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The night was filled, and Hong Ling was walking step by step with her injured leg. She had just finished a mission and was seriously injured. There was dirty blood all over her body, and the sour smell was disgusting. If it was the past, she would go back first. Take a bath and treat the wound, but not today, she has important things to do today.

The lights on the long street flickered twice and then went out. Hong Ling clutched her bleeding arm and accelerated her pace along the street. It was almost zero o'clock. She promised to celebrate someone's birthday, because the task had already been delayed As for the time, Hongling was in a hurry and finally got stuck at the early morning and knocked on the other party's door.

I can't remember exactly what the person who opened the door looked like, but the panic in his eyes couldn't be more obvious. Hong Ling felt as if he was about to smile. Maybe the smile was too pale. The person inside the door He wasn't surprised when he saw her, but he was nervously knocking on the door, looking at Hong Ling with a vigilant expression.

"Happy birthday, I'm back."

The person inside the door seemed to say something, but it seemed that he didn't say anything, and then the door was closed soon, Hong Ling clutched his wound, and sat down slowly on the corner of the street, the pain came to his heart little by little, and he almost couldn't breathe not come up.

Opening her eyes suddenly, looking at the familiar scene, Hong Ling took a breath and pressed her arm subconsciously, but there was no pain.

She just had a dream.

A dream that she hadn't had for a long time, a dream that Hong Ling thought she had forgotten, but now it began to recur, and the scenes were so clear.

After sitting on the bed for a long time, Hong Ling finally woke up. She subconsciously poured herself a glass of wine, but when she raised the glass, she paused for a moment. If she didn't drink it, the glass of wine was poured out, and she replaced it with a glass of boiled water. .

What I said about quitting alcohol in the nightclub that day was just casually. Hong Ling never had the idea of ​​quitting alcohol. Alcohol is very important to her. Hong Ling is not an alcoholic. The pheromones in her body are the clear aroma of wine. Wine is beneficial to her to some extent. Drinking a glass of wine can soothe her emotions and help her clear her mind. She won't get drunk even after drinking. , The more you drink, the more sober you become, and even wine can stimulate the potential of Hongling.

Anyone who knows her knows that Sister Hong is not addicted to alcohol. Sister Hong and the wine in her hand have long been integrated and inseparable.

But now, it seems that there is a sense of separation, and it is not what Hong Ling wants to separate subjectively. She just put down the wine in the glass subconsciously.

Drinking a glass of cool boiled water did not relieve Hong Ling's emotions from the dream at all. She pinched the bridge of her nose, and Hong Ling felt that she might still need a drink, and then poured another glass of wine. This time it was better than last time , the cup was raised to his lips, but it was a pity that it remained unchanged in the end and was put back.

Then he peeled off a big white rabbit toffee and put it in his mouth.

Obviously a little low pressure.

Because of that dream that she hadn't had for a long time, and also because of the person who had a great influence on her in that dream.

Hong Ling grew up in an orphanage. In an orphanage, even children have to compete for survival. She no longer remembers how she and An Xin got together. Anyway, when Hong Ling realizes, An Xin will be there. Has become her little follower.

The life in the orphanage is not easy, Hongling herself is barely able to live, let alone a weak person like An Xin, who is worse than Hongling.

Hong Ling is still an Alpha after all, relying on her status attributes, she can eat well and dress warmly, and no one would dare to bully her casually, but An Xin is different, An Xin is a Beta, a very weak Beta.

The best treatment in the orphanage is often Omega, because Omega is good-looking and rare, it is the best target for adoption, followed by Alpha, Alpha is not the best target for adoption, but Alpha's innate genetic advantages are often found in orphanages Beta is the most difficult thing for the side that dominates the game.

An Xin is a Beta who is often bullied. As a Beta, An Xin has a handsome face, which is not inferior to Omega, but it is also because of that handsome face that the more she is bullied, the body is often wounded, and there are too many memories. It's already blurred, maybe it's because Hongling helped An Xin, or maybe it's because those people always bully a little Beta, in short, An Xin followed Hong Ling, and with Hong Ling covering her, the days are getting better and better. come better.

Soon Hong Ling became an adult, left the orphanage, An Xin insisted on going with her, Hong Ling hesitated, but finally agreed.

