After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Ruan Miao ate a meal for two by herself, and happily made a cup of milk tea, and said with a sigh: "It would be great if I could be so leisurely every day, having a picnic by the lake and blowing the wind."

"Anyway, big brother is willing to raise you, so what are you afraid of." He Shanglu said sourly, "Anyway, you are the only one in the whole family who is his sweetheart."

Ruan Miao saw his sourness, and said amusedly: "Big brother loves you less? Isn't it because he asked you to repeat your studies? And I heard that he plans to find the best famous teacher in the country to teach you What about Xiaozao, second brother, you have no conscience."

He Shanglu just talked and snorted after hearing what he said, but he also knew in his heart that his elder brother was just talking fiercely to him.

They have a good relationship as brothers, and Jian Fanyu watched for a while. His sisters in the family are also very concerned about him recently. It's just that he was fascinated by Yan Yang before, and he only cared about dealing with the bad things with him. The sisters have spoken.

Seeing that Ruan Miao and He Shanglu are in harmony now, he somehow thought of his older sisters, and suddenly felt that his previous life was like a big dream, and he was like a lunatic, completely disregarding other people's feelings In the end, he didn't even care about the tears of his sisters.

"Jian Fanyu, what's wrong with you?" Ruan Miao didn't respond to talking to him for a long time, and when he got close to him, he found that his eyes were glazed over, and he couldn't help but asked worriedly, "Are you uncomfortable?"

Jian Fanyu came back to his senses, and it took him a long time to get his thoughts back. He looked at Ruan Miao quietly, and suddenly asked him with a smile, "Tell me, am I the world's most stupid?"

"Ah?" Ruan Miao didn't know why he suddenly said that to herself, "How stupid are you?"

Jane Fan smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's okay."

Ruan Miao was very worried about him, but Jian Fanyu refused to say anything more, so he had no choice but to stop talking and just observe him secretly.

After lunch, they can go on their own activities. Ruan Miao has long wanted to go swimming in the lake. They went to the lake and rented a six-seater boat with a canopy from the owner of the boat. A group of people walked on it excitedly. .

Because it is electric, no one needs to work hard. They handed over the steering wheel to He Shanglu, and then sat on the chairs side by side. Ruan Miao lay on the railing and looked at the golden mountains in the distance. The wind on the lake It was bigger than when he was on the shore, and the blowing made people a little cold. Jian Fanyu put on his coat for him, and lay down on the railing with him and looked into the distance.

"It's so beautiful." Ruan Miao muttered softly, "It's good to be alive."

Jian Fanyu heard his words, he was silent for a while and said, "Yes."

He still remembered that Miao Miao died of illness in his previous life, so he must have a strong obsession with being alive, unlike him, who completely exiled himself because of a mess of feelings, and died on his own after losing interest in life.

He didn't think it was good to be alive at first, and he didn't think there was anything to miss about the life that others envied. Suddenly, he also had the same feeling.

It turned out to be so good to be alive.

You can bask in the sun with Miao Miao, enjoy the peaceful time with him, or just stay like this without doing anything.

Although the sunlight reflected on the lake was a bit dazzling, Jian Fanyu still insisted on seeing it. He realized once again that life is meaningful, especially with Miaomiao.

Ruan Miao lay on the side of the railing, looking at the mountains and the fish in the lake for a while, and soon dozed off from the warmth of the sun, and fell asleep leaning on Jian Fanyu's shoulder.

Jian Fanyu was willing to let him lean on him and sleep with his eyes closed.

Perhaps Jian Fanyu will always remember the cruise ship and the laughter that day.

The autumn outing was only for one day, and when they came back in the evening, Ruan Miao was still a little unsatisfied, and even made an appointment to come out again after the college entrance examination next year. Jian Fanyu had no objection, and Xi You and the others also had no objection.

A few days later, Ruan Miao was still thinking about Xiaolu. He only heard that he was working in a factory that night. No matter how he thought about it, he felt that being in the factory was not a problem, so he asked his elder brother to tell him about the matter. said.

He Shangye had some impressions of that child, he had only met him once or twice, but he knew that Miao Miao cared about the child very much, so he nodded in response: "It's not difficult, I'll ask someone to help see if there are any recruits in the technical workshop. As an apprentice, take him there to study with the master for two years and he will be able to work alone, you don't have to worry."

Ruan Miao was very relieved when he heard the elder brother tell him that, because the elder brother would never lie, he really wanted to tell Xiaolu the good news, but he didn't have his contact information, so he had to wait for the day when he was free. he.

He lives actively and hard with full of hope, and at the same time hopes that everyone around him can live better and better.

