After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Ruan Miao couldn't sit still in this place, the aura was so strange that he had the illusion that he was the center of the crowd.

Sure enough, I can't live a good life. After a long time, I tend to be narcissistic and always fantasize that I am a heartthrob.

"I'd better sit somewhere else, it's too crowded here." He stood up from the sofa, and fled out without waiting for others to speak.

He still likes to stay in a relatively peaceful environment without disputes. Although he also knows that He Shanglu has good intentions to bring himself into that circle, Ruan Miao has his own ideas.He deeply knows that he must not forcefully merge into a circle that does not belong to him, otherwise he will embarrass himself and everyone else.

Ruan Miao never forgot the idea of ​​leaving to live independently, so he never thought about getting in touch with the so-called social circle from the beginning, fearing that he would disappoint He Shanglu's good intentions.

"Can I sit here?"

To his surprise, Jian Fanyu actually followed. Ruan Miao looked up at him in surprise, and almost forgot to answer.Jian Fanyu couldn't get any response from him, so he randomly picked a seat that was not far from him and would not make Ruan Miao feel too stressed.

"Why do you...?" Ruan Miao looked at him puzzled.

As if she didn't notice his astonishment, Jian Fanyu raised her hand to look at her watch and said, "I was looking for you today, and I don't usually show up on such occasions."

"Looking for me?" Ruan Miao was even more surprised, "What's the matter?"

Jian Fanyu thought for a while, then looked at Ruan Miao calmly and said, "Can you accompany me somewhere?"

"Ah?" Ruan Miao was stunned for a while, "Where are you going?"

Jian Fanyu smiled slightly, and said mysteriously: "You will know when you go."

After finishing speaking, he took the initiative to pull up Ruan Miao's sleeves and took him out of the head. He Shanglu had been paying attention to the movement here, and suddenly saw Jian Fanyu holding his brother's hand and walking out, and cursed angrily: "You Where did he take it!?"

He Shangzhi turned his head and looked coldly at the direction they left, silently clenching the knife in his hand.

Before Ruan Miao could turn around and say something to He Shanglu, she was taken out of the banquet hall by Jian Fanyu, and took the elevator all the way to the rooftop on the top floor. nor.

Jian Fanyu led Ruan Miao through the bright street lights, all the way to the railing closest to the edge.Ruan Miao looked down through the railing. Their location was almost the highest place in the whole city, and they could have a panoramic view of the city just by lowering their heads.

Now it’s the first day of the new year, and even though it’s already dark, the city below is bustling and bright, with red seas everywhere, and you can also see the endless stream of vehicles on the overpass rubbing against each other, all the way to Invisible end.

"Does it look good?" Jian Fanyu asked him softly.

Ruan Miao nodded lightly, sighed and said, "It's pretty."

"Isn't staying here better than dealing with those people?" Jian Fan said indifferently, "You probably don't like that kind of place either, do you?"

Ruan Miao nodded hurriedly and said, "Of course I don't like it."

The two stood side by side in front of the railing and looked into the distance. Ruan Miao didn't know why Jian Fanyu dragged him here, but he thought it would be better if he didn't speak. Jian Fanyu seemed to have something to say to him.

After a while, Jian Fanyu suddenly asked him, "In your eyes, what kind of person am I?"

"Uh..." Ruan Miao didn't expect that he would ask herself such a serious question, and she didn't know how to answer it. After deliberating for a long time, she said carefully, "Probably a perfect person."

Jian Fanyu turned to look at him, probably to let him continue talking.

"How should I put it, it's...the kind of person I like and appreciate very much." Ruan Miao took a deep breath, "When I first saw you, I thought you were so pretty. Although you were cold and hostile to me, I I don't dislike you at all. I am a bit of a face control person, and when I see you, I will not feel that there is a filter."

"From my point of view, you are already very good. But you seem to have very high demands on yourself." Ruan Miao took a peek at Jian Fanyu, and continued: "You said you can't play the piano anymore, but I don't think so. Outside the piano room, I think you play very well, maybe I do not have a musical talent, but I also have a level of appreciation. I think you are super talented, just don't lose confidence."

Jian Fanyu listened to Ruan Miao's words sideways, and laughed at himself: "Are you comforting me?"

"No." Ruan Miao shook her head in denial.

Jian Fanyu was silent for a while, and then spoke again.

"You should know that I once loved Yan Yang."

"For him to compromise step by step, back again and again, and finally turned into a monster."

Ruan Miao turned to look at Jian Fan's gloomy profile, he could hear the sadness in his words.

"I have been the most perfect child in the eyes of others since I was a child. I will do my best no matter what. If something goes against my will, I will be very manic. In my world, everything must be in the place I think it should be. position."

"Yan Yang and I are completely opposite people. He lives freely and has no standard in his heart. He likes all unknown things and likes to try new and exciting things. If you want to put it in ancient times, a person like him is a wanderer. of knights."

"I don't know why I like him, obviously there should be two kinds of people who are incompatible." When Jian Fanyu said this, he was a little at a loss, "But in fact, I have been willing to follow him since I was a child, and I have never doubted that I am with him." Will he come together? In my heart, he should be mine, neither me nor him, there can be no one else."

