The hero always thinks I have a crush on him

"That's just because I'm stronger than you now." Shen Ming patted Wuming's cheek lightly, sighed and shook his head, "I can't keep you in the temple, you don't understand where you went wrong, and you I don’t know if you did something wrong, it’s because I didn’t teach you well.”

"Don't." Wuming hugged Shen Ming's thigh, pleading, "Don't drive me away, I'm your only child, father, I was born so that father won't be lonely, what if I leave father, father What to do if you are lonely, I don’t know what is right or wrong, but I will change, father, I will change everything you say, I will listen to you, I will listen to everything you say, I will do everything you say, don’t let me leave you, Please, Father."

"I can't keep you." Shen Ming put aside Wuming, closed his eyes and walked towards the hall with some helplessness. Wuming pulled Shen Ming's clothes and refused to let go, but as Shen Ming walked further and further away, he finally got the clothes in his hands. The corners of his clothes can only flow out of his hands.

"Father!" Wuming hissed, knelt in the temple and watched Shen Ming leave, and after a while he knelt powerlessly on Fu, his expression half bewildered and half pleading.

He still didn't know where he was wrong. He knew that his four brothers shouldn't be killed, but why couldn't he kill them.

Wuming knelt in the temple for three whole days, he thought for three days, but he still couldn't figure it out, because they are also the children of his father, so why can't he kill them?But for the father, isn't he the most important?

Shen Ming felt a pain in his head when he entered the apse. He knew that Wuming was not a human being when he went crazy, but he didn't expect that he could even do things like murder and foot, and his head hurt.

You say that he can't kill ignorance, and he can't defeat ignorance, so what can he do to people?closed?scolding?punishing?

However, the system hasn't heard a sound yet, and he doesn't know what to do, and seeing this poor kid kneeling in the temple for three days made his brain hurt even more, and finally he came out first.

"Are you aware of your mistake?" Shen Ming asked.

"I was wrong, will Father forgive me?" Wuming slightly turned his eyes to look at Shen Ming, with a particularly dazed expression.

"Go to the Wuji Cold Mountain." Shen Ming stepped forward and put his hand on the top of Wuming's head, "Go there and repent, until the Tianhe dries up, until the cold mountain melts ten miles of spring breeze, you also know that you are wrong, otherwise you will stay forever. On the Wuji Cold Mountain."

"Don't!" Wuming looked at Shen Ming and held Shen Ming's hand, like his last hope, "I don't want to be put under house arrest, I don't want to leave Father, if I'm not by Father's side, if I'm not by Father's side Now, then what's the point of my existence, then what's the point of my existence!"

Wuming always knows that he was created because of the loneliness of the Chuangshi God. All he has to do is to be by the side of the Chuangshi God. He should love the Chuangshi God, and the Chuangshi God should love him the most. .

If he leaves Chuangshishen, if Chuangshishen no longer wants him, then what is the point of my existence!

"Go." Shen Ming stroked Wuming's cheek and exhaled, "You will always be my child."

Wuming opened his eyes wide, and finally couldn't help tearing his heart out

"Do not--!!"

……

"Tick-tock-"

"Tick-tock-"

Wuming moved his eyeballs, and looked at the water drops falling slowly to the side, with a trace of cold air.

He knelt powerlessly in the ice cave of the Wuji Cold Mountain. There was very little room for him to move. This was a completely sealed ice cave surrounded by ice. He had no way of escaping. get away.

My father doesn't want me anymore, does my father want me?Ignorance has been thinking about this question, he exists because of his father, if his father does not want him, then what is the meaning of his existence.

"Father..." Wuming moved his lips and murmured.

"Father...Father...Father..." Wuming just kept calling, he knew that Father would not be able to hear him, and he also knew that even if he called ten thousand times, ten million times, ten thousand billion times, Father would not answer him, So he could only murmur, as if he could get some comfort in the silent space.

It's quiet, it's quiet here, it's so quiet that he can hardly bear it.

Father, why don't you want me anymore, father, do you really want me, father...

The expression of ignorance began to distort, his body was already on the verge of collapse, for him, his father was everything to him, all he did was to keep his father's eyes, just to let his father see him, his His eyes are full of his father, why can't his father also have his eyes full of him.

"Plop—" the sound of a heart beating.

Wuming stretched out his hand in horror to caress his chest and heart. It turned out that his heart was still beating. It was strange why the thought of his father's heart was so painful, as if an invisible hand had torn the heart alive.

