go with you

Qin Shu smiled, "I won't get married for the time being, and I can't go home. Of course, I'm celebrating the New Year alone."

Xiao Yima nodded and didn't say anything else, Chen Liao still insisted, but Zhan Yue said, "Dr. Qin is so popular, why would he come to your house to celebrate the New Year, don't waste your words, buy it and leave quickly."

Chen Liao saw that Zhan Yue's face was unkind, so he didn't say anything anymore, and told Qin Shu not to continue tangling with his wine. Qin Shu saw that Chen Liao and the others would not leave for a while, so he didn't buy it at all, and pushed the cart gone.

After Chen Liao picked out the wine, he went to pay the bill, and Zhan Yue said, "It turns out that you dragged me out for a walk in the cold just for a bottle of red wine."

Chen Liao giggled, "It's New Year's Eve only when there's wine."

Zhan Yue and Xiao Yima didn't buy anything. Zhan Yue searched for Qin Shu with his eyes while waiting for Chen Liao to pay the bill. When he turned his head, he saw Qin Shu pushing a cart not far away and looking at him. Zhan Yue had an impulse for a moment, he didn't care whether Qin Shu was willing or not, he wanted to hug Qin Shu and tell him that he loved him!But Zhan Yue finally held back.

Qin Shu looked at Zhan Yue and felt something was about to overflow from his eyes. When Zhan Yue saw him, Qin Shu tried his best to force a smile, but Zhan Yue turned his head away immediately.

Qin Shu waited until Zhan Yue and the others had left before slowly returning home from the supermarket. He was going to prepare the ingredients for tomorrow's New Year's Eve dinner. It's delicious.

This year's Zhan Yue's house is very lively during the Chinese New Year, especially with the little mantou. After eating, Zhan Wei washes the dishes, and Zhan Yue hugs the little mantou to play. Playing chess with Zhan Guoxiong, Zhan Yue watched the Spring Festival Gala and found it boring. Thinking of Qin Shu saying that he celebrated the New Year alone, he didn’t know what it would be like for Qin Shu to celebrate the New Year alone, and he laughed at himself in his heart. People said you were disgusting. You still think about what other people do.

Qin Shu arranged the prepared dishes one by one, then brought three sets of bowls and chopsticks, poured three glasses of red wine, and then raised the glass in front of him and said, "Dad, Mom, it's Chinese New Year, you have worked so hard for me all your life, son Here is a toast to you, I wish my parents forever young!" After finishing speaking, he drank the wine in his hand, looked at the empty seats on both sides, and said with a smile to the left seat, "By the way, Dad has high blood pressure, so drink less. This glass of wine is for my son." After finishing speaking, he drank the glass of wine on the left, looked at the right side again, and said with a smile, "By the way, mom's liver is not good, so she can't drink alcohol. Look at me, my son should beat me. I also drank it for my mother." After finishing speaking, he also drank the glass of wine on the right.

After drinking, Qin Shu added vegetables to the bowls on both sides and said, "This is a New Year's Eve dinner made by my son for my parents. It's all your favorite food. Dad, eat quickly, and mom, eat quickly."

After speaking, he also put the dish in his mouth, and boasted, "I'm not bragging, I caught up with the chef in cooking this dish today, you guys have a try"

Seeing no movement on both sides, Qin Shu said again, "Mom and Dad, eat quickly."

There was still no movement on both sides, Qin Shu suddenly knelt down and cried bitterly, "I know you are angry with me, and Xiaoshu doesn't want to be like this, but Xiaoshu can't help it, Xiaoshu can't change it! Parents, forgive Xiaoshu, Xiaoshu is really I can’t change it! Xiaoshu also hates why he is different from others, please forgive Xiaoshu!” After speaking, he burst into tears.

Looking at the phone, Zhan Yue suddenly saw Qin Shu sitting in an empty home, eating alone, no one talking, no one chatting, and suddenly felt uncomfortable. Zhan Yue always felt that Qin Shu was coming. This is not as simple as what he said. When Zhan Yue was with him, he never saw Qin Shu call his family. Although Zhan Yue didn't know what happened to Qin Shu's family, Zhan Yue felt that Qin Shu must be very lonely. , Zhan Yue grabbed his phone and said to Zhan Guoxiong and others, "Dad, brother-in-law, sister, happy new year! I'm going out to play."

Zhan Wei gave Zhan Yue a blank look, "Tell us Happy New Year in advance, you won't be back tonight?"

Zhan Yue shook his head, "I'm going to win some tuition." After saying that, he opened the door and ran away

Zhan Guoxiong didn't care, and continued to play chess with his son-in-law. Zhan Wei shook his head with a smile, and watched TV with a small bun in his arms.

Zhan Yue went out and drove to Qin Shu's house in his own car.Qin Shu had already calmed down. He ate the cold food mouthful by himself. He waited for a whole day, but his parents didn't call him. They really didn't want their son anymore.

Zhan Yue parked the car, looked at the lights of Qin Shujia's window, suddenly became agitated, opened the door of the car and ran upstairs, and when he reached the door of Qin Shujia, Zhan Yue paused, took a deep breath, and bit his tongue. hand, and knocked on the door.