During the long and lonely years, An Xin was always by her side and gave Hong Ling a lot of companionship and warmth.

Perhaps at the beginning, the two of them were just a little friendship in the orphanage, and later this friendship became more and more serious. Hong Ling began to put An Xin in a very important position. Now that I think about it, it is probably the position of family members. Hong Ling Ling is a person with a strong sense of responsibility. She feels that since An Xin has followed her, she must be responsible for An Xin.

She created a very safe living environment for An Xin, then wandered in the darkest border by herself, brought An Xin to the sunshine, saw her healthy and happy, and finally became the one Hong Ling wanted to see the most innocent look.

The toffee melted a little bit, and it didn't seem too sweet.

Hong Ling actually didn't want to think about those memories, if it wasn't for Bai Nuo, she might never think about them again.

When the rift with An Xin occurred, Hong Ling had already joined Chasing Eagle. At that time, Chasing Eagle had just been established, and there were still many troubles to be solved, and Hong Ling needed to establish her own position, so she worked very hard. With blood all over her body, Hong Ling's position became more and more stable with each mission. She even began to think about finding a good school for An Xin so that she could learn painting, which she had always liked.

Unfortunately, the reality is not so beautiful.

The accident occurred on An Xin's birthday.

It was also the night Hong Ling dreamed about.

She completed a very important task and was seriously injured. In order to rush back to celebrate An Xin's birthday, she didn't even bother to clean and bandage the wound. When An Xin opened the door, there were noises of playfulness and music from inside. An Xin looked at the blood on her body, surprised by the reality, then disgusted and repulsed, trying to block her with her body, not wanting the people inside to see, Hongling put on a smiling face, and said happy birthday to her.

But An Xin didn't seem to care what she said, she just hoped that she could leave as soon as possible.

She was covered in blood, and it was really not suitable for her to appear at someone's birthday party. Hong Ling expressed her understanding, and then left.

She has nothing to worry about. What Hong Ling is doing has never told An Xin. She just does her best to support An Xin. After leaving the orphanage, she tries to give An Xin the life that a normal person should have. She can be a simple and innocent girl like a normal young girl in the blooming season.

Unfortunately, peace of mind is not.

That night, Hong Ling couldn't walk back anymore, the blood on her body kept flowing down, so she simply sat on the corner of the street and thought about something seriously.

Hong Ling is not a good person, and she is never vague about what should be understood, and the same is true for An Xin.

It's just that I still can't let go.

An Xin was brought out by her, and it can be regarded as raised by her alone. Now An Xin is what Hong Ling wants her to become, but Hong Ling didn't want her to be a white-eyed wolf!

The moment she opened the door, Hongling could see the disgust and disgust in An Xin's eyes before she had time to hide it, and Hong Ling also knew the reason why An Xin concealed her unwillingness to let her appear.

With blood on her body, not only did she not get a single question, but she got vigilance and defense. Even Hong Ling would feel uncomfortable.

After all, at that time, she really devoted herself to protecting that little Beta.

Hong Ling, who was sitting on the corner of the street, also reorganized some details that she didn't want to think about before.

For example, does An Xin really not know what she is doing?She knows, not only knows, but should know quite a lot. An Xin is not as simple as she appears on the surface. With the same background, Hong Ling knows that An Xin also has her thoughts and means, but Hong Ling doesn't care, she even You can ignore An Xin's An Xin's scheming and tricks, and just watch what she wants to see, that's enough.

Hong Ling did indeed do this, but Hong Ling was obviously a little tired tonight, and even a little irritable.

She sat and thought all night, and finally decided to pretend nothing happened, and went on to give her a birthday present with peace of mind the next day.

Ignoring those less important parts, An Xin still has something she would like to see, which is what Hong Ling needs at that moment.

Her intentional ignorance did not make it back in time, it seemed that that night had become a watershed, and An Xin's attitude towards Hong Ling had also begun to change, if it had to be said harshly, it was probably no longer needed.

An Xin can live well without Hong Ling's protection, even better, but because of Hong Ling's existence, it brings her a little hidden danger, she starts to stay away from Hong Ling slowly, and no longer touches Hong Ling , that kind of careful thinking is really not enough for Hong Ling. There is nothing wrong with An Xin's thoughts, she is just thinking about herself, and Hong Ling can even understand it.