"Father..." He wanted to say this name for comfort, but he found that the comfort was accompanied by more pain, the more comfort he wanted, the more painful his heart was, as long as he thought of this His heart began to throb at the name.

Why, father, did you cast a spell on my heart, so that I would not think of you, and would not even leave me with the rest, the only thought.

Why does the more I think about it, the more it hurts, why the more I say your name, the more painful it is, why the image of you in my mind is unbearable, why I can’t miss everything about you, why my heart hurts so much, father , Didn't you give me my heart, is it broken?

Wuming remembered that when he was just created, he was created in the lotus pond in the God Realm. The God Lotus had bred him for a whole 1000 years. He was already a god body when he was born. Although he looked like a child, his strength was It is completely equal to his four older brothers.

He is the most meticulous child of the father. It took the father 1000 years to create him, and the four brothers only took a hundred years. Touching the lotus to convey divine power, he was born after his father guarded it for 1000 years, 1000 years.

When he was born, he saw his father's smile, which made him unable to give up what he was always pursuing.

"What kind of heart should I give you?" This was the first sentence my father said when he looked at him. Then he thought for a while and took out lotus seeds from the lotus, which turned into a ray of golden light and entered his body.

"Plop—" It was the first time Wuming heard the sound of a heartbeat, and it was also the first time he felt that he "existed".

"You are my youngest child, and I am your father."

"Father..." At that time, he could only make a childish, even vague voice. From the first moment he was born, his eyes were filled with father, and it is still the same until now.

Father taught him to walk, teach him to talk, teach him to dress, teach him to practice, teach him to read, taught him to play the piano... Father taught him with all his heart and responsibilities, but even so, father still had very little time to accompany him, only one person a day. With Shi Chen by his side, he can only have fun in the pool of gods alone, but even so, he still cherishes that moment so much.

That was the most precious time between him and his father, who was by his side when he grew from a child to a teenager.

"Plop--" That was also the sound of a beating heart. They sat under the dark tree playing the piano, and the father fell into a deep sleep. When he turned into a teenager, he reached out and gently stroked the broken hair on his father's forehead to his ear, then blushed as if he had done something serious and leaned tightly against his father's side.

Only the sound of his heart beating reminded him that it was real, that he 'existed', that his father 'existed', that they were together.

"Ah!!" Wuming raised his head and screamed, his voice was extremely painful, he clutched his chest tightly, as if he couldn't bear the pain.

After a long, long time of ignorance, he closed his eyes, covered his heart with one hand and seemed to be struggling, "My heart...is broken."

Wuming found that he seemed to be unable to hear the sound of the beating heart. Was it because the pain was too painful, so the pain was so numb that he didn't have any sense of it.

It's so strange, his heart is the illusion of the lotus seeds of the Shenlian. He was originally conceived by the Shenlian. His heart should be the most suitable heart for him in this world. How could it suddenly break down? Ah, it's my father. You broke him.

The right hand of ignorance, no sorrow and no joy made a claw shape, then he narrowed his eyes slightly and stretched out his hand directly into his chest to dig out the 'broken' heart.

The sound of flesh and blood churning, but his heart is the lotus seed of Shenlian, so when he dug it up, it was just a beating and shining golden seed.

Why can't I feel it when Mingming is beating? Wuming turned his head to the side, and then crushed his heart with a hard "snap" with one hand, leaving only wisps of golden light dissipating in the air. It was also wrapped in cold ice and dyed with silver light.

Now that he has no heart, he finally doesn't feel pain anymore. It's really comfortable. The corners of Wuming's eyes began to show traces of magic energy, but his hair was swallowed by the silver ice bit by bit.

But if I don’t have a heart, I can’t go up to another level. Father, please give me your heart. My heart is broken. Give me yours. Your heart will definitely not hurt. , and it will definitely not be broken, so that I can use your heart forever and never be broken by pain like this again.

"Father, I'm here to look for you." Wuming said softly, his expression struggled slightly and finally submerged in endless peace.

"Pa la pa la pa la—" the surrounding ice began to melt and shatter, and Wuming sat in the center with no expression in his eyes.

Omg—

Shen Ming was awakened by a nightmare. He dreamed that his ignorance killed himself. Sure enough, he will still die in the hands of ignorance as the plot develops?

Impossible, it stands to reason that such an awesome existence as Chuangshishen would be killed by his own son, and his mood is complicated.

