In fact, because Shen Ming is not from this world, he is constantly ostracized, and all those backlashes are transferred to him.

Ups and downs, even though he was broken, he still stood in front of Shen Ming, only to find that the plot had been driven by the way of heaven, and Shen Ming... was still by Bai Feiyun's side.

What can he do?He was angry and helpless. The irony was that he couldn't kill Bai Feiyun, and once the plot was over, he couldn't reshape the world. He was stronger than he imagined, but also weaker than he imagined.

Don't die, I managed to let you survive, you haven't even seen this world completely, I am the world you created...

This world is him, and he is this world, but in Shen Ming's eyes, there are only living creatures in this world. Everything is dead, but Shen Ming will die too, as long as he thinks that Shen Ming will die, he cannot accept it.

One time is enough, one time is enough, sitting with me on the highest place in the world, watching the continuation of the new life, the rotation of the gears of fate, the breathing of mountains and rivers, everyone is walking the path they should go, and he doesn't care about Bai Feiyun anymore , he doesn't care about everything anymore, even if he disappears into the mountains and rivers, it doesn't matter, anyway, my existence is for you.

What he wants is always unattainable. Extravagance is what you want, and only when you have extravagance can you ask for it. He can't even do extravagance.

I don't know how long I can walk with you on the next road. If I reach the last step, if I really have to let go, I will let you live, forever and ever.

The sky is full of stars, among the clouds and smoke, I just want you to see everything written by you.

Don't look at Bai Feiyun anymore, and don't pay attention to those disturbances, those fixed stories, those fixed fates, you and I have nothing to do, just like I can never hug you, never hold your hand, and see you All over the mountains and rivers.

This kind of mood must be because you forgot to write it in, which made me incomprehensible but uncontrollable longing.

"Swish—"

The breeze blows, the bamboo forest rustles, and in the sky, invisible threads weave everyone's destiny...