After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Ruan Miao will be discharged from the hospital in a week. The wound is healing very well. As long as the diet is light and the dressing is changed frequently, there will be no major problems. He Shangye originally wanted to let him stay for another week just to be on the safe side, but Ruan Miao couldn't lie down. , he hated lying in the hospital the most, always reminding him of those things in his previous life, so he strongly demanded to go home.

What's more, he still remembered to go to Jian Fanyu to ask about it, and there was nothing he could do in the hospital.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, everyone came to see him, but there was no Jian Fanyu. Ruan Miao was disappointed. He didn't like this feeling of worrying about gains and losses. He stood at the hospital gate for a while, waiting and waiting, but he didn't come.

"Let's go." He Shangye patted his head lightly, "Don't torment your body for anyone."

Ruan Miao glanced back silently, followed him into the car, and refused to speak all the way, even when He Shanglu told him jokes, he was listless and unable to cheer up, He Shanglu couldn't see him like this, he was so angry He jumped out of the car and went to Jian Fanyu's house to take him out and beat him up.

"How dare he dump you!?" Why does He Shanglu feel that Jian Fanyu's brain has a hole in his head? People like Miao Miao are popular everywhere, and that bastard doesn't know how to be grateful! ?

He Shangzhi stepped on him to signal him to shut up.

Ruan Miao forced the corners of her mouth to bend: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

He Shangye frowned, but finally said nothing.

After returning home, Ruan Miao went back to the room to rest, He Shangzhi was reading alone in the living room, and after closing the study door, He Shangye took out his mobile phone and made a call with a cold face.

He unceremoniously quarreled with Sister Jian, and attacked each other viciously for several rounds. Of course, Sister Jian would not suffer from this, and she scolded more viciously than him.

"Tell your brother, since you let go, don't even think about coming back. People in our family don't care about turning back!" He Shangye said coldly, then hung up the phone and threw it on the sofa, sitting down. The more I think about it on the chair, the more angry I get.

So he took the phone back and called Su Wen again in a crackling voice. He couldn't figure out, how dare Jian Fanyu not want such a cute child like Miao Miao?The whole family disliked him, if it wasn't because Miao Miao really liked him and thought he could tolerate Jane appearing in his sight?

What's even more exasperating is that the kid surnamed Jian disappeared without a trace when Miao Miao was still injured, leaving him alone to recover from his injuries. Is this a human thing?

Strictly speaking, this matter is indeed Jian Fanyu's fault, but he has had a hard time this week. He can't help but want to call Miao Miao every day, but he always kills it before pressing the last number.

Jane Fuyu also has a timid day.

Ruan Miao was injured at home for a while, and it seemed that it was already November. He lay on the window sill and watched the sycamore tree outside the window begin to shed its leaves.

No wonder those poets didn't like autumn in the past. It turns out that autumn really makes people uncomfortable. Ruan Miao stared at the yellowed leaves of the sycamore tree, holding her mobile phone in her hand, expecting a call from Jian Fanyu in the next second.

He hadn't seen him for more than ten days, and Ruan Miao would also recite some lovesick poems when reciting, but at that time he didn't quite understand what kind of suffering it was, but now he feels it.

Another leaf dangled on the phoenix tree, and Ruan Miao stared at the leaf as it circled and fell in the autumn wind, suddenly jumped up from the bed, put on shoes and socks, opened the door and ran downstairs.

He Shanglu's face turned pale with fright: "You are going to die! Are you not afraid that the wound will explode!?"

"It's okay! I'm almost ready!" Ruan Miao ran towards the gate while running, "I'll go out for a while!"

"Stop, what are you doing?" He Shanglu jumped up and grabbed him, "Brother said you can't go out."

Ruan Miao was carried back by the back of his neck, and explained anxiously: "I really have to go out, second brother, please let go! I promise to be back soon!"

"You're looking for that bastard Jian Fanyu, aren't you?" He Shanglu rolled his eyes, "I won't let you go, they don't want you anymore, why are you going?"

Although his mouth was a bit venomous, He Shanglu was also angry, and it was his self-cultivation not to beat up Jian Fanyu, so no matter what, he would not let Ruan Miao go out.

"Second brother, I really have something to do, just let me go out..." Ruan Miao tried to be cute for the first time, "I really just went to find him, it's safe to go in my own car, I won't run around."

He Shanglu didn't intend to listen to him, but he looked at Ruan Miao's eyes full of pleas, his heart softened for a while, and he thought about it in a dilemma. He planned to send him there in person, and he wouldn't be afraid of Jane Fanyu if he looked at it. What the fuck do you do.

The two of them went out by car together, and Ruan Miao arrived at Jian Fanyu's house nervously all the way. He heard from Xi You that Jian Fanyu hadn't gone to class for more than ten days and hadn't contacted any of his classmates. He was very worried when he heard that his condition was not good.

There must be something wrong with Jian Fanyu to make such a sudden change, he doesn't believe that he would break up with him who is in good shape.

The Jian family mansion is on the Huanshan Road outside the urban area, which is bigger than the He family's villa. Ruan Miao stood outside the iron gate and rang the doorbell. After a while, someone ran from the house to open the door for him. He looked at him with the expression of seeing a savior, and held his hand very affectionately.

"Miao Miao, you are here. If you don't come, my kid will really die!"

Ruan Miao became even more nervous when she heard what she said, and followed her into the house, accompanied by He Shanglu without hesitation. Classical style, rockery fountain, small bridge corridor, nine bends and eighteen bends, there are many koi in the lotus pond.

