After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

After Ruan Miao finished cursing, he quickly dragged Xiaolu and Zhou Yuancen away, fearing that the women who came would catch up to him and tear him apart.

Those old women were really furious after being scolded, but no one dared to roll up their sleeves and come up to fight, they just glared at them and left, as if they were afraid of something.

Xiaolu sent them all the way to the entrance of the village, but Zhou Yuancen's car was still parked where it was.

Ruan Miao turned around and invited him to go back for dinner, but Xiaolu refused with a smile: "Forget it, my mother roasted pork for me at home, if she doesn't go back, she will beat me to death."

"Okay then, next time you come to play with me again?" Ruan Miao still liked Xiaolu very much, and sincerely wanted to make friends with him.

The path should be off.Ruan Miao opened the car door and got into the co-pilot. The car started slowly and left the dilapidated small village. He poked his head out of the car window and looked back, only seeing figures getting further and further away from the path.

"Sit back quickly, be careful." Zhou Yuancen saw that most of his head was outside the car, and warned him worriedly, maybe it was because she was out of the village, her tone of voice was not as cold and indifferent as before.

Ruan Miao closed the car window and sat down. When he looked up, he saw a rusty car with peeling paint on the driver's seat. He looked familiar, like the one he played with the original owner in a dream. Where did it come from?"

While driving, Zhou Yuancen looked at the road ahead, and replied, "It was dug out from the house in my hometown."

"You liked this car the most when you were a child, and you carried it with you wherever you went. I bought it for you on your third birthday." She sighed softly, "I searched for a long time in the utility room before I found it. It’s so rusty that you can’t see its original color.”

"So many years have passed..."

Ruan Miao didn't understand why she suddenly took so much effort to find this small car, but it might have other meanings to her. He took a second look at the small car, and for some reason he saw the small car in his dream again in a trance. scene.

Zhou Yuancen sent him home all the way, but before getting off the car, she suddenly stopped Ruan Miao.

"Miao Miao, do you still want to go to the amusement park?"

Ruan Miao was taken aback, "Amusement park?"

Zhou Yuancen nodded, looked at him with a smile, his eyes were tender and kind: "Yes, I still remember when you were ten years old and made a wish on your birthday, saying that you wanted me to take you to an amusement park in the city to ride on the skyscrapers Wheels and carousels, don't you remember?"

"That's right, you've grown up after so many years, it's normal if you don't remember." Before Ruan Miao could answer, Zhou Yuancen answered for him, with regret on his face, "When I'm free in a while, let's go together go?"

Ruan Miao opened her mouth, wondering if she should promise her.

"Then let's settle down like this." When Zhou Yuancen smiled, her brows and eyes were gentle, and she seemed very happy: "Wait for my call."

Ruan Miao nodded. While the two were still talking, another car stopped and the window rolled down to reveal He Shangye's handsome face. He glanced at Ruan Miao, then at Zhou Yuancen, Kaikou said calmly: "Miss Zhou."

The moment Zhou Yuancen saw him, the smile on her face disappeared, as if all her emotions disappeared at that moment, she turned her head coldly and did not answer his words.

"I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." She turned her head and said to Ruan Miao lightly, "You go back first."

Ruan Miao nodded. He also knew the complicated hatred between them. As an outsider, he couldn't say anything at this time, so he just watched Zhou Yuancen get into the car and leave obediently.

"Get in the car." He Shangye said warmly.

Ruan Miao opened the car door and got in. Their villa is still inside, and it takes 10 minutes to drive, which saves time than walking.After he sat in, He Shangye looked at him and asked, "Going to sweep the grave?"

"Yeah." Ruan Miao had already reported to him last night, and after hearing him ask himself, he said, "I even went around my hometown."

He Shangye nodded, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Your mother...is not in good health recently. If you have time, you can visit her more."

"Okay." Ruan Miao replied, "I saw that she seemed to be sick last time, but she refused to let me accompany her to the hospital, always saying it was not important."

He Shangye was silent for a while, then raised his hand to rub Ruan Miao's head gently: "Thank you for your hard work."

Ruan Miao didn't understand why he said this, but He Shangye obviously didn't want to say any more. He closed his eyes and fell asleep, so he had no choice but to shut up and not speak, but the doubts in his heart gradually increased.

Why do I always feel that the people around him are gradually becoming strange?

The eldest brother is very strange, the elder sister is very strange, Zhou Yuancen is also very strange...

He turned his head and looked out the car window and became confused. Does this world really exist?

Is he real too?

Could it all be just a dream he had, and he woke up in the ICU with tubes all over his body and dying?

Ruan Miao didn't dare to think deeply about these things, her heart was in utter confusion, and she really wanted to talk to someone, even if it was just to talk.