"But later, when he met you, everything changed. I felt that things were out of my control." Jian Fanyu turned to look at Ruan Miao, and asked him softly, "Can you understand that feeling?"

Ruan Miao's back felt hairy, and she didn't know whether to nod or shake her head.

"I also know that he doesn't actually love that person. He just allowed him to approach him out of ridiculous freshness and a self-righteous mentality of the strong protecting the weak, but he really didn't care about my feelings from the beginning to the end."

Ruan Miao wanted to say something several times, but felt that he should not interrupt him. The cold wind made his scalp feel cold, so he could only choose to endure it.

"Later, that man finally killed himself, but Yan Yang still doesn't belong to me. He always has all kinds of strange thoughts. No matter how I change it, he is still curious about people outside. Even if it is a random dog on the side of the road, he is willing to stop and play for a while."

"I don't quite understand. I obviously did what he asked, and I tried my best to be the person he wanted, but I still couldn't keep him. Later, I slowly discovered that I not only lost him, but also lost him." Lost everyone, not even the piano."

"I became a poor wretch who couldn't get out of the emotional vortex."

Jian Fanyu recovered and looked at Ruan Miao, and said word by word: "Now, tell me again, what kind of person am I?"

Ruan Miao looked up at Jian Fanyu, who was calm under the moonlight. In fact, what he said was not much different from the plot in the book. He had read most of them, but the psychological process was not so complicated. He thought about it carefully, deeply He breathed a sigh of relief, and then said:

"I think...it's a pity."

"It's not Yan Yang's pity, it's you that are pity."

"There's nothing wrong with liking someone. Although I haven't liked anyone since I grew up, but if I think about it, I can understand you a little bit. It's just that your vision is not very good, but I don't think it's necessarily because of your vision." Speaking of which, your social circle is too narrow, so you only saw Yan Yang since you were young, and you have a little obsessive-compulsive disorder, so you preconceived that he is your everything."

Ruan Miao pointed to the vast sky outside the railing and said, "With all due respect, a person like you is more than enough to go out and be a sea king. There are countless people who want to wait in line for you to take a look. The old man is walking around in front of your eyes, that's why your eyes are blurred, making you think that he is the only good person in this world."

"It doesn't matter if you lose him. It doesn't matter if you don't know how to play the piano. Your talent is always there, and you can always get it back slowly. I don't think talented people will be abandoned by God because of trivial things. You have to believe in yourself , you are the chosen one, no one can do without you."

There was something flickering in Jian Fanyu's eyes, "Who can abandon me?"

"Of course." Ruan Miao said boldly, "You are just too stubborn, you have to pull whoever you decide, as the saying goes, there is no grass anywhere in the world, if this one doesn't work, we can change it, there will always be another one. That's right!"

Jane Fanyu didn't answer.

Ruan Miao didn't know that the person in front of him was no longer the one who stayed in the happy ending in the original book. After ten years away from the original book, Jian Fanyu had already gone crazy, and he had already lost his lover. ability.

"My story is over." Jian Fanyu suddenly changed the subject, and looked at Ruan Miao with a half-smile: "Can you tell me your secret?"

Ruan Miao didn't expect him to return the carbine, and was caught off guard: "Why did you suddenly change the subject! Besides, my secret is nothing compared to yours."

"I'm just an unlucky guy who died of illness. I don't know why I got dressed in this body and settled down, living in the place of someone else. To you, I'm just a passerby, and I'm not worthy of attention at all!"

"Then why do you know about me?" Jian Fanyu asked him softly, "You know more than that about me, right?"

Ruan Miao became nervous again.

What did he say?Say this is a book, and you are all characters in the book?

"Can I refuse to answer?" Ruan Miao said with a headache, "Your secret is not enough for me to exchange it with a trump card. Skip this question."

Jian Fanyu looked at him deeply, and suddenly raised his foot and approached Ruan Miao step by step.Ruan Miao was so frightened by his sudden approach that she couldn't help but retreat, and quickly retreated to the wall, and then she looked up to see Jian Fanyu's overly good-looking face approaching.

Jian Fanyu approached Ruan Miao's face a little bit, with an ambiguous look.

Ruan Miao's brain buzzed, and the alarm bells sounded.

Do you want to kiss me! ?

His whole body stiffened, and the thought scared him out of his wits: "I'm a straight man!"

Jian Fanyu then showed a strange expression on his face, "What do you think I'm going to do?" He took two steps back and tied Ruan Miao's scarf, "Be careful of catching a cold."

Realizing that she was acting affectionate again, Ruan Miao wanted to dig into the soil in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I'm a narcissistic person sometimes."

"It's nothing." Jian Fanyu was in a better mood, "I'm not angry."

After the two stood there silently for a while, Ruan Miao thought about going back first, but when she turned around, she found that He Shangye had been watching there for some time.

"Brother? When were you here?" Ruan Miao asked dryly.

He Shangye raised his hand to check the time, and said calmly, "It started when you called you a straight man."

Ruan Miao: "..."

This day is really unbearable.