He Shangzhi came back on the weekend, she now goes home almost every two weeks, He Shangye bought her a car to go back and forth, she brought some delicious food to Ruan Miao, and asked a few questions by the way His recent situation, after all, can't be explained clearly in a few words on the phone.

Ruan Miao answered while eating snacks. He Shangzhi brought the script to Jian Fanyu without saying a word. Ruan Miao knew that she didn't like Jian Fanyu, but she couldn't figure out why. The two of them had nothing to do with each other. Fanyu didn't offend her sister either.

"Sister, why do you hate him?" Ruan Miao jokingly said, "Did he offend you in the previous life?"

In fact, he couldn't imagine how Jian Fanyu would be rude to his sister. Neither of them likes to cause trouble. He can understand that He Shanglu hates Jian Fanyu, but it's strange that his sister also hates it. It doesn't make sense.

He Shangzhi pursed his lips, and did not answer his question directly, "Anyway, I just hate him."

"If it wasn't for him, you would..."

Ruan Miao didn't pay much attention to this matter at first, but seeing He Shangzhi's expression and hesitating to speak, he suddenly thought of something: "Sister, do you hate him so much because of me?"

He Shangzhi was noncommittal.

Ruan Miao didn't think that He Shangzhi hated Jian Fanyu because he fell in love with Jian Fanyu. He hadn't been treasured like this yet, and He Shangzhi wasn't such a brainless person who used to him, so it could only mean...

"Did I have a problem with him in my previous life?"

Ruan Miao vaguely guessed something, "Could it be that he treats me badly, and that's why you're so angry?"

"Don't ask any more." He Shangzhi was a little annoyed.

Ruan Miao was even more sure, "Our ending is not good?"

He looked at He Shangzhi's expression, and remembered why He Shangzhi was reborn and why he died... His whole body trembled, and his expression slowly froze: "Sister, in your timeline, I still alive?"

"Before you were reborn, did I actually die?"

He Shangzhi trembled slightly, as if thinking of something very painful, she didn't want Ruan Miao to know these things, but she couldn't control her emotions, she buried her face in her knees and kept saying, "Don't Ask, don't ask..."

Ruan Miao looked at her suddenly, "So, I must have died in your timeline, so you will be reborn."

"You hate Jane Fanyu so much, can I guess that I died because of Jane Fanyu? Or, he killed me at all?"

He Shangzhi shook for a while, then raised his head suddenly and grabbed Ruan Miao's shoulders, tears welling in his eyes: "Miao Miao, Jian Fanyu is a very dangerous person, I have advised you many times before, but You always said he wouldn't do that."

"You told me that you want to take him out of the mud, want him to live in the sun again, want him to be happy, you don't want to give him up."

"But Miao Miao..." He Shangzhi's tears fell, "You are not a real sun, you can't burn yourself to warm another person who will never be warmed up. Nothing worked."

"A person like Jian Fanyu doesn't need to be saved at all, he just wants to drag you into the abyss with him, he just wants to destroy you!"

"I hate him."

Ruan Miao didn't expect to hear these words. At first, it was just a set of He Shangzhi's words. He stayed in place for a long time, until He Shangzhi lay on his arm and wet his sleeves before recovering. Come.

"So, I ended up dying because of him."

Ruan Miao is afraid of death, he is a person who died once, he longs to live, no matter how difficult it is, he wants to live, but now that he is with Jian Fanyu, he may face death sooner or later, so he can still stick to his heart ?

Ruan Miao doesn't know if it's someone else, because he's not someone else, but if it was him, knowing the ending, would he continue walking?

Ruan Miao lowered his head and met He Shangzhi's gaze. He thought for a long time.

"Sister, I think I really like him."

"I don't think I hated him in your world, even at the moment of my death."

"You're right, I'm not the sun, I can't release energy to warm others all the time, but that person is Jane Fanyu, you know? I, I can't let him go."

"He has been walking alone in the dark for too long, and that's why he was so lonely." Ruan Miao bent down and hugged her gently, holding her hand tightly, "Sister, you have to trust me , I will not walk out of the same ending as my previous life."

"I can feel that Jian Fanyu has changed. He may not be the person you remember. He is gradually approaching me, and he is also trying to change."

"Let's give him one more chance, shall we?"

Ruan Miao was extremely firm, "I don't believe that I will die because of him in the future. Didn't you also say that the things in this life don't match up with many things in your timeline? Even the time of my arrival is different. What does it mean?"

He slowly raised a confident and bright smile, "This shows that the future tense can be changed."

"And we all have infinite possibilities, we can change."

"That's why you will be reborn, because you want to witness us come to a good ending together, isn't it?"

He Shangzhi looked at him blankly with tears in his eyes.

No matter the past or the future, no matter which time and space, her Miao Miao seems to have never changed.

She should have faith in him too.