She's just a little pity.

Originally, this matter was supposed to be easy to get together and break up, but it didn't.

If An Xin really cut off contact with Hong Ling, it would be fine, and he would walk on each side of the road, as if he had never known this white-eyed wolf, but no, An Xin would have gone too far.

The toffee in his mouth had already melted, Hong Ling was a little bit greedy for the sweet taste, so he peeled off another one, and it contained the sweet white rabbit toffee, which made him feel better.

Hong Ling remembers the last time she saw An Xin, it should be at An Xin's graduation ceremony, the relationship between the two of them was already very cold at that time, Hong Ling hadn't seen An Xin for more than half a year, and even felt that they would never see each other again , they are not people all the way, just go their own way, although it is a pity, but in fact there is not much concern.

In the end, it was just wishful thinking, and now that I am reluctant, there is nothing wrong with just breaking it off.

Anxin invited Hongling to attend her graduation ceremony. Originally, Hongling didn't want to go. During that time, something went wrong inside the Chasing Eagles, and the Star Alliance was keeping a close eye on them. Hongling was very careful in her daily activities, so she He declined An Xin's invitation.

But she didn't refuse. An Xin pleaded bitterly, saying that the graduation ceremony is a very important event in her life. Other students have family and friends, but she doesn't. I hope Hongling can attend the graduation ceremony as her family. The words were full of affection, and Hong Ling really softened her heart.

After all, it was just such a small request that she was protecting the child who grew up, and she had no reason not to agree.

Hong Ling went, and then encountered an ambush.

That period of time was the critical time for Hongling to reorganize Chasing the Eagle. I don’t know how many people inside and outside looked at her and waited to clean her up. Hongling herself was very careful, and usually there would be no accidents. Then that time, Not only was it an accident, but it was also a big accident. Hong Ling herself was not injured, but the assistant she brought with her died in the ambush.

Whether this matter has anything to do with An Xin, Hong Ling still doesn't know.

She wanted to investigate, but she couldn't find out why.

At that time, An Xin was well protected by her. Although she might have a little understanding of Hong Ling's actions, it was only superficial, and it was impossible to have a deep understanding. Even if she wanted to reveal Hong Ling's whereabouts, she had to have That way is the only way, Hongling doesn't think she has it, but she doesn't rule out her suspicion.

It's not over yet, Hong Ling is still doubting An Xin, but Little Beta over there is pre-emptive.

There was an accident at the graduation ceremony, and Hong Ling left in a hurry. Before she finished dealing with the matter at hand, she received an invitation to talk with An Xin.

In fact, Hong Ling also wanted to know what she wanted to talk about, and also wanted to test An Xin, and wanted to test her.

It's a pity that she didn't come out at all. After An Xin saw her, she cried so miserable that she sued Hong Ling, saying that Hong Ling ruined her peaceful life, that Hong Ling was a person who licked blood with a knife, Said that the two people are not in the same world, and gave Hongling two choices, either to wash her hands and quit, or to sever the relationship. Hongling was really too lazy to talk to her, so she turned her face and left.

She really thinks that she is a clean thing, a wolf-hearted dog, does not know that her so-called peaceful life is all given by Hongling?

If she could live a peaceful life, she would have gone there by herself long ago. Why would she keep this wolf-hearted thing?

After that, Hong Ling never saw An Xin again.

As for that ambush, Hong Ling also had people investigate, and after searching and searching, she couldn't find An Xin, so there were only two answers, either An Xin did it very covertly, and her methods were higher than she thought, so Hong Ling didn't find out, or she was really innocent and ignorant.

This matter ended here, but it also left a trace in Hongling's heart.

Clearly let her know the difference between her and those so-called normal people. It is impossible for a person like her to live a peaceful life. An Xin is that complete failure, and since then, Hong Ling broke her extravagant hope.

The author has something to say: Hong Ling: I like clean and innocent little girls, the innocent kind.

Bai Nuo: Oh, where is the washboard?What about the antique washboard I paid for?

Hong Ling: Let me explain...

An Xin: Yes, I am that scheming whore who pretends to be innocent and knows how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, come and scold me!