【Ding!Are you recovering? 】

'System, you're awake, are you okay? 'Shen Ming vaguely felt that the system was still very weak, but it was still more stable than before.

[Wuming escaped from Wuji Cold Mountain, he is coming to you. 】

'Will I be killed by him? 'Now Shen Ming is no longer afraid of death, but if he is not sure about the plot, he dare not die casually.

[No, you want to eliminate his devilish energy, he is a god, even an evil god is still a god, and then seal him forever under the boundless sky, and then you will use up all your divine power to disappear into this world, but this It's just on the surface, you will fall into reincarnation, and then reincarnate, that's another story that needs to be filled. 】

"Sounds like a lot to do."

[No, it's very simple, I will always be behind you, don't be afraid, no matter what happens, I will be there. 】

"……thanks."

[Never say these two words to me, don't thank me again. 】

"Because I feel that I owe you a lot, and it seems that I have nothing to help you, so I can't pay it back."

[You are alive, which is the greatest reward for me. 】

Shen Ming pursed his lips, for a moment he didn't know how to answer.

"Dong dong dong—" until a deafening bell rang, Shen Ming subconsciously looked outside the temple.

It is the seed of sacrifice to heaven, and ignorance has come.

'How can I get rid of the demonic energy in Wuming's body? '

[Use your divine power, your divine power can do anything. 】

Shen Ming nodded, stood up hesitantly and then walked towards the outside of the hall.

As soon as he opened the door of the main hall, he found that there was a gloomy atmosphere outside, a huge gray enveloped the God Realm, and a thick black air kept approaching on the square in front of the temple.

"Oh, Father, I'm back." Wuming walked out of the black air dragging a big knife. His eyes turned jet black, his hair turned silver, and his body exuded a strong devilish energy. Open it wide, revealing the ferocious scars on it, and the handsome face is even more sinister, but also creepy.

"Father, my heart is broken, can you give me yours?" Wuming dragged his sword and continued to walk towards Shen Ming. With every step he took, the black energy spread forward, bit by bit. His aura devoured the temple of white light.

"I punished you to go to the Wuji Cold Mountain originally because I thought about it, but I didn't expect you to be possessed by a single thought." Shen Ming looked at such ignorance with a complicated expression.

"I'm not a devil, I'm a god, and I'm a god created by you, father." Wuming looked at Shen Ming with a slightly self-deprecating expression, and then his face seemed to be a little painful, "It was you, father, who forced me to be like this, I just I want to be with my father forever, I just want you to look at me, father, and you look at me."

Wuming dropped the knife, covered his face as if crying, but soon raised his head and looked at Shen Ming sharply, his face no longer showed any sadness, "Father, the heart you gave me is broken, it's broken gone."

Wuming pulled the clothes on his chest, fully exposed the scar on his chest to Shen Ming, "Look, it will be gone when it breaks, father, can you give me your heart, I want one It won't hurt your heart."

"Ridiculous!" Shen Ming looked at Wuming and didn't know what to say, so he could only reprimand him.

"Father." Wuming called, and then stretched out his hand to grab Shen Ming.

Shen Ming wanted to dodge, but he knew that he couldn't dodge. He used his divine power to expel the demonic energy of ignorance. To exorcise demons is to read Nan Wu, so it should be possible.

"...Namo Amitabha." Shen Ming murmured softly, and from him as the center, one after another golden light radiated from his body, constantly driving away the evil energy in Wuming.

"Namo Amitabha, Namo," Shen Ming looked at Wuming without moving at all. He saw Wuming stretching out his hand towards him, and the devilish energy in his body was gradually expelled under his muttering. The world gradually showed a white figure.

"Namo Amitabha... um!" Shen Ming opened his eyes wide, constantly mobilizing the divine power in his body, and kept chanting. After a while, he lowered his head and looked at the hand piercing his chest, The eyes looking at Wuming are still firm and meaningless.

"Nanwu, Nanwu, Nanwu."

The halo of golden light shrouded ignorance layer by layer, and ignorance didn't react until a trace of bird song crossed the sky.

"Father...Father?" Wuming looked at his hand covered with golden blood, and couldn't believe it when he recovered.

"I am Chuangshishen. Chuangshishen has no heart." Shen Ming looked at Wuming and said with his empty hands, and then sighed. Another advantage of Chuangshishen is that he will not die, so he will not die. Die.