Jian Fanyu's name was the first to pop up in his heart, as if he could only think of him at this time, because only he knew all his secrets, and only he could listen to his things that he couldn't tell anyone. He... will comfort him patiently.

Want to call him.

Ruan Miao had only one thought.

He was still thinking about this matter until he got out of the car and followed his elder brother into the house. He Shangye saw that he was restless, and suddenly reached out and took Ruan Miao's hand.

Feeling the warmth from He Shangye's palm, Ruan Miao looked back at him with confusion on his face.

"Miao Miao, don't take some things to heart." He Shangye is not a person who is good at comforting others, in fact he is better at scolding, but at this moment he can sense the panic and helplessness in this restless young man's heart, "You're already fine."

Ruan Miao looked up and saw the worry in He Shangye's eyes. He thought that his elder brother was very worried about him. He must have seen his anxiety, so he said that.

"I'm fine." Ruan Miao held his hand back, trying hard to comfort herself, "I just had a nightmare outside today, brother, don't worry about me."

He Shangye responded lightly, looking a little relieved: "Then you go back and rest, and I'll ask someone to warm you a cup of milk later."

"Okay, thank you, brother, you should also have a good rest!" Ruan Miao smiled again, and he walked briskly back to the room and closed the door under He Shangye's gaze.

He Shangye stood there for a while, raised his hand and rubbed his temples tiredly, then walked upstairs again, took out his cell phone and made a call: "Su Wen, how long can Miss Zhou's condition last?"

"When will the expert you helped find arrive?"

"As soon as possible."

……

The expression on Ruan Miao's face instantly collapsed when he returned to his room. He opened the chair and slumped down, hugging his knees and huddled in the chair. The more He Shangye cared and tenderly treated him, the more he suffered. I remember seeing the conversation between the original owner and the elder brother in the last message.

The eldest brother said "he" was disgusting.

Being able to say this sentence is enough to prove how much the eldest brother hates the original owner, but he is so kind to himself now, what is he thinking in his heart?Did you find it, or didn't you find it?

If found, why not expose it?If he didn't find out... then what is he thinking now?How did he see himself?

Ruan Miao was a little breathless, always felt that all the people around him were woven into a dense and transparent net, and he was tightly netted in the center. Everyone had secrets that they didn't tell him, and everyone had appeals to him.

But he just wanted to live.

Ruan Miao took out her mobile phone, looked at Jian Fanyu's name in the communication for a while, and finally made up her mind to press the dial button. The phone was connected just a few seconds after it rang, and Jian Fanyu's familiar voice came from there, still as gentle.

"Miao Miao?"

Ruan Miao took a deep breath, tried to calm herself down, and smiled: "It's me."

Jian Fan on the other end paused for a while, then asked again: "Are you crying?"

Ruan Miao wiped her eyes with her hand, and couldn't help showing a little fragility: "No."

"What happened?" Jian Fanyu didn't seem to mind his indifference these days, and was still as patient as before.

Ruan Miao needs his tenderness very much, and he can only say those terrible things to Jian Fanyu, "Today I accompanied my mother to visit the grave in my hometown, Jian Fanyu...I always dream."

"I always dream of the original Ruan Miao. He seems to be still alive in my body, taking me to see his painful memories, but I don't know what he wants to tell me. I...I feel guilty. "

Ruan Miao bit her sleeve as she spoke and tried to hold back her crying, "I feel more and more that I am redundant, and I want to go home."

Fear of the unknown has swept over Ruan Miao's rationality. He is too young, and only 17 years of life experience is not enough for him to bear so many things at once. It was really still a dream of his, and he didn't even know if the original owner still existed or not.

If he still exists, why doesn't he take back control of his body?What does he wish he had done?

Jane Fan listened to him calmly, even though he was flustered to the point of being incoherent, he still understood. He sighed deeply, turned his head and looked out the window while holding the phone.

Lost bunny.

"Stop crying." Jian Fanyu said softly, "Do you still want to drink milk tea? Add taro balls, double."

Ruan Miao was crying, but when she heard what he said suddenly, her tears stopped suddenly.He raised his head and looked out of the window at the same time. The afternoon sun brought a gust of wind to blow open the white curtains and brought a sweet fragrance. He stared blankly for a long time.

"Yes." He twitched and nodded fiercely, "I want to add sugar, sago and pearls."

Jian Fanyu smiled on the other end, with a warm voice like a spring breeze in March: "Except for adding sugar, everything else is fine."

Listening to his laughter, Ruan Miao gradually calmed down.

It's okay, he still has Jane Fanyu.

Like him, Jian Fanyu is also a person who has secrets that cannot be revealed, and his life experience is much more miserable than his own. As long as he hasn't collapsed, he can definitely get down too.

He should be stronger and not so scary.