But Ruan Miao is not in the mood to appreciate these things now, they walked a long way to get there, Jian Fanxing let him go in by himself, Jian Fanyu stayed in the room, He Shanglu originally wanted to follow, but she stopped him.

"My little lover wants to whisper, what are you doing with a light bulb? Just stay here with my sister and I will wait!"

Ruan Miao took a few steps over the steps to the door, pushed open the outermost wooden door and walked in, and walked around the painted fan screen to see Jian Fanyu sitting withered at the stone table in the yard.

The autumn wind is bleak, and the golden sunlight is falling on the courtyard. Jian Fanyu is wearing a Chinese coat and sitting at the table. Behind him is a huge ginkgo tree with golden yellow fan-shaped leaves all over the branches. The whole picture is full of antique flavor.

Ruan Miao looked at Jian Fanyu for a long time. He lowered his head with a gloomy expression on his face, and he also lost a lot of weight. He had never seen such a distraught Jian Fanyu.

Hearing the sound of walking, Jian Fanyu raised his head, and inadvertently found out who was coming, his eyes widened suddenly, as if to confirm whether he was hallucinating.

"You refused to see me, so I had no choice but to come to you." Ruan Miao walked up to him, sat down on her own, and said confidently: "The conversation between us hasn't been clear yet. Calculate."

Jian Fanyu kept staring at Ruan Miao's face, stunned for a long time and only uttered one sentence: "You...why are you here?"

"I'll come whenever I want!" Ruan Miao pretended to be fierce, and glared at him viciously: "Why do you ignore me?"

Jian Fanyu didn't expect that he would take the initiative to come to him. After listening to his question, he was silent for a while, and replied softly: "I didn't ignore you, I just... don't know how to tell you."

"Then you organize your language and talk to me carefully, I can understand you." Ruan Miao said angrily.

Jian Fanyu clenched his hands slightly, and he calmed down for a while before speaking again: "Actually, I've been lying to you all this time. What you see of me is an illusion. In fact, my tenderness and consideration are all pretended for you to see."

"You don't know, every time I meet you, I want to lock you up. I hate when you look at others, and I don't like when you treat others well. I can't tolerate you treating others more than me. I... "

"I can't control my dark thoughts."

Jane Fan spread her hands helplessly, "My hands will hurt you one day, and if you are with me, you will die in my hands one day."

Ruan Miao listened to him quietly, then nodded and said, "I already knew that, my sister mentioned to me that in her timeline, I died with you."

"You know?" Jian Fanyu looked at him in shock, "You actually knew?"

"It's because of this that you dare not look at me anymore?" Ruan Miao looked into his eyes, "Is that so?"

Jian Fanyu closed her eyes, and her tone was full of desolation: "I used to think that as long as I wanted, you would always be mine, and I wouldn't let you go even if we went to hell together in the end. But when I really saw you lying there Then, I suddenly understood."

"I'm not really that strong. I'm afraid I'll really hurt you."

"So the way you solve the problem is to leave without saying goodbye?" Ruan Miao hated iron and steel, "Who did you learn this routine from? You don't dare to play like this! Just because of an uncertain future, you have to give up I?"

"That's not an uncertain future." Jane Fan said painfully, "That's the inevitable result, you don't even know what a bad person I am!"

"How do you know that I don't know?" Ruan Miao yelled at him with a raised voice, "You never asked my wishes, you think you are a bad person, but I never think so!"

"You just walked into the quagmire and got stuck, but as long as someone can drag you out, you are still simple and prosperous! I never thought you were scary!"

Jian Fanyu shook his head, "I can't control my thoughts, I can't control them."

"I don't believe it!" Ruan Miao raised Jian Fan's gloomy face forcefully, and looked into his eyes seriously, "You are just timid, why can't you control it? If you can't control it, I'll just look at you, we Why can't we solve it together?"

"You have lived once, don't you understand yourself? What can't you let go of the past? Everyone has a dark side, which is normal, but the reason why people are human is that we can try our best to restrain ourselves. Myself, if you can't control it, lock it up and never let it out!"

"Why don't you look at me? Why don't you believe me? Maybe we won't come to that ending at all, because you are not such a cruel person by nature, and I am not a fool who can't see the facts clearly. What is the problem with us together? Can't get over it?"

"Even if we can't solve it ourselves, don't your sisters and my brother can't do it? If you really can't, we'll go to see a psychiatrist and receive treatment. One day you will get better."

"Why do you choose to go alone?"

Ruan Miao cried while talking, "I thought my life would get better and better in the future, and I even planned to buy a house together, but you gave up halfway, and you are irresponsible!"

Jian Fanyu was burned by his tears, he couldn't refuse such a firm and brave Miao Miao.

Maybe fate was really kind to him, that's why he brought Miaomiao to him.

Miao Miao was right, he was just making excuses for his cowardice, thinking that letting go would be good for everyone, but he never thought about asking him what he meant, that he should come out bravely, instead of drowning in the shadow of his previous life , hostile to anyone.

Jian Fanyu stretched out his arms to hug Ruan Miao, and the golden autumn sun shone on the two of them, and he suddenly felt something loose in his heart.

It was like a door that had been closed for a long time, suddenly a beam of light came in, and the thorn bushes beside the door slowly receded, and the twilight pried open the door little by little like a raging fire, bringing the darkness that had been silent for many years There was a glimmer of light.

Jian Fanyu felt that, like Miao Miao, he should regain the courage to move forward.