"You have become demonic, I can only get rid of the demonic energy in your body, but I can't get rid of the demonic energy in your mind, I will seal you under the immeasurable sky for eternity, and the seal cannot be released until the day when it should be broken , before that, you can only be sealed in it forever and ever."

Wuming suddenly raised his head to look at Shen Ming, stretched out his hand to tightly grasp Shen Ming's clothes, and let them hang down a little weakly.

"Kill me, Father, kill me." Wuming murmured, "I don't want a heart anymore, only a heart in my chest will cause pain, as long as I live I will suffer, kill me."

"How could I be willing to kill you?" Shen Ming put his hands on top of Wuming's head, and then sighed, "It won't be painful, you will wait until someone rescues you from the seal, maybe he is not a very A good person, maybe he will have a lot of worries, maybe he won't take good care of you, but you must take good care of him, this is what you owe him now, understand?"

"Why didn't you kill me?" Wuming looked at Shen Ming, his eyes lost all brilliance, "Rather than let me live in such pain, why didn't you kill me."

"Well, I will extract all your painful memories, and I will give you a heart that will not hurt again. It doesn't matter. After time passes and the future, you will be free." Wuming put all his divine power in Wuming Set up spells one after another around, and finally turned a spirit stone in the pool of gods into a heart and entered Wuming's body.

'Unless you are moved, this heart of stone will turn into a real heart of flesh and blood and fuse with you, otherwise your heart will never hurt again before that. 'This is Shen Ming's last oracle.

After seeing Wuming enter the immeasurable sky, he lost all his divine power. The divine power from his closed-door training was completely consumed, and his last trace of divine power erased the scar on Wuming's chest. I couldn't hold it anymore.

"System, I'm about to disappear."

[Yes, as the God of Creation, after you finish the final plot, you will turn into light and disappear here, but it is for the next reincarnation. 】

'When can I wake up? '

[10 years. 】Heavy and helpless voice.

'Sure enough, the identity of the Creator God consumes too much divine power, and it takes such a long time to even reincarnate once. '

[Yes, you will start to piece it together little by little during these 10 years, and then form a complete soul turn. This is the price of the Creator God, who has the strongest power, and at the same time, it takes more time to survive . 】

'how about you? '

[I will always wait for you to appear, whether it is 10 years or 100 million years, I will wait, you will always appear, and time will always pass. 】

Shen Ming wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he had nothing to say at all.

Raising his hand, his hand had already begun to dissipate, and the golden light spots kept spreading, and then disappeared little by little.

10 years...

His 10 years could not feel the passage of time, but the system spent every minute and every second helplessly. It would be great if he could beat the time, Shen Ming thought so when his consciousness finally dissipated.

By the way, there is still ignorance, it will take 10 years to be wiped out of the memory seal under the immeasurable sky, no, maybe a longer time, no wonder I can’t remember the past for a long time after waking up , How can people who are already outside of time remember it.

……goodbye.

"...Father...?" Wuming blinked, wondering why he suddenly remembered this title?

He only remembered that he was sealed by the Chuangshi God into the immeasurable firmament. For the first 1000 years, he was sealed in a coffin in the cold pool and could not move. In the third 1000 years, he counted the thousandth and 1000th snowflakes under the infinite sky, and in the fourth 110 years, he entered the cold pool again and sealed himself with a coffin...

Then after a long time, it seemed that it was just a moment of sleep, no, to be precise, he had already forgotten the time, there was only boundless silence and coldness here.

Whose title is this?Who am I?Wuming turned his head to the side, a trace of puzzlement slipped across his handsome face.

Why is he here, ah, he was sealed here by the God of Creation, God of Creation?God of Creation?

Wuming reached out and stroked his chest, wondering why he didn't feel anything here, he thought he should feel something.

Who is the God of Creation?He sealed me here, he sealed me out of time, who is... who?

"Plop—" Wuming opened his eyes slightly.

Is he... is he... who?

Wuming thought about it for a full 1000 years, thinking about all the things he could think of, and after confirming that he could think of nothing more, he finally sealed all of these in his memory, and then let himself fall into a deep sleep forever.

If you can't get out for 1 years, then sleep for 2 years, and if you can't get out for 2 years, you can wait for 3 years. Wait for the day when you get out.

The God of Creation sealed me here, but who is the God of Creation?

I seem to have forgotten a lot, and I am still forgetting things...

Seems like... a very important thing...

"Father...Father...?"