Qin Shu was about to drink up a bottle of red wine. When he heard the knock on the door, he held his chopsticks and froze. He thought it was his hallucination. The sound of the door became more urgent. Qin Shu was sure that he was not hallucinating, so he put down his chopsticks and opened the door.

Qin Shu opened the door and saw Zhan Yue standing outside the door, suddenly all the camouflage was shattered; Zhan Yue looked at Qin Shu, rushed into the room and hugged Qin Shu and kissed frantically, Qin Shu pulled Zhan Yue away and shouted "Zhan Yue cross……"

Zhan Yue didn't wait for Qin Shu to finish, and hurriedly said, "I know I'm disgusting, I know I'm perverted, but I just can't control myself, I like you Qin Shu!" After speaking, he hugged Qin Shu's head with both hands , sobbing with his forehead against Qin Shu's.

Qin Shu looked at Zhan Yue's tears and choked up, "Zhan Yue..."

"Don't push me, Qin Shu...don't reject me..."

Qin Shu kissed Zhan Yue lightly and said, "Zhan Yue, I like you too"

Zhan Yue let go of Qin Shu, looked into Qin Shu's red eyes, and murmured, "Qin Shu..."

Qin Shu hummed, Zhan Yue continued, "I want to be with you forever, Qin Shu, I love you"

Qin Shu kissed Zhan Yue's lips. The two of them changed from a slow kiss to a crazy tongue kiss. They kissed all the way to the bed. They couldn't wait to tear each other's clothes. Zhan Yue kissed Qin Shu's body frantically. Lying under him, the Qin Shu he loves also loves him, there is nothing better and happier than this in the world!

Qin Shu lay in Zhan Yue's arms and suddenly tears came down, Zhan Yue panicked, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you just now?"

Qin Shu shook his head, put his arms around Zhan Yue's neck and began to sob, Zhan Yue kept kissing Qin Shu's forehead, and promised, "Qin Shu, don't cry, I will always be with you, every new year I will be with you, I will accompany you forever!"

Qin Shu stopped crying and said, "I didn't come here because I like it. I have nowhere to go. My parents disowned me because I'm gay."

Zhan Yue asked, "Have you confessed to your family?"

Qin Shu smiled wryly, "It's not that I confessed to my family. It's because they knew about it. When I was a graduate student, I fell in love with a senior in the same department. That senior was already married, but at that time I didn't think I would do that at all. What's wrong, I just like him, I just want to be with him, is it ridiculous?"

Zhan Yue shook his head lightly.

Qin Shu went on to say, "I go to his house for dinner every day, and his wife likes me very much. Senior brother loves me like a younger brother. He will keep any delicious food for me. He will bring me some specialties when he is on a business trip. , really treats me very well, but I push an inch, I regard this kind of love as liking for me, just like I like him."

"So what did you do?"

"Do you know? I was very likable when I was a child, and when I grew up, many people liked me, men and women. I thought that the people I liked would like me too, but I forgot that this kind of like is different from others. Same, not recognized by the public, how could he like me when he is different from me, hehe, I confessed my love to him when I thought the time was right, guess how he reacted at that time?"

"Is he angry? He scolds you?"

"No, he just said to me very gently, 'Xiaoshu, you are still too young, the road is still long, your future is limitless, you shouldn't take this road', I didn't realize it at the time, This kind of liking is tied to morality. I have been spoiled since I was a child. I wishful thinking that he only said this because he was married. My self-righteousness and self-righteousness made me do the most regrettable thing in my life. "

"Don't talk about Qin Shu, don't care about what you were like before, what happened to you, it has nothing to do with the present, you are with me now, we will be together forever"

Qin Shu said with a smile, "When I first met you, I seemed to see my former self. I was not afraid of the sky, I was not afraid of the world, and I was the only one. But after getting in touch with you, I found that you are different from me. You are younger than me at that time. How old are you, but you clearly know where your bottom line is, maybe you will do something outrageous on the spur of the moment, but you will not break the pot, you know how to save it, Zhan Yue, you are a very special person"

"So you like me?"

Qin Shu intertwined his hands with Zhan Yue's and said, "Do you believe I fell in love with you at first sight?"

When Zhan Yue heard this, he stood up excitedly and looked at Qin Shu, "Really? Then why did you reject me?"

Qin Shu was puzzled, "Obviously you refused to pick me up, but you always regarded me as your brother, didn't you?"

Zhan Yue scratched his hair, "It was at first, but then I didn't know why, then my feeling for you changed, I wanted to be with you, I wanted to hug you, I wanted to kiss you..."

Qin Shu looked at Zhan Yue's awkward look, kissed Zhan Yue's face and sighed, "It turns out I'm not the only one who suffers like that, it's balanced!"

Zhan Yue: ...

Qin Shu went on to say, "I am very afraid that if I tell you, it will become the same as before. I finally found a place to settle down, and I no longer have the courage to start again, to find a place that can make me happy again. I have a safe place”

Zhan Yue held Qin Shu's hand tightly and said, "No, I won't let you alone, never will." Zhan Yue really decided this way, he wants to be with Qin Shu forever, and nothing can make the two of them separate.

Qin Shu smiled and replied "OK"